I was sitting in my dorm room one night reading an e-mail from my mom. It was the usual family news until the end, when I read a sentence that started my thoughts racing. This is what it said.
“By the way Ben , when I was at the mall I saw Meg, that little girl that you used to baby sit so often while you were in high school l. She asked about you and said you were always her favorite sitter. She is a really sweet girl and is growing up to be a real beauty. She asked me for your e-mail address and I didn’t think you would mind if I gave it to her. “
To say I babysat for Meg was true, but what no one on earth but the two of us knew was that we had also had a sexual relationship during that time. It had begun when she was 8 and I told myself that she started it but the truth was that I had willingly participated because she was such a very attractive little girl and she was much more mature than normal for her age. By the time we ended it when she was 11 we were good friends and lovers. One thing I had never done, however, was put my dick in her. She would have let me but that was a line I didn’t want to cross. I had thought that after not seeing me for a while she would become a typical girl who would be a little embarrassed if she thought of me at all. I just hoped that she would not suddenly develop all kinds of psychological issues and reveal that I had molested her. Suddenly I was worried.
A week later I got an e-mail from her and I knew that she had not gone psycho. The first thing I did was open the attachment, which was a picture and I was astonished at what I saw. It had been just a little over 18 months since I saw her but the girl in the picture looked totally different. Her jet black hair was now shoulder length and since she was standing by her mother I could see that she was much taller and now had some serious breasts growing. Her eyes were still bright blue and my mother was not exaggerating when she said Meg was beautiful. The e-mail message was simple and not silly, but then Meg was never a silly girl.
“ Hi Ben. I hope you don’t mind me sending this but I just wanted to make sure you are doing OK. I think about you a lot and I miss you. I am now in 8th grade even though I’m only 12. They let me skip a grade because they think I’m pretty smart. Even the kids in this class seem a little young. I guess I got spoiled having you for a baby sitter all those years because you didn’t talk to me like I was a little girl or treat me like one. (“No shit”, I thought to myself. ) Anyway, when you come home for the summer I hope you will come by and say hello. Oh, by the way, I now take showers instead of baths. Love, Meg.”
By the time I finished reading I had an erection from remembering those baths and what happened after them. I was glad that she had not mentioned specific things like my tongue in her or her sucking my dick because I knew that e-mails had a way of turning up where you least expect them.
It took me about 30 seconds to decide and then I sent this back.
“Hey Meg, I’m glad to hear from you. You look great and I’m not surprised about them letting you skip a grade. I always knew how smart you are. I’ll be home in a couple of months and I’ll come by for a visit. Since I pretty much watched you grow up I want to keep in touch. Ben.”
I figured that would let her know I wanted to see her but wouldn’t look suspicious if anyone else ever saw it.
I was getting paranoid and I also knew that it was going to be a little risky for me to resume our relationship. When I was her babysitter I was a juvenile and if anybody ever found out what had happened I didn’t think I would go to jail, especially since I had never fucked her. Of course my father would probably kick my ass and Meg had some uncles who would want their turn at me but I wasn’t worried about her giving us away. She was way too smart for that. If we got caught together now, however, I was considered an adult and would likely end up in prison with a bulls-eye on my young ass for all the horny old cons. That I could definitely do without. All I knew was that I really wanted to see her again. I looked at her picture once more and jacked off before I went to sleep.
The last months of school passed pretty quick. We e-mailed each other a few more times, just innocent messages, but on the last message before I came home she sent me her cell phone number. When I arrived home I was busy for a few days unpacking and spending time with the folks. My dad had a friend who had agreed to hire me for the summer at his company so I would start work the following Monday. Things finally settled down enough to let me call Meg. She answered right away.
“Hi Meg, it’s me.”
“ Ben, I hoped it was you calling. I can’t wait to see you. Do you want to come over?’
“Meg, I would rather meet you some place where we can talk more or less privately. I know your mom wouldn’t care if I came by to see you but you know I can’t start showing up there on a regular basis. We have to be careful.”
“ I guess you’re right. I know, I’ll ask my mom to take me to the mall this afternoon. She does that sometimes when I’m meeting some girlfriends there. Can you meet me at the Food Court about 2?”
“Sure, I’ll be there then.”
Surprisingly I was really nervous while I was waiting for her to show up. From inside I saw a car pull up outside the door and she got out, spoke to her mother, and walked inside. I realized the picture had not done her justice. The jeans she was wearing showed a small but perfect ass and her t-shirt was pushed out by some nice perky breasts. She saw me and gave a big grin as she ran and hugged me. I wanted to give her a real kiss but I knew this was too public a place for that. She looked me up and down.
“Ben, you look great. You’ve become a handsome grown up man.” Then she whispered “ I haven’ t forgotten anything we did and I always hoped we could get back together.”
I didn’t know what to say right then so I just looked at her and then I said “Are you sure you’re only 12? You are almost as tall as I am and you look so grown up.’
She giggled, which sounded just like the old Meg, and said “ I’ll be 13 in a few more months. I guess I do look a lot different than the skinny little girl you saw last.” She turned a little bit red and said shyly “ I started using those things my mother gave me about 6 months after you left, so I guess I am grown up. I just wish I was older so I could really be your girl friend. But anyway, I am glad to have you back for a while.“
We got some food and sat at a table away from everyone else where we could talk.
