I am a happily married man. During my youth, I experienced some oral sex with other young men. As I grew up, peer pressure caused me to repress my urge to suck cock. I have never been sexually attracted to men in a kissing/hugging kind of way. The feel and taste of a stiff cock have been all I have craved, along with the feeling of a stiff cock in my ass. Obviously, with a wife that is very traditional, the opportunities to pursue and satisfy these urges has been next to impossible. My wife gives okay head, but she does not like the taste of cum, does not want to wear a dildo and perform anal on me and thinks allowing me to taste my own cum from her hand, after a handjob, is gross. I repress my needs for years at a time, jacking off to x-rated videos and fantasizing about sucking a stiff cock. I have used a variety of dildos and devices to satisfy my anal desires, also.
I had not been able to suck cock for over a year, and I was on my way home from work after a long second shift. It was after midnight as I drove down the expressway. I had about a 30 minute drive home and was extremely horny. I had my cock out of my pants and was stroking it as I drove down the road. It felt soooo good to hold that stiff cock in my hand, but I knew that I needed the feel and taste of another mans cock before too long. As I drove down the road, I passed a rest area on the opposite side. I remembered that I had walked in on quite a scene of cocksucking and fucking there a few years ago. My wife was in the car and I had to resist the urge to participate. Remembering that time, I decided to turn around and go back to the rest area to see if anyone was there.
I had a company logo shirt on, so when I got out of the car I turned it inside out so the logo wasn't showing. I wanted to be anonymous. I noticed a few cars and trucks in the parking areas and figured there might be some action inside. I walked into the mens room and found it to be empty. I was quite surprised and disappointed. I decided to sit in one of the stalls and wait to see if anyone showed up. I left the door open a bit and pulled my cock out. There were no gloryholes in any of the stalls, so I figured this was the only way to advertise my intentions.
I had a good hardon going when I heard the door open from the outside. I peered through the opening in my door and watched a young man walk past. Our eyes met momentarily as he passed by, but he didn't stop or make any move towards my stall. I could see him through another opening where the panels of the stall came together. He was at one of the urinals, relieving himself. He was in good shape and appeared to be clean. Cleanliness is a must with me. Upon finishing, he flushed and turned around. He had zipped his pants up. I was hoping he would turn around with a stiff cock and a big smile on his face. Oh well, maybe the next guy. I watched him walk back towards the door to the restroom. Upon reaching my stall, he stopped and opened the door slightly wider. I was holding my stiff cock. He looked at me and looked down at my cock and said that the cops had been working the rest area quite a bit and that no one dared to anything in the stalls anymore. He said that there was a low area, past the auto parking lot, where guys could do just about anything at night without being seen by anyone above. It was also adjacent to a wooded area that provided a quick exit should any police patrols show up. I asked if he would like me to suck his cock and he motioned with a wave of his hand to follow him. I quickly stood up and stuffed my cock back in my pants. I followed him across the parking area and down a slope to an area with picnic tables. It was pitch black and my eyes took a minute to adjust. I soon made out about 10 men in the area. One guy was bent over a picnic table with another guys cock pounding his ass. There were several other men standing around them, assumably waiting their turn.
The young man I followed down turned and asked if I still wanted his cock. Without hesitation, I dropped to my knees in front of him and unzipped his pants. His cock was hard and difficult to get out. He finally reached in and wrenched it out for me. What a spectacular cock! He had about 8 thick inches, clean and cut, sticking dead straight out of his pants. I could smell the musky man odor and my mouth was watering profusely. I wrapped one hand around the shaft and slid the head into my mouth, sliding my tongue along the shaft until I had engulfed as much as I thought I could. I began sliding my mouth and tongue back and forth, sucking and slurping. He waas moaning a bit already. I could taste a bit of precum forming on the end of his cock and kept swallowing it as I worked the shaft.
I noticed some movement out of the corner of my eye and removed his cock from my mouth to turn and look. It appeared that my actions and his moans had brought some attention from other men in the area. I had 5 or 6 guys standing around us, watching me suck this beautiful cock. Several of them already had their cocks in had and were slowly working them. I turned back to the cock in hand and slid it back in my mouth. God it was big! I pushed myself to get all of it in my mouth, but I still had a couple of inches left. Suddenly, I felt his hand reach behind my head and firmly grasp it. He held my head and thrust his hips forward. His cock slid down my throat, producing a gagging reflex. He pulled back out and thrust in again. Again I gagged. He kept it up until I finally was able to take his whole cock into my mouth and throat. I felt a bit of discomfort when he was completely in me, but the joy of eating the wonderful stiff cock was almost unbearable. He removed his hand from the back of my head and I continued to suck him balls deep in my mouth and throat. I could feel his head getting larger and his shaft starting to pulsate. I knew I was going to taste a delicious load of cum any minute. I quickened my movements to bring him to climax. He moaned loudly. All of a sudden, he pulled out and shot a huge rope of cum over my shoulder. He shuddered and shot a second load, which partially landed on my shirt. I finally grabbed his cock and started sucking again as his third spasm overcame him. I didn't get a lot of cum from him, but it was still delicious. I milked his cock until it softened. He finally pulled out and stuffed his cock back in his pants. He whispered a quick thanks and walked away. I was about to stand up and walk back to my car when one of the bystanders walked directly in front of me with his stiff cock at attention, just inches from my mouth. He asked if I was still hungry. Without hesitating, I took his cock in my mouth. It wasn't quite the size of my last cock, but he was definitely turned on by the action he had been watching. His cock was leaking precum immediately and after only a couple of quick minutes he blew a big load that hit the back of my throat hard. I grabbed both his ass cheeks with my hands and sucked his cock deep in my mouth, sucking and swallowing his load. He bucked like a bull, with cum spraying my mouth over and over. I didn't miss a drop. After he stepped away, I looked around and realized that I would be there for a while. There were at least 5 more guys with their dicks out of their pants, standing in line. I took each one of them in turn until I had sucked off a total of 9 cocks. Some of them insisted on spraying their load on me and some let me swallow their wonderful cum. I was a mess when I was done. I walked back to the rest room and washed up. I got back in my car and continued home. I pulled my cock back out of my pants and began reliving the night, slowly stroking my cock until I came. I shot my load so hard that it actually hit the headliner of the car and went all over my shirt. I took my finger to the headliner, wiping it clean and sucking the cum off as I drove. I ended up throwing the shirt in the laundry when I got home, so my wife wouldn't find it.
It will probably be another year or so before I finally get so desperate for a cock fix. Hopefully, you will be one of the many that will benefit from my night to let the urges come out.