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Introduction:

Marks wife left him, he moved to a new area, his life changed forever when he met Katie
We had only been married for a couple of years when my wife, who I loved very much decided marriage wasn’t for her.
One night she informed me that the marriage was over, I pleaded with her to reconsider but I was wasting my time, she had made her mind up. That weekend we parted, she moved back to her parents, and I lived in our small flat.

It would break my heart at the weekends to see her with her friends and other men, she seemed so happy, where as I was depressed.
She had always been an out going girl, where I had always been on the shy side, and found it difficult to make friends.

Most weekends I would see her surrounded by friends and other men chatting to her, which made me very jealous,
I stood alone friendless watching her have a good time.
Almost a year later I received a text on my phone telling me she was filing for a divorce, now I knew it was over.
It was time for me to move on, and make a new start.

I explained things to my company manager, and asked could I be moved to a new area in a different part of the country, he told me it would take a month to sort out but there shouldn’t be a problem.
A month later I was on my way to my new home, my small amount of belongings packed in my company van, I had previously rented a small furnished flat, so all there really was my clothes, stereo and TV, not much to show for 32 years of age.

The company arranges temporary accommodation for its employees so I didn’t need to worry about that, just follow the instructions I had. The idea being if we settled in ok we could then find somewhere more permanent, although some, if the rent was reasonable would stay for the duration of their time in the rented room.
Meals were included in the rent, and there weren’t many rules to follow, mainly, no loud music, or female company, which of each were no problem with me.

I remember the date, it was June 2006, how could I forget, it was almost a year to the day that my wife and I had parted.
So now I was about to make a new start, and try and make a few changes to my life before I was too old.
As I drove to my new home, be it only temporary, I couldn’t have guessed just how my life would be changed.

Let me try and explain.

When I arrived there was a company van outside the house, as I passed the rear of the van I saw some one had been packing up to leave, they had much more then me, and the van was almost full. I stood looking inside for a moment.

A guy walked out and asked what I was doing, I told him I worked for the same company and pointed to my van.
“Oh so you’re the one replacing me, I’ve been up here about 9 months, time I moved on, you will find it ok up here nice guys to work with, and nice places to visit if your into that kind of thing”.

“How much is the rent?”
“Very reasonable and the foods good too, she will even cook something of your own choice, long as you buy it in.
The room is big enough for two, so you won’t feel cramped.
Sarah, that’s the ladies name will clean the room long as it’s not in a state, and bed change is once a week.”

“So you have been here all the time then?”
“I couldn’t find anywhere cheaper, and I’m lazy, like to have every thing done for me, some nice pubs in town too”
“Sounds ok to me, I’m not sure how long Ill be up here company will decide I guess”
“Then it will be ideal for you, one thing though.” there was a slight pause “Ill warn you about Katie”
I looked at him puzzled “Katie”
“Her daughter she’s about 11 or 12, she is what you may call jailbait, a proper tease, likes to lure you on, but for god’s sake don’t even think of going further. She’s away at the moment at her grand parents, back Sunday I think. She also has another daughter of 9 Lauren, but she’s no where near as bad as Katie”
“Thanks for the warning”
“Right I’m all set, Ill introduce you to Sarah before I go, you will like her.”


He took me up the path to the front door and we entered. “Sarah” he called “this is the new guy.”
Looking at me “sorry I don’t know your name”
“Mark, my names Mark”

Sarah appeared. She was about mid thirties I would guess, with long fair hair, not blonde, but almost. She had it in a ponytail style which I guess made her look younger. She was slim build with long legs, and ample tits, this is what I noticed before anything else I think. She obviously wasn’t wearing a bra, as the nipples were very plainly visible through her t-shirt.

“Sarah this is Mark, he’s taking my place”
I reached out and shook her hand saying “hello, pleased to meet you”
“Well I’m off now Sarah, thanks for every thing, been a pleasure staying with you, give my best to the girls, bye”, and gave her a small peck on the cheek.
“Bye, has been a pleasure for me too, take care.”
He walked to the van, waved us both goodbye and drove off.

“I expect you would like a coffee or tea”
“Yes coffee please, that will do lovely”
She showed me through to the kitchen, as she walked in front of me my eyes were drawn to her ass in her tight jeans, as I hadn’t had sex for such a long time I knew I wouldn’t turn her down if the opportunity arose.
She made the coffee and we sat chatting about my work, where I used to live, just getting to know each other really. I kept looking at her body though, and I hoped I hadn’t made it obvious.

“Ill show you around, you can have the run of the house as far as possible. “This is the garden” she opened the kitchen door, and I was quite taken back by the size of it.
“You have a big garden”
“Yes we wanted a big one for the girls, you will meet them Sunday, when they get back from their grandparents, been with them 2 weeks, bet they will be glad to see the back of them, they can both be a bit of handful at times”
“Do you mind me asking where your husband is now?”
“He found a younger woman, much younger, just a girl really, and he’s gone”
“Oh, sorry to hear that”
“Don’t be, better off with out him, don’t have to keep checking what he’s been doing, and money wise we are better off, the girls don’t even miss him, he never visits or sends them presents, not Christmas or Birthdays, not even a penny towards their keep”
“Has he been gone long then?”
“Six years, Katie was only six, she took it hardest, Lauren was only four, she didn’t seem to miss him as much, neither of them asks about him now, and I couldn’t tell them anything any way, I don’t know where he is, maybe even dead for all I know”.

We went back inside.

“This is the lounge, TV is for you too, but the girls like their kid’s programmes, but after 8 pm it’s yours, their bedtime about 8.”
She took me across the hall, opening the door “this is the downstairs toilet,” she closed the door and made our way up the stairs.
“Heres the bathroom, shower and bath, there’s a basket if you put your dirty clothes in there, Ill wash them when I get a load.”
Next room she opened the door “this is Lauren’s room, a mess as always.”
I smiled “a tidy mess though” she laughed out loud and we moved on.
“This is Katie’s room, another mess, OH, be prepared for some loud noise, either from her TV or radio, just pop over the hall and close her door, or better tell her to shut up” and she laughed again.

“Opposite is your room” she opened the door. The guy was right it was large.
“Good size room” I told her.
“It used to be the main bedroom, but since he left I don’t sleep there any more, mines down the hall at the end, I thought the paying guests should have the biggest room”.
“Well it’s very nice, I don’t have much stuff, so it’s probably too big for me.”
She pointed down the landing.
“My room”
“The house is much bigger then it looks outside”
“Like I said with the two girls we wanted room to spread, and get away from them sometimes. Well I hope it will be ok for you. We eat between 6 and 6.30, if you want anything special I can cook it for you, is there anything you don’t like?”
“Not really, only tomatoes, I hate tomatoes”
“You will fit in well the girls they wont eat them either” she smiled again.
“Ill leave you to get your stuff in from the van, Ill put a front door key on the hall table, and the place is yours, enjoy your stay with us.”

I had taken a week’s holiday to move, so on Friday I was able to go to town and check out the pubs and shopping centre. It was a very hot weekend and when I returned Sarah was in the garden in her bikini. I once again admired her figure, her ample tits barely covered by her bikini top, and a slim waist, her legs were already sun tanned, and when she turned over I took in the view of that gorgeous ass again.
I lay on the other sun bed taking in the view, thinking to myself how lucky I was to have stayed here and not with an old woman as a landlady.

Saturday morning had arrived, I showered and went down for breakfast, and the bacon she had cooked smelt lovely as I descended the stairs.

As I sat down she handed me some juice and toast, telling me the bacon would only be a couple of minutes. She was wearing a short dressing down, and each time she bent I could just see her ass cheeks, I wondered had she got any underwear on.
She sat beside me with her breakfast, “last day of freedom for me” she told me “the devils are back tomorrow, I have missed them but it’s been so nice not having to clean up after them, and keep shouting at them. And I could also listen to my type of music instead of that rap stuff Katie likes.”
“I’m sure they aren’t that bad”
“You wait till you have had them around you for a while, Ill ask you again which do you prefer noise or quiet, and I know the answer now” she smiled as we ate our breakfast.
“If it’s your last night, do you fancy coming out for a drink tonight? Maybe your last for a while”
She looked at me “Yes I would, it will be nice going out in male company for a change, none of my other guests have ever asked me, so yes let’s go out.”


The evening arrived and I was in the lounge waiting for her. The sight that finally filled my eyes made me wonder why her husband had ever left her. She looked stunning.
She was wearing a black mini dress; the hem was about halfway up her thighs, just two straps holding in her boobs in place, and a perfect slim waist.
“Will I do?”
“You look stunning”
“Well thank you kind sir, nice to have a compliment like that.”
I took her out to her car; she had given me the keys, so I was driving, and I opened the door, and watched her get in, the dress rose to reveal a pair of black panties.
“I hope I’m not going to embarrass you, this dress isn’t too short is it”
Once again I looked at her sun tanned legs, “no it’s perfect, I hope I don’t embarrass you by keep staring at your legs, it’s been a long time, since I have taken a girl out for a drink, let alone one as stunning as you”
“Now I’m embarrassed, that was a lovely thing to say”
All evening we talked and really got to know a lot about each other, I told her of my failed marriage, and how shy I was and found it hard to make friends. She told me that was hard to believe, but I assured her it was true. But for some unknown reason being around her, my shyness seemed to go, and I could speak freely with her.

“We arrived home, and she made a coffee, we sat once again chatting in the lounge. I had to ask
“Why the hell would a man leave you for a younger girl?”
“He said it was love, but it was lusting for a younger girl, made him feel young again”
“How old was she?”
“Seventeen I think”
“And he was?”
“Thirty seven”
“Wonder her parents didn’t object, him being so much older”
“She came from a broken family, and I suppose he came as a breath of fresh air to her, he took her out and spent money on her, and of course I didn’t know this till he told me he was leaving”

I was having thoughts of making a move on her, and try and get her to spend the night in my bed, and wondered if she would agree, but thought better of it.
Thinking it may complicate things, and any way it was our first time out together, I was still a stranger, I had only known her for a little over 24 hours.
There would be other occasions, and I was in the same house as her, plenty of time to get to know each other, and see what developed between us.
We both went to bed without exchanging kisses, I wondered later if she may have been disappointed in me not making a move, but it was too late now.

The following day was again warm enough to sit in the garden, Sarah was reading a book and I was reading a magazine, we had breakfast together and every thing seemed ok with us, she told me she had enjoyed the night out and hoped to do it again.
About mid day there was a knock on the door, Sarah answered it, and spent several minutes in the kitchen talking to someone, I found out later it was the grand father bringing the girls back.

A young girl came out in the garden, as soon as she spotted me she turned and went back in, I took this to be Lauren, she looked about the right age.
Sarah appeared again with them both,”and this is Mark he’s our new lodger.”
I stood up to say “hello”, Katie came over and we shook hands.
Katie had a similar hair colouring as Sarah, and also slim body, deep blue piecing eyes.
She was wearing a white t-shirt and red shorts.
Her young nipples clearly visible through her t-shirt.
I imagined this must have been Sarah when she was twelve.

“Hello, how are you?” she asked
“I’m fine thank you,” I replied.
Then Lauren walked over, her hair was darker, light brown, and her skin tone was darker then either Sarah or Katie, her eyes reminded me of maltessers, they too were a gorgeous pair of eyes. I imagined she probably took after her father rather then her mother. She was a little bit chubbier then Sarah or Kate, but not fat though.
She was wearing a pair of blue shorts and white top.
Sarah certainly had a pair of good looking girls.

Lauren was a little shy, and didn’t shake my hand just said “hello”.
I asked them had they had a good holiday, Lauren nodded, Katie said “yes.”
I didn’t pursue it further.
Sarah had gone in doors again to make them both a drink, Lauren followed her.
“You’re younger then Frank”
“Frank?”
“The bloke who was here before you”
“Oh, Frank, yes I am, he’s gone to some different place to work”
“I know he said he was leaving” Sarah was back “I’m going to change mum I’m too hot.”


She came back a few minutes later wearing a short blue skirt. I looked at her in more detail now. Her legs were as tanned as Sarah’s, she had also put her hair in a ponytail, she sat opposite me on the other sun bed.
“Mum, Marks much younger then Frank isn’t he?” Katie asked.
“Yes he is.”

We sat almost in silence again. Sarah had gone back to the kitchen with Lauren to prepare dinner. I had gone back to my magazine.
I looked up a few minutes later, to see Katie with her knees up under her chest looking at me. I smiled and went back to my reading.
I had the feeling I was being watched, and once again looked at Katie. She was in the same position, but her legs had opened more, and try as I would have liked to look away, my attention was drawn to the little glimpse of white panties that was clearly visible.
I could easily make out the curve of her arse. I looked at her face, she was smiling at me. I knew she had seen me looking, so I looked away again.

“I’m going to move, I’m not in the sun any more”
I looked up again, Katie was pulling the sun bed towards me, bending as she was I could again she her white panties and her bum cheeks.
God what am I doing looking at a 12 year old like that.

“That’s better; I’m in the sun again.”
Again I ignored her.
“Are you staying for very long Mark?”
“I don’t know yet” I told her. “It depends on the company and if I like it up here”.
Then I went back to my magazine.
Again I was being watched, I looked up, and she was smiling again but now lying down on the sun bed facing me, her legs curled up by her chin. I tried not to look but I had to, the full length of her legs was on view, plus that arse again, covered by the thin material of her panties.
While I was watching she moved her legs again revealing the crotch of her panties. “Cant get comfortable” and she wiggled some more. The full expanse of her legs on view again, I have to say she had a lovely pair of legs for a 12 year old, plus her panties were on full view, and I swear had I been a bit nearer I could have almost seen her crack


Again I was caught looking “you shouldn’t look at me like that Mark, I’m only 12 you know”
God how embarrassing “Sorry Katie”
“Oh that’s all right Mark I don’t mind you looking, lots of boys look at me.”
“Yes well I shouldn’t”
“Why don’t you think I’ve got a nice pair of legs,” and I watched as she stroked her hands up and down the length of them “boys tell me I have nice legs, do you think I have nice legs”
“Yes Katie you do have nice legs, but you shouldn’t sit like that in front of men especially a stranger”
“I don’t mind you looking, and your only a stranger today, we will soon get to know each other MUCH better, would you like to get to know me better Mark?”
Once again she pulled her legs up under her chin, and her panty crotch was again on view.
“Frank wanted to get to know me to, but he reminded me of my grand father, and I didn’t want to get to know him”

I thought at this point I would make an exit, and told her I was going for a shower.

While in the shower, I realised what Frank had meant about being jailbait, but even so I still found the sight of Katie’s legs erotic, her friends were right she did have a lovely pair of legs.
After we had eaten dinner Sarah told the girls to go for their baths, and I turned on the TV.
Shortly after, the girls came downstairs.
They weren’t interested in the programme I was watching and got a game out.

They sat on the floor playing, I looked down at them. Lauren had her back to me, but Katie was sat opposite, her nightie pulled up around her thighs, even more leg on display I thought, and again she was looking at me.
I began to wonder was she doing it on purpose or was it normal for her to sit like this.
“It’s your turn Lauren” Katie told her, and looked up and smiled at me, once again she had caught me looking at her legs.
I looked back at the TV.
They were both playing ok for a few minutes, and then Katie shouted at Lauren “you can’t move there”
“Yes I can”
“No you can’t”

I looked down and straight at Katie, she was sitting legs open pushing Laurens game pieces back to where they were. I was looking straight between her legs from just 10 feet away, and I swear she hadn’t got any panties on.
I was mesmerised by the sight, in my mind trying to work out had she or hadn’t she, I don’t know how long I had been looking, but I realised it was now quiet.
I looked again at Katie, she was smiling, and she knew, that I knew she had no panties on.
Thinking to myself “that fucking girls doing it on purpose.”

Again they were arguing about the game Sarah shouted at them “that’s it bed, every time you play together you argue”
Katie quickly returned “then Ill play with Mark, I bet he would like to play with me”
“Bed no more arguing, bed for you both, say good night”
Katie stood up and looked at me “would you like to play with me Mark?”
I didn’t know how to respond to that, “Well would you?”
“Maybe another time Katie.”
Once again I got that smile. “Thought you would”
Even in my mind I couldn’t be sure which way I had to take it, had she meant play the game, or had she another game in mind.
“Maybe Mark wants to play with us both” she said as she walked past me on the way to bed. “Hey, what about a kiss good night then” asked Sarah.
She walked back to her mum and kissed her good night, as she walked past me again she smiled.


Monday morning early I was up to go to my new job, and I was hoping it would work out for me; I liked Sarah, and was hoping something good would develop.
The men were a nice bunch of lads, we had a good laugh, I was sent off with another guy Adam.
I had been working with Adam for almost a week.
We chatted as we worked and told me a few things about Frank. He asked “where are you staying?” I told him same place as Frank.
“So have you met what’s her name?”
“Sarah?”
“No that’s the mum isn’t it, her eldest daughter”
“Katie?”
“That’s it, Katie, Frank said she a proper horny bitch, kept teasing him all the time, showing herself to him”
“I’ve only been there a few days, I’ve seen Katie she’s only 12, and she’s not been teasing me.”
“Must have been bullshit then, thought he was making it up, a 12 year old doing that. He used to tell me a lot about the things she did.” I must have looked puzzled, “he told me she would leave the bathroom door open when she bathed, and walk around in her underwear when he was around.”
“I’ve never seen any of that.”
“No? Wishful thinking if you ask me .Fantasising thought he was a bit weird.”
On the way back home I wondered had he had the same experience with her as I.

I arrived home from work and showered, Sarah asked how it had gone I told her it was fine,
“Good” she said, “just starting to get used to you now, don’t want you not liking it and moving again”
“Where are the girls?”
“Lauren is round her friends and Katie is at netball practice in school, dinner will soon be ready, there are only us two tonight”

I had bought some beer on the way home and opened one for Sarah.
We ate in the garden, another warm evening, we were just sitting chatting and drinking when Katie showed up.

She was stood in white shorts and white top, her hair a bit of a mess “you look hot Katie.” Sarah asked
“Ran all the way home”
“Then you had better wash, Ill get you a clean towel”

She went into the house; I sat staring at Katie as she sipped her mum’s beer. Looking down at herself she told me “my top is almost see though with my sweat”
Straight away she knew I would have to look to confirm it, and I didn’t disappoint her, yes I could see her bra.
Again she smiled, and again I had been caught looking.
Why would she say that?
She wanted me to look at her breasts?

I made my mind up as I lay in bed I wouldn’t get caught by Katie again, and ignore her double meanings, and not look when she mentioned a part of her body. I would not give her the satisfaction of seeing me look, then perhaps she will stop when she realises I’m not interested.
Although difficult at times, and I always had to be alert to the things she said.

Sarah and I were getting on really well, when the girls had gone to bed and nothing on TV, Sarah would get the scrabble out and we would play for hours, some of the words Sarah used would have us in fits of laughter.
Yes things were terrific between us, we spent a lot of our spare time together, I was helping do some of the DIY jobs that needed doing, she would stand beside me with the tools making suggestions on how best to do the job.
We were always smiling and laughing.

When we had finished our scrabble game, we would kiss and cuddle on the sofa. I would have loved to have taken it further, but the girls were upstairs, and could enter the room at any moment.
Lauren had already caught us kissing, and had told Katie. I over heard them when Katie had left her bedroom door open, neither seemed too bothered about it, in fact they were doing quite a bit of giggling at the time.

In the mean time Katie was still showing herself to me, but always made it look like an accident.
I still couldn’t convince myself this girl was teasing me on purpose, what could she gain from it.

But that changed in July.

Sarah had gone next door, her neighbour had bought a puppy and Lauren and Sarah had gone round to see it.
I was watching the afternoon sport on the TV.
Katie walked in the door, dressed in a short white skirt and a t-shirt, the skirt was halfway up her thighs, and I looked again at her suntan legs.
She picked up the remote and changed the channel.

“Katie I was watching that.”
She didn’t answer, just kept flipping the channels.

She stopped at the music channel, and tried each for a few seconds listening to the song that was being played, if she didn’t like it she would move on.

The last one she tried was just starting the video, it was Sharika, and she stopped and listened, turned to me and just said “I like this one.”

I watched as she began to move, slowly at first to the beat. When she had got in the rhythm; she began to sway her hips from side to side, as Sharika was in the video.
I couldn’t look away, she had her back to me, the more she swayed the more her skirt flipped up, and every now and then her bottom would come into view, she wasn’t wearing her usual underwear, she was wearing a thong.
She turned and was facing me now, gyrating her body to the music, her hands moving up and down her body, flipping the hem of her skirt, and then caressed her waist. Moving her hands over her breasts, she hadn’t a bra on; her tiny nipples were protruding against the material.
Her hands moved through her hair, taking each strand and letting it pass between her fingers, her eyes were closed.
Then she would move her hands back down her body and begin again.

It was like having my own lap dancer.
I couldn’t take my eyes off her, I felt a familiar stirring in my loins, and I knew she was getting my cock hard, I can honestly say I have never seen a girl dance in such a sexy manner, so close to me. I could have reached out and touched her.

She seemed to be in a trance as she danced, lifting her skirt higher with each movement.
The music stopped, she opened her eyes, and collapsed on the sofa next to me.
Her skirt was now above her waist, puffing, trying to catch her breath, beads of sweat on her brow.
I looked down at her, she was wearing a thong, probably hers mums.
The material was tight in her pussy, the crack was clearly visible.
And not one pubic hair in sight, even though I knew she should have some.

That’s when all common sense went out the window. I put my hand on her thigh, she was staring up at me with her piecing blue eyes, and I leant forward, moving my hand further up as I moved.
My dick was now almost bursting wanting some relief, as I lowered my head towards her, she smiled.
Our lips were almost touching; suddenly she slipped from under me and stood up.
“Mum wouldn’t be very happy with you if she knew what you were going to do then.”
She turned again smiled and walked out the door.
I knew for certain she was leading me on, playing a game, wanting to know how far I was prepared to go.
How could I have been so stupid?

I knew Katie wouldn’t tell her mum, it was partly her fault, no, all her fault, but I still should have known better.
Had she not moved where would I have stopped?
I couldn’t say. I didn’t know.

Apart from the usual Katie flashes of flesh, nothing much happened, but she knew now I was interested, something I didn’t want to be, but there was little I could do about it now, after being so stupid, and showing her my feelings.

It was now nearing the end of July.

Saturday morning I was laying in bed, Sarah knocked on the door and entered.
“We are going to the swimming pool want to come with us?”
“Yes, I haven’t been swimming in a pool for ages, love to, but we will have to stop in town so I can get a swimsuit.”

I got my swim suit and we entered the pool. The three girls going to their changing room, and I went to mine.
Katie was first out in a very skimpy bikini. I couldn’t help but look at her, she knew I would.
Sarah and Lauren followed her shortly after.
“We are going to the small pool Lauren can’t swim yet, I’m teaching her.”
I watched as they walked away.

Katie and I stood on the edge of the pool watching Lauren splashing around.
Katie laughed, “I don’t think Lauren will ever swim, all she ever does is splash about and never gets any where.”
“Can you swim?”
“Yes a bit”
“Can you swim the length of the pool?”
“I think so.”
She moved to the edge to dive in.
“Mind you don’t lose your bikini top.” I laughed.
“You wish.” She replied, and she dived in and began swimming.

She was almost at the other end of the pool, when she turned and shouted “Mark!”
I looked around at the lifeguard, he was talking to someone, and no one else seemed to notice, so I dived in after her.
When I reached her she flung her arms around my neck.
She clung on as if her life depended on it, we looked at each other, and “I’ve got you Katie.”
At that moment the life guard blew his whistle, we both looked at him, he pointed to the sign behind us.
“NO DIVING”
“NO JUMPING”
“NO PETTING.”
“What does petting mean Mark?”
“No kissing.” I replied.
“What, like this? “And she kissed me full on the lips, a wet sloppy kiss.

I immediately broke away when he blew his whistle again, thank god she had her back to him and he wouldn’t notice her age, I quickly looked around, no one was looking at us, I breathed a sigh of relief.

She moved to the steps in the corner of the pool and began climbing up. She stopped before the top and sat on the pool edge.
I had to stop I couldn’t get up, and she opened her legs.
I was now staring right between her legs; I couldn’t help it, the way she was sitting. The water was dripping down between her legs.
“I thought petting meant you couldn’t bring your dog in here”
She sat for a few seconds more. Making sure I had a good look at her.
Oh yes she wanted me to look.

We got out and walked to Sarah at the other end.
“I haven’t seen you do much swimming Katie?” she told her.
“Ill have a quick swim now mum.”
“Swim a couple of lengths and we will change and go.”
“Ok” and she dived in.
“Is she ok swimming two lengths, it’s a long way.”
“Oh, I never told you, she has a diploma for swimming 25 lengths from the school.”
We watched her swim with ease the two lengths.
I was thinking with each stroke she took, “That bitch as fooled me again.”

She got out the pool and we went and changed.
I was first out and sitting on a table when the others arrived.
Sarah and I had a coffee, the girls had cokes.
“Mum, I forgot to bring my knickers.” Katie told her.
“You mean you haven’t any underwear on?”
“No, sorry.”
“And you had to wear the shortest skirt you could find didn’t you?”
“Sorry, I just forgot.”
“Well you will have to remember not to bend down; the world will see every thing you have got.”
Katie immediately looked at me, and smiled, that smile that said it all.

She could have told her mum in the changing room, she didn’t have to wait and tell her mum when I was there, no, once again I had to know, so she waited till I was present.

We got back in the car and Sarah drove us home, Katie edged forward on the seat, “Mark want a sweet?”
I looked around she was sitting with her legs open once again, obviously for my benefit I was the only one that could see her, and yes she did confirm that she had forgotten her underwear.
“No Katie I’m fine thanks.” I replied
“Drink of coke then?”

She had the end of the coke bottle in the lips, and I watched as she licked the end, and moved the bottle in and out of her mouth very slowly.
“No, Katie that’s ok you drink it.”
“I would love to Mark.”
She sat back with the knowing smile on her lips once again, and closed her legs.

August bank holiday.

Sarah had planned for them to go to their grand parent’s caravan on the coast, meaning Sarah and I would have the place to our selves for four whole days and nights.
I couldn’t wait two reasons, one to be alone with Sarah at last, and the other reason to have a break from Katie, she was continually tempting me, and I was beginning to be tempted.

Friday evening arrived, and the kids were waiting to go, I was looking out of the open bedroom window. Granddad drove up.
Katie kissed her mum goodbye. Before entering the car, she looked up at my window, she saw me wave goodbye, immediately she left her mums side and rushed indoors. I could hear her running up the stairs.
I looked round as Katie ran into my room and jumped at me, I caught her in my arms, and immediately she planted a wet kiss on my lips, her arms around my neck pulling me closer, my hands went instinctively around her bottom to hold her from falling, I could feel the smooth tight flesh of her legs and bum as I held her there. I didn’t want to kiss her but I couldn’t stop myself, I returned the kiss, my hands still on her bottom.

Our lips parted and she slid down my body, my hands moving up her thighs as she did so, and she was gone.

I looked out the window as they drove off she was smiling up at me, she didn’t wave, just stared and smiled. I stared back until she was out of sight.

I questioned myself later as to why I had returned her kiss and not thrown her off me, but I was unable to come up with an answer.



Saturday evening had arrived, and I waited anxiously in the lounge for Sarah.
She appeared finally, standing in the door way, “will I do?” she asked.
I looked at her.
“Stunning, you are absolutely stunning.”

She was wearing a white figure hugging strapless dress even shorter then the black one she had worn before, her hair was bunched up on top of her head, pinned with gold pins each side.
With long gold ear rings and a gold necklace.
God I wanted her.

“I haven’t see that dress before”
“I got this afternoon, its much shorter then I thought it would be. Do you think it will be ok, or shall I go and change?”
“You are beautiful, just beautiful, you look like a princess.”
“Thank you, I’m not taking a coat Ill wear this cardigan if it gets colder.”
I followed her to the car, and watched as I held the door open, her dress rode up and I saw her panties. “And matching white undies as well,” I remarked.
“You shouldn’t be looking there.”
“It’s hard not too.”

We drove to the restaurant and entered, she turned a few heads as she sat on a bench seat, mainly from men.
We had to wait a few minutes to be shown to our table in the restaurant, so I went to the bar to get us both a drink.
A finger tapped me on the shoulder, I turned, it was Joe from work, “out for a drink mate?”
“Yes and a meal.”
“Are you alone?”
“No,” and nodded towards Sarah. She waved back.
“You are with her? She is gorgeous where did you find her?”
“She’s my land lady; I’m taking her out for a meal while the kids are away.”
“You live with her? You lucky bastard, you should see my land lady, fat old thing, say, is there another room at her place for me?”
“No, sorry just me.”
“Keeping her to your self hey, don’t blame you so would I.”

I got the drinks and returned to Sarah, “guy from work”
“He keeps looking over; do you think he wants to join us?”
“No way, I don’t want you going off with him, and leaving me alone, he can watch and that’s it.”
She laughed, “Why do you think I would go off with him?”
“Well I’m no oil painting lets face it.”
“If I didn’t want to be with you I would be watching the X factor at home right now.”
The waiter came and showed us both to our table.

I ordered our meals as Sarah looked at the wine menu, “would you like wine with your meal, sir.”
I looked at Sarah she nodded “yes please dry white wine if you have any”
He reappeared a few minutes later with a bottle, opened it and poured a small amount in my glass; I tasted it and said it was ok.
Thinking to myself what the hell do I know about wine?
He poured the wine and was gone.

We were ordering our deserts when a woman passed our table; she stopped and did a double take “Sarah?”
“Hello Chloe, how are you? Not seen you since the start of the school holidays.”
“I’m fine. I didn’t recognize you, you look lovely,” looking at me “I only see her at the school in jeans and baggy t-shirt, but you look amazing Sarah, looking at me again, “you must have a lot of influence over her to get her out of those jeans and into this dress.”
Thinking to myself “I would rather get her out of the dress.”

I smiled; Sarah was embarrassed and had a slight twinge of red about her face.
“Well you have a nice meal Sarah, god you look like a princess, amazing.”
She was gone.
“There I said you were like a princess, beautiful princess, and more importantly I’m with you, you make me feel so proud to be sitting with you.”