“ Meg, did you have any sitters after I left?’
“Yeah, my mom wouldn’t let me stay by myself at night until I was 12. I guess by then she figured I wasn’t going to burn the house down or let any creeps in. Mostly the ones she got were high school girls.”
“ She didn’t get another boy to sit with you, I hope.”
She looked serious and said “No, she wouldn’t have trusted any other boy but you with me, and I wouldn’t have let her if she had tried. “ Then she gave a typical Meg smile and said “ Most of the girls were boring but there was one I want to tell you about. This girl paid more attention to me than the others and I noticed she looked at me kind of like you did. She was 16 and she was pretty and she hung around my room when it was time for bed, just talking about nothing really. Finally, I looked at her and asked her if she was waiting for me to undress. She looked surprised and kind of guilty and I told her I didn’t mind her looking at me naked but I wanted to see her naked too. I just wanted to see what she would do but I was really surprised when she said OK. We both got naked and it was kind of interesting to see her big breasts and all the hair she had down there. She let me play with her breasts a while and she touched, mine, not that there was a whole lot to touch then. Then she asked me if I wanted to see what it was like to have someone kiss my pussy. I couldn’t tell her that you had already done that a lot and I wanted to see what it was like to have a girl do it so I let her. It was nice but not any better than when you did it. Then she asked me to do it to her so I did. It was OK and she said I did it good but I like putting you in my mouth a lot better. So you don’t need to be jealous. Besides, I told my mom I didn’t like her and didn’t want her to come back.”
Sitting there listening to her casually talk about trying sex with another girl was making me as aroused as I had ever been. All I could think of to say was “ Well I’m glad you didn’t fall in love with her.”
She laughed and said “No way.” Then she said ”Ben, where’s your car? Let’s go sit in it.”
I was driving a Jeep Cherokee and since the front seats were bucket seats I suggested we get in the back. I had parked in a corner of the lot and it was raining too so no one could see in. After looking around to make sure no one was looking we got in. The first thing I did was take her in my arms and give her a real kiss. We had kissed before but this time it went on and on and she was responding totally. I put my hand under her shirt and moved her bra so I could gently squeeze one of her firm young boobs. She quickly took her shirt and bra completely off and there they were, standing up proudly still not fully grown but with the same big brown nipples I had seen many times before. I sucked on them and she held my head and moaned softly. I started to unbutton her jeans but she grabbed my hand and whispered” Not now Ben, remember I told you I was grown up? This isn’t a good day. Let me take care of you instead.”
I looked around the parking lot but there was no one close to the car and the rain had the windows fogged up enough that no one could see in. She pulled my shorts and underwear down and freed my very hard and eager dick. She grinned and said” You don’t know how much I have wanted to get hold of this again. Every time I would eat a banana I would pretend it was you. Let’s see if I still remember what to do.” She brought her beautiful mouth down and started working on me. She must have eaten a lot of bananas because it was far better than I remembered and by the time I was ready to come It almost unbearable. She had never been hesitant to let me come in her mouth but this time she was actively sucking and I could see her swallowing. When I was drained she pulled it out and looked up at me with a smile on her perfect young face and cum around the corners of her mouth and said “ So do you love me now?’
I looked at her very seriously and said “ Meg, I told you once that I have loved you since I met you, but I just want to make sure you don’t get hurt and I don’t go to jail. Speaking of that what time is your mother supposed to come pick you up?”
”I usually just call her if I don’t get a ride home with a friend’s mother. Why don’t you just take me home? We’ll tell her we just ran into each other and you offered to drive me home. She won’t see anything odd about that and she would like to see you.”
“That sounds fine but wipe the cum off of your face before we get there.”
Meg’s mother was an attractive lady who was a widow but never re-married. She was a nurse who sometimes worked night shifts which was the reason she had needed a babysitter a lot when Meg was little. When we walked in Meg said “Surprise! I ran into Ben at the mall and he brought me home.” Her mom immediately hugged me and said “Ben it is so good to see you.” We talked about college and my family and what I was going to do during the summer for a few minutes and Meg went to the bathroom. As soon as she left her Mother said “ Ben , I never had a chance to tell you how glad I was to have someone as reliable as you to sit with Meg all those years. You really made an impression on her, in fact one time she told me that having you around was like having a big brother.
“That’s very flattering. I’m glad I was able to be there for her. She is a remarkable girl.”
When Meg returned I said I had to go but her mother asked me if I wanted to stay for supper, so I called my mom and told her . “That’s nice” she said, “I know Meg was glad to see you.”
Later as I was leaving Meg walked out to the car with me and I said “So you thought of me as your big brother? That really makes me feel weird. “
“Ben , that was the only way I could think of to let my mother know how much I cared for you so she wouldn’t suspect how I really felt. And it worked.” She gave me a quick kiss and said “ Sometime this summer I want you to really make love to me. I know we can’t spend much time together but sometime we’ll find a time and place and then I want you in me and I know you want it too.”
All I could do was nod, but I was ready to dive in head first.
To be continued.