Sleep experts claim that during an eight hour R.E.M cycle the brain conjures twelve dreams a night on
average. However, these dreams are not usually the full length movies but the trailers, and most if not all are forgotten upon awaking. They do stay buried deep in the subconscious and occasionally the smallest word, the simplest visual, can bring back a snatch of them...
...The girl stands nude under the evergreen tree. She is very petite, with small, pert breasts. She stands
with her arms raised above her head in seeming invitation for something to come from the sky. I notice
that except for her long black hair and the small matching triangle below, she is very pale; her skin is
almost milk white. The evergreen is a tall one, and although it is a warm day, its boughs are heavily laden
The wind picks up a little, causing the girl's hair to blow about her shoulders and her nipples to harden into erect little nubs. I have no idea who she is; if I saw her walking down the street fully clothed, I would
never look twice in her direction. But now, right now under that tree, I know she is magic. She is ageless.
The wind causes snow to drift down from the tree, sending it fluttering silently around the girl.
Immaculately formed flakes land in her now disheveled hair and stick there. She lowers her arms and the wind settles, but the snow keeps falling from the tree.
She seems to notice me then, even though I know she has been aware of my presence since the beginning. She smiles and I take that as an invitation to come closer. However, I stop in my tracks and watch silently again as she cups her right hand to her breast. The left buries itself between her legs and she closes her eyes in complete nirvana. I know she is moaning, but I cannot hear her and I slowly realize that I haven't
heard anything at all in this surreal landscape.
I wait patiently for her inevitable climax, enthralled by the sight of her doing something so private in front
of me. She stiffens and begins to shake as the release washes over her. I have so many questions to ask her
and begin to walk over to her once again. And again, before I have taken more than a step, she disappears
and the entire world begins to blur...
...The room is shadowed in soft light and classical yet dissonant music plays on the Wurlitzer in the corner in true film noir fashion. I sit in a wicker chair facing him. I can't see him in the dim light; I can just make out his shadow. Looking to where I think his eyes might be, I give him a small, secretive smile. I raise my hand to my blouse and slip it down one side, exposing my left shoulder. I sense him leaning forward in anticipation. Instead of bearing the skin of my right shoulder to him as well, I slowly unbutton the blouse and slip it off completely.
There is no bra to follow it. I sit upright in the chair, displaying my breasts to him for his attention,
his enjoyment, his approval. His hand comes forward out of the gloom and rests gently on my right breast. He squeezes it lightly, so lightly, but I still groan in a strange mixture of agony and bliss. It is not just my
breast he has engulfed. It is my entire body and soul. His mind reaches out and touches mine, our connection is so deep there is no need for words. There is no permission to seek. He knew long ago that with me there would never be a need to ask.
His hand still resides on my breast as I slide off the chair and onto the floor. The Wurlitzer skips almost
imperceptibly as it switches to a new groove in the record. I don't recognize the new song, and yet in some
fundamental way I do. Still film noir, it is the type of song played during love scenes in old movies.
Indeed, the world becomes black and white there on the floor, the only color is the red lipstick I do not
remember applying. It transfers to his neck as he takes me on the floor. Engulfs, consumes, and leaves nothing but black, white, red, and pleasure...
...The young girl, no more than sixteen, lays flat on her back and smiles beguilingly at the man who looks down at her prone figure. His older age and her similarity to him in appearance would suggest that he's her father. She is naked except for a pair of light purple panties, which apparently he finds very appealing because his hand smoothes down her stomach and rests at the border. He makes to slide under the elastic but she stops him by grabbing his hand in both of hers.
Slowly, slowly she brings his hand to her lips and kisses his palm. Then, quite deliberately, she puts his
finger in her mouth and sucks it gently. The man's eyes flutter shut as her tongue slowly massages the
underside of his finger. He groans in frustrated lust and mutters something clich?bout not being able to
take it anymore. She ignores him and he tells her to stop again, this time louder and more ominous.
As if in acquiescence to his request, she slides his finger from her mouth. He makes to reclaim his hand but she tightens her own and brings his wet finger to her nipple. She starts rubbing his hand in circles over the hard little bump, and it takes him a long time to realize that she has let go of him and he is now
performing for her on his own. He stops.
"Turn over." The words are spoken more in a command than a request, but she seems happy enough to oblige. Her creamy back, with its light smattering of speckles between the shoulder blades, is a visual treat. However, it takes second place to the slight swell of her panty clad bottom. Much as before, his hand flows down her form to rest on that fabric barrier, and suddenly he pats her there so hard it could be
considered a light spank.