Now she had gone bright red, not daring to look at me, I put my hand on hers, she looked up, “it’s true you make me feel so proud to be with you, all these guys around, and it’s me you are with.”

We finished our meal and I paid the bill, we sat finishing our coffee “fancy going to a club, bit of dancing maybe?”
“Yes that would be nice I haven’t been dancing since,” a long pause “since he left.”
I put my hand on hers again, “do you miss him still?”
“No, God no, I wouldn’t want him back now, if he came over and pleaded with me I wouldn’t want him, not even for the girls sake, no way will he ever come back into my life, no way.”

I held her seat like a gentleman as she gathered her handbag and cardigan, and we walked out of the restaurant.
Joe was standing outside smoking, “good meal Mark?”
“Yes very nice.”
“You off home?”
Sarah had walked ahead. “No to a club, she wants to dance.”
“She could dance for me any fucking time, you done well there mate, if she gets fed up with you give her my mobile number, Ill be straight round.”

She was waiting by the car. “God look at those legs, she has gorgeous legs, had them wrapped round you yet Mark?”
“Ok Joe that’s enough mate, best not say any more, I think you have had too much to drink, Ill see you Monday”
I walked over to Sarah, “problems?”
“No its cool, bit too much to drink, his mouth was ahead of his brain.”

We arrived at the club.

I went to the bar while Sarah looked for a table, I saw several men stop her and talk to her, probably thought she was alone.
Fortunately, she found a table beside the dance area, and sat down, as I was paying for the drinks, men were still approaching her, asking if she wanted them to get her a drink.
“You caused a stir, it’s that dress.”
“I know, and if you pardon my French, I’m not going to fucking wear it again, especially in a place like this.”
“Men will be men Sarah, they all want to be with you.”
“So they might but I’m with you.” And she gave me a peck on the cheek, as if showing all the males she was taken and to back off.

I danced with her a few times, but my dancing isn’t that good, I’m ok with slow numbers, where I can hold on, and any move will do, but as for jigging around, my arms are going one way, my feet the other.
But I wasn’t going to stop her having a good time.

When I declined she found other girls, and danced with them, if there weren’t any she would dance alone. I watched as she danced to Sharikas song “hips don’t lie,” the song that almost landed me in trouble with Katie.
I knew where Katie had got her moves from; Sarah was as sexy as Katie when she danced to that song.

Of course moving as she was, got her looked at, and one guy chanced his arm, “mind if I dance with your girl mate?”
“No, if she wants to its ok with me.”
I think Sarah was pleased to have a dance partner, I wished I could dance like him, but I thought I looked a prat when I danced, and imaged people laughing at me.
She came back after a couple of dances, “he’s quite good a good dancer Sarah”
“Yes not bad, not as good as Katie though, you should see us dance when she’s my partner.”
I could imagine what a pair of sex kittens they must be when they got together.


She hadn’t been sat for long when another guy asked to dance, she looked at me for approval, I nodded and again she was dancing.
The fast number finished and a slow one began, I was going to go to her, but the guy hadn’t left her, and had his arms around her waist, pulling her into him, his hands were on her arse, rubbing her and trying to pull her closer.
What should I do, stop him, she seemed ok with it, perhaps she didn’t want me to stop him.
I thought I would wait and see what happened next.

I saw him whisper something, and she shook her head, he whispered again, and she shook her head again. Then I noticed his hand leave her arse and go down between them, I knew what he had in mind, and was about to get up.
Before I could move she pushed him away, slapping his face when he was at arms length away.
She stormed back to me, “that’s it, lets go, I’m never going to wear this dress again, fucking blokes. That arse hole thinks I’m a prostitute, or some kind of whore, wanted to take me outside, even offered me fifty quid for a fuck in the car park.”
“Do you want me to have a word with him?”
“No fuck him, not worth the bother, let’s go, let’s just go.”

I was secretly glad she had said no, my fighting was worse then my dancing, and I was bound to have lost the fight.


We got in the car, “that guy spoilt your night didn’t he? You were having a good time till then.”
“It’s this fucking dress, last time I’m wearing it.”
“I hope sometime you will wear it for me, maybe just out to a meal.”
“Just for a meal yes, but no dancing, why can’t they just leave me alone to have a good time?”
I had to agree.
“It probably was that dress, it did ride up a bit high when you danced.”
“Ride up? How high?”
“I could see your arse cheeks.”
“Why didn’t you say something then?”
“I liked the view”
“Yeah, along with fifty other blokes, take me home Mark.

On the way home I was under the impression, she was annoyed with me for not telling her, but there was little I could do now to remedy it.

We got home and I parked the car on the drive, opened the front door and Sarah entered. Convinced I had blown any chance I had by not telling her guys could see her arse.

I couldn’t help but make a comparison between Sarah and Katie, Sarah was upset when she knew men were watching her arse, where as Katie was upset if I didn’t look when she was showing her arse.
I closed the door behind us; she chunked her cardigan on the hall chair, “so you like my arse cheeks then?”
I stammered “yes” not knowing if I was getting into more trouble by being truthful.
“I’m going to bed.”
I watched as she walked up the stairs, her arse cheeks once again in view.
“Well? What you going to do watch the late night film?”
To say I ran up those stairs would be an understatement, I literally flew up the stairs.

She had walked straight into my bedroom. I entered and walked to her, taking her in my arms, and kissing her neck.
She responded, her arms went around my neck, and I kissed her lips, pulling me toward her she returned my kiss.
While kissing her I removed the gold pins from her hair, and it fell below her shoulders.
My hands found the zip in her dress, and slowly moved it downward. My lips now kissing her neck and shoulders, she was groaning gently as my hand grasped her breasts, I began to suck each nipple in turn, then back to kissing her face and neck has my hands caressed her tits.
We stood for ages, kissing each other, touching each other; my cock was rock hard, like a missile waiting for take off.

She stopped and pulled away, dropping to her knees she unzipped me and in an instant, her lips enveloped my cock, licking the end and sucking it into her mouth.
I held her head, running my hands through her hair as she sucked on me. I had to hold back, I couldn’t come now, but I could feel my cock filling with sperm, I was too late, spurt after spurt entered her mouth, she didn’t take me out , but swallowed every drop. Until I hadn’t any more to give her.

I pulled her up to her feet, twisted her and lay her on the bed; she was laying there expectantly in just her white panties. I began kissing her belly, moving downward, placing my thumbs in the waist band I pulled her panties down.
Her pussy was there for me to see for the first time. “You are shaven?”
“I wax, don’t you like it?”
I didn’t need to answer verbally, but my tongue and mouth showed her I did like it, and licking and sucking her lips into my mouth once again caused her to groan in pleasure, my thumb gently rubbing her clitoris.
Her legs were around my neck holding me in place as she enjoyed the sensation of my tongue and mouth.
Suddenly without warning my mouth was full of fluid, I tasted it, it was sweet, I realised Sarah was a squirter, I had heard of them, even seen them on DVDs but had never witnessed it, and I loved it, and swallowed each squirt as it came from her body.

By now my cock was hard once more, and I slid up the bed and between her legs, and slowly I entered her.
I pumped that gorgeous pussy slowly at first, then faster, harder, her head moving from side to side, as her tongue licked her lips, her groans grew louder, and her body shaking, pulling my face downwards, we kissed once again. This time we kissed until Sarah had to stop, as she screamed at me “fuck me, fuck me harder you bastard, and make me fucking cum. I need to cum, fuck me with that hard cock.”
That was it, she squirted once more, covering my balls in her juice, and I couldn’t hold back any longer, and once again I shot my load, this time deep in her body.


I lay beside her, holding her close to me.
She turned “I’ve got something to say you may not like”
“What is that?”
“For a long time I’ve had feelings for you, and tonight confirms what I have suspected for some time, the way you said you was proud to be with me, and eager to defend me, and protect me, and just now the way you made love to me, and didn’t mind when I came in your mouth. You just seem to enjoy me in every way a you can, and I enjoy being with you.
Mark, I love you very much, I never thought I would be able to trust and love a man again, after he left, but I trust you, and love you so much. I don’t expect you to love me Mark, but I wanted you to know.”

I leaned on one elbow looking down at her, “but I do, I do love you, I’ve loved you for ages. I didn’t say anything in case it complicated things, and Id rather be with you without telling you, then lose you because I had told you.”
She once again kissed me, “I’m so happy, when the kids are back I’m going to tell them you love me, and tell them I shall be sleeping with you in here now.”
“Do you think they will like it?”
“I don’t care, it’s my life, I’m their mum, I do as I like.”
We kissed and cuddled up once more, both exhausted, but very, very happy, and we slept.

And so it was for the next three nights, we made love, and it was beautiful.

This was our last night alone in the house the girls would be back tomorrow.

Sarah lay beside me asleep, breathing slowly and deeply, almost like a cat purring.
My arm around her shoulder, holding her close to me. My free hand I moved down her body, and touched her smooth pussy.
Then for some unknown reason Katie came into my mind, she was smooth also, and for her age she should have had some hair down there.
Had she seen her mum’s pussy and decided she like the look of it? And shaved or waxed hers.
Then I asked myself a question that I couldn’t answer.

Had she waxed for my benefit, or was it like that when Frank was here.
I still couldn’t get the sight of Katie on the sofa, her pussy lips almost on show, out of my mind.
Here I was laying beside a mature woman, a woman who had told me she loved me, and all I could think about was her twelve year old daughter.
I had to do something to stop Katie.

To carry on being tempted by Katie was playing with fire, I had to try and stop her.
I couldn’t break Sarah’s heart once more, as her husband had.

Katie was getting more brazen now, sitting in positions that were hard for me to ignore.
I knew I had to do something to stop her, and to take the temptation of touching away.
After all I was only human.
So I came up with an idea.

September.

School had started again.
Over the next few weeks, I had been ignoring her show of flesh, I would talk to her, I didn’t ignore her in that respect.
And each time her panties were on show I would look away, or tell her to cover her self up.
On some occasions I bent down and pulled her skirt over her panties
Even when she left her bedroom door open and lie on the bed in her underwear I would make a point of shutting her door, and make sure she knew I had done it.
When it was homework night, I would sit with her at the kitchen table, thus avoiding her throwing her legs over mine.

I could tell she was beginning to get annoyed with the way I wasn’t responding to her exhibitionism.
She was beginning to get abrupt with me in the answers to questions I asked, and very short tempered towards me, some nights she would wear leggings or pyjamas, instead of a short skirt or even shorter nightie.
At last the show of flesh had almost stopped; she didn’t want to be close to me any more, and sat in the chair to watch TV, instead of beside me on the sofa.

I thought at last I’m winning, playing her at her own game and she doesn’t like it.

I arrived home one night from work, and I was talking in the kitchen with Lauren and Sarah. I heard a rumpus from the lounge and went to investigate.
Katie was with a boy play fighting on the sofa; her skirt was around her waist, underwear on full view, not only to him but me also.

I stood at the door a few seconds, before she spotted me, purposely opening her legs to my gaze. I ignored the pose, and just said to her “your mum will go mad if you break that sofa, fighting on it like that, and cover yourself up.”
The boy then looked around at me and sat up, Katie lay in the same position and snapped back “Who are you my father?”
I turned and walked away feeling rather small; she had never spoken to me like that before.
“Just cover your self up.” I said again.
“Why? Making you horny is it, thought you liked looking at my knickers, you never complained before?”
I wasn’t going to argue with her, I went back into the kitchen with Sarah.

“Who’s the boy?” I asked Sarah.
“A boy from school he’s stopping for dinner”
“I stopped them from fighting on the sofa, how old is he? He looks quite a lot older then Katie”
“Sixteen”
“Don’t you think he’s a bit too old for her?”
“No, same age difference as us”
“But she’s only 12”
“He’s ok I’ve known him since he was a baby, nice boy, nice family.

We ate dinner together, if I chanced to look at Katie, she was scowling at me, and when I tried to make conversation with her, she ignored me, except for Lauren and Sarah speaking, we would have had our dinner in silence.
I helped clear away the dishes; Lauren had gone upstairs to watch her DVD.
The noise began again, I went through and looked around the door, they were now wrestling on the floor, her skirt was once again around her waist, and his hands were all over her.

Again she made sure I saw everything, even placing his hand on her bum.
I stood several seconds watching, his hands kept trying to touch the lower part of her body, even more now Katie had given him some encouragement.
I went back into the kitchen.

A few seconds later Katie came in the kitchen, scowled at me and pushing pass, “Mum, Simon and me are going upstairs to watch a movie on TV.”
“Ok Katie, don’t make too much noise Laurens up there watching a DVD”
I looked at Sarah then Katie “do you think that’s a good idea, letting him in her bedroom?”
Sarah looked at me and almost snapped my head off.
“Mark what’s up with you tonight? You have been like a bear with a sore head since you got home, I’m her mother, I will decide what she can or can not do, and if I trust them both to behave in her bedroom its none of your business only mine.”
“Sorry Sarah I didn’t mean to interfere”
“Well I’ve had to bring them up on my own, and at this point in time I don’t need a stranger telling me the right or wrong ways of doing things”
“Sorry, I didn’t realise I was still a stranger.”

I turned and walked pass Katie who was grinning like a Cheshire chat, she must have enjoyed the telling off I had just received.

I went to my room and lay on the bed, a few minutes later I heard Simon and Katie coming up the stairs.
I heard Katie tell Simon “shh be quiet or you will annoy the lodger”
They both laughed and went into her room.

I lay there fuming, fucking lodger!
It was bad enough being called a stranger after all these months, but to be called a lodger after all the things I had done for her was going too far.
I had a mind to have it out with her but knew I would fall foul of her mother once again.
For two pins Id fucking pack my bags and fuck off, see how they would manage without my money, there are other digs in town I could go to.
Perhaps Joe would like to live here in my place. Then Katie would get her wish.
Joe would have her knickers off in a second, then he would fuck Sarah till she was red raw.
I was sure of that from the comments he made at work.

I grabbed my towel and headed for the bathroom, Katie’s door was open, but I didn’t look in, I slammed the bathroom door, and Katie’s shower gel fell on the floor from the shelf beside the door, it rolled across the floor towards me, I kicked it as hard as I could, it hit the far wall and the top came off, shower gel was all over the floor, just inside the door.
If someone had come in they would have slipped, I said “fuck it, it can fucking stay there, I’m not the fucking hired help, she can clean it up”
As I showered I looked at the mess, and was hoping it would be Katie that would slip on it, maybe even break her leg, serves her fucking right.
I got out of the shower, and once again looked at the gel, now all over the floor, twice as much mess as before.

I got a sponge and cleared it up, moaning under my breath, “if Katie had put it somewhere fucking safe it would never have fallen on the floor, and there wouldn’t be this fucking mess now.”
I threw the towel and sponge in the laundry basket and put the top back on the gel, and shut the bathroom door.

I walked passed Katie’s room again, this time I did look; the music was very loud,
Katie was laid on the bed, her boyfriend beside her, his back to me.
Katie noticed me, and looked towards the floor; my eyes followed hers, in the middle of the floor lay her panties, then I looked back at Katie.
Simon was leaning up over her on one arm looking into her eyes, whispering something to her.
I couldn’t see where his other hand was, it was around her bottom I imagined, touching that tight little bum that I had seen so often in the past, caressing her cheeks, feeling her smooth skin, maybe even his fingers were underneath her and he was touching her smooth pussy. It was obvious she wasn’t wearing her panties.
Katie got off the bed saying “hold on Si the lodger is peeping at us around the door, nosy old bastard”
She looked at me and slammed the door shut.

I don’t know what happened for the next hour, that’s about the time Simon left.
I was sitting on Laurens bed watching her toy story DVD.
She seemed a bit surprised I had asked if I could watch it with her but I told her “you are the only friend I have left Lauren.”
She snuggled up with me and we watched it to the end.
Katie had said good bye to Simon and walked past Laurens room, she saw Lauren snuggled up in my arms watching the movie. “Trying it on with my little sister now are you, maybe I should tell mum, and you’re much too old for Lauren, like Simon is for me.”
I didn’t answer her, couldn’t be bothered to have another argument with that selfish bitch, I looked back at the movie, Katie went to her bedroom and slammed the door.
Lauren looked up at me “what does she mean Mark trying it on with her little sister? Trying what on?”
“Nothing Lauren, she’s in a bad mood, that’s all”

Lauren was asleep.
The movie had finished, I turned the DVD off and put the film back in its box, then turned the TV off.
I bent down and picked a pair of Laurens panties off the floor to take them to the laundry basket in the bathroom.
As I passed Katie’s door it opened, immediately she saw the panties in my hand.

“What you doing with those, keeping them as a souvenir, going to sniff them when you are in your bed, masturbate while you smell them, dirty old bastard.”
“What’s your fucking problem Katie?” that was the first time I had sworn in front of her.
“I’m taking them to the bathroom, clearing up to help your mum,”
“Yeah, right, so you say, put them in and then take them out when no ones looking I expect”
“Why are you being like this to me?”
“I bet you think I’m a slut for having Simon in my bedroom, don’t you, obvious you don’t trust me, perhaps you have preferred to have taken his place? Put your hand up my skirt and feel me.”
“No, not at all. I didn’t think that for a second.”

“You were jealous of Simon kissing me, you wanted to kiss me but I chose Simon, and you didn’t like it, you didn’t like the way I was kissing him, and you wished it were you. And the way I was enjoying him touching my pussy, that’s why you were peeping around the door, until I saw you and closed it.”

I couldn’t believe I was hearing all this.

“What would you have done if I hadn’t seen you, stood there wanking, wishing it were you and not Simon? But you couldn’t touch me so you went off to find Lauren, and touch her instead.”
I stood there stunned, not knowing what to say or do

By now my blood was beginning to boil, and I could have easily have slapped her around the face.
I didn’t of course, just continued to the bathroom and threw Laurens panties in the basket.
Katie laughed “Ill check to see if they are there later, bet they aren’t, Simon got me all juicy and wet, maybe I will rub my knickers on my cunt and throw them in the basket, then you can smell my cunt while you wank, and you will have a choice then which to smell.”

I told her “I’m not standing her listening to your foul mouth Katie”, and turned to go.
She grabbed my arm and spun me round, her arms going around my neck, trying to kiss me.
I pushed her away, but I used to much force, and she landed on the floor, banging her head on the wall.
I bent down, sorry for what I had done, “I’m so sorry Kate, I didn’t mean to hurt you.”
“Kate? You called me Kate.” She stood up and went into her bedroom.
Slamming the door shut.

That had made my mind up, I was leaving tomorrow. Be rid of this girl and her foul mouth.

Sarah was sitting on the sofa, I sat in the chair, I didn’t say anything to her, I was still fuming from what Katie had said.
Sarah got up and came back a few minutes later with a coffee for each of us.
Putting it on the small table she looked at me and said “I’m so sorry for snapping at you”
“I didn’t realise after all this time of sleeping together I was still a stranger, Ill see the manager tomorrow, see if I can be moved somewhere else, either up here or another part of the country”
She flew across the room.
“No please don’t do that, stay here” she put her arms around me, and kissed me, “I’m truly sorry, things had got on my nerves today, and you seemed to be in a bad mood which didn’t help, but I am sorry for all I said, of course your not a stranger, I love you, you know that.”

“No, I think Id better go, Katie looks on me as a lodger, seems Laurens my only friend. I’ve just had another argument with Katie, and I know how she feels about me now, I can’t live in an atmosphere like this.”
“Katie has always had a bad temper you know that, she will be a different girl in the morning, and I don’t want you to go,” she bent down and kissed me, at that moment Katie stood at the door.

“Christ, now the lodger is trying it on with my mother, first my little sister then my mum where will it end, I don’t feel safe in my own home any more.”
Looking at me she said “do you want a pair of mum’s knickers too, complete your set, wonder which one you will like the best, Laurens mums or mine”

Sarah looked up at her and shouted, “Go away, just go away, I’ve seen and heard enough of you today”

“You should have seen what he was doing to Lauren on her bed”
She looked back at me, “nothing we were watching a film”
“So HE says. If I hadn’t come along who knows where it would have ended”
“Tell me what he was doing then.”
“He had one arm around her and his other hand was between her legs, I think she was too frightened to stop him, good job I saw him, if you ask me.”
“Katie you are a liar, Mark wouldn’t harm Lauren, we both know that, it’s that spiteful way you have surfacing again, I don’t believe you now go”

“You would rather believe the lodger then your own daughter, well when Lauren tells you in the morning what happened maybe you will believe me and not HIM”

“Why wait till morning, lets clear this up now.” Sarah told her
She got up and went upstairs, we followed. She walked into Laurens room and she gently woke her.
“Lauren sweet heart, did Mark come in your room earlier?”
“Yes”
“What did he do?”
“He lay on my bed with me”
“And then what did he do?”
“We watched toy story together”
“Did he touch you any where?”
“No, we just watched the film, why?”
“It ok sweet heart go back to sleep now.”
She kissed her and we left.

Down stairs in the lounge she looked at Katie “well that’s sorted that out”
“She was a sleep when he did it” Katie protested.
“When you said it had happened they were both awake and watching the film”
“Well I made a mistake, she was asleep”
“Katie, tell the truth, don’t lie to me, if it’s true what you say I will have to call the police, and Mark will be arrested.”
Katie looked at the floor.

“I promise I will believe you, tell me, all you have to do is tell the truth, and I will believe you. Now tell me honestly, on your sister’s life, what was Mark doing with Lauren?”
There was along pause, she never looked up, and finally she whispered “nothing”
“Pardon Katie we didn’t hear you”
“Nothing, he didn’t do anything”
“So what were they doing then?”
“Watching the film”
“And where were his hands?”
Still looking at the floor “one was around Laurens shoulders, the other by his side”

“Thank you Katie, doesn’t it feel better to tell the truth? Had you have said any thing other then that I would have called the police, and had Mark taken away”
“No don’t do that mum, please don’t call the police, he didn’t do anything to her”
“Ok then, now give me a kiss good night, say sorry to Mark, and go to bed, school in the morning”
She kissed Sarah good night and told me she was sorry for what she had said, and left, crying all the way to her bedroom.

“I’m so glad you got that sorted out, I didn’t fancy a night in jail”
“That’s the biggest problem with her, telling lies, she does it to try and get Lauren into trouble, but if you insist on the truth, then she will tell you the truth, had she still insisted you had touched Lauren you would have been on the way to the police station. I knew you hadn’t done anything, just a matter of getting to the truth”

We cuddled up, glad it was all over, and at least I had a new friend, Sarah.

The following day I had a doctor’s appointment, so I was late leaving.
Sarah asked if I would drop the girls off at school, I was ok with Lauren but very reluctant to take Katie, I didn’t want another argument with her, especially this early in the morning, but I agreed to take them.


I dropped Lauren first, her school being closer, then I drove Katie to her school.

I pulled up out side, “why do you hate me so much Katie? I’ve never done you any harm; in fact I try and help you when I can.”
“I don’t hate you”
“Maybe you didn’t a while ago, but it seems you do now”
“You hate me too.”
“I don’t and never will.”
“Then why are you ignoring me?”
“I’m not ignoring you, what I am doing is ignoring you when you expose yourself to me. Do you remember when you danced in front of the television? That was the sexiest dance I have ever seen, even better then Sharika could do it. You stirred up urges in me that I shouldn’t have for a twelve year old girl; I’m a man and only human. What I did when you lay on the sofa, touch you like that made me feel ashamed afterwards.”
“But I stopped you.”
“Yes, you did and I’m thankful for that, but I should never have had those urges, it was only your dancing that caused it. What if you hadn’t stopped me, and your mum had come in, I would be in prison now, and on the sex offenders list. You can’t mess with peoples brains Katie, it’s only a game to you but it could ruin other people’s lives so easily. And what was that stunt you tried to pull last night, telling lies about Lauren and me. That could have landed me in prison too. Its just a big game to you, I don’t know why you do it, unless you don’t want me living in your home any more and this way your way to get rid of me forever.”

“I don’t want to get rid of you, I want you to stay.”
“Then why did you do something like that?”
“I was jealous.”
“Jealous? Jealous of what?”
“Of the way you kiss my mum.”
“We are the same age and we love each other.”
“And of Lauren, you used to let me sit beside you and cuddle me, now it’s Lauren that gets the cuddles you won’t even sit beside me anymore, when I sit beside you, you get up and move. Then I saw you cuddling her on her bed and it should have been me.”
“That’s being silly.”
“Its not, you don’t like me anymore you even called me Kate, I hate that name, only people that don’t like me call me Kate.”

I had a confession to make as well.

“To be truthful Katie, I was a bit jealous, of Simon. I watched you fighting with him, and having fun, we used to have a laugh together, and now you were having fun with him, I wished it were me with you laughing and playing around, like we used too. Instead of all these arguments and bad feeling between us, and when I saw you on the bed with him, and your panties on the floor I think I freaked out.”
“They weren’t the panties I had on, they were a pair from the draw, and I threw them on the floor. I knew you would stop and look, that’s why I left the door open, and I also knew you would see them on the floor. Do you really think I would take my knickers off for him? I don’t even like him that much.”
“I hoped that you wouldn’t, but I didn’t know, what were you doing all that time with him then?”
“Playing on my Playstation” she replied.

“All I want is for us to be friends again, and stop arguing with each other.” She told me.
“We can be friends but you showing me your body has to stop, I’ve told you why.”
“Ok then, can we try again?”
“I would love to be your friend again Katie.”
“So we are friends again then, Ill treat you nice, and you will be nice to me, and not argue any more.”
She thought for a moment.
“If we are friends again, can we do my homework on the sofa again?” Katie replied.
“So you can put your legs over me?”
“I feel comfy and safe like that, and I think I learn more” she laughed

“I had better go Ill be late for school.” She leaned over and kissed me, another wet sloppy Katie kiss.
I pushed her away,” see what I mean, if someone had been passing what would they have thought then, you kissing me like that?”
“They would think it was a father kissing his daughter goodbye”
“I don’t think fathers would kiss like that do you?”
“My father might.”
She got out the van and walked round to my side, I wound the window down.
“Oh by the way Mark, I wasn’t playing games, see you tonight.”
She walked to the school gate and blew me a kiss and waved.


I was so glad it was over; my plan to ignore her had back fired on me.
But I was relieved there would be no more arguments and bad feelings between us.

To be honest I did prefer it the way it was, Katie’s double meanings, her little shows of flesh, and the occasional flash of panties.
That was Katie, I had to take it or leave it, and I preferred to take it.

I had tried to go against Katie and lost.
From now on Katie and I would be back as we were the best of friends, an exhibitionist and a voyeur.

It will be nice to watch Katie again.






October

Katie was back to her old self, and I was having lots of flesh shown to me again.
When she sat with her legs over mine while we were doing her home work she would once again place my hand on her leg, and I would slip it further up her thigh.
She expected it and I didn’t disappoint her, of course we both made sure Sarah wasn’t around.

I had been working long hours, and earning quite a lot of money.
I was disappointed to have missed Katie’s 13th birthday late September, due to work, but to make it up to her I took them all out to a theme park, and then for a meal at a restaurant.

I thought as the winter was approaching, and I had been working long hours it would be nice to have a holiday. I told Sarah this one night while watching TV.

“That will be nice where are you planning on going?”
“We, where are we going, I’m taking you all”
“You don’t have to do that”
“I love you, so I can’t leave you behind, and if you are coming the girls will have to come too.
“Where do you want to go?”
“Spain somewhere, when are the kids off school again? I don’t want to interrupt there schooling”
She went to the draw and got out a piece of paper, “in about two weeks they have a half term”
“Perfect, Ill book it on the way home tomorrow then, ok?”
“If you are sure you want to do this. It will be expensive with the kids being on a half term break” She told me.
“They are worth it.”

When I arrived home I told Sarah I had booked a week in Lanzarote.
“Oh, Mark the girls will be thrilled, they have never flown, never even had a real holiday as far as it goes, you can tell them when they get in”

Over dinner I told them, and they were so excited, it was lovely, they didn’t stop asking questions all night.
A week later on Friday, Sarah told me she would be taking Lauren into town for some new holiday clothes, and asked if I wanted to go with them.
I told her “I don’t think so, Ill have a lay in.”
“Then can you look after Katie she doesn’t want to go either”
“No problem, hope she doesn’t wake up too early”
“When does she ever do that?”

Saturday morning, I was awoken by Sarah getting ready to go, “if we go early it won’t be crowded, we should back about lunch time, and then we can take the girls out some where. Ok?”
Bleary eyed I answered “yes, ok” and tried to get some more sleep.

I heard the front door close and drifted off to sleep again.
I was awoken this time when I heard the bedroom door open, and looked up, a face peeped around the door, it was Katie “has mum gone?”
“Yes she’s gone, be back at lunch time, shall I get you some breakfast?”
“No” she walked towards me and sat on the edge of the bed.

Her hand went to nightie and in one movement it was off; she sat there naked but for a pair of panties.
I looked at her small tits just beginning to grow from her chest, her dark nipples just protruding from her tits.
I was expecting her to get up and go at any second.

She had teased me so many times before, and I knew this was just another tease.
But for now any way I will play along with her.
With out a word I reached up and stroked each in turn, instead of her leaving me, she lay on the bed beside me.
I leaned over her and kissed her, my hand still caressing her tits.
Still expecting her to laugh at me and disappear.

It was her usual way of doing things; I had become used to by now, in spite of the lecture I had given her weeks before about her teasing.
She had begun teasing me once again, within a week of me telling her not to.

She responded to my kiss, and put her arms around my neck pulling me closer.
I was surprised to say the least that she hadn’t gone, and I wondered what she was up to this time.
Was she letting me go a little further this time, and then stop me, leaving me with a hard cock?
I stopped kissing her, and once again looked at her small breasts; I began to suck on a nipple, and then moved to the other.
She remained in the bed, didn’t attempt to leave.
Again I looked down at her
She was laying eyes closed licking her lips. Again I licked and sucked her tiny nipples; I heard a slight groan of pleasure.
I knew she was up to something, but I would continue, still expecting it to stop, and a comment come from her lips as she laughed at me.

