When I left Meg’s house after fucking her mother I couldn’t go home so I stopped by a convenience store where they would sell you a six pack if they knew you and knew you weren’t a cop, and I drove to a park out of town. Then I sat by a lake, drank beer and thought about how stupid I was. For any other 19 year old college student having someone like Amanda throw herself at you would be a fantasy come true. She was good looking, had a great body, and had been sexually deprived for a while so she was eager and horny. She was nowhere near as good at sucking a dick as her 12 year old daughter was but she would improve with practice. However, that 12 year old daughter was the reason I knew I had to stay away from Amanda for the rest of the summer. Meg and I had been sexually active since I started babysitting her when I was 14 and she was 8. There was a little gap in our relationship when I graduated from High School and went to college but we had resumed seeing each other this summer and I had actually put my dick all the way in her for the first time a couple of weeks ago. It should be obvious that Meg was no ordinary little girl. She was highly intelligent, very confident and mature, and very beautiful. She also loved sex. She had been this way since I first met her and in spite of our age difference I loved her and I knew she loved me. We both knew that our relationship was not normal ( or legal) and until she turned 18 it didn’t matter how old she looked, we couldn’t spend much time together. She was smart enough to know that there was a chance I would yield to temptation and hormones and fuck other girls between the times I could see her but she was convinced that I would be there when she hit the magic 18, and I wouldn’t have bet against that happening.
There was one other thing that I would not have bet against either. If Meg ever found out I had fucked her mom there would be hell to pay. She would regard that as betrayal and would have been angry and heartbroken, but especially angry. I had only hurt her one time before. It was not too long before I was leaving for college, when we thought our relationship would end. She was almost 11 and we were lying on the couch while she was slowly jacking me off. I made a comment about how it wouldn’t be long before she would have to go back to playing with Barbie dolls. It was meant as a joke but she jerked her hand away from my dick and her blue eyes turned as cold as ice, then tears started coming out of them.
You're a shithead!” she said as she ran to her room and closed the door. I was stunned and though I wasn’t exactly sure why I had upset her I just knew that I had, big time. Meg never used bad language. She had begun to use pussy, and dick, because she thought they were cute words but nothing worse.
I went to her room and heard her crying through the door. I went in and she said “Go home. I don’t need a babysitter.”
I hugged her and I had tears in my eyes too and was telling her I was sorry for whatever I had said to hurt her. She looked up at me after a minute.
“Ben, is that what you think I am? Just a kid who doesn’t really know what she was doing and thinks your dick is just another toy to play with?” At that moment I think it dawned on me that she really was in love with me and I swore to myself that I was never going to hurt her like that again, no matter what happened between us.
"Meg, you are definitely not just a kid to me. I thought I was making a joke but it wasn't a very good one. Please don't be mad at me."
"Well, maybe you're not a shithead after all."
"I didn't know you even knew that word."
" I hear lots of worse ones than that at school, I just couldn't remember any of them. But I would have used them if I had."
We started laughing and then she pulled my dick back out and kissed it. "I'll prove I'm not mad any more."
I was remembering this incident while thinking about the consequences if Meg found out about me and her mom. Aside from the fact that I really loved her and did not want to see her hurt I knew that there would be a very ugly scene involving all three of us and I knew without a doubt that somehow the truth about Meg and me would come out. If it did it would not be long before I was in prison with lifers fucking me in every orifice of my body.
In spite of this I could hardly wait until Meg got back from the beach.
I knew Meg was coming home on Monday and I called her that night.
"Hey baby, how was the beach?"
" It was great but I missed you and want to see you as soon as I can. By the way, you are coming to my birthday party aren't you?"
With all that had happened I had forgotten that Meg turned 13 on Wednesday. Her mother was having her party on Saturday and I knew she would have a lot of friends and relatives there. The last thing I wanted was to be there in the same room with Meg and her mother so I thought really fast.
