Let me say that in no way am I sorry for what happened in my life. The incest and sex at a young age did not make me a bad person. I didn't develope a drug or alcohol issues, and I didn't end up some screwed up individual. I just ended up the way I started out, Loving Sex...... This is my true story, as I remember it....
I was 9 and my brother was 12 when mom died in an car crash coming home from work.. The transition to a single parent family wasn’t easy. Me, dad, and my brother was now left feeling like fish out of water. We didn’t really know what to do and we all seemed to react differently to mom’s death.
Dad seemed to just immerse him-self in projects around the house and his business, my brother seemed to hold it in as though it didn’t bother him and chose not to say to much about it. While I seemed to not know any other way to show my emotions other than crying. Dad and my brother were both very supportive of me when I would cry, they would hold me and tell me that everything would work out.
When I was 12 I walked in on my brother, James, masturbating in his room. “Sis get the hell out.” as he quickly covered up his cock. I quickly shut the door and ran sobbing to my room. I don’t know what he was doing but whatever it was he sure was mad at me for walking in on him. He had never screamed at me like that before. But I also was a little captivated by the size of his penis. It was probably only about 5 inches long, but compared to the ones I had seen on my baby cousins, it was huge.
About 3 minutes later he knocked on my door and come in. ‘Jenny, I am sorry I yelled at you but you kind-of scared me.” I reached up and gave him a hug. “What was you doing.” I asked. He acted confused about what to say, but finally he said. “ Okay I am going to tell you something, but you can’t ever tell anyone especially dad.” I said that I promised. He started telling me about what boy’s and girls do together and that it was called sex. I had heard of sex before but I had always thought that it was the small amount I saw them do in the movies just kissing and hugging and touching. I had never thought about guy’s sticking their thing in a girl or even really touching it. After he told me I started asking questions. He then took me to dad’s room and opened the bottom drawer of the chest of drawers. He took out a VHS cassette and put it into the VCR.
With-in minutes I had saw and learned more about sex than I had ever imagined. As I watched I saw a guy have sex with a female and then he jerked his cock and white stuff came out and splashed all over the girl. I realized at the point that that was what my brother was doing and that apparently it was extremely enjoyable. I also saw that sex was something that adults apparently really like to do, as the people on the tape apparently also really liked it.
“James have you ever done any of this?” I asked as we hurried to rewind the tape and put it back into the drawer. “No, just the jerking part.” “ Do you have white stuff come out, and what is it? I said. “It is called cum and apparently girls like to eat it and have it shot all over their face and tits, and yes I do have a small amount that comes out, but not as much as the guy’s in the movies, must be because they are older than me .”
We knew that dad would be home soon and wouldn’t be happy about us being in his room with-out him being there so we left his room and went outside to our tree-house. Our tree-house was in a tree about 50 feet from the side of the garage, we always could hear dad pulling up to the house from the tree-house. It was almost to good of a place to be true. Dad had built it right after mom had died. It had a window on all four sides, but had shutters you could shut from the inside and it’s only entrance was the trap door on the bottom. Dad had also ran electricity from the garage to the tree-house. So we had light and a wall outlet plug.
“James, can females feel good by touching themselves down there. I mean I have never felt anything from touching my-self like when I had to wipe after peeing.”
“ I don’t know, I saw a guy touch a girl down there but I don’t know if it feels the same way as when I touch my dick.” Said James.
“ James have you ever touched a girl before, I mean if you will let me play with you down there, I will let you play with me.” “ Do you want to ?” I asked.. He nodded yes.
We both looked at each other for a minute and then we started removing our pants and underwear. He came over to me and I reached out for his dick, I then spread my legs a little and gave his hand room between my legs. The minute we touched each other we were both just amazed at how good it felt to be touched by another person. It felt so good to me and I could tell that me stroking him was making him feel good too. I didn’t know why I had the urge to kiss him but I did. I reached for his head and pulled his head to my mouth and gave him a kiss. The first one I had ever gave, so it was closed mouth and not to long, but it was very soft and slow.
He looked at me differently at that point. I could see that we really was starting to like me differently somehow, like in the movies with a boyfriend and girlfriend. It was at that moment of string into each others eyes that it happens. Dad was pulling up in his truck. We rushed to put our cloths back on, but by the time we exited the tree-house dad was in the house. That was close I thought…..
Me and James didn’t say to much the next few day’s that summer week. But Monday rolled away again and Dad had work to do and so he left us alone again. As soon as Dad was out of the house, I went to James. “ Did I do something wrong by kissing you ?” I asked. “ No I just have never done that before and I felt kind-of bad when dad came home and we were doing that. I mean what would he think if he saw us doing that ?” He said.
He was right about that, but I wanted more and I was sure that he did too. “ James, dad just left and isn’t going to be back for a while, lets go to the tree-house and do it again. It felt really good.” James smiled, I now think that maybe he was ashamed and didn’t know what I thought about him. But my suggestion must have let him know that I really liked it.
“Okay, but can we get totally naked this time and lay down this time.” He asked
“ Yes” I said.
I could hardy make it up the ladder I was so nervous and excited. When we finally got up there we put down the blanket over the closed trap door and laid down.
James then leaned over and kissed me. This kiss started off like the other one, but then James stuck his tongue in my mouth, at first I didn’t like it, but I wanted him to touch me so badly I wasn’t going to stop him. After a few minutes I started really liking it and I wanted him so bad, so I started sticking my tongue in his mouth and we kind-of just went at each other. With-in a few minutes we started stripping each others cloths off. With-in a minute we were both completely naked, with him laying on top of me kissing me and rubbing his dick on my naked body. I didn’t know exactly what I wanted but I knew it involved my brother and sex.
After we kissed and he humped me for a few minutes, I wanted to touch him. I grabbed him and pushed him on his back, I then grabbed his dick and started playing with him. I got down closer to his dick to get a good look at it while I jerked it. As I was jerking I saw a clear liquid at the tip of his dick. I didn’t know what it was, but I had a strong urge to lick it off. So I bent over and used my tongue to lick it off. James moaned and his back shot up a little as he grabbed my head. “Please do that again, it felt so good.” he begged.
I took my tongue and liked him all over his dick. He must have really liked it because he was moaning loudly now. I then thought about the girl in the porno movie, she had put his dick in her mouth and closed her mouth around it while she moved up and down. I decided to try it out. My I opened wide and put his dick in my mouth and started sucking him. With-in a minute he told me he was about to cum. I didn’t know what to do so I just kept sucking him. He then came in my mouth. I won’t say that it tasted great, but he didn’t cum much and it didn’t taste terrible. Before I knew it I had swallowed it.
After that James was about to get up, but I wasn’t done yet. I put his dick back in my mouth and started sucking it again. With-in about 3 minutes he was ready to play some more. “Why don’t you let me lick you down there now ?” he said. I was ready and wanted him to do something that would satisfy the fire that I felt inside of me.
He then got down between my legs and started licking me. It felt so good and I couldn’t help but to moan loudly. With-in a few minutes he had found my clitoris and he
was licking it hard and fast. I don’t know what happened but a shook all over and then I felt the greatest feeling ever and it ended with me satisfied, I then passed out.
I awoke to James shaking me asking if I was okay as I awoke. I don’t know why I had passed out. I had never before and I have never again since. But I awoke not worried but fully content and happy. I just grabbed James and kissed him again.
This was just the beginning of new love that me and my brother shared and just a
touch of the innocent little girl that turns into a total slut. I will share the rest of my true life story in future installments. Watch out for them …...