My hand moved down her body until I felt the material of her panties.
I stopped, waiting for her to run away, she had never allowed this before.
I was actually inches away from her pussy, and she hadn’t made a move to stop me.

My hand moved further down, I could feel her pussy lips now, I kissed Katie again, gently biting her nipples.
My conscience then kicked in.
“Katie this isn’t right, I shouldn’t be touching you like this.”
“I want you too Mark, please don’t stop.” I glanced at the clock, Sarah had only been gone 45 minutes, and she wouldn’t be back yet.

In my heart I knew this was wrong, she was only thirteen, but my mind was telling me to continue.
Would any man in his right mind act differently to me, faced with the same situation?
I was lying beside a semi naked girl, who wanted me to touch her.
My cock had already begun to grow, I couldn’t control that part of me, it had a mind of its own.

I tried to justify my actions by telling myself, Katie WANTED me to do it, and she had told me NOT to stop.
Sarah wouldn’t be back for hours, who would know?
Katie wouldn’t tell any one I was sure of that.
She was curious about sex that was all, once she knew how it felt, her curiosity would go.
It would only be a one off, Katie and I would not do it again.
It wasn’t as though I was going to fuck her; she just wanted me to just touch her.


I kissed her once more, “are you sure you want me to continue touching you like this?” I asked.
“Yes Mark please don’t stop now”

Moving my hand further I felt her pussy lips under my fingers, and as I probed further into her body I heard another groan come from her lips.
I slipped first one then two fingers in her, watching her face in case there was a sign that I was hurting her, there wasn’t.
She was laying eyes closed biting her lower lip in anticipation.
She was beginning to feel quite damp down there, and the palm of my hand was becoming wet.

I was surprised her body was reacting like this, her being so young, but there was no mistaking the fact that her young pussy was reacting to my touch.
I moved, and I was now above her, sucking her nipples once again, my tongue tracing a path down her belly until I reached her panties.
Her hands were now on my head, as if guiding me to the place she wanted me to go.

My thumbs slipped in the waist band and I began to slowly remove them, she gave me no resistance, and they were soon lying on the floor.
I looked at her once more, in the back of my mind still expecting her to stop me, that she was only her teasing me again.

She didn’t, her fingers were stroking my hair, and her legs had opened a little.
I gazed down at her, her pink flesh and tiny pussy lips just emerging from her vagina lay before me.
I lowered my head and began kissing her smooth hairless pubic mound, and then my tongue found her entrance and slipped in, my hands again caressing her nipples, once again she groaned in pleasure, and she opened further for me.
By now her body was moving in time with my mouth, her pussy was becoming wetter with each tongue stroke I gave her.
I was now able to cover her pussy with my mouth and tongue even further in to her young body, again I looked at her pussy, I could see her juices coming from inside her, and tasted them.


She tasted so sweet and clean, I licked them some more, moving my thumbs each side of her pussy I opened her lips further and with one finger began to gently finger her pussy, my thumb had found her clitoris and was rubbing in unison with my finger, at the same time licking her opening.

She began to groan louder, her head moving from side to side, biting her lower lip, her hands holding my head in place.
The more I probed her opening the more she groaned in pleasure.
My tongue was in her as far as it could possibly go, and my fingers were fucking her violently.
Her head was now trashing about on the pillow, her groan had turned to a scream, suddenly her legs clammed against my head, I couldn’t move.

I didn’t want to move.

Continuing to lick her, I could clearly taste her inner most fluids on my tongue.
Her legs opened again, and she laid them back on the bed.
She had her first orgasm.
I looked down at her, she was soaking wet, Katie would be like her mother, able to make her pussy squirt during orgasm.
I looked at her face; she had a contented smile on her lips.
And realised this thirteen year old girl, had given herself freely to me.

Yes, I was wrong in doing it, but I would challenge any male not to respond the same way as I had.

Once again I moved to her face and kissed her, she whispered “I love you so much Mark. That was the best feeling ever, I’ve never felt like that before.”
I told her I loved her too, and slumped back on the bed.

We lay for a moment in silence, she then moved, and was now touching my dick with her hands, her head on my stomach watching my dick grow.
Without warning her mouth went around it and she sucked the end, stopping for a moment, looking up at me, asking.
“Is this what I have to do Mark, is this right?”
I didn’t say anything, just nodded and lay back and enjoyed the sensation of this wonderful thirteen year old girl.
She licked the end, taking more of me into her mouth.

Looking down at her, I could see she had almost all of it inside her mouth.
Katie was now sliding my cock in and out of her mouth, taking my full length with each stroke.

The thoughts of her age, and the sensation I was receiving from her soon gave me that familiar feeling, I felt the urge to orgasm.
I told Katie I was about to cum, but instead of removing my dick from her mouth, as I expected her too, she took more of me into her mouth.

Spurt after spurt left my body, entering her mouth, now I was groaning with pleasure.
With experience she would be as good as her mother I thought to my self, but this was only going to happen the once, some one else would have to teach her.

My orgasm subsided, I had stopped spurting.
Realising she had all I could give her, she looked up at me.
She sat up and opened her mouth; I could see the white sperm swilling about in her mouth. I reached for her nightie telling her “spit it out”
She didn’t, with a large gulp she swallowed it, again opening her mouth to show me it had all gone, my cum was on its way to her stomach.

Then Katie’s smile came across her lips, the smile that I adored.

“I love you so much Mark, there is nothing I wouldn’t do for you, anything at all, just show me what you want me to do, and Ill do it. I want to please you; I want you to love me.”
I stroked her hair, “you have pleased me Katie, and I do love you, and it was wonderful, but you know we can’t do this again.”
“I want to do it again, it was the best feelings I have ever had, I need you to lick me down there again, and to give me those feeling again.”
“We cant Katie, you are only thirteen and it’s wrong, we shouldn’t have done it this time.”
“But you wanted to do it, so did I, what is so wrong in that?”
“When you are older Katie you will understand.”

We lay together in silence once more, then I asked, “Where the hell did you learn that?”
“From a book a girl brought to school, it was her Dads, she stole it and showed us, when I saw it I knew I wanted to do that to you, but didn’t know if you would let me.
So I thought I would see what you would do when I took my nightie off, then I knew you wouldn’t stop me from doing it to you”
“I thought it was one of your games you were playing again.”
“No it wasn’t a game, I wanted to do it.”
“So you planned it”
She nodded.

“You’re a very naughty girl, but I love you so much for doing that.”
She lay beside me and again I began to kiss her and touch her pussy, a few minutes later she suddenly jumped up, “Mum!”
Grabbing her nightie she was gone.

She was right, it was Sarah, I hadn’t heard her but thankfully Katie had.
I looked on the floor, Katie had left her panties, I grabbed them and put them under the bed.
I pretended to be sleeping when Sarah entered.
“You still here, come on get up, shopping is all done, Katie is in the shower, and when you get yourself out of that bed and showered we can go out, it’s a lovely day”

Indeed it was a lovely day.

When she had gone downstairs, I pulled Katie’s panties from under bed, and began to smell the gusset, they smelt of Katie, I licked my fingers, the fingers that had moments earlier had been inside her.

I tasted Katie once more.



Late October

The night before we were due to fly, the girls were so excited; it was hard for either of us to control them.
We put them to bed early as we had to be at the airport for 5am, the flight was 7am.
We sat cuddling up to each other and continually heard the girls talking and laughing.
“They are so excited Mark, best thing that’s ever happened to them I think, you are so kind doing this for them.”
“Nonsense, I love them to bits, they deserve it.”
“Well in that case if they don’t thank you for this holiday I will thank you.”
“Thank me in bed.” I laughed.
“Ok, if and when they go to sleep, which seems very unlikely at the moment.” She told me, “Ill go and shout at them again.”
“No don’t do that let them talk, then they will sleep during the flight.”
We cuddled up again, and the girls stayed awake.
I didn’t get my thank you from Sarah.


We were at the airport at last.
It was lovely to see them both so excited.
While in departures, Katie looked at her mum, “Mum, are you going topless if it’s hot?”
Sarah looked around at the other passengers; some were smiling, eagerly waiting for an answer to Katie’s question.
“I may do, don’t know yet, let’s wait and see shall we?”
“Can I go topless?”
“You are a bit young Katie, and there isn’t that much of you.”
I looked at Sarah, “that’s a bit cruel Sarah, you was like her once.”
“I know, and I didn’t go topless.”
Lauren looked at Sarah, “mum can I go topless as well?”
“Yes you can Lauren.”
“Then why cant I?”
“Because you are older and if Lauren takes her top off she will look like boy.”
“You just said I didn’t have much, so I will look like a boy too.”

I looked around at the other people; they were obviously enjoying the conversation, and eagerly waiting for Sarah’s answer to that one.
“You have a bit more then Lauren Katie, some boys may look, they won’t look at Lauren.”
“I don’t care if they look, and yours are so big, everyone will look.”
She looked around again, people were smiling.
“Don’t bother Sarah, Katie will tie you up in knots, you are just wasting your time arguing with her.” I told her.

Katie looked at me “Mark will you let me go topless?”
“Yes Katie I would.”
Feeling reassured. “There, Mark won’t mind looking at me topless.”
“Katie, lets wait till we get there shall we, it may be too cold for that kind of thing, go and get some sweets or something.”
“Will it be cold Mark?” Katie asked
“No Katie it will be very hot.”
“Good, then I’m going topless.”

Lauren and Katie ran off then to get some sweets.
A woman across from Sarah told her “you will never win with teenagers. especially girls.”

How true that was, I had never won an argument with Katie in the six months I had known her.


We boarded the aircraft, and found out seats that’s when the first argument broke out, both wanted to sit beside the window.
I managed to come to a compromise with them, telling Lauren she could sit by the window coming back, which would be better, as she would see the island as we left, not the misty view that she would have as we left England.

That seemed to work, so Katie sat on one side of me, Lauren the other and poor Sarah had to sit alone across the aisle.
We took off and they were excited once again to be on their way, the first real holiday they have had.
During the flight they had their tray tables down and were either reading or playing on their DS game machines, I looked across at Sarah, she had fallen asleep due to the early start, in fact when I looked around most people seemed to be sleeping, even their kids.
I looked down at Lauren and she was dozing off as well, I leaned her head on my shoulder. We had a four hour flight and only two hours into it, the flight attendant passed and noticed Lauren asleep “best time for us when they are sleeping.”
I smiled back at her, “would you like a blanket for her?” I nodded, a few minutes later she was back with a blanket, and covered her up.

I looked at Katie; she had stopped reading and was looking out of the window at the clouds,
“Ok babe?” I asked.
“A bit bored when will we get there?”
“About 2 hours” I told her.
“That long?”
“Yes afraid so”

Soon after Katie fell asleep, so I picked up Laurens DS and played Mario Brothers.

The seat belt light came on and they announced we were starting our decent into Lanzarote, at last we were almost there.

I had to wake the girls to get their seats in the upright position.
Katie looking out of the window said “I can see the island.”
I looked out, “no that’s not Lanzarote, that’s Gran Canaria.”
Lauren was staining trying to look.
“Gran canaria is round with a volcano in the middle.”
Lauren looked at me, “Volcano?”
“Yes, they all have volcanoes.”
“Will we see the volcanoes?” asked Lauren.
“Yes there’s about a 100 on Lanzarote, they call them Fire Mountains, we can go there if you want.”
“Yes please, will we get burnt?”
“No they aren’t active now.”

Lauren was still straining to see, so I moved so she could sit beside Katie and look outside.
Then suddenly she heard a noise.
“What’s that?”
“It’s the wheels coming down for landing, we are nearly there.”

The stewardess came by and told Lauren to put her seat belt on, so that stopped her from looking out.
She seemed disappointed.
Then the pilot said “cabin crew to their seats for landing.”
I unclipped Lauren and told her to stand by the window, she wouldn’t be seen.

We were coming in quite low now and Katie said, “I can see a sandy beach,” pointing so Lauren would see it also.
“That’s where we will be staying.” I told them
“Can we go to the beach Mark?” asked Lauren
“Of course we will.”

We were only moments from landing, when Lauren said to me, “we are getting very close to the sea.”
“We have to Babe; we have to fly over the sea to land.”
“If we land in the water Mark, will you stay with me? I can’t swim very well.”
“Yes of course I will, Ill never leave you.”
“Will you stay to Katie; you can swim a very long way?”
“We will all stay with you Lauren.” Katie told her.

We were just about to fly over the headland when I pulled Lauren to me and held her tight.
“In a moment Lauren you will hear a thud, that’s when the wheels touch the runway, nothing to worry about.”
Seconds later the thud came, suddenly the engines were screaming, and we were thrown forward in our seats. I held Lauren as tight as I could.
She didn’t say anything just looked at me a bit worried.
“Its ok babe, we are going too fast and the pilot has to slow the aircraft down, he’s using the engines and brakes, we will slow down very fast, it won’t take long.”
The engines stopped screaming, and the brakes came off, we were now turning off the runway towards the terminal buildings.

We gathered our stuff and got off the aircraft, and headed for passport control.


I left the girls to get our suit cases; I went to the car rental desk.
We drove to the apartment.
As we unpacked; the girls were already in the pool, and the temperate I guessed was at least 26c.


We let them play for a while then we all showered and got dressed to go for a meal. We walked around the old port of Porta Del Carmen.
After we had eaten, the girls found a large play park, we sat watching them.

“You know Sarah they aren’t bad kids, I wouldn’t mind having them as daughters.”
She looked at me “are you saying what I think your saying”
“Maybe, maybe not, what do you think I mean?”
“Well from where I’m sitting it sounded like you wanted to be their dad”
“Well I could do a lot worse, and of course I will have to take you on as their mum”

She flung her arms around me and kissed me passionately “well that’s the strangest proposal I think I’ve ever heard, I would love to be their mum, as long as you are their father, and I accept your proposal.”
“Shall we tell them” she asked.
“How will they know if we don’t?”
Sarah stood up and shouted them to come over “we don’t have to go already do we mum?” asked Lauren.
“No. We, no, I need to ask you something important, would you like Mark to be your dad?”
They both looked at us, I don’t think Lauren really grasped it, but Katie did.
“You are going to get married?”
“Yes” I said
“And you will be with us forever?” obviously remembering her true dad had run off.
“Yes, forever”
Lauren was beginning to understand now and was smiling happily.
“That’s means my maths homework will be done on time every week, yippee”
She jumped at me again almost knocking me over the wall, and once again I got a wet Katie kiss and a hug.
When she had removed herself, it was Laurens turn to hug and kiss me.
“Off you go girls 30 minutes and we will walk back” I told them.
Katie turned to me as she walked away “ok daddy” and run off.

Sarah snuggled up to me and said “I think they are happy don’t you?”
“Indeed they are, and I’m Katie’s new maths teacher”, and we both laughed.


First day

We left early in the morning, about 10am, and we drove around the island looking at the sights.
In the afternoon we found a beach for them to have a swim, and then drove back to the apartment.
On the way back, we noticed a sign for a Wild West show, and Lauren asked if we could go.
The Wild West show also had meals on the menu, the meals that cowboys would eat.
I said we could go for a meal there.

We all showered and changed.
Sarah was wearing legging, Lauren a black dress, and Katie that short white dress she had danced in.
After the meal, the show began, and the girls watched spellbound as the cowboys had a gun fight with the Indians. Then the cowboys did some tricks on horse back, followed by a good guy, bad guy fast draw exhibition.
The end of the night a bucking bronco was bought out, and visitors were asked who would like a go to try and stay on as long as possible.
There was a small prize offered.

Sarah was talked into it by Katie, Lauren was too young.
They both went down and Sarah was first, falling off in seconds, but the guy gave her another go, it wasn’t much better.

She stood watching Katie have her go.
The Spanish guy helped her up, and I noticed while her spoke to her his hand was on her thigh. I was wondering why she had worn the shortest skirt in her wardrobe.
The machine was started, and she fell off immediately.
He scooped her off the mattress, his hand up her skirt on her arse, and plonked her back on the horse; again his hand lingered on her thigh.

I heard a couple of guys in front of me comment on her short skirt, and they were hoping she would once again fall off, showing her panties once more.
They weren’t disappointed she stayed on for about 15 seconds, and then landed on the mattress with a thud.
Her legs were wide open, and she was wearing Sarah’s thong again.
“Holly shit,” one said, “she’s only young but what a body.”
“Well I would certainly give her one.” said the other.
“I bet her father can’t keep his eyes or hands off her.”
“Come on lets go for a drink.”
“Hold on she may have another go.”

She didn’t, they came back to us.
Katie looked at me and said “that was good.”
“I suppose you think it was.” I replied in an unpleasant tone.
She looked at me, “what did I do wrong.”
“Nothing, only show the world your knickers, again.”
I think she realised I wasn’t pleased with her, but didn’t say any more.

Second day

We drove to Fire Mountains so the girls could see the volcanoes, and then a tour around the volcanic fields.
We also had lunch in the restaurant that cooks the meat over a volcano.
Then we headed back for the beach.
Sarah went topless as usual, and Katie asked her if she could take her top off.
Sarah told her it was ok long as she used plenty of lotion, so she wouldn’t burn.

I watched as men came pass continually looking at Katie, they didn’t look at Sarah so much, probably because there were hundreds of women of Sarah’s age topless, but a young 13 year old was rare, and something to be started at.

I felt my blood beginning to boil; I got up and went to watch Lauren in the water.
Hoping to take my mind off the men staring at Katie.

I couldn’t help but look around and still they were passing looking at her.
Enough was enough.
I stormed back up the beach, grabbed Katie’s top and threw it at her, “put this back on Katie.”
“Sarah looked at me “why has she got to put it on again?”
“Because I’m totally fed up with all the men looking at her like she was a sex object.”
Sarah looked around, and then at Katie, “put it on Babe.”
She did as she was told.
Shortly later we went back to our apartment.

Over the meal in the evening Katie asked if we could go some where to dance, she had seen a club further down the strip.

It was agreed we would go.

Sarah wore her black dress, the one she wore on our first date; she refused to wear the white one, even though she had brought it.
Lauren had a yellow dress on and sandals.
Katie came out wearing a white top, and white shorts and a pair of pixie boots.

Her shorts were so tight, I think they were probably Laurens, and her arse cheeks were struggling to get free.
We arrived at the club, and once again men couldn’t take their eyes of Katie, none I thought were aware of her age.
I could feel myself getting annoyed again, but didn’t want to spoil the evening.

Lauren had come back to me, and was resting her head on my shoulder.
Sarah came back, “she’s asleep Mark”
I told her “Ill take her back to the apartment, you get a taxi back when you are ready.”
Mainly to stop myself getting annoyed with the guys staring at Katie.

“No, Ill take her back, I don’t want to be here without you, you know what men are like, and I don’t want the night being spoilt again, you get a taxi back.”
I agreed.

“But don’t let her stay up all night.”
“Half an hour and we will head back.” I told Sarah.

They left.

I let Katie dance a little longer then called her over and told her we were leaving.
She didnt argue with me, we walked outside, and even a couple of doormen made a comment about her tight arse.
I ignored them.

We walked pass a waffle stall and Katie wanted one, so I got us both one.

Then walked to the sea front and sat on the sand to eat it.
“Enjoying your holiday Katie?”
“Yes it’s wonderful I don’t want to go home.”
“Which part have you enjoyed the most? Showing off to the men I expect, teasing them like you do me.”
She looked puzzled, but continued.
“I like the beach, and the dancing, but I would love to go back to the rodeo again, can we?”
“If we do then you wear leggings not that skirt.”
She looked at me puzzled “why?”

“For one thing if you have another go on the bucking bronco every one will see your knickers again, like the last time, and that guy will be touching you again like he did the last time, putting his hand on your bum, and touching your thigh, and you will let him.”

She had finished her waffle and was looking at me with those piecing blue eyes, they seemed to know what I was thinking, and told Katie was I was thinking.

“You’re jealous, you’re fucking jealous.”
“I’m not jealous.”
“You fucking are, that’s why you didn’t want me to go topless, so men wont look at me, isn’t it? Or wear my short skirts.”
“Not at all.”
“Tell the truth, isn’t it the truth, you were fucking jealous.”
“Maybe a little, perhaps, and you didn’t have to wear Laurens shorts tonight and show your arse to all the guys.”
“Well I don’t believe it, your jealous, don’t you know I’m yours, nobody else’s, they can look but that’s all.”
“Well I don’t like them looking.”

She pushed me back on the sand and sat on my chest. “You finally admitted you are jealous.”
She bent down and kissed me, straight passion, no messing and she stayed kissing me for ages.
I kissed her back and held her, my hands drifted to her thighs and I was feeling her soft flesh again.
“You said it would be a one off, but I think you want more then a one off. Admit it you sod, you want more.”
What could I say, my erection spoke for me.

“Not here though,” Katie told me, “I don’t know where we can do it, mum or Laurens always around, but when we get home, if you want we can do it again.”
I was coming to my senses what she was saying was right, in all respects.
“We had better go back; your mum will be worried.”

We got back, and before we went in I kissed Katie again with as much passion as I could muster, and we told each other we loved each other again.
Katie said to me before we entered, “do you remember what you said to me when I was in your van, that fathers don’t kiss their daughters like that? And I said mine might. Well mine just as, see I’m always right.”

We entered the room quietly as not to wake the others.
“Right madam, bed, and don’t wake Lauren.” And I playfully slapped her arse.
I went to Sarah. “Given you two up for dead, what took you so long?”
“You know Katie half an hour isn’t long enough for her, then she wanted a waffle, and we had to queue for that. Then we must have walked half way back before we got a taxi.”
“I told you not to let her twist you around her little finger; you’re too easy with her.”

We went to bed.

Last day

We had seen the sights and decided to have the last day on the beach.

We had been on the beach for a couple of hours when Katie came up to us.

“I feel sick”
“Shall we take you back to your room then?” Sarah asked.
“No Ill is alright” she lay beside us; I felt her forehead she was burning up.
“she’s had too much sun Sarah, Ill take her back for a lay down in the cool, you can stay and watch Lauren if you want, she’s found some friends”
“Ok, if you’re sure”
“We will be back in a couple of hours if she feels better”

I took Katie back to the apartment and got her a cold drink, “you lay there Ill be by the pool if you want me.”
I left her to sleep.
I had been sitting at the bar chatting to some other parents for an hour or so, when I thought I would go back and see if Katie was ok.
I walked in the room, and saw her sitting up in bed, “how are you feeling now?”
“Much better”
“Do you want to go back to the beach?”
“Can I stay here for a while its cooler?”
“If that’s what you want, Ill text your mum and tell her, save her worrying about you, Ill let you sleep.” I told her as I text her mum.

“Don’t think I can sleep any more, Ill get up in a moment; sit with you in the shade downstairs.”
I sat with her on her bed, watching her; she had taken her clothes off and just put her t-shirt on to keep cool. I could plainly see her nipple buds pushing against the material.
She noticed me looking, and smiled, my Katie’s up to her tricks again I thought.
I moved closer, and reached out and held her t-shirt, and slowly lifted it over her head, she didn’t protest, I didn’t think she would, she had done this herself a few weeks ago in my bed room.


I reached again for her small breasts and touched them; she instinctively lowered her self back onto the bed. I leaned over her kissing her lips and face, moving slowly down to her little buds, sucking each in turn, then back to her lips.
She was again making small groans of pleasure as I once again sucked on her nipples.
My tongue began to trace a path down her belly, I had reached her belly button, and she wasn’t going to stop me I knew that, so I continued downward.

Pulling the sheet from her lower body, I uncovered her pussy, devoid of panties this time. I stared at it taking in the lovely view that befell my eyes.
Still without pubic hair her small but protruding lips lay waiting for my tongue to caress them.
I slowly but gently began to lick them both in turn, her legs had opened now and I was able to gain access to her inner most private part.
I looked again at the pink flesh, open almost fully, as far as I knew untouched by any other male, but for me.
My mouth closed over her opening, sucking in her flesh and nibbling gently.
My tongue probing and lashing the inside of her opening, I could tell she was getting damp from the smell and taste, the smell and taste I had savoured weeks before.


I couldn’t stop now, had the world ended I would have carried on, she was bucking on to my mouth, the groans had grown louder, and the dampness was now a flood of juice, her juice. I tasted it, swallowed it, the taste was something I had only tasted once before, at home in my bedroom, with my Katie.

I looked down and saw it was beginning to run between her legs, I lapped it up once more and swallowed her juices.
My tongue when back to her pussy lips and I licked, my thumb finding her small clitoris, rubbing gently, then harder.
The harder I rubbed the more vocal she got. Now she was bucking hard against me, there was a scream, and her legs clammed around my head, I couldn’t move, so I continued my sucking rubbing and licking until her scream had subsided and she once again silent.

Her legs moved allowing me to move once again. I went to her face and kissed every inch of it, not leaving a part untouched.
She spoke for the first time “I love you Mark, I love you so much.”
She reached down and pulled my face to her lips and we kissed long and hard.
“I love you as well Katie, always have.”
“Mark?”
“Yes my love”
“Put it in me”
“I can’t Katie I don’t have a condom.”
“Please put it in”
“If I do that and cum inside you, you will become pregnant”
“Just put in for a moment so I know how it feels, please just a moment, I want to know how it feels inside me”


I knew I shouldn’t, I knew the consequences had I cum inside her.
I would lose everything, my life, my Sarah and eventually my Katie as prison would await me.
But knowing all that, I reached down and placed my hard dick against the entrance to her body, and slowly pushed forward.
It went in slowly, she was so wet down there I felt no resistance at all, and continued to push, inch by inch it went in until I was fully embedded inside her.
I began to move slowly at first then faster, my dick travelling its full length inside her.
She was so tight, but the satisfaction I was receiving was without compare.

I felt that feeling welling in me and knew I had to come out, in one second I was out, my dick resting on her belly, just as spurt after spurt covered her skin.
“Oh Mark that felt so nice, it was even better then when you used your tongue”
“No more Katie we won’t do this again, too risky, if your mum finds out its prison for me, and if I slip up it’s a baby for you.”
“I wanted to know how it felt, and I wanted you to be my first, and I love you for doing it to me”

We both showered, when Sarah got back with Lauren we were both sitting by the pool, Katie with a coke, and me with a beer.
“Are you feeling better babe” asked Sarah.
“Much better mum, Mark looked after me, gave me everything I wanted”

I thought, another Katie double meaning.

“Good, glad you are feeling better, do you want to swim with Lauren”
Katie nodded to her mum “I think Mark will make a really good dad for us both, I know he loves us, and I don’t think he will leave you for a younger woman now.”
She jumped in the pool.

I got Sarah a drink “what a strange think to say”
“What’s that?”
“You won’t leave me for a younger woman, how can she be sure of that?”
“I don’t know, Katie comes out with some strange things at times.”

I sat watching them both swim, Sarah later joined them splashing around in the pool.
I was watching Katie, I couldn’t take my eyes off her.

I wondered would it be a one off or will we both want more.

No I wasn’t going to leave Sarah for a younger girl.
Like Katie said I already had one.



When we arrived back home, Sarah was on the phone almost immediately, telling them of our plans to get married.
I had only spoken to her parents briefly, and they didn’t really know me, only as the lodger, so it came as a surprise for them to hear the news.
So they came up with the idea, that at the next family gathering, Christmas, we should spend it at their house, obviously to check me out.

December.

Christmas was fast approaching, we already had the decorations up, and the next weekend we were going to get the tree.
I wanted to get the girls something they wanted, not rubbish, so I asked Sarah for ideas.
She told me that Lauren had always wanted a wii games machine, her friends had all got one and she played on theirs and had hours of fun, so that was Lauren sorted out.
Katie was a bit more difficult, she liked her clothes, and I didn’t want to buy her gift vouchers.
One night Sarah had an idea that sounded as though it would fit the bill, a mobile phone.
Sarah told me not to spend too much on it, but I said it had to equal the price of Laurens wii.

When I enquired, the phone for the same amount of money as the wii, had just about everything you could think of.
So that was settled I got a phone for Katie, Sarah told me to get a pay as you go, so as not to have monthly bills, and when the credit ran out Katie could top it up from her pocket money.

Christmas morning arrived and both had their presents.
Lauren wanted hers set up so she could play it, which we did till it was time to go to Sarah’s parents.
Then we had to put it in its box and took it with us.
Katie took her phone with her, but as the battery wanted a large charge it soon went flat, and she was very impatient waiting for it to charge.
She kept going out to it, but as it wanted a full 8 hours, she always came back disappointed, as it was still flat.

I was very nervous meeting them both, but they put me at ease.
After we had eaten the wonderful dinner her mother had prepared, Richard, Sarah’s dad asked me if I wanted to accompany him to the garden, to enjoy a Havana cigar.
I told him I didn’t smoke, but he insisted, telling me he only had a cigar at Christmas, and as Doreen, his wife didn’t like the smell he had to smoke it in the garden.
I was grateful it was quite mild as we sat on the patio chairs.
Sarah came out a few minutes later, Richard asked her to get us both a brandy, which she did.

“You know Sarah’s been married before?”
“Yes she has told me.”
“Broke her heart when he went, she almost had a nervous break down over it, we had to take them all in, just so we could keep an eye on her.”
Puffing away, smoke billowing from his cigar he continued.

“Both Doreen and I thought she would do something stupid, we told her she should think of the girls first, and nothing else mattered only their future. After a lot of talking and persuading she came round to our way of thinking, and we started to see an improvement in her, but it took 6 months.”
I told him, “I didn’t know that.”
“No she doesn’t speak about it, but we feared for her life, she doted on him.”
He took a sip of brandy.
“What I want to know is, will you leave her in the same state as John did?”
“I have no intention of leaving her or hurting her in any way.”
“And what about the girls, they are a ready made family, how do you feel about them?”
“I love them dearly, they already feel like they are mine, you and Doreen need not worry about those two.”
“Well that’s good to hear, all I want to know is are you ready for Sarah and the girls?”
“More then ready, no need to worry they wont come to any harm while I’m around.”
“Then if it’s true what you are telling me, I welcome you to the family.”
“When are you thinking on getting married?”
“Sarah has said in February after Laurens 11th birthday in January”
“Good idea, be a small do will it?”
Yes I don’t have a family, so just be us, you two, and the girls and any friends Sarah wants.”