"Meg, I'm just not sure that would be a good idea. Remember, no one is supposed to know that we are anything more than casual friends and if I show up someone might get curious."
"Oh Ben, as usual you're right but I really want to see you. You'll be going back to college soon and then it will be a long time before we can be together again."
"Listen to me Meg, we are going to see each other. Does your mother work the night shift this week?"
"Yes, she works 4 to 12 on Wednesday."
OK. I'm coming over that night and give you your birthday present."
"Ben, that's wonderful if you're sure it's safe."
"Just this once we're going to risk it."
Because Meg's mom worked at night fairly often it should have been easy for me to go over there. The problem was that all of her neighbors knew when Meg was there by herself and they acted as kind of a neighborhood watch to make sure that no one suspicious was hanging around. I didn't mind that because I wanted her to be safe but it also meant that they would see me and someone would eventually mention it to Amanda, and I didn't want to have to answer any questions. This time, however, I was willing to risk it. After it was dark I parked my car at a small shopping are about a quarter mile from her house. Keeping in the shadows I slipped into her back yard and knocked on her door. She opened it and when I came in she hugged and kissed me. She was tanned from the beach and looked better than I had ever seen her and I just said "Come on birthday girl. I want you really bad."
We went to her room and as we were getting undressed I realized that I had forgotten to get any condoms, but I already knew what I wanted to do. When she was naked I looked at her and saw that her breasts were as tanned as the rest of her and I said " Did you go to a nude beach?'
"No silly, the house we stayed at had one of those tanning decks on the roof and Nikki and I would go up there and take our tops off. No on could see us unless we stood up." I knew Nikki was 14 and her favorite cousin and I just said "Wish I had been there." She pretended to slap me and I grabbed her and kissed her until she went limp.
What happened next changed our relationship. I lay down on the floor and said "Meg come here and stand over me," She did and I said "Now lower yourself down so your pussy is on my face. I want to really experience your womanhood."
She didn't say anything, just smiled at me as she slowly squatted down until her gorgeous young pussy was right on me. She had shaved her thick bush so she could wear little bathing suits and I had a clear view of every feature, her lips, her clit and the pink folds inside. I stuck my tongue in her as far as I could and I tasted every square inch of her I could reach.
While this was going on she was leaning back wither eyes closed making sounds like a kitten. Finally she said in a voice that sounded like she was out of breath, "Ben, I'm going to turn around so I can suck you. You can't have all the fun."
She started sucking my dick and she was putting everything she had into it. I was still exploring every part of her I could reach with my tongue and now that included her young asshole. The sweet juice from her pussy was dripping down on my face and I knew this was beyond anything we had ever done. This went on for at least an hour and finally my dick was totally drained and she was exhausted from having orgasms.
We lay there holding each other and finally she whispered. "Ben, what happened?"
"We just had wonderful sex."
"No Ben, something's changed. What we did tonight was very different. We've had sex a lot and you always made my body feel great, but tonight it was...I don't know, like you were making love to my soul."
I didn't hesitate. "Meg, tonight I realized how much I really do love you, and I'm scared to death something might happen to cause me to lose you.”
“ Hearing you say that is the best present you could have given me, but now you know how I’ve felt this summer. There is some good news though. I found out that the age of consent in this state is 17. We won’t have to wait quite as long to be open about what we do.”
“Who told you that?”
“Nikki. She knows about us.”
“Meg, I can’t believe you told someone.”
“Ben, it really is OK. Nikki and I are as close as sisters and she’s had some secrets I’ve kept for her. She was a little worried that you were going to end up hurting me or getting me pregnant but I convinced her you really cared for me and if I got hurt it wouldn’t be your fault. After tonight I can tell her that I know you do love me.
There wasn’t much time left before I had to go and I kissed her up and down her splendid young body before I left. We knew this was the last time we could physically be together at least until I came home for Christmas.
I snuck out of her house and as I walked back to my car I knew what it was like to really be in love.