An almost silent "oh" of surprise escapes her lips, and she wiggles her bottom almost invitingly. He is not
discouraged. Again he spanks her, much harder this time. She gasps and almost whimpers but that doesn’t deter him from his task. Again the hand comes down, and again, and again. He gets a steady rhythm going and she buries her face in the pillow as little "eh's" escape her lips. "Eh, eh, eh," one for each smack delivered.
Eventually her father becomes dissatisfied with her current predicament and forcefully slides her panties
down amidst cries of, "No, don't do that!" Apparently though he can do that, and with a small flourish he
discards the panties over his shoulder. Exposed to the room now is her heart shaped bottom, shaded a bright red from the man's ministrations.
She knows instinctively to stay on her stomach for a minute to let her father admire his work, but soon
enough she again turns onto her back. The view is improved one hundred percent by that small mound of
tight curls glistening with moisture. So flushed is she all over that had there been any doubt of her arousal, it is swiftly discarded. She gives her daddy a "come hither" smile and he is on her in a flash, releasing his straining erection and burying it in her with an ease that suggests he has been a visitor to this particular receptacle for a long time.
She grinds her hips up to meet his thrusts and moans in not entirely faked lust. As he slams her into the
mattress he never notices the single tear of regret and determination that trickles silently down her face. Her nine year old sister is playing in the room down the hall, happily oblivious to her father's afternoon
perversions. As the teenager cries out in mortified release and her father spills his seed deep inside her,
she can't help thinking of the sacrifice she has made…
...It's him again, but this time we've left the wicker chair and Wurlitzer and are in the room of my
childhood. It is the picture of innocence; butterfly wallpaper, stuffed animals, figurines on the shelves.
It looks like it was made for a twelve-year-old girl, and at the time, it was. Maybe that's why we've never
had sex here, he and I, maybe subconsciously we didn't want to dampen the innocence...or destroy it altogether.
But he's here now and I have other plans. I want to ask him how he got here, but the idea is discarded as he kisses me. He knows that all I've ever really desired was this. To lie in bed with him and feel wanted. I nip his lip with a daring I don't usually show and he laughs softly. Instinctively his hand cups my breast,
and I put my hand over his, never intending to let him go.
I do let him go though and his hand explores under the covers until he finds my cleft. I whimper softly and bury my face against his chest. My legs spread in invitation and it takes him no time at all to locate
that little nub of flesh that resides between my thighs. He rubs it slowly, torturing me as he kisses me hard on my neck, on my shoulders, on my breasts. His kisses aren't the only hard thing, considering what I have pressed up against my thigh.
The evidence of his arousal puts me over the edge and I tremble so hard I figure I must surely break. His
finger still tarries on my clit but I can't stand for him to continue, so grabbing his arm I put his hand
back on my breast. I'm still shivering in release as he rubs the moisture from his ministrations into my
nipple, exciting it to the point of soreness.
Eventually the tremors pass and somewhat nervously I reach down and grasp his erection. I feel him stiffen a little but I do not stop rubbing it as I gain the courage to tell him what I want. Finally the words come out, much quieter than I intend but still there. "I want this in me now... please. I..." I stop and blush
for a minute, feeling ridiculous. He does not prod me to continue and I feel tears come to my eyes for the love I feel for this man. It gives me the courage to go on.
"I want to have your baby." There, I said it. It was corny, but maybe sometimes corny is underrated. If he
thinks my plebeian dialogue is ridiculous he doesn't say so. Gently removing my hand from his erection, he turns and positions himself between my legs. I don't realize I'm holding my breath until I exhale it upon him entering me.
The world narrows to the feel of him inside me, to our heavy breathing and the whimpers I can't seem to stop making. He stiffens slightly and as his gift hits my walls, I pray that it will go where it needs to be.
Still buried to the hilt, he leans down and gives me another kiss. I feel sophisticated and mature with him
up inside me... And I feel like such a little girl...
...I jerk awake in my bedroom, the one from my childhood. In the delirious aftermath of my dreams I
turn to him, only to find that he is not there. Reality comes crashing back as I realize he is still thousands
of miles away, probably sleeping by now in his own bed, having his own dreams. Tears threaten but I blink them back furiously. There is no point in self pity.
I am in aching need of release, but I ignore that too. No self stimulation could ever be satisfying enough
after that dream, after being so close to a different reality. I settle back on my pillow and without
realizing it, my hand rests on my stomach and starts to rub the emptiness there. I drift off to sleep and if
another eight dreams are conjured, I don't remember them upon waking.