Satisfied with my answers he finished his cigar and we went inside to join Lauren playing her wii.
As I passed Katie she asked “what’s wrong with this phone Mark it won’t work”
I told her “it needs a good charge and it will be ok tomorrow.”

She too came and played with Lauren, one big happy family.

When we arrived back home I told Sarah about her Dads questions and my answers, and she was happy we had hit it off together, and that we had his and her mums blessing.

We didn’t go out for New Year spent it together as a family unit.

Mid January

We had been watching the TV in the evening, and the girls had just gone to bed.
Sarah received a phone call.
I heard her say “tomorrow?” yes I think it will be alright Ill ring you back if its not, Ill see you at 8.30 then”
She turned to me “I’ve got a job”
“Where?”
“The dry cleaners in the high street, I went in the other day, they had a note in their window, and so I applied and got it, start tomorrow at 8.30.”
“Oh well done you, when do you finish?”
“He said about 4, sorry Mark you will have to look after them both on a Saturday, if it’s a problem I don’t have to work.”
“No, Ill give it a try,” knowing fore well that Katie wouldn’t be pleased, Sarah normally took Lauren with her shopping Saturday, and Katie had her way with me every week when possible.
But I drew the line at sexual intercourse, just oral, but she seemed more then happy with that.

“Well if they are a pain in the arse let me know and I wont work, I know you usually only have one.”
“You had better tell them, prepare them for the shock of me looking after them”
She went upstairs, and was back a few minutes later.
“They have been told”
“And?”
“Laurens happy enough, not so sure about Katie, Ill bring them both a present make them feel better.”
I could understand why Katie wasn’t happy, her routine was being messed up.
I have to say, I was a little put out about it, I looked forward to Saturday morning with Katie.

Sarah got ready Saturday, I was already awake watching her, “see you later then, make sure they behave bye,” and gave me a kiss and hug.
The front door had hardly closed when Katie was stood in the door way, she saw me awake and disappeared again.

She came back seconds later; she slipped off her nightie “you can’t do that today, Laurens in her room.”
“I know she’s asleep, I just looked” and began to climb on the bed.
“Katie no”
“It will be ok, just for a few minutes, please.”

Already I was too late she had pulled the covers back and was playing with my dick, and that was already growing under her touch.
“Katie, NO!”
She had my dick in her mouth, and sucking away as if her life depended on it, it felt so good, it always did. I looked at the door, it was half closed. I figured I would hear Lauren wake up, and stop Katie.
She was so good at what she did to me, I lay back watching the door.

As always the moment you blink or close your eyes the worse things happen.
I opened them again to the sound of Laurens voice “what are you doing Katie?”
Oh my god, she has caught us.

“I’m showing Mark how much I love him” she was so quick with her answers, and normally had an answer for every thing.
Lauren stared at Katie, “what are you doing to him?”
“Come and see Lauren, Mark loves me doing this, he always tells me he loves me afterwards”

I thought this isn’t going to work, but full marks for trying.
I had gone limp now, not surprising really.

Lauren was still at the door, “do you want to try Lauren? Mark will say he loves you too.”
“Mark does love me he told me”
“Yes, he loves us both, but this is a special kind of love”

She wasn’t convinced nor was I.
“All you have to do is rub it like this” and gave Lauren a demonstration.
She took a step nearer looking at me then Katie.
“But what he really likes is when you put it in your mouth, or lick the end.”

She moved to Katie and looked at my dick, “no, I don’t want to lick that it will taste horrible, that’s where his pee comes out.”
“It doesn’t taste horrible it tastes nice, if it tasted horrible I wouldn’t do it would I”
Lauren shook her head.
Once again she looked at me. I have to admit I was scared shitless.
Katie rubbed it again, and then licked the end, Lauren was watching intently.

“You try Lauren, rub it” she reached out her hand, and just touched it, then pulled back again.
“Didn’t hurt did it”
She shook her head again. “Rub it.” Katie told her again.
She took hold of it and rubbed it hard, made me jump, “not so rough Lauren” Katie told her. “Gently like this” and once again Katie showed her.


Lauren took hold of me again and rubbed it slower and gentler this time.
Katie had her head on my stomach, “pop it in your mouth Lauren,”
She shook her head again, “Mark wants you to”
She looked up at me, I nodded.
Lauren moved her face closer; she looked up at Katie and asked “what do I have to do?”
“Like this” and she showed her. Then moved away holding it front of Laurens mouth.
She slowly closed her mouth over me, still unsure about the taste. “Suck it Lauren” Katie told her.

She did as Katie said, “put more in, the more you put in the more he will like it.”
Slowly her mouth went down, she was smaller and couldn’t take so much, but even so I was enjoying it.
She quickly took it out of her mouth, “what’s it doing its getting bigger”
“It does that when Mark is enjoying what you are doing, the more he likes it the bigger it gets, it’s ok Lauren it won’t hurt you”
She went back to her task, I was now thinking clever girl Katie her persuasive manner was working.

Although it was Laurens first time she was certainly giving me some nice sensations.
“When you suck it in the right way it will spurt cream out the end”
“Cream?
“Not like cream mums buys that she puts on jellies, a different sort of cream, but it still tastes nice.”
She sucked it some more.
But gave up after a few seconds, and said “I don’t want to do it.”
“You have to Mark loves you doing it I can tell.”
She put it back in for a few seconds more.
“It wont spurt for me.”
“It takes longer then that, do it for a few minutes.”
She did as Katie had told her, but gave up again.
“I can’t do it Katie it wont squirt, you do it.”


Katie took over she was an expert, she knew just when I was about to orgasm.
And I was fast approaching the time now, and Katie knew it.
”now you do just like that”.
Lauren continued to suck the end.
I groaned out loud and Katie told her to take it out, but she was too late and some went in her mouth, she spat it out quickly.
“Doesn’t taste so bad does it Lauren”
“No but it wasn’t like the cream mum buys”
Seconds later I was limp.

I put my arms out to Lauren “come here Lauren”
She shuffled up the bed, I took her in my arms and kissed her like I kissed Katie, it was the first time I had done that, I then told her I loved her very much.
Katie was beside me now and I kissed her as well and thanked her.
She looked down at Lauren, “you mustn’t tell mum, it’s a special kind of love Mark has for you now and mum won’t understand.”
She nodded approval, and I kissed her forehead.
Katie kissed her cheek “I’m so proud of you Lauren, and so lucky I have a sister like you.”

I lay with my arms around both of my girls, a 13 year old and 11 year old.
I would be proud to be their father.
“I know Mark, why don’t we get dressed and you take us for a McDonalds.”
Sounded like a good idea to me, so we got ready and went out.

Sarah arrived home just after four, “well how they have been?”
“Perfect, good as gold, no problems at all. Been down the park, walk by the river, they had a good time I think”
“Good, you won’t mind baby sitting next week then, he said there maybe a job for me during the week as well”
“It was ok then?”
“Yes I enjoyed it, what did you do for their lunch?”
“We had a McDonalds”
“Mark you know I don’t want them eating fatting food.”
“Its ok, every thing else that they have eaten today wasn’t fatting”

I immediately thought I sounded like Katie, now I was doing double meanings.

“Ill look forward to next Saturday, sure we will find something to do”
“Good but no McDonalds, you give them something nice to eat”

“Ill try”

The following Friday.

As usual we were together doing Katie’s home work, Sarah sitting opposite. Lauren was staying over at her friends and wouldn’t be back until later tonight.
She had all most finished all of her maths; she was getting very good at it now, and was able to work most of it out for herself.
“Finished.” she said
“Well done, hardly needed my help at all”
She still sat legs across mine scribbling on a piece of paper; she handed it to me, and motioned for me not to say anything.
I took the paper and looked at it, she had written in capitals
K
F
C
I looked at her puzzled; did she want that for tomorrow’s lunch?
She took it back and continued writing, then handed it back, again I looked, she had written this time.
KATIE
FANCIES
COCK
I shook my head, “Yes” she replied
“No”
“Yes”
“No”
“What’s up with you two now?” Sarah asked.
“Katie wants KFC; I told her she can’t have it”
“Good, you’re not having fatting food”
“It won’t make me fat I promise.”

She got up gathering her books, I slapped her ass. “You’re not having it”
She walked to the door and mouthed back at me K.F.C
Again I shook my head.
“Make us a cup of coffee love.” Sarah asked.
I picked up the scrap of paper and walked to the kitchen.

Katie was getting an orange juice. I handed her the paper.
“KFC tomorrow”
I whispered, “I told you why I couldn’t do that in Lanzarote, so sorry, it’s a no”
“I won’t get pregnant, mum took me to the doctors and I’m on the pill now, I told her all the girls were taking them in my class, and she said better to be safe then sorry, but she preferred it that I didn’t have sex yet as I was too young, so there you are.”
“How long have you been taking it?”
“Two months”
“She didn’t say anything to me”
“She wouldn’t, girl’s matters, nothing to do with you. So Marky, KFC tomorrow”
As she walked pass me on the way to bed she smacked my ass.
She walked up the stairs singing “KFC, KFC KFC.”
I handed Sarah her coffee, and watched TV but all the evening I was thinking about tomorrow.

I knew deep down in my heart it was wrong even to contemplate making love to Katie, she was only thirteen, but for all that she was a very attractive girl.
I wondered where would the harm be in doing as she asked, she was gagging for it, and I had been told by her a long time ago she was still a virgin, except for that small incident in Lanzarote, and her mums vibrator, which she didn’t count.

I had never been with a virgin.
No, I didn’t know what to do, I was totally confused.

And there was Sarah to consider, the marriage was only a few weeks away, if she was to find out it would break her heart. It had already happened to her once before, but this young woman would be her own daughter.
I also loved Sarah very much, but then I loved Katie.


Sarah had gone to work as usual; Lauren was in her bedroom watching a new DVD Sarah had bought her.
Katie was stood at the door.
“Morning Marky, K.F.C”
She climbed in beside me, in spite of my protests, Katie once again got her way, she always did, I was putty in her hands, and she knew it.
I knew I had to forget the foreplay as Lauren was in her room, and Katie wanted to know how it felt to have a cock inside her, and find out how it felt when I orgasmed inside her.

We kissed a little, but I told her “I don’t want Lauren knowing about this, so we will have to be quick.”
She seemed happy with that.
She lay under me her legs open wide, I was slowly penetrating her, she said she could feel every movement, again she was groaning loudly, as her orgasm hit her, sending her over the top.
I continued, but this time I knew I wouldn’t need to pull out. I moved faster pumping her hard, her legs wrapped around my waist, spurt after spurt entered her for the first time.
“God that’s gorgeous she screamed I can feel every spurt, oh yes, yes yes.”
I lay on top of her kissing her deeply and with as much passion I could muster, at last I had fucked my Katie the way she had always wanted to be fucked, filling her pussy with my hot cum.

The bedroom door opened slowly, I thought it had to be Lauren investigating Katie’s screaming, it wasn’t.

Katie looked towards the door, “MUM”
“What the hell” she shouted.
Katie got up and ran to her mum “I’m sorry mummy, so sorry”
“It’s not your fault Katie, I had forgot my phone, I only wish I had come back sooner, I could have stopped him raping you, get me the phone I’m calling the police”
Katie looked up at her “he wasn’t raping me, I wanted him to do it, and I love what he does to me”
“What do you mean? You love what he does to you? As this happened before?”
“Yes lot of times”
I lay silent, I had nothing to say.

“I’m calling the police to get him locked up”
“Please don’t it wasn’t his fault”
“I think it was Katie, he was raping a 13 year old girl.”
“I’m nearly 14, and he wasn’t raping me.”
“You’re still underage, he’s going to jail for what he has done to you, thank god I caught him before he raped Lauren as well”
“Mum will you listen it wasn’t rape, I wanted him to fuck me”
“Don’t use that word Katie, makes you sound cheap”
“Perhaps I am cheap, and a slut but I still love him and I wanted him to do it”

Lauren was at the door now, hearing the noise she had come to investigate.

Sarah was sitting on the dressing table chair, she held out her arms to Lauren and Lauren ran to Sarah.
Sarah put her arms around Lauren, “at least you are safe from this monster”
“He’s not a monster he loves us” Katie exclaimed
“Tells you he loves you so he can get your knickers off and have sex with him, don’t you see he hood winked you into thinking YOU wanted him to do it and all the time it was HIM that wanted to do it. I’ve heard about his type, grooming young girls for sex. And I welcomed into my home, God I was even going to marry him, he had me fooled to Katie”

“You don’t understand mum, I wanted him to do it, I was curious, and wondered what it felt like for a man to touch me, and the other girls said it was nice, so I wanted to try. And when he touched me the first time, I did like it”
Lauren spoke “so did I it was nice”
Katie looked at her “Lauren shut up, your not helping”
Sarah looked at Lauren,” he’s touched you too?”
“Yes it was nice I liked it”
“Lauren shut up.” Lauren looked at the floor.
“Did Mark put his willy in you? Lauren”
“No”
“Well thank God for that at least there’s one he hasn’t fucked”

Lauren looked at Katie “Katie wouldn’t let him do that to me; she said I was too young, and I might have a baby. I thought that was mean of Katie, she liked it, but she wouldn’t let me do it”

“I can’t believe I’m hearing this, he’s fucked one and molested my other daughter.” She looked at me “you are going to jail Mark, you can be sure of that”

I sat silent, what could I say that would make a difference.

“Mark didn’t plan any of this, I did,” Katie admitted
“Don’t lie to me; you know I will find you out”
“I’m not lying I did plan it, I can prove it”
“How? Can you go back in time or something, are you doctor who, if you think you can prove it, prove it to me then”

Katie ran off, still naked; she came back a few minutes later, now wearing her dressing gown.
She handed Sarah a couple of books, “what are these?”
“My diaries, I have always kept a diary of my life, nanny bought me one when I was 5 and every year since”
“I didn’t know she bought you diaries she never told me”
“She gave them to me secretly, said I had to put things in there that other people shouldn’t see or read, they were your true feelings that you wrote in diaries, and I was to hide it out of the way, so I did”
“Well I don’t think this will prove anything, I don’t know why I’m wasting my time with this, I should be calling the police”
“Just read them please”, Katie found a page, Sarah took the first diary off her.
“Read it, I was twelve when I wrote this one”






Sarah looked down and began to read.

I met the new lodger today, he’s much younger then Frank, I was on a sun bed in the garden, and I saw him look at my legs. Think he likes my legs.

She flipped a couple of pages.

I was right he does like my legs, I saw him looking again today, think I can have some fun with him like I did with Frank, but Mark is much better looking then Frank

When ever I show my legs to Mark he looks, I make sure he sees my bum when I bend over, I like teasing Mark, I make it look like an accident but its not

I sat on the floor tonight in my shortest nightie playing a game with Lauren; I sat so Mark could see up my nightie, think he knew I hadn’t got my knickers on

Sarah looked at Katie, and then turned another couple of pages

I’m leaving my bedroom door open now, and lay on my bed in my knickers, I’ve noticed he looks every time he comes pass, I wonder if he has a wank in bed when he’s seen me, wish I could watch him wank

Sarah looked at me; Lauren was reading the diary also.

Mum went out with Nan today, and Mark took us to the park, he asked us both if we wanted a boat ride. Before we went I found a toilet and took my knickers off. Mark let me row the boat and I made sure he could see my cunt as I rowed; my legs were open so he must have. I think his cock had grown too, there seemed to be a big bulge in his shorts; bet has another wank tonight thinking about it

Mark helps me with my homework, he lets me put my legs over his, it feels nice when my skin is against his, I put his hand on my leg tonight, I think he liked that he didn’t take it away

Did my homework again, I put Marks hand on my leg, and while he was showing me how to do things I felt his hand move up my leg, it was nearly at my bum, then mum came in and he took away, wish mum hadn’t come in then. I wanted him to feel my bum

Marks had his hand on my leg again tonight when we did my homework, he moved it again, and again it was nearly on my bum when mum came in again, wish she would take Lauren to the pictures or something so Mark and I can be alone

When mum and Lauren went next door I did a sexy dance for Mark, I wore my shortest skirt and didn’t have a bra on, while I was dancing he couldn’t take his eyes off me. I could see his cock had got hard. When the song finished I lay on the sofa with my skirt up, I know he saw my cunt lips, if I had let him he would have touched my cunt. But I’m not ready yet, I want to tease him some more before I let him touch my cunt.

Sarah turned several pages again; I wished I could see what she was reading.

When we got back after bank holiday, mum told us Mark loved her, and she loved Mark and they would be sleeping together. I’m jealous of mum I wish I could sleep with Mark. It won’t make any difference though, I’m still going to tease Mark and one day I will let him touch my cunt, I know he will enjoy it and want to do it again.

Mark has been annoying me lately, he has stopped looking at me, and he doesn’t speak much, and we do my home work at the kitchen table now, he won’t put his hand on my leg any more.

Mark still wont look at me, even though I don’t wear my knickers when I’m in doors, I don’t like the way he’s acting, I don’t think he likes me at all now.

mum went out with Lauren, I tried to sit beside Mark on the sofa, so I could put my legs over him, I had my shortest skirt on, he moved to the chair and wouldn’t sit with me, and even though I was showing him my cunt he wouldn’t look, but I’ve got an idea.

Again she looked at Katie.

I brought Simon home tonight, don’t like him much, but I can use him in my plan, I made sure we were making a lot of noise when Mark came home, he doesn’t like a lot of noise. When he came in to stop us, I was showing my knickers at him, and I let Simon touch my bum, bet that annoyed Mark. After dinner Mark and me had a massive row, I called him a nosy old bastard, he didn’t like that.
Don’t think I should have said that though, but too late now. I went to Laurens room to play with her when Simon had gone, she was all cuddled up to Mark, he used to let me cuddle him like that, but he wont now. I said some more horrid things, and I told mum some lies about Mark. I wish I hadn’t done that, Mark said he was going away, and I don’t want him to go away.

Mark took us to school today, and he asked why I was being horrible to him, so I told him. We didn’t argue today, I told him I was sorry and didn’t want him to go away, he wanted us to be friends again, so we are. I gave Mark a big wet kiss before I went to school; think things will be ok now.

Sarah thumbed through some more pages then stopped again.

Mum took Lauren shopping this morning, at last Mark and me were alone, I went into his room and took my nightie off, he liked my tits and touched them, so I got in the bed, he kissed me then, and sucked my nipples.
I could feel his cock was hard it was pressed against my leg. He kept kissing me, it was lovely being alone with him at last, then he put his hand in my knickers, I thought I would die. I’ve wanted him to do this for ages. He was touching my cunt, and had a finger in me, it felt gorgeous, much better then when I do it to my self. Then he put his mouth on my cunt and licked me, I have never felt anything like it, he wouldn’t stop, he must have loved it so much.
I had seen a book of a girl sucking a mans cock and I wanted to do that to Mark, so when he had finished , I took his cock in my mouth it felt wonderful, and I sucked and licked him till he cum, he thought I would take it out but I didn’t, I showed him the spunk in my mouth then I swallowed it, and showed him my mouth was empty. He loved that he told me he loved me very much.

Sarah turned to “Katie, I can’t believe I’m reading this, no wonder you hid these books”
And continued reading.

Mark has booked a holiday to Spain somewhere that will be nice I wonder if we can be alone while we are there, I want to touch Marks cock again.

Mum and Mark are getting married, Mark will be with me all the time, and when mum goes to work or shopping I will be in Marks bed with him, then I will be able to touch his cock whenever I like.

I felt sick down the beach Mark said I had too much sun, he took me back to our room, and I went to sleep, Marks so nice he loves looking after me and Lauren. He came up when I was awake and sat on the bed, he took my t-shirt off, I wanted him to suck my nipples again, and kiss me like before, then he sucked my tits, like I had hoped, then he sucked my cunt, it was much nicer then the last time, I had a funny feeling in my cunt, and I couldn’t stop screaming. Mark told me after I had an orgasm, whatever that is, but I loved it, I’ve got to have more of those.
He was laying on top of me and I asked him to put his cock in me, but he wouldn’t, said I would have a baby, I didn’t care I wanted to know how it felt, I pleaded and begged him, and he said only for a minute then, when it was in, it seemed to fill me up inside, it felt gorgeous, he moved back a forth, but had to take it out, all his cum went on my belly I wish it would have gone inside me, I need to know how that feels.

Went into Marks room this morning, mum was at work. Lauren was at Nan’s.
He was asleep so I had my chance, I pulled the sheet back and put his cock in my mouth, he woke up then. I thought he would.
I sucked it and I felt it getting harder, I asked Mark if he liked it, and was I doing it right, he said I was so I continued. A little while later he said he was going to cum, and came in my mouth again. I wanted to taste his cum again.
.

I was sucking Mark this morning and Lauren caught us, she wanted to know what I was doing to Mark so I showed her, and I persuaded her to try it, she did, and she liked it, but wasn’t keen on the taste, but I think she will like it if she does it again.

Katie looked at the floor when Sarah looked at her, neither spoke.

Lauren came in the room again this morning, Mark was licking my cunt, and Lauren watched, I asked Lauren did she want Mark to do it to her, she said yes, and Mark sucked and licked her cunt, she loved it she was wiggling about on the bed and screaming, when I looked at her cunt it was all wet, she wants Mark to do it again, I told her I would ask him.
Mark cuddled us both very tight and told us he loved us very much. I told Lauren later it was a special kind of love and she mustn’t tell mum.

Lauren woke me early this morning, said she wanted Mark to lick her cunt, I told her he couldn’t mum was still here, she said she wanted to be first this time, she said I was always first and it wasn’t fair, so I let go first, she sat on Marks mouth and she loved it, so did he, he told me he could feel her cum in his mouth and it tasted as nice as mine, but I’m going first next time not her, she takes too long, and I get bored waiting. I haven’t tried sitting on his mouth that was a good idea of Laurens.

Did as Lauren did, sat on Marks face so he could lick my cunt, Lauren was right it is nice like that, and when I leaned forward I could suck Marks cock as well, much better way of doing it, I think Lauren was very clever to come up with that idea.

We both sit on Marks face now, he says our cunt lips are wide open and he can get his tongue right inside us, and taste our cum, Laurens getting used to the taste of Marks cum now as well, she had a mouthful this morning, and I told her to swallow it, and she did.

Lauren goes into Marks bedroom first now, before I wake up, and most of the time she makes him cum, so when its my turn he cant cum, I’m really getting fed up with her, and it makes me jealous, he seems to love her more then me. I don’t think he does, Ill have to get a lock for Laurens door so I can go first again.

I asked mum if I could go on the pill, I told her other girls were taking it, they weren’t but mum believed me, the doctor said I couldn’t have sex for a while and to give the pill chance to work. I told mum I wasn’t going to have sex at all, but I hoped I would.
With Mark.


Sarah was now reading the last page.

I made Mark laugh last night, when I had finished my home work, I wrote on a bit of paper KFC, he didn’t know what I meant, so I filled in the blanks, and it said KATIE FANCIES COCK. He shook his head, but I said yes, mum thinks I meant KENTUCKY FRIED CHICKEN, if only she knew. I told Mark I was on the pill, but he said he still won’t fuck me, but tomorrow I will make sure he does. I know it will be wonderful, can’t wait till mums at work, I’ve told Lauren to stay in her room till I come and get her.

Sarah put the book down and looked at me, then Katie.

Katie spoke first “sorry mum, do you think I’m a slut?”
Sarah just sat there, “I don’t know what to say Katie, it does prove one thing though, Mark hadn’t planned it, and you had. And it was very brave of you to show me these diaries, but I don’t know what to say.”

“Mark wont go to prison will he? It wasn’t his fault was it?”
“He still should have known better, you are underage”
“I’m nearly fifteen”
“Katie you aren’t even 14, and if you were 15 you would still be underage.”
“I suppose you hate me now for the things I did, and the way I told Lauren to do what she did”
“You are my daughter how can I hate you, but you were wrong in the things you did.”
“I was curious, and I loved Mark so much I wanted him to do it, be my first”
“well that much I can understand, but Mark was still wrong, he should have told me about your problems, not just carried on to satisfy your curiosity.”

“Will he still be our dad?” Lauren asked
“I don’t think that’s possible now Lauren”
Lauren began to cry, “I want Mark as my dad, it’s not fair, he didn’t hurt us, he loves us so much more then my other dad, and you wont let him be my dad”
“I’m sorry Lauren but how can I marry him now, I can’t trust him anymore.”
“Don’t you love him any more?”
She looked at Lauren then Katie then me, “I don’t know how I feel”
“You loved him an hour ago”. Katie said.
“That was before I found out he had been fucking you, as you put it”
“But nothing as changed, he’s the same Mark he still loves you, and I know he loves us. All he was doing was teaching us how to make love, like a teacher in school”
“Teachers in schools don’t fuck their pupils Katie.”
“Dad run off with a young girl, Mark won’t do that.”
“Oh I understand now.”
“What?” Katie asked her.

“At last I know what you meant, when you said Mark won’t run off with younger girl, when we were on holiday, it’s become clear now, I thought it a funny think to say.”
“Well he won’t will he? He has Lauren and me.”

“So what you’re telling me is, he can fuck you and Lauren any time he wants, even though he’s married to me and is your dad, is that right?”
Lauren piped up once more “yes that’s right”
“Lauren shut up, that’s not what I mean at all, you aren’t helping, just be quiet, this is grown up talk, and you’re only a baby, that’s why I wouldn’t let Mark fuck you remember.”

Lauren looked at the floor.

“What I mean is if Mark feels he needs another girl or woman, he knows we are here, and there is no need for him to go and find one like dad did. He can fuck us, and will never leave us or you like dad did, and you won’t have a broken heart like the last time.”
“If you want we can get a big bed and all sleep together?” Lauren again interrupted looking up at her mum.
Once again Katie snarled at her, “Lauren why do you say such stupid things, you can be so stupid at times, they don’t make a bed that big”
“We can get one made Katie”
“Lauren just be quiet, you must be the stupidest sister any one can have”

Even that short interchange brought a tiny smile to Sarah lips, and she cuddled Lauren, “take no notice of Katie, you are only trying to help I know that, but Katie is right.”
“Well they do make big beds; I’ve seen them on the tele”
“Well we aren’t having one” Katie told at her.
“What you are saying Katie won’t work, for a start I will get very jealous.
“I got jealous when I knew Mark was sleeping with you, I got jealous when I watched Lauren having her cunt sucked, but it didn’t matter, I still had time with Mark alone, as you will, and you will still be sleeping with him, he won’t be sleeping with us.”

Katie certainly could put forward a convincing argument, but there was no way Sarah would go for that.

Sarah looked across at me, still sitting on the bed “Well, haven’t you anything to say?”

“All I have to say is you are right, I should have ignored Katie, but Sarah I’m a male, and only human, Katie is a very good looking girl, as is Lauren, and Katie is very hard to ignore, I’m not blaming Katie, it was entirely my fault. I did try ignoring Katie, but that didn’t work, I couldn’t ignore her, she is part of my life, as you all are, I couldn’t ignore any of you. I’m sorry Sarah, things just got out of hand.”
“Out of hand and into your bed you mean” Sarah replied.

“I love you very much Sarah you are my life, and I also love the girls very much, they are the best daughters any one could ask for. If you decide you are going to call the police, I won’t make a fuss, Ill plead guilty, I am guilty. I wont mention Katie’s dairies or try and blame her, Ill just tell them I groomed them both and took advantage of them.”

She looked away, and then at the girls, both had tears in their eyes.
Lauren spoke “I don’t want Mark to go to prison, Katie and me will never see him again, it’s not fair, it was our fault too”
Sarah cuddled Lauren, “please don’t make him go to prison, I want him to stay with us, he’s never hurt us, and never will hurt us, or you mummy, he wont hurt any of us, please let him stay here, don’t call the police.”
Katie was now by Sarah’s side cuddling Lauren, “she’s right mummy, we want him to stay, we love him so much, and it’s not fair that the police won’t allow Mark to love us.”

“They will allow Mark to love you, but not in the way he has loved you, that was wrong”
“We know that now”, Katie answered
“Katie you always knew it was wrong, that’s why you told Lauren it was a secret”
“I did but Lauren didn’t know it was wrong, it was all my fault, let Mark stay and send me to prison”, she began sobbing, and looked at me.
I held out my arms, she came to me; I put my arms around her and kissed her. “I’m the one going to prison Katie not you, I’m older then you I shouldn’t have done it.”
“We wanted you to, I wanted you too, and we love you so much.”

Her arms were holding me so tight, tears streaming down her face. Lauren walked over and put her arms around Katie, I held Lauren to me “in a year or so you will forget me.”
Katie looked up, “we will never forget you, we have lost two dads now.”
Again she buried her head in my chest. I looked at Sarah.

“For god’s sake, I don’t know what to do, they do love you thats plain to see, and I have seen how you are with them. And its obvious you will make them a good father, for all the right reasons, but how can ignore what’s happened?”
“You can’t” tears were in my eyes now, I was holding the girls so tight, and I knew I would never see them again.

“Call the police Sarah, lets get it over with, I can’t watch these two crying like this knowing it’s my fault, call them Sarah, I’m ready to go.”
“No mummy don’t please”
“She has to Katie, I have to be punished for the things I did.”
“But it wasn’t your fault”
“It was, in the eyes of the law it was my fault.”
I reached for the phone beside the bed and threw it towards Sarah, she caught it.
“Call them Sarah.”

“No mummy don’t call them, we promise it won’t happen again. Let him stay.”
“I’m sorry Katie I don’t believe you, I think it will happen again.”
She looked at the phone, the number was already in the memory, she pushed a button, and Katie broke her heart, holding me so tight, my t-shirt soaked with their tears, I looked at Sarah again, she waited for the phone to connect to the police.

“I will have to get dressed girls.” They both clung to me, “Katie, Lauren come on, it will be ok let me get dressed.”
They both let me go, “will we ever see you again.” Lauren asked.
“No, sweet heart when I go with them we will never see each other again.”
She held me tight once again, tearing running down her beautiful face.

“Hello, can I help you?” the speaker was still on the phone
I heard Sarah speak, “yes, I want to report”. She paused.
“Yes madam”
She looked at us, the girls were looking at their mum, tears covering their pretty faces, I had never seen them like this before, and I wondered had Sarah?

“Yes, sorry, I want to report” looking at them both again “a man has been no I mean a friend of mine has been.” She paused again
“Is there something I can help you with madam, a man has been doing what?”
“I’m sorry, what I mean to say is, oh god this is hard for me to say,”
“Take your time madam, start again.”

I was holding them again kissing their foreheads, “it will be ok girls honest, Katie?” She looked up at me, “kiss me like you used to, it will be the last I have from you.”

Her arms when round my neck, and for the last time she kissed me, a sloppy wet Katie kiss, only Katie could kiss like that, we stayed like that for seconds she wouldn’t let go.
I heard the phone again and looked up “madam, madam are you there, is everything alright?”
“Yes I’m here,”
“What is the problem?”
“I just found out my boyfriend has been”

They both clung tight to me, by now all three of us were crying, I don’t want to go to prison, but most of all I knew I would never see my girls again, it was breaking my heart.
“You have just found out your boyfriend has been doing what madam?”
Another long pause as she looked at us.
“Madam if you don’t tell me I shall have to go, I have other calls waiting.”

She pushed a button, the phone fell silent, and she looked at me tears in her eyes now.
“Fuck you Mark, fuck you.” I looked at her.

Why had she put the phone down, she must have seen the puzzled look on my face.

“Fuck you Mark, fuck you for making me love you, fuck you for making them love you.”
Pointing at the girls, they were now looking at her.
“How the fuck can I send you to prison, how can I deprive my girls of a father, why couldn’t you just be a fucking lodger, that’s all I wanted….a lodger, not a husband or a father for them, just some extra cash so I could give them things they had never had, things like the other kids have got. I never wanted to give them a father, just fucking presents, not a father. I hate you for that, but I love you has well, but if I let you stay things are going to change around here.”

The girls were rejoicing, “can he stay mummy, can he stay forever” Lauren asked her. They both ran to Sarah’s side and were kissing and holding her now, the tears of sorrow, replaced by tears of joy, I breathed a sigh of relief, no prison and I still have my girls, even if not in the same way as before.
I would still be with them, and that was more important to me then anything else.

Sarah held her girls and looked at me “I mean it, there will be changes around here, don’t think I’ve let you off the hook that easily, I need some assurances from you.”
“You will have them.”
“I had better have them; I can still use the phone you know.”
“Whatever you want you will get, I just want to be with you and the girls, any thing name it, Ill agree to every thing.”
“Well, what I would like is a coffee.”
“Its yours,” I got up to go down stairs.
Lauren looked at her mum “is Mark staying now?”
“Yes he is, as long as he behaves, he can stay.”

“Does that mean Mark can teach me how to make love? Katie already knows I don’t, she wouldn’t let Mark do that to me. ”

Katie stood back from them both, looking at Lauren.

“Why are you always so stupid, you say the stupidest things, you are too young I told you that? GOD why have I got such a stupid sister, you will get pregnant and have a baby, tell her mum. I hope your kids aren’t as stupid as you. Only mum and I can sleep with him.”
“No Katie, you can’t sleep with him either.”
“Why? I’m old enough”
“Because its illegal and I said you couldn’t, do you want him to stay?”
“Yes”
“Then he can never sleep with either of you again, is that clear?”
“Yes” they both said.

“Promise me then, you will never sleep with Mark again”

“We promise” they both said together.

Late February

Sarah cancelled the wedding for obvious reasons.
Katie was an angel, no flesh to be seen at all; she would come home and change into legging straight away.
In the evening after her bath she would wear a dressing down. We would all sit on the sofa the same, and I would cuddle them both but that was all.
I was hoping that we could all get back to normal very soon.
It was three weeks now since Sarah had caught Katie and I.


I was woken at 2am in the morning by Sarah turning on the bedside lamp.
“What’s the matter? Cant sleep?” I asked
“No, things on my mind”
“What things?”
“You and the girls”
“That’s all over now, you know that”
“I know you have said it is, but I have doubts, and I can’t get the image of you and Katie in bed together out of my mind”
“Well I can say on your life I haven’t been with them since you have found out, haven’t you noticed the way they have been acting? Especially Katie, they wont risk doing that again and nor will I.”

“Yes I trust you”
“What’s the problem then?
“I don’t trust them, Katie in particular.”
“But Katie is being an angel now”
“I would like to think your right, but you know what a schemer Katie is, in my mind I think she’s got something planned, she doesn’t care if her plan takes a year to come true, as long as it does.”
“I think you’re imaging things.”

“Whatever, Katie has planned you can bet she has enlisted the help of Lauren.”
“Your wrong I know you are they wouldn’t do that, not now.”
“I just feel it’s not going to work.”
“Work? What’s not going to work?”
“Us, I’m eaten up with jealousy, when you’re alone with them and I can’t see you I have to come and look, and if I’m with one and you’re with the other I can’t help but wonder what you are doing.”
“No need to worry; if they try it on Ill stop them”
“Like last time?”
“That was different.”

“I can’t go on like this Mark”
“What do you want to do then?”
“I want you to go.”
“Go? Go where?”
“Leave, find somewhere else to live, not see us again.”
“I thought we were ok now.”
“We would be if I could trust them.”
“But I love you, we were going to marry remember?”
“I love you too, but I can’t live like this, we will have to part, and get on with our lives, you will find someone else.”
“I don’t want anyone else.”
“I hope you don’t make a fuss, if I make arrangements to have the girls at their Nan’s at the weekend, will you go then, and not tell them?”

“Well if I’m not wanted here I guess I will have to, but I thought we were ok, it’s going to break their hearts and mine.”
“I know it will, and it will break mine but we will have to get used to it, Ill tell them you got moved.”
“They won’t believe that, if I got moved I would refuse, and if I was going I would at least say goodbye to them.”
“Please don’t make a fuss and turn them against me.”
“I won’t make a fuss, but they won’t like what you have done.”
“Please Mark, its breaking me up inside saying this, if it were just the two of us we would be fine, but I know Katie too well.”

“If that’s what you want Sarah Ill make arrangements for this weekend.”
“I do, I have to do it, promise me one thing.”
“What?”
“If you see them in the future don’t tell them about this conversation, tell them anything, but don’t say I sent you away.”
“I’m not going to lie to them Sarah.”
“Well then avoid them; I don’t want you seeing them again.”
“Only way I can do that is to move out of town.”
“If that’s what it takes, so be it, I just don’t want you seeing them again.”
“I think you being very mean on all of us, and ruining four people’s lives, just because you have doubts that are unfounded.”


I was getting mad now, and breaking my heart at the same time, I could see no sense in what she was saying and I don’t want to leave, I was happy here with my three girls.

That Saturday the girls were taken to their Nan’s, kissing me before they left.
Not realising it would be the last time for all of us.
When they had gone, I put my meagre things in a case and loaded the van, Id planned on staying at a hotel till I found new digs.

Sarah was gone for over an hour, by the time she arrived back, the van was packed.
I made her a coffee, “I still think you are wrong Sarah, there’s no need for this.”
“I think its best, please don’t argue.”
“Well Id like to know what you will tell the girls when they see my room’s empty tomorrow night and I’m not here.”
“Ill think of something.”
“Well it’s going to be a lie, something you said they must never tell, and you’re lying to them.”
“That’s my worry.”
“Are you sure in your mind that you want me to go?”
“Yes Mark, its best for everyone. I can’t live with this doubt all the time, if Katie is planning something I will nip it in the bud.”
“Well I disagree I don’t think its best for anyone, but Ill do as you say and go.”

She saw me to the van, I went to kiss her goodbye but she turned her head, there were tears in her eyes, and I couldn’t for the life of me make any sense of it.
I got in the van and drove away.

It was easy to find a hotel; I booked in and went to my room, all night I couldn’t get the girls out of my head.
Sunday I spent searching for new lodging, I found one not too far from my depot, and arranged to move in Monday night after work.

Sunday night I couldn’t help think of the girls, and what Sarah had told them. I knew they would be crying whatever she had told them.
They were probably breaking their hearts, I wanted to comfort them, but knew that was impossible.

I lay in my new room at nights, missing the girls, for weeks later.
I hated Sarah for tearing us apart, but deep in my heart I also loved her, I loved them all.
I kept wondering what Sarah had told them about my disappearance that weekend, and how they took it. Were they broken hearted as I was?
Or had she told them I had just gone, and they hated me?

When at work I would wonder what the girls were doing at school, or at weekends, now I wasn’t there any more, and the routine they had for so long had been broken.
Who would do Katie’s maths home work?
Had Sarah a new lodger?
Would Katie tease him like she had teased me?
Lauren was growing up fast as well, would she also tease the new lodger?
Most nights I would fall asleep wondering what was happening in my old lodging, Sarah’s home.
I wanted to see them all again so much.

Saturday mornings, I went into town and walked the high street hoping the girls may have been there.
I passed the dry cleaners, and Sarah was in there working. I looked through the window for a moment, she didn’t see me.
Were the girls at their Nan’s?
Maybe the new lodger was looking after them; perhaps Katie and Lauren were in his bed now.
Would he love them as much as I do? Or were they just sex toys to him?
I left Sarah to work, I was going in to speak to her, but she seemed happy serving the customers, I didn’t want to go in and ruin her day, she didn’t want to see me.

Almost two months had passed.

April.

I wondered how much they would have changed, although two months wasn’t long; they probably haven’t changed at all.
I still had Katie’s number on my phone, but I never text or rung her, best not open old wounds.
She never rang me any way, perhaps she hadn’t got her phone now, lost it perhaps.

I needed to see them, I was being eaten alive inside, and I had to see them again.
I parked outside their school; I knew Lauren had moved to Katie’s school.
I waited; I had got there early so I wouldn’t miss them.
Right on time the kids started coming out, my eyes searched all their faces looking for the ones I had lost.

Finally there they were.
My two girls, happy and smiling with their friends as they walked home, one boy even had his arm around Katie, she had got her self a boyfriend, she told me she didn’t want one, but that was before I had left her.
What had her mother told her?
Didn’t I want her anymore?
Didn’t I love her any more?
I wish I knew, but I would never find out.

Two more months had gone by, it was now June.
I still had all of them in my thoughts daily, and when I had a spare moment I would park outside the school and follow them home in the van, and at least I knew they were safe then.
Katie sometimes took her boyfriend in with her.
Would he go to her bedroom as Simon did long ago?
Would he feel her smooth skin as I had?
She was a sexual woman now, would she put into practice with him, all the things I had taught her?



Summer was here once more.

When I saw them going home, I could see that Katie’s tits had grown a little, and Laurens was about same size as Katie’s when I first saw hers.
They both wore short skirts to school as it was warmer, and both of them had gorgeous legs, as Katie would often told me she had.
Summer was drawing on, when I could, I would go to their school, if I couldn’t be with them at least I could watch them grow into young ladies.

August

The school holidays were here and I wouldn’t be able to see them for seven weeks.
I visited the school as often as I could leading up to their break, but due to work I hadn’t been for almost a week.
So I hadn’t seen either of them for over a month.

One night I received a text from Sarah, I was amazed she still had my number on her phone.

“Have you seen Katie? She hasn’t been home for two days; the police are looking for her. Have you been in contact with her? If she’s with you please bring her home. Ill tell the police not to press charges just please bring her home I’m worried sick.”

I text back,

“No she’s not with me I haven’t seen her.”

I didn’t get a reply.

I’m going round to Sarah’s, she was almost a daughter to me, and now I was as worried as Sarah.

I knocked on the door, Sarah came to the door “oh, Mark have you seen her please tell me if you know where she is.”
“Honest to god Sarah I haven’t seen her, I don’t know where she is, can I come in?”
She let me in and we went through to the kitchen.

“Where’s Lauren?”
“She’s at her Nan’s till we find Katie; I may need to go out quickly so I didn’t want her here alone.”
“What has she done? Runaway?”
“I thought you had spoken to her and persuaded her to go with you.”
“Sarah I wouldn’t do that surely you know that.”
“I hoped you wouldn’t but I didn’t know.”
“How as she been? Did she say anything?”

“The last six months has been a living hell here, I’m like a stranger in my own home, they speak when they want to, answer me back. Lauren as always been best behaved but she’s as bad as Katie, worse sometimes.”
“Why have they changed, they used to be lovely girls.” I quizzed.

“The weekend you left, when they got home I told them the truth that I had asked you to leave, all hell was let loose, and both were screaming at me, Katie called me names, words I didn’t even think she knew. Since then things have just got worse, till last weekend, I decided to have it out with them, try and get things back as they were.
We argued and once again I got called names, and Katie told me she would never forgive me for what I had done to you. That’s why I thought she was with you, she took her phone with her, I thought she would ring you”
“I didn’t know she still had my number or the phone.”
“Oh she’s still got that she won’t part with that, its something that you gave her.”

I looked at her.
“I wonder?”
“What?”
“She’s such a scatty girl; if she hadn’t got any credit on her phone she couldn’t ring me.”
I took my phone out and pressed the name “Katie”; the phone came to life and began dialling the number.
Sarah was watching, it took a while but then the phone connected and rang, it rang for a while, I was shaking my head, indicating to Sarah she wasn’t answering.
Then the answer phone kicked in, “The person you are calling can’t come to the phone right now do you want to leave a message?
“Katie if you get this please ring me if you can.” I said

I disconnected, “no good, she not answering.”
“Perhaps she can’t, what if someone’s got her.”
“Don’t think like that Sarah. She may have lost it or something, or perhaps it’s not charged”

“Make me a coffee and Ill try again.”
Sarah put the kettle on, and watched me as I redialled Katie’s number.
Again it took a while, and then from the other end I heard “Mark?”
“Katie, my love are you ok?”
Sarah’s eyes lit up.
“Yes Mark I’m ok.”
“Where are you, your mums worried sick, so am I.”
“I’m somewhere where she can’t find me; I don’t want to live with her any more.”
“She loves you Katie and wants you to be safe.”
“I am safe.”
“Who are you with?”
“No one I’m alone.”
“You sure?”
“Yes, I’m alone and hungry.”

“Katie, what about if I come to you and Ill buy you some food and we can talk.”
“I want to see you again Mark, but I don’t want to see mum, if I tell you where I am, will have to promise you wont tell her, I know you wont lie to me like she does, if she comes with you I wont ever speak to either of you again.”
“I promise I will come alone, where are you?”

She told me where she was, and I told her I would be with her soon, alone.

Sarah asked where she was but I didn’t tell her, I had promised.
She wasn’t happy, but I knew if I broke the promise I had made to Katie, she would no longer trust me, and we may never see her again.
It was part of the deal I had made with Katie.

As I got in the van to drive to find Katie; I was thinking, at last I would see her and speak to her again.
Sarah said “well I’m not waiting here alone; I’m going round to my mums, and tell them we have at least been in contact with her.”

I reached the woodland Katie had mentioned, I had to wonder how she had got this far from home.
I phoned her again, “Katie I’m at the woods, how do I find you?”
“Drive till you see a track I will find you, are you alone?”
“Yes.”
“If your not I shall see and I wont come to you, mums not with you is she?”
“No I told you I’m alone, she’s gone round your Nan’s.”
I drove further down the lane till I found the track Katie had mentioned.
I parked up and waited.

Ten minutes past before I saw the bushes move, I got out, and walked toward them.
Katie must have seen I was alone; she shot from the bushes like a bullet, running toward me.
As always the last few feet she managed in the air, and I was once again holding her, kissing her, my hands on her bum once more stopping her from falling.
No soft flesh this time, she was wearing jeans.
Again I was suffering a Katie wet sloppy kiss.

She broke away and looked behind me as if searching for her mum.
Seeing she wasn’t with me she kissed me again, “I love you Mark, I’ve missed you so much, why did you leave us?”
“Long story Katie, Ill tell you later, but first I have to say.”
“What Mark?”
“One day some one has got to teach you how to kiss, they are always wet and sloppy.” I laughed to try and break the tension.
“You can teach me when I’m with you.”
“I’m not teaching you, I love your wet sloppy ones.” and laughed, she smiled back and gave me another wet sloppy one, even wetter then the last.

“And Katie, you can’t stay with me.”
“I’m not going home.”
“Look lets find you something to eat and drink, and some where for you to bathe, and Ill phone your mum tell her I’ve got you, and then we will talk about it ok?”
“Ok, but IM not going home.”
“So you have said”

The only place I could think of was a nearby hotel, so I took her there.
I showed Katie the bathroom and left her washing then phoned her mum.
“Sarah, I’ve got her.”
“Is she ok?”
“Bit smelly and very hungry, she’s washing now.”
“Washing? Where? At your place?”
“No, at a hotel, when she has washed we are going for a meal and a chat.”
“Then your going to fuck her again I suppose.”
“Sarah, don’t be so bloody stupid, NO, I’m not going to fuck her, we are going to chat, for gods sake for once in your life trust me, and above all trust Katie.”
“I’m sorry Mark, you mentioned hotel and I freaked, I told you I was jealous.”
“And I told you nothing will happen; trust me, if it works out Ill ring.”

Katie came out of the bathroom, just a towel round her. “Mark,” looking at me she dropped the towel, “KFC”
“No KFC, we are here to talk, just talk.”
“After, we can talk?”
“I made a promise to your mum, nothing will happen.”
“Sod her.”
“No, not sod her, if I had broken my promise and brought your mum how would you have felt?”
“I would have hidden and you wouldn’t have found me, ever, and I never would have trusted you again”
“Exactly, and I want your mum to trust me, so we will eat and chat and that’s all.”
“Ok then.” She looked disappointed but that couldn’t be helped.
“And Katie, I want her to trust you too, that’s even more important.”

We went to the restaurant, and I’ve never seen Katie eat so much.
Then back to our room.
We got a few stares from a few guests but just laughed about it.
We chatted for what seemed like ages, well into the night.

Finally I managed to get Katie to ring her mum. I handed her the phone, she dialled.
“Mark?”
“No its Katie.”
“Katie oh my baby how are you?”
“I’m fine, all full up.”
“I bet you are with Mark in that hotel room, in his bed are you?”
“Don’t be so stupid, if you are going to think like that I’m going.”
“No, please Katie I’m sorry, please come home Laurens missing you so much.”
“Aren’t you then?”
“Of course I am we both want you home with us.”
“I don’t think I want to come home, I’m not loved, and the only person who loves me is with me now.”
“We do love you, please say you will come home, here speak to Lauren.”

“Hello Katie, are you with Mark? Has he fucked you yet?”
“Lauren if you say things like that I will slap you one, we have been chatting, why does every one think that Mark will fuck me?”
“Sorry Katie, I didn’t mean to upset you.”
“Ok, Lauren, I only wish people would trust us, that’s what’s wrong, people wont trust you and me, and wont trust Mark, that’s why mum kicked him out, she doesn’t trust us, you and me.”
Katie heard Lauren ask her mum, “Don’t you trust us mummy.”
“She says she does.”
“Then why did she think I was in Marks bed and we had been fucking?”
“I don’t know.”
“Put her on.”

“How can I come home when you won’t trust me and Mark?”
“I want to trust you both Katie, I find it hard.”
“There’s only one way I will come back, and that’s if Mark can come back to our house as well.”
“I don’t know about that Katie.”

“Then say goodbye I’m not coming back without Mark, and as you can’t trust us, I’m going to fuck Mark every day and have his babies.”
“No Katie don’t say that, I will trust you, Ill try very hard.”
“And trust Mark as well?”
“Yes, but perhaps Mark doesn’t want to come back.”
“Ask him then.”
I took the phone from Katie, “I would like to come back if you will let me.”
“Can I trust you?”
“I told you all the time you can trust me.”
“Put Katie back on.”

“Yes?”
“Mark can come back and stay for a while, see if we can work things out between each other, will you come back now.”
“Long as you promise to try really hard to trust us.”
“Ill do my best that’s all I can say.”

Katie put the phone down, “she has agreed, your coming back to live with us if you want to.”
And sat on the bed
I told her mum “I would be back in the morning sometime.”
She handed me the phone.
“After, you have fucked me.”
“Katie I said I wouldn’t do that, how will your mum ever trust us if I do that, we mustn’t ever do that again, understand?”
“Ok, keep your hair on, I was only joking, I don’t want to either, I want her to trust us all, then you can stay, Lauren and I have missed you so much, we still love you, do you know that?”
“And I love both of you and also your mum, I always have, always will. I used to watch you two walk home from school.”
“Did you, why didn’t you give us a lift.”
“I promised your mum I wouldn’t meet with you again. But I figured watching was ok. Now you get on that side of the bed and Ill sleep this side.”
“I would prefer it if you would cuddle me like you used to.”
“Ok then, nothing more then a cuddle.”

And we cuddled up to get some sleep; at last I was with Katie again, holding her again.

I lay awake for a few minutes, then asked Katie, “your mum told me you’re a schemer, a planner, and you didn’t care if it took a year as long as your plan worked, tell me honestly Katie, it’s almost seven months since I left you all, did you plan it?”

“No, I didn’t plan it, and Lauren wont tell you either, it’s our secret.”
“So you did plan it?”

“Good night Mark, I love you very much, so does Lauren, she’s not as stupid as I thought you know.”

I was left wondering, “Laurens not as stupid as she thought?”

Was it Laurens idea?


Two days later I was back at Sarah’s house, the girls gave me the welcome I knew I would get, lots of kisses and hugs from them both.
And they never left my side, thinking that maybe I would go again.
Sarah took me up to my own room. “I thought you had best have your old room back.”
“So you will be back in your bedroom?”
“No, if you don’t mind, can we have the same arrangement as we used to have, that doesn’t include the girls though. I want to be with you and after all that’s happened I hoped you will want to be with me.”
“My feelings for you haven’t changed,” I told her.
“Ill let you get your things in then, the girls will help I’m sure, Ill start cooking you some dinner.”

The girls helped me to get my things arranged.
When we had finished I sat on the bed looking at both of them.
Lauren walked over and sat on my lap, her legs either side of me, with her head buried in my chest.
“I’m so glad you have come back, I’ve missed you so much.”
I kissed her forehead.
Katie looked at Lauren, “if mum comes back and sees you sitting like that she will think something is going on.”
“I don’t care I want to hug Mark.”
“We don’t want to upset mum again do we? And have him leave again.”
“It won’t upset her IM not doing anything, any way if it hadn’t been for my idea he wouldn’t be here now.”
“Oh that’s it; tell the world, I thought it was our secret, big mouth.”

I looked at Katie then at Lauren, “Lauren, what do you mean, your idea,”
“See your big mouth has got us in fucking trouble again, you are so stupid why couldn’t you just keep quiet?”

“It was your idea for Katie to run away?”
She looked up at me, “I can’t say it’s our secret.”
“You may as well now big mouth, it’s not a secret any more it is.”

“Well, I thought of it, I said to Katie if one of us runs away, and then blackmails mum into coming home only if you can come back and live with us, we would have you with us again. Katie said she would run away as she was older, and she knew a place in the woods, they had seen on a school nature trip.”

“That was a dangerous thing to do Katie” I told her.
“I know, but I was only going to be gone two nights, if you hadn’t rung after two nights I was going to come home again.”

“We thought you would phone Mark, when mum had told you Katie had runaway,” Lauren explained, “and if you hadn’t phoned we knew you didn’t want us, and Katie would come home, that’s why we picked the summer so Katie would be warm at night in her hideout.”
“So now you will tell mum and it will all go back to how it was, you will have to leave again, all because of my dumb sister who can’t keep secrets.”

I kissed Lauren forehead, pulled Katie towards me and kissed her, “Lauren, that was a brilliant plan, looks like your mum has two schemers in the family, I think its best if I keep your secret too don’t you? We don’t want Katie hiding in the woods again.”

“No, it was ok in the daylight but scary at night, all the funny sounds.”
Lauren spoke, “so you won’t tell mum?”
“I don’t want to leave you two again, so I’m not telling anyone, it’s our secret ok?”
“If she can keep her mouth shut it will be.”
“Don’t be so hard on her Katie, she didn’t realise what she had said.”
“Well it’s a good job mum hadn’t heard her.”
“Look we won’t mention it again, so then you won’t need to say anything about your plan,”
I couldn’t believe Lauren could have come up with that, but it proved to me how determined these two were that I should be part of their family again.

September

Every thing was ok for a month or so, but again Sarah told me, “its all coming back as before, the jealously.”
“Not again.”
“I’ve tried very hard honestly, but the way they won’t leave your side and now Laurens sitting like Katie did when you help her with her school work.”
“They know what’s at stake; they are being so good for you.”
“Its me, it’s always me, it was the last time, I just can’t get the picture out of my head when I found you and Katie together.”
“Then Ill get my things and go, but this time I will move away, I won’t be back.”
“But none of us want you to go; what can I do to stop these feeling.”

I called to Katie, “Katie can you come here?”
She appeared at the door, “I would like to ask you something, say no if you don’t want to, but it’s important.”
“What is it?”
“Would you show your mum your diary, just from when I came back?”
“If you really want me to I will.”
“It’s very important Katie.”

She disappeared and came back a few minutes later, and handed the diary to her mum. Open at the page I had requested.

Sarah began to look at it. “Now Katie.” I asked, “You always tell the truth in your diary don’t you?”
“Yes, always.”

Sarah began to read.

Mark came back today its so nice having him back, we helped him with his things, and Lauren couldn’t stop cuddling him, I think, she thinks hes like a big teddy bear.

She turned a few pages.

I spoke to Lauren today, and told her we have to be good girls now and not pester Mark, if we want mum and Mark to get married we will have to act really good for mum.

Lauren told me that she still wants to have sex with Mark like I had, but I told her she cant, she really wants to know what its like, so I let her use mums vibrator that I had found in her draw, and showed her how to use it, at least she wont have any babies with that.

Sarah smiled “that was a good idea Katie; I had wondered where that had gone.”
Katie smiled back at her.

Sarah skip a lot of pages, then looked at one more.

Lauren has used the vibrator every night, I want it back, but she won’t give it to me. She has hidden it in her room somewhere. I said we could share it but she won’t let me have it back, she says I know how it felt having real sex and she doesn’t, so she refuses to give it back to me. I’m going to save up and buy one of my own; I wish I hadn’t given it to Lauren now.

Sarah closed the diary and handed it back, “thank you Katie, that was nice of you to let me look at it.
“Well Sarah, feel any better?”
“Much better, thank you Mark.”

I told Katie, “We will never ask to look at your diary again.”
She went back to her room.
“You know Mark, I’m glad she keeps a diary”

“So am I, and even more pleased she let us look at it.”


PART SIX



Late September.

I was asleep when Katie entered Sarah’s bedroom, Sarah told her to get in between us both, which she did.
They lay facing one another; Sarah leaned across and kissed her.
“Happy birthday Katie.”
“Thank you mum.”
She was stroking her hair and face, “fourteen today hey, doesn’t seem that long ago I was pushing you in your pushchair, you certainly have grown.”
“Have I been a good daughter?”
“I couldn’t have asked for a better one, yes we have had our problems but all families do. You have certainly grown into a beautiful girl.”
“Like my mum.” She smiled
“That’s kind of you thanks. You will have the guys queuing around the block when you are sixteen.”
“I can’t say I want them queuing round the block mum to be honest.”
“You won’t be able to stop them, you are beautiful.”
Katie didn’t reply.

“We will have to go into town and get you a present later, what would you like clothes?”
“No I have enough clothes, I don’t know really.”
“There must be something you want.”
“No, I don’t think so, can’t think of anything.”
“Lets play a game, I’m your fairy godmother, and you can have one wish for a birthday present, what would you wish for?”
“I don’t know.”
“Come on it’s only a game, lots of money, long holiday in the sun, or go to Disney land?”
“The only thing I can think of I can’t have.”
“And what’s that?”
She didn’t reply, “Come on tell me.”
“You won’t like it if I do, and I don’t want to cause problems.”

Sarah was stroking her hair again, running her fingers through her hair, “you have lovely soft hair Katie, “I think I know what you want, well its not so much of a what, as a who, am I right?”
She nodded, “I was born thirty years too late wasn’t I?”
“Had you been born thirty years ago, I wouldn’t have stood a chance against you. But you will find someone Katie I’m sure.”
“Perhaps I don’t want anyone mum, perhaps I have met someone already, and I wouldn’t do any better then him, so there’s no point me looking.”
Sarah brushed a tiny tear from Katie’s face.
“I know what you are saying Katie, I wish I could do something.”

At that moment I stirred and turned over, Katie turned to look at me.
“Morning birthday girl, hey why the tears on your birthday.”
She didn’t answer it was her secret, and she was only going to share it with her mum.
“Aren’t you going to give her a birthday kiss, Mark?”
I leaned on one elbow and gave her a peck on the cheek, “is that it Mark,” Sarah asked. “You can do better then that I’m sure, it’s her birthday, she’s not going to school.”
I leaned over once more and kissed Katie again, this time it lasted a little longer, and I had kissed her on her lips.
“I have to say Mark I am very disappointed in you, you kissed her like you would a friend in street. I thought you loved her.”
“I do love her.”
“Well for Gods sake show her you love her, give her a proper birthday kiss.”

Katie looked back at her mum, searching her mum’s eyes for an answer as to why Sarah wanted me to kiss her, but couldn’t find one.

She turned back to me, I looked at Sarah, and I too was puzzled.
“Well.” Sarah asked, “She’s waiting for her birthday kiss.”

Once again I bent towards Katie’s lips, kissed her, I didn’t know when I had to stop, and I was confused, as was Katie.
We carried on kissing, expecting Sarah to say something, she didn’t.
By now Katie was kissing me back, it seemed like the old days to her, when we would kiss secretly, but now it was in front of her Mum.

Katie wanted more, she put her arms around my neck, expecting any second to be told to stop, she wasn’t.
She kissed me long and hard, savouring the feeling she had missed for so long, at last she was in my arms again, and I was kissing her, and still her mum hadn’t stopped us.
Finally we had to stop.

“That’s better.” Sarah finally said when our embrace had finished, “that was a beautiful kiss, a proper birthday kiss, to someone you love. Ill go and make some breakfast, you two wait here Ill bring it up, its breakfast in bed for my birthday girl.”

She got out of bed, went to the dresser and picked up an envelope, and handed it to Katie. Then she walked out the door.
Katie opened the card and read the message.

Happy birthday Katie,

I hope you have a lovely day, and hope you get all you have wished for.
Dreams do come true sometimes.

Love Mum XXXXX

She handed it to me to read, “I won’t though will I Mark, get every thing I wish for?”
I put his arm around her, and once again I gave her a long kiss.
Out of the corner of her eye she saw the door move, thinking it was her mum, she broke away, “not again.”
I looked down at her,” we have been caught again. Mark” She said.
I looked at the door, Lauren face appeared around the door. “Happy birthday Katie, I’ve got a card for you.”
Katie looked at her, “why don’t you whistle when you are coming in? I thought it was mum.”
“Why, what were you doing?”
“Mark was kissing me, that’s all.”
“Please don’t start that again Katie, mum will throw Mark out, and you will have to sleep in the woods again.”
“I wasn’t starting anything, just a birthday kiss.”
“Can I have one?”

Katie looked at her, “well if you want one I suppose..”
“Not from you stupid, from Mark.”
“But it’s not your birthday Lauren.”
“If you can have a kiss so can I.”
“You are such a dummy sometimes, only the one whose birthday it is gets a kiss, not little sisters.”
I looked at Katie, “It will be easier for me to kiss her then try and explain Katie.”

Lauren ran over to me and jumped on the bed, then onto me, her nightie up around her waist, bum in full view, she wasn’t wearing knickers, and planted a wet kiss on my lips, putting her arms around my neck.

At that moment Sarah came through the door, “what’s all this, family reunion, why are you kissing Mark Lauren? It’s not your birthday, and why is your bare bum on full view to everyone?”

“That’s it,” Katie said, “You have fucked everything up again Lauren, mum will think we are trying fuck Mark now, and he will have to go. Why don’t you think before you do stupid things?”

“Katie three things,” Sarah started, “first I have told you about using that word, and second I didn’t think you were trying to fuck Mark, and third Mark won’t have to go.”
She put the tray down beside the bed.

“Where is yours mum,” Katie asked.
“Its downstairs, I’m going to start the ironing, Lauren, give Katie her card, and for god’s sake pull your nightie down, we don’t want to see your bum, and your breakfast is down stairs with mine, you can watch television while you eat it. We will leave Mark and Katie to eat theirs.”

She turned to go, Katie looked at her, “we will be down as soon as we have finished mum, and you can trust us honest. Nothing else will happen.”
“Don’t rush, take your time, we aren’t going anywhere, until this afternoon, then we will get you a present, lay and have a chat, you never know Katie, perhaps your fairy godmother will grant you your wish.”

Katie looked at her, not knowing what to say.
“Come on Lauren downstairs.”

“What did Katie wish for mummy? And who is her fairy godmother?”
“If Katie tells you her wish, it won’t come true, if she doesn’t tell you, then it may come true. And I have a feeling it will come true for her today, see you in a while Katie.”
She closed the door, taking Lauren with her.

I looked at Katie, “what was all that about a wish?”
Katie was beginning to understand what her mum had meant, but was confused as to why her mum would allow her wish to would come true.
“I can’t tell you, if I tell you it won’t come true, and I really want this dream to come true Mark, especially today.”
“Well I think she acting a bit strange, leaving us in bed like this, and alone as well.”
“It’s my birthday Mark; she knows wishes should come true on your birthday.”

We ate their breakfast in near silence; Katie was wondering if she was right about her mum allowing them to make love, it was so unlike her.
She didn’t want to get it all wrong and Mark have to go again, she wanted him with her, even if she couldn’t have him.

We lay beside each other, I was stroking her hair, “You are so beautiful Katie, laying here beside you and not being able to do anything to show my love for you is very difficult for me.”
Katie sat up and kissed me again, another long kiss, “we shouldn’t do this Katie, let’s get up and go down, in case your mum comes back and sees us.”
“I don’t think she will come back, I don’t think she will come back until we go down.
I have a feeling she wants us to,” a slight pause, “make love.”
“Don’t be so daft, all these problems and now she wants us too, I can’t believe that.”
“Mum and I had a little chat before you woke up, and I really believe she will allow us to do it, if only this once.”

Katie’s hand went under the bed clothes and found my penis; she could feel it growing in her hand.
It fell nice her holding my cock again. She bent and kissed me again, throwing the covers off us both.
She sat and took her t-shirt off, and leaned on my chest, once again kissing me.
I could feel the swelling of her breasts, it had been almost a year since I had seen them, rolling her back on the bed, I began to kiss each nipple in turn. They had grown, they were almost the size of Sarah’s, I savoured the taste and feel of them.
Still uncertain as to whether or not to continue.

I moved further down the bed, if her tits had grown, what did her smooth sweet pussy look like now.
My fingers removed her knickers, and I looked, she was still smooth, still waxed.

I got nearer, instead of the tiny lips I had seen and tasted before, they were now protruding, the fleshy meat now darker them I remembered.

Did it taste like Katie, sweet and clean as before, I needed to find out?
My mouth went to pussy lips and licked them, a sudden shudder shot through Katie’s body, this was the first time for nine months it had been touched by anyone other then herself, and the feelings she was receiving were beyond compare.

She lay back and allowed me, her only love to eat her, anything I wanted I would get, she was mine.
Her legs opened to my mouth, and I was taking the pussy lips into my mouth chewing each in turn, I glanced at Katie, she was laying eyes closed, biting her lower lip, as her hands were pinching each hard nipple.

My tongue entered her, and the taste was the same, I could still remember the taste even after all this time, and I drank her juice.
She was soaking, fluid was running from her body, soaking my face, I wasn’t about to complain, it was the taste I loved.

She began thrashing about on the bed her head moving from side to side, her orgasm hit her, she screamed out loud, clamping her legs around my face.
My face covered in Katie’s juices I drank, like a thirsty man would in a desert.
Her screaming could cause Sarah to come back, but I couldn’t stop her now, she was her own world.
I licked and bit the flesh more, until her scream subsided once more.

My head resting on her legs watching her cum run between her legs, even that had changed, she was actually squirting further, not just a dribble.

She got up and moved nearer to me.
“I love you even more then I thought possible Mark, I never wanted it too stop.”
She kissed me again, and holding my rock hard cock in her hand, and began licking the end, slowly taking my full length deep in her throat.

Up and down she moved, the feelings I was once again receiving, was better then I had ever known, even with Sarah. Katie was better the Sarah, or was it the thought of her age, it didn’t matter. I lay there in paradise.

She stopped, she hadn’t forgotten, she knew when I was getting close.
I lay on my back, Katie crouched over my penis, and slowly lowered herself down on to my shaft, and inch by inch it entered her.
She had forgotten just how good it felt.
It filled her vagina, she could feel it all, and feel it pulsating inside her.
She sat for a while enjoying the feeling, then began to move slowly, up and down on my shaft.

My fingers were pinching her nipples and stroking her tits.
Faster now, she could feel her own orgasm about to start once more.
She rode harder and faster, she needed to orgasm, she needed to make me orgasm, she needed to feel my cum filling her once again.
She had only felt it once, but still remembered how it feel, the best thing on earth.

Harder she moved on my shaft, moving like a piston inside her, she was almost there, and hoped I was also.
One last push and she was over the top, screaming out loud again, biting her lips, shaking her head from side to side, the orgasm ripped through her like a tidal wave, soaking the skin between us, as her juices followed freely from her body.
I began pumping in unison with her; she knew I was nearing that point too.

She rose and lowered to meet my penis as I pumped her, until I suddenly stopped, looking up at her.
She could feel me pumping my sperm deep inside her body, it was better then she had even remembered, another push from me, sent the last drops inside her.

She fell forward on my chest, holding each other tighter then normal, never wanting to let each other go.

Kissing each others faces, I was looking into Katie’s deep blue eyes, her eyes lit up when she had an orgasm, I had forgotten that.
Her eyes were beautiful, I had always thought so, but never more beautiful then they were now.

We lay back on the bed and rested, and both drifted off to sleep for a while, she was dreaming of the last hour of her life, they once again became one with each other.
Katie knew she would never want anyone else but me, even if she couldn’t have me like this again, she would stay with me.
If this was the last time we would make love, it didn’t matter it had been the best.

I was first to wake up, and I looked at the bedside clock, it was nearing midday, I gently shook Katie, “we had better get up, and your mum wants to go out.”
She leaned over kissing me again, telling me how much she loved me.
I repeated her words, I loved her and I would never let her go.

If only Sarah could understand how we felt, I was sure she would understand that Katie and I needed to be together, needed to make love occasionally.

I couldn’t help wonder what kind of reception we would get from Sarah when we went down stairs, she must have known what we had been doing.
Just by the noise that Katie had made
I had made my mind up, if there was going to be trouble, and Sarah wanted me to go I would go, but I was taking Katie with me, I would never be separated from her again.

Katie had finished in the shower, and had gone to her bedroom to dress.
I had showered and was dressed waiting for Katie, if there was going to be an argument we would face it together.
And if need be, we would leave the house together.

When we finally got down stairs, Lauren was still watching the television, “you have been a long time?” she asked.
“We had our breakfast then we both feel asleep again.” Katie told her, “where’s mum?”
“In the garden doing some weeding I think.” Lauren replied.
Katie left me to sit with Lauren, it was Katie’s wish, she wanted to talk to her mum alone.

She walked into the garden not really knowing what to expect, would she be mad because they had been upstairs all morning?
She didn’t know.

“Hello young lady, I wondered when you would get up, did your wish come true?”
“Yes, mum it did, I’m so happy, it is the best birthday I could have had.”
“Do you believe that you have a fairy godmother?”
“No, I don’t, I believe I have the best mum in the world, and I love you so much. It must have been so hard for to allow us to make love. I know it was only as a birthday present, and it won’t happen again, but I don’t care it was the best present ever.”

“Don’t say that Katie you never know when your fairy godmother will grant you another wish.”
“You are the best mum ever, I love you so much”
“Now we have to think about Lauren.”
“Lauren?”

“Well don’t you think she will get jealous, when she finds out, and she will?
She loves him too you know. I remember her saying to me, that you wouldn’t let Mark fuck her because she was too young. Well you were twelve when you started your games with Mark, and she’s twelve in February, she won’t think she is too young then. so what are we to do about her, we just cant say she cant do it, while I’m allowing you to do it, that wouldn’t be fair, and as you know I try and treat you the same. So if one is going to do it, the other must be allowed to do it also.”

“I can understand that.”

“I’m glad you do, and when Lauren wants Mark, I don’t want any trouble with jealously, we have had enough of that with me, thankfully, I hope I’m over that now.”

“Why did you let us stay in bed mum?”

“I read somewhere that the best way to get over your fears is to face them, so I let you two kiss, and I didn’t feel as bad about it as I thought I would. So I moved to the next step, let you sleep together. Now you may not realise this but I love Mark as much as you do, and I don’t want him running off with a younger girl like your dad. So if we can both be part of his life I think it may work out. And if I can work it out with you, then I shouldn’t have a problem with Lauren. I realised after reading your diary the other day I was being selfish. You both love him as much as me, so I had to come to terms with that, and this was the only way I could think of.”

“You are the most wonderful mum any girl could want, can I tell Lauren.”

“NO, it’s her birthday present, a secret, like this was yours. Oh by the way, I’m going to arrange the marriage again, if Mark still wants me, and that’s a secret to, let me tell him please.”
“When for?”
“The new year, now give me a big kiss and a hug, I think I deserve it.”

I had been constantly looking out of the window for signs of an argument between them, but hadn’t seen any.
Now they were kissing and hugging each other.
Looks like Katie was right again.
Is she ever wrong, I had known her for about eighteen months, and she had been right every time?

That night in bed we discussed the matter, and Sarah told me what she had told Katie.
To say I wasn’t shocked would be an understatement, I couldn’t believe my ears.

“I feel I’ve been selfish, and depriving Katie of someone she loved, but I hope that will all change now.”
I just sat and looked at her in disbelief.
“Just because I let you do it once with her, doesn’t mean you can throw me on the scrap heap, now you have a younger model, I want the lion’s share of you.”
I cuddled her, and told her I loved her, and she was very brave to let things happen as they had.

We didn’t make love that night.
Just told each other we loved one another and cuddled until we drifted off to sleep.
Sarah was content for the first time in a long time, she had overcome her jealously, and by doing so, not only had she kept me, but also her daughters.

Now we can become a proper family unit, without fears about the future.

October.

Sarah had told her parents about the wedding plans, we had decided on February, close to Laurens birthday.
It would be a small gathering of her friends and parents.
The girls were going to be bridesmaids and they were excited about that.
Sarah had decided to wear the white dress, the one she wore to the club.
I asked her “why? I thought you would want a new one.”
She told me, “I wore that dress the night we made love for the first time, and we told each other we loved each other.”

I had decided that it would be nice for Sarah and me to go back to Lanzarote for our honeymoon.

What did surprise me when I mentioned it to Sarah and the girls was the girls took it ok, they didn’t moan about not coming with us.
Sarah on the other hand wanted the girls to come.
In fact the girls said they didn’t want to come, it was our honeymoon, and they would be quite happy round their grand parents for the two weeks we would be away.

Sarah on the other hand, wanted them to come with us; it would be a family holiday, the first as a complete family.
It was there that I purposed to her, and we had told the girls.
The girls still were adamant they weren’t coming.

“We are not going to spoil your holiday, by being there, you can both stay in bed and not worry about what Lauren and I are doing, or thinking you have to take us out.”
And Lauren said “you can have as much sex as you like, you won’t have to share Mark.” And they both laughed.

I had to come to a comprise, “look the girls don’t want to come, but you on the other hand, want them to come, as you think you will miss them for two weeks. I shall go to the travel agents tomorrow and book us two weeks, then I shall book the girls one week and flights. Your mum and dad can put them on the flight, and we will meet them the other end, how does that sound?”

“Do you think they will be safe all on their own? I don’t want them meeting any strange men, and getting molested or anything.”
Lauren looked at her mum, “bit late for that don’t you think mum?” and then looked straight at me, smiling.
We all laughed, Lauren could come out with a few wise cracks sometimes.

Katie told her, “I am fourteen now, I can look after Lauren, she is bound to get on the wrong plane on her own and end up in Greece or somewhere.”
After much discussion, it was agreed, if her parents didn’t mind that would be the plan.

December.

We had our Christmas dinner at the soon to be in laws, and once again I had to have a word with her dad over his cigar on the patio.
“You two had a spot of bother then, all sorted out now, are you both sure this time?”
“Absolutely, any doubts we may have had have gone, those few months apart made us realise how much we meant to each other. And the girls missed me as well; I’m pleased to say, which confirms to me any way that they want me to be there dad.”
“Then once again we will go ahead with the wedding and hope this time it happens.” He finished his cigar and we went back in doors.

People reading this will wonder, how we had decided to keep the girls happy.

Sarah had carried on working, full time now, but Saturday was the girl’s day.
Katie quite understood that when Lauren was around we couldn’t make love, but she was content to be in my bed, and we only ever had oral sex together, the three of us.
But we were all happy with that arrangement.

On the occasion that Lauren would stay over at her friends Friday nights, then that Saturday Katie and I would make love.
Of course although Lauren wanted to stay over at her friends, she missed her Saturday, so for a couple of nights in the week, at bed time I had to make it up to her.
She then thought she was getting more then Katie, and was extremely happy.

January.

All the arrangements were made for the wedding, invitations sent out. Cars booked, we were only a small party so we decided to book a room at a pub, and I had invited a few guys from work.
The holiday was also booked, two weeks for Sarah and I, one week and flights for the girls.
So every thing was settled, so I thought.

“Mark? I want to do some thing special for Lauren on her birthday, when we are away.”
“Special?”
“She’s waited so long, bless her, and has been very patient, she knows about you and Katie. She is the only one, who hasn’t made love to you, and she loves you so much, I think its time.”
“So what do you purpose to do then?”
“Well I know you won’t mind adding another to your harem,” she told me smiling, “but I want to put her on the pill next week, so she will be ready in Lanzarote. Do you mind doing that for me; I feel that Katie and I are being very selfish denying Lauren.”

Why did she ask? Lauren is a sexy as both of them in her own way, and I had often thought, when will I be able to make love to her, but I thought she would have to be at least thirteen, and now, Sarah is wanting her to have full sex at twelve.

“You know I’m putty in your fingers, how can I say no?”
“Didn’t think for one minute you would, you randy bastard.”

“How are you going to plan it then?”
“Easy, I shall take Katie to a club or maybe that rodeo show, and you and Lauren will stay behind.”
“Will Katie like that idea?”
“She will have to, Ill explain it to her, and she will be ok.”
“What about Lauren, she loves the rodeo show.”
“I don’t think she will love the rodeo show as much as a night in bed with you, do you?”
“Ok then if I have to stay behind and make love to Lauren I will, but I have a request to make.”
What’s that?”
“You don’t where that white dress, and Katie doesn’t wear Laurens shorts, I don’t want either of you fucked while you are out.”
“Now who’s jealous? We will both wear legging then ok?”

February

The wedding went as we had planned it, except for Joe getting drunk and asking Sarah to go out side with him, saying, “I’ve got a bigger cock then Mark.”
To which Sarah replied, “It’s not how big it is but how you use it.”
That shut him up, but didn’t stop him having a grope when he danced with her, I didn’t say anything, just let it go.

Sarah’s dad took us to the airport; girls came too of course to see us off.
Katie and I managed to steal a loving kiss in the car park when no one was looking.
“I’m going to miss you so much Mark, except for the time mum told you to go, we have never been apart so long as we will be now.”
“It’s only a week Katie soon pass, then we won’t ever be apart again, unless you want us to part.”
“That will never happen you know that.”
And we kissed once more before telling each other we loved one another.

The flight took off on time, and the girls went back to their grand parents.
Ever day of the week was the same, stay in bed till late morning making love, then sunbathing around the pool.
We had seen all the sights the last time.
Meal in the evening, and a club, my dancing was beginning to improve.
And then love making when we arrived back.
It was great holiday for us both.

Both of us agreed on the night before the girls were due to join us, that we had missed them far more then we had expected.
I had missed Katie in particular.

People wouldn’t have believed we had only been apart for a week, the way the girls greeted us at the airport, and Katie never let go of my hand.
While Sarah was getting them drinks Katie asked me in all seriousness, “do you still love me as much as you did when you left?”
“Of course I do, I will always love you, you know that, why?”
“Well, you being with mum alone for a week, I thought you wouldn’t want me any more, I’ve been thinking about it all the way here, that you may not want me anymore.”
I kissed her to reassure her, and she seemed ok

The first thing they did of course was to go in the pool. While once again we unpacked their cases.
Over the meal that night Sarah mentioned, “Only two days to your birthday Lauren and you will be twelve, any thing you want in particular?”
She said she didn’t want anything in particular, but was looking straight at me when she said it.
But I had the feeling there was something special she wanted, I didn’t say anything.
But I think Sarah guessed.

The second night we went to the wild west show, Katie came out of her room wearing leggings, “will I do?” she asked me.
She had remembered I didn’t want her to wear a short skirt to the bucking bronco.
“Perfect, my angel, just perfect.”
They all had a go on it this time on the bucking bronco, Lauren being a little taller then last time, in fact she was filling out quite nicely, I thought to myself.
I was so wrapped up in Katie and Sarah; I hadn’t taken time to notice Lauren as much as I should have done.
But she was growing into a beautiful girl too, her chubbiness had gone, replaced by a body equal to either Katie or Sarah, the only difference being, Lauren had brown hair, and brown eyes.
When she tanned she could be mistaken for being Spanish, she had that look about her.

The following night, Laurens birthday, we had planned to take her clubbing, and she was really looking forward to it.
Katie and Sarah were dressed and ready first, Sarah told Lauren, “Katie and I are going into the shops first; we will meet you at the club ok?”
“Ok.” I answered.

Lauren appeared a while later in loose summer dress, which was half way up her thigh, she looked gorgeous.
I was sitting on the sofa, she walked over and gave me a twirl, “do you like it Mark? Nan bought it for me as a birthday present.”
“You look beautiful Lauren, you really look grown up, come here.”
She walked over to me, standing in front of me.
I put my hands on her legs and slowly moved my hands up her legs until they were on her thighs.

Pulling her closer, I slipped my hands up under her dress, and under the material of her panties.
“Do you want to stay here for a while? And we can go and find Katie and your mum at the club later.”
She knew what was going to happen, but thought it would be just oral sex like before, but Lauren was grateful for any time she could spend alone with me.
She nodded, and smiled.
I pulled her closer, and through the material began sucking on her pussy.
She lowered herself to the floor, which made it easier for me to remove her pink panties, once again uncovering her tight little slit.

I went down and began licking and sucking her, she was already becoming wet; all of them seem to get turned on so quick.
I lay for several minutes tonguing her, her legs wide open for me now, her head moving from side to side.
“I think we will be more comfortable on the bed,” I told her.
We got up and I led her through to our bedroom, which has a double bed.
Lauren standing in front of me, I unbuttoned the front of her dress, and it fell to the floor.
Gently I pushed her back on the bed and began eating her pussy once more, she was groaning in delight as my tongue darted in and out of soaking pussy.

My hands moved to her tiny breasts, and I began massaging them, pinching her little nipples, she fingers now scratching at my back, holding my head.
I continued this for several moments, my lower body touching her pussy.
I could feel her juices on my belly, I knew she was ready.

I lifted myself up, looking down at her, Laurens eyes closed.
Kissing her on the lips, my hand on my shaft, I began to guide it to her entrance.
She gasped as I pushed gently forward, opening her eyes for the first time, she didn’t say anything, just looked into my eyes.
The head of my penis just inside her, she spoke for the first time, “fuck me Mark, fuck me like you fuck Katie, I want to feel what Katie feels.”
I pushed forward again gently as not to hurt her, slowly it entered her, and she closed her eyes once more, allowing the new sensation she was feeling to take over.

I was embedded in her fully now, her pubic hair and mine matted together with her fluids, I began to pump her slowly.
She was moving also, to met my thrusts, her head moving side to side, tongue licking her lips.
I lowered my self and began kissing her; she broke away and was biting my neck.
I was pumping harder now, I could tell she was close to orgasm, her biting became quite painful but I continued, it was Laurens time at last.

Every thing I was doing was for Lauren, and if she wanted to bite my neck I would let her.

She was so close, she bit harder as if to stifle her screams, her body rose to meet me, and for the first time Lauren had experienced her first orgasm with a man inside her.
She lowered her legs to the bed; I gently turned her on her front, raising her legs off the bed, so she was now in a doggy position.

I entered her once more. This time it was for me. I was pumping hard, watching as her tight cheeks quivered with every thrust.
I looked at my dick, covered completely now in Lauren cum.
My finger found her brown hole and I inserted a finger inside.
I could feel my shaft pumping her as my finger probed her arse, she buried her head in the pillow, her groans becoming louder with each thrust, I was now Cumming, firing my seed deep inside Lauren, and she was pushing back toward me, as another orgasm overtook her.
We both fell in the bed, exhausted.
I lay kissing her neck, “That was beautiful Mark, at last I know how Katie feels, I can see why she says it the best feeling in the world, it is.”

We lay hugging each other for a long time, kissing each other, my hand felt her pussy, it was almost as if she had bathed it was so wet.
I went back to her pussy, I wanted to taste her, and has I drank her cum juice she held my head in place, she tasted like her sister, and I licked and sucked her clean, savouring the taste of once young virgin cunt.

We got showered and dressed, an hour and a half had passed, she once again wore her summer dress.
While combing my hair, I could see the damage Lauren had done to my neck, red and bruised.
I decide to wear a shirt with a high collar.

We arrived at the club and found Sarah and Katie dancing, they pointed to their table, and we sat down, Lauren holding my hand.
The music had finished, Lauren got up and walked to Katie, and began dancing with her to the next song, Sarah came back to me.
Immediately she moved my shirt collar to one side, “you have had a good night I see.”
“Lauren got carried away a little.”
“So I see, is she ok?
“Wants to do it again, just like Katie did.”
“And you will help her out again, I’m sure of that.”
She kissed me, and we both joined Katie and Lauren on the dance floor.

Before we left our apartment to come home, all three of us made love together on the bed, it was cramped but so much fun.
I experienced my first four some, and realised I wasn’t as much of a stud as I thought; I thank the lord the girls orgasm so quickly.

So that was our life for next year or so, sharing our bed with Katie and Lauren.
We had bought a king size bed now, and gave the double to Katie.
Laurens room wasn’t big enough for a double.
Lauren didn’t mind, she rarely slept in her room any way.
Thinking back, Lauren was right, when she said, “they do make beds that big. I’ve seen them on the tele.”

Eighteen months later, Sarah gave birth to Carly our daughter, the girls were thrilled to have another sister, Katie remarking, and “I hope she not as scatty as my other sister.”

Lauren was seventeen now and had got a place in a university, it was the first time we had been apart, and a sad moment when we waved Lauren goodbye.
She returns every month, and I make time for her as I always have.

Lauren had been at university for a little over a year.

On one of her visits home, Lauren and I were laying in bed, “Mark, this will have to be the last time we make love.”
“Why Lauren?”
“I have met a boy at uni, and we sleep together, I love him Mark, and I really want it to work out for us. I hope you don’t mind, you know I will always love you, but I have to put Tony first now.”
I kissed and told her I also loved her, and I was glad she had met a boy of her own age.
“When you come home next, bring him with you, so we can all meet him. He can sleep in Katie’s room.”
“So you aren’t mad with me?”
“Certainly not, I hope it works out for you, but please come and visit, we all love you so much.”
“Like Katie always told you we won’t ever leave you, I shall always come back to you and mum, and how could I miss watching my little sister Carly grow.”

Lauren graduated from university, and Tony is still with her, we have met him he’s a nice lad.
I spoke to him as Richard had with me years before, and I know Tony loves Lauren with as much passion as I love my four girls, so Lauren will be ok in her future life.
She still comes home once a month when she can, and more often then not brings Tony with her.

Katie is twenty two now, and works in the local supermarket, she is also happy.
Rumours began about Katie; nobody had ever seen her with a man, so they assumed she must be a lesbian.
Katie didn’t quash the rumours; it suited her to be called a lesbian.
Saves her explaining why she doesn’t go with men.
She still shares our bed, and is a brilliant sister to Carly.

Sarah and I are in love as much as when we first made love all that time ago.
Things could have been so different if Sarah hadn’t faced her fears and overcome them.
Sarah still works in the dry cleaners, only part time now.
It’s more of a hobby, then because we need the money.

I got promoted at work, and I am now area manager, which means I got quite a good pay rise. I have to travel around a bit, but I try and get home each night.
To be with my three girls.

We were all watching TV one night; Katie was playing with Carly on the floor.
“Mark, can I ask you something?”
“You know you can why ask.”
“When Carly gets to twelve will you teach her the same as you taught Lauren and me?”
“No Katie I won’t.”
“Why?”
“She’s my blood daughter; both you and Lauren were my lovers.”
“She won’t ever know what it is like to make love then?”

“She will when the times right for her, but not by me.”

Katie sat on the sofa her head on my shoulder.
“Do you regret not having married Katie? I feel I may have messed your life up.” I asked.
“I told mum long ago I could never find any one to love more then I love you, no you have messed my life up, you have made it a lovely life, and I love you for every second of it. The only thing missing is that one day I want to have your baby. Then my life will be totally complete. ”
“Sarah, did you know about this? Wanting my baby?”
“Yes she told me a few weeks ago.”
“And how do you feel about it?”
“I’m ok about it.”
“And when do you plan of having a baby Katie?”
“As soon as possible, do you mind? It will make the relationship I have with you complete.”
“I don’t mind as long as your mother doesn’t.”
“I would love to have another young one around the house.”
“Well if you are sure Katie, then I wouldn’t mind another little one either.”
“I do love you Mark, is there nothing you wouldn’t do for me?”
“You are my life Katie, and your mum as well of course.”

So Katie wants a baby, looks like I shall have two kids by different mothers with Sarah’s approval.



“Mum,” asked Katie, “have you enjoyed your life, as much as I’ve enjoyed mine?”
“Of course I have, silly question Katie.”

“And have you had a good life with us Mark?” She asked me.
“Couldn’t have been better, Im glad I got divorced, we would never have had children. Very happy I decided to move and make a new start, otherwise I would never have met your mum, and I would never have met you and Lauren. Yes, I’ve been very lucky; I have all I could have wished for.”

“Now your turn Katie, have you had a good life?” I asked.

“It’s been a perfect life, I’m glad you lodged with us, and lucky that Frank left when he did, or there wouldn’t have been room for you.
If we hadn’t met you, I know I wouldn’t be as happy as I am now. I love all my family, even my scatty sister, and I get so much love in return.
I have to be the luckiest girl in the world. Thank you Mark for coming to us, and thank you for loving us all as you do.”


We all huddled together on the sofa, Sarah, Katie, Carly and I.

I wonder if I shall have a daughter as well Mark,” said Katie, “you will be the only man in the house with four girls if I do, would you mind that?”
“Not one tiny bit, I love all my girls, and Im sure I could love another.”

If I could have a just one wish, I couldn’t think of a single thing to wish for, my life is perfect just how it is now.

It’s a pity all men weren’t as happy as I am at this moment.

As Katie said our lives are filled with love, a love that will never die.







Late September.

I was asleep when Katie entered Sarah’s bedroom, Sarah told her to get in between us both, which she did.
They lay facing one another; Sarah leaned across and kissed her.
“Happy birthday Katie.”
“Thank you mum.”
She was stroking her hair and face, “fourteen today hey, doesn’t seem that long ago I was pushing you in your pushchair, you certainly have grown.”
“Have I been a good daughter?”
“I couldn’t have asked for a better one, yes we have had our problems but all families do. You have certainly grown into a beautiful girl.”
“Like my mum.” She smiled
“That’s kind of you thanks. You will have the guys queuing around the block when you are sixteen.”
“I can’t say I want them queuing round the block mum to be honest.”
“You won’t be able to stop them, you are beautiful.”
Katie didn’t reply.

“We will have to go into town and get you a present later, what would you like clothes?”
“No I have enough clothes, I don’t know really.”
“There must be something you want.”
“No, I don’t think so, can’t think of anything.”
“Lets play a game, I’m your fairy godmother, and you can have one wish for a birthday present, what would you wish for?”
“I don’t know.”
“Come on it’s only a game, lots of money, long holiday in the sun, or go to Disney land?”
“The only thing I can think of I can’t have.”
“And what’s that?”
She didn’t reply, “Come on tell me.”
“You won’t like it if I do, and I don’t want to cause problems.”

Sarah was stroking her hair again, running her fingers through her hair, “you have lovely soft hair Katie, I think I know what you want, well its not so much of a what, as a who, am I right?”
She nodded, “I was born thirty years too late wasn’t I?”
“Had you been born thirty years ago, I wouldn’t have stood a chance against you. But you will find someone Katie I’m sure.”
“Perhaps I don’t want anyone mum, perhaps I have met someone already, and I wouldn’t do any better then him, so there’s no point me looking.”
Sarah brushed a tiny tear from Katie’s face.
“I know what you are saying Katie, I wish I could do something.”

At that moment I stirred and turned over, Katie turned to look at me.
“Morning birthday girl, hey, why the tears on your birthday.”
She didn’t answer it was her secret, and she was only going to share it with her mum.
“Aren’t you going to give her a birthday kiss, Mark?”
I leaned on one elbow and gave her a peck on the cheek, “is that it Mark?” Sarah asked. “You can do better then that I’m sure, it’s her birthday, she’s not going to school.”
I leaned over once more and kissed Katie again, this time it lasted a little longer, and I had kissed her on her lips.
“I have to say Mark I am very disappointed in you, you kissed her like you would a friend in street. I thought you loved her.”
“I do love her.”
“Well for Gods sake show her you love her, give her a proper birthday kiss.”

Katie looked back at her mum, searching her mum’s eyes for an answer as to why Sarah wanted me to kiss her, but couldn’t find one.

She turned back to me, I looked at Sarah, and I too was puzzled.
“Well.” Sarah asked, “She’s waiting for her birthday kiss.”

Once again I bent towards Katie’s lips, kissed her, I didn’t know when I had to stop, I was as confused, as Katie.
We carried on kissing, expecting Sarah to say something, she didn’t.
By now Katie was kissing me back, it seemed like the old days to her, when we would kiss secretly, but now it was in front of her mum.

Katie wanted more, she put her arms around my neck, expecting any second to be told to stop, she wasn’t.
She kissed me long and hard, savouring the feeling she had missed for so long, at last she was in my arms again, and I was kissing her, and still her mum hadn’t stopped us.
Finally we had to stop.

“That’s better.” Sarah finally said when our embrace had finished, “that was a beautiful kiss, a proper birthday kiss, to someone you love. Ill go and make some breakfast, you two wait here Ill bring it up, its breakfast in bed for my birthday girl.”

She got out of bed, went to the dresser and picked up an envelope, and handed it to Katie.
Then she walked out the door.
Katie opened the card and read the message.

Happy birthday Katie,

I hope you have a lovely day, and hope you get all you have wished for.
Dreams do come true sometimes.

Love Mum XXXXX

She handed it to me to read, “I won’t though will I Mark, get every thing I wish for?”
I put his arm around her, and once again I gave her a long kiss.
Out of the corner of her eye Katie saw the door move, thinking it was her mum, she broke away, “not again.”
I looked down at her,” we have been caught again. Mark” She said.
I looked at the door, Lauren face appeared around the door. “Happy birthday Katie, I’ve got a card for you.”

Katie looked at her, “why don’t you whistle when you are coming in? I thought it was mum.”
“Why, what were you doing?”
“Mark was kissing me, that’s all.”
“Please don’t start that again Katie, mum will throw Mark out, and you will have to sleep in the woods again.”
“I wasn’t starting anything, just a birthday kiss.”
“Can I have one?”

Katie looked at her puzzled, “well if you want one I suppose…..”
“Not from you stupid, from Mark.”
“But it’s not your birthday Lauren.”
“If you can have a kiss so can I.”
“You are such a dummy sometimes, only the one whose birthday it is gets a kiss, not little sisters.”
I looked at Katie, “It will be easier for me to kiss her then try and explain Katie.”

Lauren ran over to me and jumped on the bed, then onto me, her nightie up around her waist, bum in full view, she wasn’t wearing knickers, and planted a wet kiss on my lips, putting her arms around my neck.

At that moment Sarah came through the door, “what’s all this, a family reunion, why are you kissing Mark Lauren? It’s not your birthday, and why is your bare bum on full view to everyone?”

“That’s it,” Katie said, “You have fucked everything up again Lauren, mum will think we are trying fuck Mark now, and he will have to go. Why don’t you think before you do such stupid things?”

“Katie three things,” Sarah started, “first I have told you about using that word, and second I didn’t think you were trying to fuck Mark, and third Mark won’t have to go.”
She put the tray down beside the bed.

“Where is yours mum,” Katie asked.
“Its downstairs, I’m going to start the ironing, Lauren, give Katie her card, and for god’s sake pull your nightie down, we don’t want to see your bum, and your breakfast is down stairs with mine, you can watch television while you eat it. We will leave Mark and Katie to eat theirs.”

She turned to go, Katie looked at her, “we will be down as soon as we have finished mum, and you can trust us honest. Nothing else will happen.”
“Don’t rush, take your time, we aren’t going anywhere, until this afternoon, then we will get you a present, lay and have a chat, you never know Katie, perhaps your fairy godmother will grant you your wish.”

Katie looked at her, not knowing what to say.
“Come on Lauren downstairs.”

“What did Katie wish for mummy? And who is her fairy godmother?”
“If Katie tells you her wish, it won’t come true, if she doesn’t tell you, then it may come true. And I have a feeling it will come true for her today, see you in a while Katie.”
She closed the door, taking Lauren with her.

I looked at Katie, “what was all that about a wish?”
Katie was beginning to understand what her mum had meant, but was confused as to why her mum would allow her wish to would come true.
“I can’t tell you, if I tell you it won’t come true, and I really want this dream to come true Mark, especially today.”
“Well I think she acting a bit strange, leaving us in bed like this, and alone as well.”
“It’s my birthday Mark; she knows wishes should come true on your birthday.”

We ate our breakfast in near silence; Katie was wondering if she was right about her mum allowing them to make love, it was so unlike her.
She didn’t want to get it all wrong, and me to have to go again, she wanted me with her, even if she couldn’t make love to me.

We lay beside each other, I was stroking her hair, “You are so beautiful Katie, laying here beside you and not being able to do anything to show my love for you is very difficult for me.”
Katie sat up and kissed me again, another long kiss, “we shouldn’t do this Katie, let’s get up and go down, in case your mum comes back and sees us.”
“I don’t think she will come back, I don’t think she will come back until we go down.
I have a feeling she wants us to,” a slight pause, “make love.”
“Don’t be so daft, all these problems and now she wants us too, I can’t believe that.”
“Mum and I had a little chat before you woke up, and I really believe she will allow us to do it, if only this once.”

Katie’s hand went under the bed clothes and found my penis; she could feel it growing in her hand.
It fell nice her holding my cock again.
She bent and kissed me again, throwing the covers off us both.
She sat and took her t-shirt off, and leaned on my chest, once again kissing me.
I could feel the swelling of her breasts; it had been almost several months since I had seen them.
Rolling her back on the bed, I began to kiss each nipple in turn. They had grown, they were almost the size of Sarah’s, I savoured the taste and feel of them.
Still uncertain as to whether or not to continue.

I moved further down the bed, if her tits had grown, what did her smooth sweet pussy look like now.
My fingers removed her knickers, and I looked, she was still smooth, still waxed.

I got nearer, instead of the tiny lips I had seen and tasted before, they were now protruding, the fleshy meat now darker them I remembered.

Did it taste like Katie, sweet and clean as before, I needed to find out?
My mouth went to pussy lips and licked them, a sudden shudder shot through Katie’s body, this was the first time for nine months it had been touched by anyone other then herself, and the feelings she was receiving were beyond compare.

She lay back and allowed me, her only love to eat her, anything I wanted I would get, she was mine.

Her legs opened to my mouth, and I was taking the pussy lips into my mouth chewing each in turn, I glanced at Katie, she was laying eyes closed, biting her lower lip, as her hands were pinching each hard nipple.

My tongue entered her, and the taste was the same, I could still remember the taste even after all this time, and I drank her juice.
She was soaking, fluid was running from her body, soaking my face, I wasn’t about to complain, it was the taste I loved.

She began thrashing about on the bed her head moving from side to side, her orgasm hit her, she screamed out loud, clamping her legs around my face.
My face covered in Katie’s juices I drank, like a thirsty man would in a desert.
Her screaming could cause Sarah to come back, but I couldn’t stop her now, she was her own world.
I licked and bit the flesh more, until her scream subsided once more.

My head resting on her legs watching her cum run between her legs, even that had changed, she was actually squirting further, not just a dribble.

She got up and moved nearer to me.
“I love you even more then I thought possible Mark, I never wanted it too stop.”
She kissed me again, holding my rock hard cock in her hand; she began licking the end, slowly taking my full length deep in her throat.

Up and down she moved, the feelings I was once again receiving, was better then I had ever known, even with Sarah. Katie was better the Sarah, or was it the thought of her age, it didn’t matter. I lay there in paradise.

She stopped, she hadn’t forgotten, she knew when I was getting close.
I lay on my back, Katie crouched over my penis, and slowly lowered herself down on to my shaft, and inch by inch it entered her.
She had forgotten just how good it felt.
It filled her vagina, she could feel it all, and feel it pulsating inside her.
She sat for a while enjoying the feeling, then began to move slowly, up and down on my shaft.

My fingers were pinching her nipples and stroking her tits.
Faster now, she could feel her own orgasm about to start once more.
She rode harder and faster, she needed to orgasm, she needed to make me orgasm, she needed to feel my cum filling her once again.
She had only felt it once, but still remembered how it feel, the best thing on earth.

Faster she moved on my shaft, it moving like a piston inside her, she was almost there, and hoped I was also.
One last push and she was over the top, screaming out loud again, biting her lips, shaking her head from side to side, the orgasm ripped through her like a tidal wave, soaking the skin between us, as her juices flowed freely from her body.
I began pumping in unison with her; she knew I was nearing that point too.

She rose and lowered to meet my penis as I pumped her, until I suddenly stopped, looking up at her.
She could feel me pumping my sperm deep inside her body, it was better then she had even remembered, another push from me, sent the last drops inside her.

She fell forward on my chest, holding each other tighter then normal, never wanting to let each other go.

Kissing each others faces, I was looking into Katie’s deep blue eyes, her eyes lit up when she had an orgasm, I had forgotten that.
Her eyes were beautiful, I had always thought so, but never more beautiful then they were now.

We lay back on the bed and rested, and both drifted off to sleep for a while, she was dreaming of the last hour of her life, when we had once again became one with each other.
Katie knew she would never want anyone else but me, even if she couldn’t have me like this again, she would stay with me.
If this was the last time we would make love, it didn’t matter it had been the best.

I was first to wake up, and I looked at the bedside clock, it was nearing midday, I gently shook Katie, “we had better get up, and your mum wants to go out.”
She leaned over kissing me again, telling me how much she loved me.
I repeated her words, I loved her and I would never let her go.

If only Sarah could understand how we felt, I was sure she would understand that Katie and I needed to be together, needed to make love occasionally.

I couldn’t help wonder what kind of reception we would get from Sarah when we went down stairs, she must have known what we had been doing.
Just by the noise that Katie had made
I had made my mind up, if there was going to be trouble, and Sarah wanted me to go I would go, but I was taking Katie with me, I would never be separated from her again.

Katie had finished in the shower, and had gone to her bedroom to dress.
I had showered and was dressed waiting for Katie, if there was going to be an argument we would face it together.
And if need be, we would leave the house together.

When we finally got down stairs, Lauren was still watching the television, “you have been a long time?” she asked.
“We had our breakfast then we both feel asleep again.” Katie told her, “where’s mum?”
“In the garden doing some weeding I think.” Lauren replied.
Katie left me to sit with Lauren, it was Katie’s wish, she wanted to talk to her mum alone.

She walked into the garden not really knowing what to expect, would she be mad because we had been upstairs all morning?
She didn’t know.

“Hello young lady, I wondered when you would get up, did your wish come true?”
“Yes, mum it did, I’m so happy, it is the best birthday I could have had.”
“Do you believe that you have a fairy godmother now?”
“No, I don’t, I believe I have the best mum in the world, and I love you so much. It must have been so hard for to allow us to make love. I know it was only as a birthday present, and it won’t happen again, but I don’t care it was the best present ever.”

“Don’t say that Katie you never know when your fairy godmother will grant you another wish.”
“You are the best mum ever, I love you so much”
“Now we have to think about Lauren.”
“Lauren?”

“Well don’t you think she will get jealous, when she finds out, and she will?
She loves him too you know. I remember her saying to me, “that you wouldn’t let Mark fuck her because she was too young.” Well you were twelve when you started your games with Mark, and she’s twelve in February, she won’t think she is too young then. so what are we to do about her, we just cant say she cant do it, while I’m allowing you to do it, that wouldn’t be fair, and as you know I try and treat you the same. So if one is going to do it, the other must be allowed to do it also.”

“I can understand that.”

“I’m glad you do, and when Lauren wants Mark, I don’t want any trouble with jealously, we have had enough of that with me, thankfully, I hope I’m over that now.”

“Why did you let us stay in bed mum?”

“I read somewhere that the best way to get over your fears is to face them, so I let you two kiss, and I didn’t feel as bad about it as I thought I would. So I moved to the next step, let you sleep together. Now you may not realise this, but I love Mark as much as you do, and I don’t want him running off with a younger girl like your dad. So if we can both be part of his life I think it may work out. And if I can work it out with you, then I shouldn’t have a problem with Lauren. I realised after reading your diary the other day I was being selfish. You both love him as much as I do, so I had to come to terms with that, and this was the only way I could think of.”

“You are the most wonderful mum any girl could want, can I tell Lauren.”

“NO, it’s her birthday present, a secret, like this was yours. Oh by the way, I’m going to arrange the marriage again, if Mark still wants me, and that’s a secret to, let me tell him please.”
“When for?”
“The new year, now give me a big kiss and a hug, I think I deserve it.”

I had been constantly looking out of the window for signs of an argument between them, but hadn’t seen any.
Now they were kissing and hugging each other.
Looks like Katie was right again.
Is she ever wrong?
I had known her for about eighteen months, and she had been right every time.

That night in bed we discussed the matter, and Sarah told me what she had told Katie.
To say I wasn’t shocked would be an understatement, I couldn’t believe my ears.

“I feel I’ve been selfish, and depriving Katie of someone she loved, but I hope that will all change now.”
I just sat and looked at her in disbelief.
“Just because I let you do it once with her, doesn’t mean you can throw me on the scrap heap, now you have a younger model, I want the lion’s share of you.”
I cuddled her, and told her I loved her, and she was very brave to let things happen as they had.

We didn’t make love that night.
Just told each other we loved one another and cuddled until we drifted off to sleep.
Sarah was content for the first time in a long time, she had overcome her jealously, and by doing so, not only had she kept me, but also her daughters.

Now we can become a proper family unit, without fears about the future.

October.

Sarah had told her parents about the wedding plans, we had decided on February, close to Laurens birthday.
It would be a small gathering of her parents and friends.
The girls were going to be bridesmaids and they were excited about that.
Sarah had bought them both powder blue dresses, and they looked gorgeous.
Sarah had decided to wear the white dress, the one she wore to the club.
I asked her “why? I thought you would want a new one.”
She told me, “I wore that dress the night we made love for the first time, and we told each other we loved each other.”

I had decided that it would be nice for Sarah and me to go back to Lanzarote for our honeymoon.

What did surprise me when I mentioned it to Sarah and the girls was the girls took it ok, they didn’t moan about not coming with us.
Sarah on the other hand wanted the girls to come.
In fact the girls said they didn’t want to come, it was our honeymoon, and they would be quite happy round their grand parents for the two weeks we would be away.

Sarah on the other hand, wanted them to come with us; it would be a family holiday, the first as a complete family.
It was there that I purposed to her, and we had told the girls.

The girls still were adamant they weren’t coming.

“We are not going to spoil your holiday, by being there, you can both stay in bed and not worry about what Lauren and I are doing, or thinking you have to take us out.”
And Lauren added “you can have as much sex as you like, you won’t have to share Mark.”
And they both laughed.

I had to come to a comprise.
“Look the girls don’t want to come, but you on the other hand, want them to come, as you think you will miss them for two weeks. I shall go to the travel agents tomorrow and book us two weeks, then I shall book the girls one week and flights. Your mum and dad can put them on the flight, and we will meet them the other end, how does that sound?”

“Do you think they will be safe all on their own? I don’t want them meeting any strange men, and getting molested or anything.”
Lauren looked at her mum, “bit late for that don’t you think mum?” and then looked straight at me, smiling.
We all laughed, Lauren could come out with a few wise cracks sometimes.

Katie told her, “I am fourteen now, I can look after Lauren, she is bound to get on the wrong plane on her own and end up in Greece or somewhere.”
After much discussion, it was agreed, if her parents didn’t mind that would be the plan.

December.

We had our Christmas dinner at the soon to be in laws, and once again I had to have a word with her dad over his cigar on the patio.
“You two had a spot of bother then, all sorted out now? Are you both sure this time?”
“Absolutely, any doubts we may have had have gone, those few months apart made us realise how much we meant to each other. And the girls missed me as well; I’m pleased to say, which confirms to me any way that they want me to be there dad.”
“Then once again we will go ahead with the wedding and hope this time it happens.” He finished his cigar and we went back in doors.

People reading this will wonder, how we had decided to keep the girls happy.

Sarah had carried on working, full time now, but Saturday was the girl’s day.
Katie quite understood that when Lauren was around we couldn’t make love, but she was content to be in my bed, and we only ever had oral sex together, the three of us.
But we were all happy with that arrangement.

On the occasion that Lauren would stay over at her friends Friday nights, then that Saturday Katie and I would make love.
Of course although Lauren wanted to stay over at her friends, she missed her Saturday, so for a couple of nights in the week, at bed time I had to make it up to her.
She then thought she was getting more then Katie, and was extremely happy.

January.

All the arrangements were made for the wedding; invitations sent out, cars booked.
We were only a small party so we decided to book a room at a pub, and I had invited a few guys from work.
The holiday was also booked, two weeks for Sarah and I, one week and flights for the girls.
So every thing was settled, so I thought.

“You know its Laurens birthday while we are away don’t you?”
“Yes”. I answered.
“Mark? I want you to do some thing special for Lauren on her birthday.”
“Special?”
“She’s waited so long, bless her, and has been very patient, she knows about you and Katie. She is the only one, who hasn’t made love to you, and she loves you so much, I think its time.”
“So what do you purpose to do then?”
“Well I know you won’t mind adding another to your harem,” she told me smiling, “but I want to put her on the pill next week, so she will be ready in Lanzarote. Do you mind doing that for me; I feel that Katie and I are being very selfish denying Lauren.”

Why did she ask? Lauren is a sexy as both of them in her own way, and I had often thought, when will I be able to make love to her, but I thought she would have to be at least thirteen, and now, Sarah is wanting her to have full sex at twelve.

“You know I’m putty in your fingers, how can I say no?”
“Didn’t think for one minute you would, you randy bastard.”

“How are you going to plan it then?”
“Easy, I shall take Katie to a club or maybe that rodeo show, and you and Lauren will stay behind.”
“Will Katie like that idea?”
“She will have to, Ill explain it to her, and she will be ok.”
“What about Lauren, she loves the rodeo show.”
“I don’t think she will love the rodeo show as much as a night in bed with you, do you?”
“Ok then if you want me to make love to Lauren I will, but I have a request to make.”
“What’s that?”
“You don’t wear that white dress, and Katie doesn’t wear Laurens shorts, I don’t want either of you fucked while you are out.”
“Now who’s jealous? We will both wear legging then ok?”

February

The wedding went as we had planned it, except for Joe getting drunk and asking Sarah to go out side with him, saying, “I’ve got a bigger cock then Mark.”
To which Sarah replied, “It’s not how big it is but how you use it.”
That shut him up, but didn’t stop him having a grope when he danced with her, I didn’t say anything, just let it go.

Sarah’s dad took us to the airport; girls came too of course to see us off.
Katie and I managed to steal a loving kiss in the car park when no one was looking.
“I’m going to miss you so much Mark, except for the time mum told you to leave; we have never been apart so long as we will be now.”
“It’s only a week Katie it will soon pass, then we won’t ever be apart again, unless you want us to part.”
“That will never happen you know that.”

We kissed once more before telling each other we loved one another.

The flight took off on time, and the girls went back to their grand parents.

Ever day of the week was the same, stay in bed till late morning making love, then sunbathing around the pool.
We had seen all the sights the last time.
Meal in the evening, and a club, my dancing was beginning to improve.
And then love making when we arrived back.
It was great holiday for us both.

Both of us agreed on the night before the girls were due to join us, that we had missed them far more then we had expected.
I had missed Katie in particular.

People wouldn’t have believed we had only been apart for a week, the way the girls greeted us at the airport, and Katie wouldn’t let go of my hand.
While Sarah was getting them drinks Katie asked me in all seriousness, “do you still love me as much as you did when you left?”
“Of course I do, I will always love you, you know that, why?”
“Well, you being with mum alone for a week, I thought you wouldn’t want me any more, I’ve been thinking about it all the way here, that you may not want me anymore.”
I kissed her to reassure her, and she seemed ok

The first thing they did of course was to go in the pool.
While once again we unpacked their cases.
Over the meal that night Sarah mentioned, “Only two days to your birthday Lauren and you will be twelve, any thing you want in particular?”
She said she didn’t want anything in particular, but was looking straight at me when she said it.
But I had the feeling there was something special she wanted, I didn’t say anything.
But I think Sarah guessed.

The second night we went to the wild west show, Katie came out of her room wearing leggings, “will I do?” she asked me.
She had remembered I didn’t want her to wear a short skirt to the bucking bronco, and show her knickers to all and sundae.
“Perfect, my angel, just perfect.”

They all had a go on the bucking bronco this time, Lauren being a little taller then last time, in fact she was filling out quite nicely, I thought to myself.

I was so wrapped up in Katie and Sarah; I hadn’t taken time to notice Lauren as much as I should have done.
But she was growing into a beautiful girl too, her chubbiness had gone, replaced by a body equal to either Katie or Sarah, the only difference being, Lauren had brown hair, and brown eyes.
When she tanned she could be mistaken for being Spanish, she had that look about her.

The following night, Laurens birthday, we had planned to take her clubbing, and she was really looking forward to it.
Katie and Sarah were dressed and ready first, Sarah told Lauren and me, “Katie and I are going into the shops first; we will meet you at the club ok?”
“Ok.” I answered.

Lauren appeared a while later in loose summer dress, which was half way up her thigh, she looked gorgeous.
I was sitting on the sofa, she walked over and gave me a twirl, “do you like it Mark? Nan bought it for me as a birthday present.”
“You look beautiful Lauren, you really look grown up, come here.”
She walked over to me, standing in front of me.
I put my hands on her legs and slowly moved my hands up her legs until they were on her thighs.

Pulling her closer, I slipped my hands up under her dress, and under the material of her panties.
“Do you want to stay here for a while? And we can go and find Katie and your mum at the club later.”
She knew what was going to happen, but thought it would be just oral sex like before, but Lauren was grateful for any time she could spend alone with me.
She nodded, and smiled.

I pulled her closer, and through the material of her panties, began sucking on her pussy.
She lowered herself to the floor, which made it easier for me to remove her pink panties, once again uncovering her tight little slit.

I went down and began licking and sucking her, she was already becoming wet; all of them seem to get turned on so quick.
I lay for several minutes tonguing her, her legs wide open for me now, her head moving from side to side.

“I think we will be more comfortable on the bed,” I told her.

We got up and I led her through to our bedroom, which had a double bed.
Lauren standing in front of me, I unbuttoned the front of her dress, and it fell to the floor.
Gently I pushed her back on the bed and began eating her pussy once more, she was groaning in delight as my tongue darted in and out of soaking pussy.

My hands moved to her tiny breasts, and I began massaging them, pinching her little nipples, she fingers now scratching at my back, holding my head.
I continued this for several moments, my lower body touching her pussy.
I could feel her juices on my belly, I knew she was ready.

I lifted myself up, looking down at her, Laurens eyes closed.

Kissing her on the lips, my hand on my shaft, I began to guide it to her entrance.
She gasped as I pushed gently forward, opening her eyes for the first time, she didn’t say anything, just looked into my eyes.
The head of my penis just inside her, she spoke, “fuck me Mark, fuck me like you fuck Katie, I want to feel what Katie feels.”
I pushed forward again gently as not to hurt her, slowly it entered her, and she closed her eyes once more, allowing the new sensation she was feeling to take over.

I was embedded in her fully now, her pubic hair and mine matted together with her fluids, I began to pump her slowly.
She was moving also, to met my thrusts, her head moving side to side, tongue licking her lips.
I lowered my self and began kissing her; she broke away and was biting my neck.
I was pumping harder now, I could tell she was close to orgasm, her biting became quite painful but I continued, it was Laurens time at last.

Every thing I was doing was for Lauren, and if she wanted to bite my neck I would let her.

She was so close, she bit harder as if to stifle her screams, her body rose to meet me, and for the first time Lauren had experienced her first orgasm with a man inside her.
She lowered her legs to the bed; I gently turned her on her front, raising her legs off the bed, so she was now in a doggy position.

I entered her once more. This time it was for me.
I was pumping hard, watching as her tight arse cheeks quivered with every thrust.
I looked at my dick, covered completely now in Lauren cum.
My finger found her brown hole and I inserted a finger inside.
I could feel my shaft pumping her as my finger probed her arse, she buried her head in the pillow, her groans becoming louder with each thrust, I was now cumming, firing my seed deep inside Lauren, and she was pushing back toward me, as another orgasm overtook her.

We both fell on the bed, exhausted.
I lay kissing her neck, “That was beautiful Mark, at last I know how Katie feels, I can see why she says it the best feeling in the world, it is.”

We lay hugging each other for a long time, kissing each other, my hand felt her pussy, it was almost as if she had bathed it was so wet.
I went back to her pussy, I wanted to taste her, and has I drank her cum juice she held my head in place, she tasted like her sister, and I licked and sucked her clean, savouring the taste of her young cunt.

We got showered and dressed, an hour and a half had passed, she once again wore her summer dress.
While combing my hair, I could see the damage Lauren had done to my neck, red and bruised.
I decide to wear a shirt with a high collar.

We arrived at the club and found Sarah and Katie dancing, they pointed to their table, and we sat down, Lauren holding my hand.
The music had finished, Lauren got up and walked to Katie, and began dancing with her to the next song, Sarah came back to me.
Immediately she moved my shirt collar to one side, “you have had a good night I see.”
“Lauren got carried away a little.”
“So I see, is she ok?
“Wants to do it again, just like Katie did.”
“And you will help her out again, I’m sure of that.”
She kissed me, and we both joined Katie and Lauren on the dance floor.

Before we left our apartment to come home, all three of us made love together on the bed, it was cramped but so much fun.
I experienced my first four some, and realised I wasn’t as much of a stud as I thought; I thank the lord the girls orgasm so quickly.

So that was our life for next year or so, sharing our bed with Katie and Lauren.
We had bought a king size bed now, and gave the double to Katie.
Laurens room wasn’t big enough for a double.
Lauren didn’t mind, she rarely slept in her room any way.
Thinking back, Lauren was right, when she said, “they do make beds that big. I’ve seen them on the tele.”

Eighteen months later, Sarah gave birth to Carly our daughter, the girls were thrilled to have another sister, Katie remarking, and “I hope she not as scatty as my other sister.”

Lauren was seventeen now and had got a place in a university, it was the first time we had been apart, and a sad moment when we waved Lauren goodbye.
She returns every month, and I make time for her as I always have.

Lauren had been at university for two years.

On one of her visits home, Lauren and I were laying in bed after making love.
“Mark, this will have to be the last time we make love.”
“Why Lauren?”
“I have met a boy at uni, and we sleep together, I love him Mark, and I really want it to work out for us. I hope you don’t mind, you know I will always love you, but I have to put Tony first now.”

I kissed and told her I also loved her, and I was glad she had met a boy of her own age.
“When you come home next, bring him with you, so we can all meet him. He can sleep in Katie’s room.”
“So you aren’t mad with me?”
“Certainly not, I hope it works out for you, but please come and visit, we all love you so much.”
“Like Katie always told you we won’t ever leave you, I shall always come back to you and mum, and how could I miss watching my little sister Carly grow.”

Lauren graduated from university, and Tony is still with her, we have met him he’s a nice lad.
I spoke to him as Richard had with me years before, and I know Tony loves Lauren with as much passion as I love my four girls, so Lauren will be ok in her future life.
She still comes home once a month when she can, and more often then not brings Tony with her.

Katie is twenty two now, and works in the local supermarket, she is also happy.
Rumours began about Katie; nobody had ever seen her with a man, so they assumed she must be a lesbian.
Katie didn’t quash the rumours; it suited her to be called a lesbian.
Saves her explaining why she doesn’t go with men.
She still shares our bed, and is a brilliant sister to Carly.

Sarah and I are in love as much as when we first made love all that time ago.
Things could have been so different though, if Sarah hadn’t faced her fears and overcome them.
Sarah still works in the dry cleaners.
It’s more of a hobby, then because we need the money.

I got promoted at work, and I am now area manager, which means I got quite a good pay rise. I have to travel around a bit, but I try and get home each night.
To be with my three girls.

We were all watching TV one night; Katie was playing with Carly on the floor.
“Mark, can I ask you something?”
“You know you can why as?”
“When Carly gets to twelve will you teach her the same as you taught Lauren and me?”
“No Katie I won’t.”
“Why?”
“She’s my blood daughter; both you and Lauren were my lovers.”
“She won’t ever know what it is like to make love then?”

“She will, when the time is right for her, but not by me.”

Katie sat on the sofa, her head on my shoulder.
“Do you regret not having married Katie? I feel I may have messed your life up.” I asked.
“I told mum long ago I could never find any one to love more then I love you, no you have not messed my life up, you have made it a lovely life, and I love you for every second of it. The only thing missing is that one day I want to have your baby. Then my life will be totally complete. ”

“Sarah, did you know about this? Katie wanting my baby?”
“Yes she told me a few weeks ago.”
“And how do you feel about it?”
“I’m ok about it.”
“And when do you plan of having a baby Katie?”
“As soon as possible, do you mind? It will make the relationship I have with you complete.”
“I don’t mind as long as your mother doesn’t.”
“I would love to have another young one around the house.”
“Well if you are sure Katie, then I wouldn’t mind another little one either.”

“I do love you Mark, is there nothing you wouldn’t do for me?”
“You are my life Katie and your mum as well of course.”

So Katie wants a baby, looks like I shall have two kids by different mothers with Sarah’s approval.



“Mum,” asked Katie, “have you enjoyed your life, as much as I’ve enjoyed mine?”
“Of course I have, silly question Katie.”

“And have you had a good life with us Mark?” She asked me.
“Couldn’t have been better, Im glad I got divorced, we would never have had children. Very happy I decided to move and make a new start, otherwise I would never have met your mum, and I would never have met you and Lauren. Yes, I’ve been very lucky; I have all I could have wished for. Who would have thought, that all that time ago, you flashing your knickers at me would have lead to all this?”

“Now your turn Katie, have you had a good life?” I asked.

“It’s been a perfect life, I’m glad you lodged with us, and lucky that Frank left when he did, or there wouldn’t have been room for you.
If we hadn’t met you, I know I wouldn’t be as happy as I am now. I love all my family, even my scatty sister, and I get so much love in return.
I have to be the luckiest girl in the world. Thank you Mark for coming to us, and thank you for loving us all as you do.”


We all huddled together on the sofa, Sarah, Katie, Carly and I.

“I wonder if I shall have a daughter as well Mark,” said Katie, “you will be the only man in the house with four girls if I do, would you mind that?”
“Not one tiny bit, I love all my girls, and I’m sure I could love another.”

If I could have a just one wish, I couldn’t think of a single thing to wish for, my life is perfect just how it is now.

It’s a pity all men aren’t as happy as I am at this moment.

As Katie said, our lives are filled with love, a love that will never die.







A couple of days later Sarah was cooking when Katie came in from work.
“Hi mum had a good day?”
“Yes fine, been busy at work, can I have a word with you?”
“Of course you can, something wrong?”
“I just want to know if you are serious about having Marks baby.”
“Yes I want Marks baby, is there a problem then?”
“You realise your body will change it wont be as it is now, you will have flab and stretch marks as well, look at mine.”
“I can go down the gym”
“I went down the gym but it didn’t get rid of the stretch marks, Mark probably may not want you when your body changes.”
“I don’t think that’s true do you? He still loves and wants you.”
“But I was like this when we met; he met you when you had a gorgeous figure.”
“Sounds like you don’t want me to have his baby.”

“No, I’m ok with it. You also realise also that you will have to give up work and look after it?”
“Yes I know all that.”
“Long as you do, it’s not a doll you can put down when you are fed up with it, and there are the nappy changes.”
“I am aware of all this, I saw you with Carly when she was a baby. I’m going for a shower.”
She was getting annoyed with the way her mum was getting at her.

Katie had her shower and came down stairs Sarah was still in the kitchen.
“Mum, can I ask you something? I want to take Mark away for a weekend somewhere.”
“To have his baby?”
“Yes.”
“Katie you always get what you want, why ask?”
“Because you are married to him that’s why, I want your approval.”
“Reluctantly, yes its ok with me have you spoken to Mark?”
“Not yet, I shall over dinner.”

Over dinner Katie asked me about going away for the weekend.
“What do you say Sarah?” I asked.
“I’m not bothered, up to you, please yourselves.”
Katie got up to clear away the plates, and went into the kitchen.
“You don’t sound very keen Sarah.”
“Katie always gets what she wants, so you may as well go away for a weekend with her; get it out of her system.”
“I don’t want to upset you.”
“No you go away with her, if she doesn’t get her own way there will be trouble, and it will be directed at me.”

A few days later Katie announced over dinner that she had arranged to go away to a hotel in month, and had asked Lauren to join us.
I could see Sarah wasn’t happy, but she insisted that we had to go away, and she would look after Carly.
Katie had even said she will pay for us to stay at the hotel.

The day arrived and Katie was very excited about it, unlike Sarah who seemed very frosty towards us both, but she kissed me and smiled when we left, and whispered to me, “have a good time Mark, you will come back to Carly and me though wont you?”
“Of course I will why do you ask?”
“It’s about the seven years into my marriage that my ex left me, I don’t want to go through that again.”
“I will be back I love you both you know that.”
“But you love Katie more I know that too well.”
“You are being silly now, I promise Ill be back Sunday evening, now stop worrying.”

Carly wanted to come with us but Sarah told her it was a grown up weekend.

Katie asked as we drove off, “what was all that about?”
“Your mums a bit concerned, that’s all.”
“About what?”
“That I may run off with you like your dad did.”
“Would you run off with me if I asked you to?”
“No Katie I wouldn’t.”
“You seem very sure.”
“I am, Ill never leave them, so don’t say any more.”

We met Lauren and Tony at the hotel, and had a few drinks with them before going to our room.
Katie had made sure they would have the room next door to us.
We unpacked and joined them once again for some lunch.

Katie took Lauren to one side and had a word with her; I don’t know what about, I sat with Tony talking to him.
In the late afternoon they both went out, Katie said to do some shopping.
They both returned a couple of hours later, Katie loaded with bags.
We had arranged to have dinner at 8pm, and would meet them in the bar.

I showered and dressed, and lay on the bed waiting for Katie, she always took longer then any one else.
When she appeared she was a vision of beauty.
She wore a scarlet dress, with one strap crossing from her right breast to her left shoulder; the dress length was short, as Katie always wore.
She loved showing off her legs.

Her hair was in a bunch at the back, with just a few strands down each side of her face.
A gold necklace, gold earrings and gold bracelets.
“Will I do? You won’t be ashamed of me will you?
“How could any one be ashamed of such a gorgeous creature as you?”
“Do you think Tony will like the look of me?”
“Tony? Yes I think he will, is that important?”
“It will be, Lauren and I have arranged a foursome, she quite fancies another session with you, and it’s been a long time for both of you.”
“By that I take it you also fancy a session with Tony?”
“Well he is good looking, and Lauren says he’s well endowed as well, make a nice change.”
“A nice change from what?”
“Oh, nothing.”
“Meaning you think I’m small in comparison?”
“No, not at all, its kept mum happy for a long time.”
“But not you?”
“Yes silly, of course I’m happy with it.”
“But you would prefer something bigger is that it?”
“Never really thought about it.”
“You liar, then why mention it to begin with?”
“I was only saying, that Lauren said Tony’s was bigger, I didn’t mean I want something bigger, any way if the evening works out I shall find out any way, you want to make love to Lauren again don’t you?”
“No I don’t think I do, that part of our lives has gone now, she has Tony.”
“But I know she still wants you, even though you are smaller then Tony.”
“What’s all this about size all of a sudden?”
She didn’t answer, just said, “Shall we go down?”

She kissed me and we left to go downstairs.

When we joined Lauren, Tony gave her a wolf whistle, and Lauren said “wow you look lovely.”
Katie looked around the room. “Yes Katie the boys have seen you.” Lauren laughed.
I looked around, there were six maybe eight, and all were looking at Katie.

Lauren was quite modest in her clothes unlike Katie who loved the attention she got.
We sat at our table, and we looked through the menu.
“Is it still on for later Lauren?”
“I think so.”
“Haven’t you told Tony?”
“Told me what?”
“About our foursome Lauren and I have planned.”
“No ones told me.”
“Aren’t you up for it then?”
“Well if Lauren and Mark don’t mind, be fine with me.”
“I know Lauren is she’s told me all about you.” She smiled at Tony, and then looked at me; she could see I wasn’t happy.
“Marky is a bit grumpy at the moment, but I’m sure Lauren and I can persuade him.”

We ate our dinner, I was very quiet during dinner, I hadn’t seen Katie acting like this before, and I didn’t like it.
We went through to the lounge; the guys spotted her straight away, and were staring.
“I think I could have my pick of men in this room, maybe all of them if I wanted.”
“Ok Katie that’s enough.” I told her.

Katie had been hitting the Jack Daniels quite hard all night, and she was beginning to get very mouthy, something I never have liked about her, she couldn’t hold her drink at all, or know when she has had enough.

“Lauren he’s nice over there, maybe we should have a five some.” And she burst out laughing, looking a me she said “come on Mark enjoy yourself, mum won’t let us out again together like this.”
I answered, “I hope not.”
Lauren looked at me, she could see I wasn’t happy with the comments Katie was making about the other men.

Lauren tried to change the subject, by asking about Sarah and Carly, but Katie soon turned it back to the men in the room.
“Have you ever been involved in a gang bang Mark?”
“No I fucking haven’t.” I replied.
“I was just wondering what it would be like, there’s about eight men around plus you two, do you think I could take ten men one after the other? I think I could, just think Lauren ten rampant men at your beck and call, doing just what you wanted. Wow, I just thought twenty hands touching every part of your body at once, plus ten big dicks. Well nine.”
She looked at me again, I knew, I was in her eyes, the smallest.

I stood up, “I’m going to get some drinks.”
“Ill help you.” Said Lauren, and we left Tony and Katie talking.

While I was stood at the bar I noticed Katie put her hand on Tony’s hand and they both laughed at some comment she had made.
Probably about my size I thought.
He then leaned across and kissed on the cheek, and they both laughed once more.
She saw me looking and looked away, straight back at Tony, still holding his hand.

“She’s annoying you isn’t she Mark?”
“You could say that.”
“She’s winding you up, she told me she would, and you know what she’s like after a couple of drinks.”
“Well you had better watch Tony, she a fucking man eater, and he will stand no chance with her.”
“She told us both she was going to wind you up, he’s just playing along with her, when we go back Ill take her to the toilet and have a word with her, don’t get mad, this is a special weekend for her.”
“Why is she doing it?”
“She wants to get you so frustrated; you will make love to her all night.”
“Well it’s not working. It’s turning out to be a crap night for me for me.”

We returned to the table and sat down.
“I’m going to the toilet, Katie you coming?”
“Yes ok.” They both got up and walked off.
“What were you two talking about Tony?”
“Oh nothing, just something Katie said made me laugh.”
“Yeah, she is a real joker is our Katie.”
I didn’t want to know what the comment was; I knew it was about me.

Katie and Lauren came back ten minutes later, and sat down.
Katie put her hand on mine, “you ok Mark?”
“I’ve been better.”

Had Lauren had a word with her?

Katie drank her Jack Daniels in one mouthful, and passed the glass to me, “more please Marky.”
“Haven’t you had enough?”
“No, I’m just getting the taste.”

I got up and went to the bar again, Lauren followed, and “this is her last tonight.” I told Lauren.
“I’ve had a word with her, told her you were annoyed with her, and was having a crap night. Think she will be ok now, please don’t get angry.”
“Too late Lauren, I’m past angry, on the verge of going home.”
“No, don’t do that, she’s so looking forward to a weekend alone with you, as been for weeks, hasn’t spoke about anything else.”
“Then why try and spoil it?”
“She thinks it’s all a game, likes to see how far she can push people. Give her a little time to calm down she will be better now I’m sure.”
“Ok, for you I shall stay a while longer, but if she carries on I’m off upstairs to get my things. Then home”

We returned to the table and sat down; Katie was now sitting beside Tony.
Lauren had to sit beside me.
I turned to Lauren, “getting better?” she didn’t answer just looked at Katie.
“Why have you moved Katie,” asked Lauren.
“Four some Lauren, time we got acquainted.”
I saw her hand go under the table, a few seconds later she said to Lauren “you are right about Tony.” And laughed.
I got up to go, Lauren put her hand on my arm, I looked at her, and she shook her head.
I sat back down.

Katie looked at me, then at a black guy by the bar.

“Is it right Mark what they say about black guys?”
“Black guys?”
“Yes him, do all black men have big cocks.
Lauren looked at me; she could see I was fuming, then Katie, “oh shit Katie.”
“What?”
I stood up, “Kate outside NOW!”
She looked up at me, “NOW outside”
Lauren turned to Tony, “she is in the crap now.”
“How can you tell?”
“He called her Kate she hates that, mum used to call her that when she was naughty, when she was a kid.”
Katie stood up and looked at Lauren, “you are in trouble now girl.” She told her.
“I can handle him.”
“NOW.” I shouted once more and she followed me to the exit.

When we got outside I pushed her against the wall.

“If you want a four some, five some or a fucking gangbang, or try a black guy then that’s up to you, but I’m off home, Lauren can give you a lift home Sunday, after you have fucked every man in the hotel, but don’t think I will want you when you have.”
“What’s up with you?”
“You have been acting like a slut all night, showing off for the men. Don’t you care what I may be thinking? This was supposed to be our weekend, and all you want is every fucking bloke in the building.”

“It is our weekend, just having a bit of fun that’s all.”
“You want a black cock, then Ill arrange it for you, Ill give him our room key, and you can fuck him all night. Who knows you may even have a black baby, proof enough you have had a big black dick up you white cunt.”
“Don’t you talk to me like that, I don’t want a black baby, Ill make him wear a condom.”
And she once again laughed.

“That’s it Kate I’m going home, any thoughts you have of a baby with me have gone.”
“I was only joking Mark, I’m not really bothered about the black guy. But a gang bang would be nice.”
And she laughed again.
There was no getting through to her, she was totally gone.

“That’s it I’m going, Ill see you when you get home, maybe you will get pregnant by one of those others.”
I turned to go.
“Where are you going?”
“To get my things and the car keys, you have a wonderful time.”
She could see I was serious at last, and her mood immediately changed.

“Don’t go Mark please, it was only a wind up, Lauren knows I told her, I’m not lying its true, you ask her. I don’t want those other men honest, just you. Please come back and join us, I promise I won’t say anything else.”
“But I know you will,”
“I won’t, I promise.”
“And you are touching Tony’s cock under the table?”
“I didn’t, I touched his leg, Lauren would never have allowed me to do that. Remember Simon when my knickers were in the middle of the room, you jumped to conclusions then as well. Nothing is going to happen, no four some, gang bang or anything, just you and me in our room. Now let’s go back inside.”
“Ok, but if you say one more thing I’m going home, ok?”
“Ok I promise.”

We rejoined Lauren and Tony. They were now sitting together.
“Have you been told off?”
“Severely, I’m going to be good now.”
And she cuddled up close to me.

“Well that will be a first for you,” Lauren replied, “like how you were when you got Mark thrown out?”
“That wasn’t me that was Mark.”
“I like the sound of this Lauren tell me more,” asked Tony.
“Well mum caught Katie being naughty with Mark, and she threw him out.”
“Since they have been married?”
“No, she was only twelve.”
“What was she doing?”
“That’s another story; you need to be family to hear that one.”
“I want to join your family Lauren.”
“Is that a proposal of marriage?”
“Yes, do you want to marry me?”
She throw her arms around his neck and they kissed, “you know I do”

“Think I had better get some drinks to celebrate then.” I said.
“None for me Mark I’ve had enough.” Katie told me.

I went to the bar.
Katie followed me.
“I’m sorry Mark for being a bitch; I do love you so much.”
At last she was beginning to calm down, and returning to my old Katie that I loved.

“She is lucky, getting married, wish I could.”
“You could have if you hadn’t stayed with us and found a man of your own like Lauren.”
“I told mum I had found a man, but he’s already married, to my mum.”
I kissed her cheek, “am I Katie again now?”
“Yes, you are Katie again, but you aren’t forgiven.”
“I promise I won’t upset you again, I don’t want you to go home, and this is our special weekend. I’m sure I can find a way to be forgiven, if you let me.”

We returned to the table, Lauren was telling Tony about the time Katie run away, and blackmailed her mum into getting me to live with them again.
They were both reliving the past, having a good time telling Tony of their exploits.

Katie looked at her watch, “god its gone midnight.”
She looked at me, “Marky, KFC.”
Tony looked at her, “where you going to get one of those this time of night?”
Lauren told him, “she doesn’t mean Kentucky Fried Chicken; it’s her code word she used when she was thirteen.”
“What’s it mean then?”
“Katie Fancies Cock.”
They both laughed, “I’m going to love being part of your family and having Katie for a sister in law.”
“Well don’t look forward to having Katie, she taken, and she always will be.”

Katie looked at me, “time I took my man to bed, I have to prove I love him, I think he’s forgotten that, the way I have been tonight. If I make too much noise Lauren bang on the wall.”
They all laughed again.
She took my hand and led me up stairs.

When we got to our room she cuddled up holding me around my neck.
“You have been a right bitch tonight.”
“I know, I think you had better punish your bitch don’t you.”
I threw her back on the bed, her dress went above her panties, she was wearing a matching scarlet thong.
I walked over to her and began undressing.
Standing naked in front of her I reached down and took hold of her panties and tore the elastic straps and pulled them off her.

I reached down and put my hand on her pussy it was soaking, either with the thought of the gang bang she may have had, or the fact I was going to punish her, I didn’t care.
I pulled her towards me, and immediately opened her legs wide, and without a moments thought I plunged my hard cock inside her cunt.
She let out a squeal as I entered her, and I began pumping her, her legs wrapped around my waist, pulling me closer.
In less then two minutes she was screaming to orgasm, telling me to fuck her harder, I did as she asked.
“Punish your bitch,” she kept saying out loud, so I pumped her cunt harder.
She unwrapped her legs from my waist. I withdrew and in a second turned her onto her stomach.

Pulling her into a doggy position I plunged back into her cunt pushing harder each time, again she was shrieking to another orgasm.

I again withdrew and put two fingers in her pussy and pulled them out, both soaking in her juices.
I began reaming her arse, both fingers opening her arse for me.
Again I gathered more juice and reamed her arse some more, my fingers entering her brown cavity easier now.
I pumped her cunt some more then withdrew again, my cock covered in Katie’s juice.
I began to push the head against her brown hole, slowly it began to enter, but I needed more juice.

I repeated it again, my cock covered once more, and began to push, watching as her arse begin to open for my hard dick.
I was now half way in and began to pump, she was pushing back “punish me you bastard, fuck my arse, it’s so good, fuck me deep with your black cock.”
So that’s what made her wet.

I was fully embedded in her pumping deep, her pushing back on my throbbing cock.
Her fingers playing with her clitty.

Screaming to orgasm again, I had never known her orgasm so often so soon.

Unforgiving I rammed her arse, telling her she deserved to be fucked up the arse for the thoughts she had.
I was on the verge of an orgasm, I pushed once more until my balls hit her cunt lips, and filled her arse with my cum.
I stayed motionless as I emptied all my balls contents into her arse, then collapsed on the bed.
We lay together, looking into each others eyes. “That was heaven, why haven’t you fucked my arse before?”
“You were never a bitch before.”
“Then I shall be a bitch more often if that’s what I get.”
She kissed me.
“Mark, did you cum up my arse?”
“Yes.”
“You are a doughnut, I wont get pregnant if you cum up my arse, even though it was lovely.”
“Tomorrow I shall make you pregnant with new sperm.”
We lay together until we slept.

We joined Tony and Lauren for breakfast.
“You two had a good night didn’t you?”
“Did you hear us?” Katie asked
“Along with most of the hotel I should think?”

We looked around and a few of the guys were giving knowing smiles.
It looked as though Lauren was right.
“That was Katie again, embarrasses me where ever we go.”
I got a poke in the ribs for that remark.
We all went out in the morning for a look around, and didn’t get back until mid afternoon.
We arranged to meet again at six for dinner.

I was ready first again, then Katie came out wearing a shimmering white dress, almost to her knees which was unusual for Katie to wear them so long.
Once again she looked terrific.
I was adjusting my tie when she walked up to me and asked “Mark if you hadn’t married mum, would you have married me?”
“If you had wanted me to I would have, why do you ask?”
“Would you marry me now?”
“I’m married I can’t.”
“We can, all we have to do is say the words.”
“ words?”

“Yes,” she stood close to me and took my hand, “I Katie take you Mark to be my lawful wedded husband, to have and to hold from this day forth. For better or for worse, in sickness and in health for as long as we both shall live. Now you say it. ”

I looked into her eyes.
I thought I would play along with her game if that’s what she wanted.
“I Mark take you Katie to be my lawful wedded wife, to have and to hold from this day forth. For better or for worse, in sickness and in health for as long as we both shall live.”

“There we are married now, you may kiss your bride.”
I pulled her close and kissed her.

We went down stairs and found Tony and Lauren.
Katie handed Lauren a camera, “what’s this for?”
“To take our picture, outside by the flowers.”
“Why?”
“It’s our wedding photo, but you mustn’t tell mum, promise.”
I think Lauren thought Katie had gone mad, but she did as she asked.

“We need you two in the photos too, as witnesses.”
Katie looked around and found a man passing by, “excuse me could take our picture please?”
“Of course I can,” he took the camera and all four of us posed.
He handed Katie the camera and walked off, Katie looked at the photo and was very pleased, “I shall treasure this all my life, my wedding day photos.”
“Not really,” Lauren started.
“Lauren it’s my wedding photos, ok?”
Lauren didn’t push it, it was Katie’s wish that it be her wedding pictures, the only ones she would ever have, unlike her, when Tony and she got married.
“Of course they are Katie, I’m sorry, they are beautiful, and so are you.”

We decided to stay at the hotel for a meal then to move on to a club that was nearby.
Before we got out of the car, Lauren leaned over the seat, “remember last night? You be good tonight ok, no more wind ups.”
“I wasn’t going to, it’s my wedding night, I don’t want trouble, tonight of all nights.

Katie and Lauren danced the faster numbers, but Katie always wanted to dance with me on the slow ones. Only once did a man try and make her dance with him as she walked back to me.
She made no bones about telling him to “fuck off”.
He turned straight away and walked back to the bar.
I told her I thought that a bit unkind, he only wanted a dance.
“I don’t believe you, last night you were going to leave me and go home; tonight you are happy if I dance with guys.”
“Last night you wanted to fuck the guys. Tonight you don’t.”

We had a good night. Katie was as good as gold, as she said she would be.
At about twelve, midnight she wanted to go home.
When we got to our room she undressed and got into bed, “Mark I haven’t been a bitch tonight have I?”
“No you have been a good girl.”
“So you wont treat me rough tonight, but make love to me, this is the night I want to have your baby.”


I climbed in bedside her and put my arms around her neck and kissed her slowly, her tongue playing with my tongue.
I began to kiss her neck, she laid back her eyes closed, I moved slowly down her body to her tits, taking each nipple in my mouth in turn, sucking them into my mouth as they became erect.
She was groaning softly now.
I kissed her belly moving further down her body till I found her pussy and licked each side of it, before burying my tongue deep inside her, licking the inside of her pussy.

She was becoming wet as I knew she would.
I licked around her brown hole then back to her pussy, my face becoming wet with her pussy juice.

She began to buck on my mouth as she began her orgasm, soaking my face even more.
When she had subsided she pushed me on my back and began to take my dick into her mouth, licking the end and tasting my precum.
Before I knew it my cock was deep in her throat, giving me sensations I had only experienced with Katie.
Her hands fondling my balls, she knew when to stop, and immediately climbed on my dick, lowering herself slowly over my rock hard dick.
It slid slowly into her, and she began to move with slow long strokes, taking my full length inside her.
She leaned back, her hands on my hips, and I was able to squeeze and pinch her nipples, again she began to cum over my dick, her eyes closed and her tongue biting at her lips to stifle her cries.

She fell forward on to my chest breathing hard, as she was trying to catch her breath I slide from under her, and one again I pushed into her.
My full length moving quicker and harder with each stroke.

“Cum for me Mark”, she cried, “make me a baby, I want your baby.”
She legs wrapped around my waist pulling me in and holding me close, as spurt after spurt entered her body.
She could feel it spurting, “that’s it give me it all don’t waste a drop, I need it all, I must have your baby on my wedding night.”
I had finished cumming and lay on her chest as she held my neck, smothering my face in kisses and telling me she loved me so much.
I also held her and told her of my love for her.

We lay for several minutes my cock still buried in her.
“I don’t want to move.” She said, “I frightened that some will come out and I won’t have a baby.”
“No need to be Katie, there is enough for your baby.”
She still didn’t move, even though I had gone limp, she wouldn’t let me roll off her.

Finally she released her grip on my neck and I was able to lay beside her.
We lay in each others arms till we fell asleep.

We met Lauren and Tony for breakfast.
Packed our things and left to go back home to Sarah and Carly.
Lauren followed us, she wanted to tell her mum that Tony and her were going to marry.

When we arrived home Lauren told Sarah the news, and Sarah broke out a bottle of wine and we toasted the happy couple.
They began to make arrangements for a date, next year was agreed.

Katie would be maid of honour, Carly bridesmaid along with two of Tony’s nieces.
Carly said she couldn’t wait to be her sister’s bridesmaid; she was so excited you would think it was her getting married.



Lauren had left; Sarah was in the kitchen with Katie.
“So you had a good weekend away then?”
“Brilliant.”
“You realise I wont let you go off with him again don’t you, it was a one off, I really don’t know why I let you go this time. But it won’t happen again. All weekend I have been worried that you wouldn’t bring him back to me. That you had planned to persuade him to run off with you. You don’t know what a relief it was when I saw his car pull on to the drive. ”
“Mum, I had no intention of running off with him, I couldn’t hurt you like dad hurt you, and I know how it felt to be with out a dad, and I couldn’t do that to Carly. Whatever made you think I would do that?”

“I don’t know, but I do know he worships the ground you walk on, and you are a beautiful woman. You could take him off me any time you felt like it. You said to me when you were fourteen that you were born thirty years too late, but that doesn’t matter, even at fourteen you could have taken him. I can’t risk you running off with him again.”
Katie kissed her mum, “yes I could have taken him off you when I was fourteen, but I cant now, he loves you and Carly so much, he won’t ever leave you, for me or anyone else. And I’m so happy the way things are here. I still think you’re the best mum a girl could have.”

They both cuddled and kissed like mum and daughter.
Sarah was once again reassured.

Laying in bed Sarah asked how I felt about Katie, I couldn’t lie to her, and she knew already how much I loved her.
“Tell me honestly Mark, is she your first love, do you love her more then me.”
“I love you all equally; I don’t show I love her more do I?”
“No, it’s just sometimes I wonder.”
“I think you have those old jealous feeling returning but I love all my girls the same, honestly.”
“It just seems that anything Katie wants, she gets without question, but if Carly and I want something, you sometimes deny us.”
“I don’t think that is totally true, she doesn’t always get her own way. Now lets stop all this talk, I’ve missed you this weekend.”
I leaned over her and kissed her, holding her tight to me to reassure her everything was fine between us.
We made love, and I hoped I had put her fears to rest.


Two months had passed when Katie came home from work with the good news.
“I’m pregnant; they say about two months or so.”
Sarah cuddled her and told her she was very happy for her, she came over to me and kissed me.
“You did it Mark, I’m going to have your baby, now my life is complete, there is nothing more I could wish for.”
“What would you like boy or girl?”
“I don’t care, it’s yours and long as its fit and well then I really don’t care.”

She cuddled and kissed me again.

Another month passed and Katie’s belly had begun to swell a little.
She was already walking about like a proud mum, even though there was six months to go.
She began writing lists of things the baby would need, she hadn’t realised just how much she would need or the cost of everything.
Although some of the things were passed down from Carly.
Both Sarah and I agreed to help her with it, of course I would pay the lions share as I was the father.

She was sitting at the kitchen table one evening, while Sarah was preparing the meal.
“What’s that form you are filling in? To your employers?”
No, I did that yesterday asking about maternity leave, this one is for changing my name.”
“Changing your name, what surname?”
“Yes. I was going to discuss it over dinner”
“Changing it to what?”
“Bradley, same as yours and Marks.”
“Why do you want to do that?”
“So the baby has the same name as its father.”
“So what’s wrong with Chandler?”
“I don’t want my baby’s name the same as my fathers, I haven’t seen or heard from him in over twenty years, he doesn’t even know I exist so why should I keep Chandler? I should have done it years ago.”
“Have you asked Mark about the change?”
“No, not yet I was going to ask when we were all together.”
“Yes I can see why you want to do it, makes sense to me, I’m sure he will agree with me.”

They both came through to me.

“Do you mind if Katie changes her name to ours?”
“No, I think it would be a great idea, save the baby having problems later with having a different name, is that what you want to do Katie?”
“Yes, if you both don’t mind, I feel more a Bradley then a Chandler anyway; you have been more of a father to me in a lot of ways.”
“Well I don’t think your real father would have got you pregnant but I understand what you are saying.”
“Well, no I guess he wouldn’t, but Lauren and I look on you as our dad, and her name will change when she gets married, the baby and me would be the odd one out.”
“So what are you going to call the baby?” Sarah asked.
“I don’t know yet, not even sure of the sex, Mark and I will decide nearer the time.”

Two moths later Katie was getting quite a belly on her, she came into the lounge with an envelope.
“I am officially a Bradley, Katie Bradley, all I have to do now is notify every one of my change of name, and my baby will not be asked dumb questions when she is at school, as to why her name is different from the rest of us.”
“And why we are on the subject of names what are you going to call the baby? Have you decided, we don’t want to keep calling the baby an it.”
“I still don’t know the sex of it yet, I will in a few more months then I can decide, no,” looking at me, “we can decide.”

Katie was now seven months pregnant, she had a scan and it was going to be a girl.
Now we didn’t have to call it a baby or it, now it was a she.
But Katie still couldn’t decide on her name, she didn’t even have a short list, it seemed something she wanted to leave until she was born.

Eight months it was decided to go and get the baby’s pram and clothes.
The in-laws bought the pram/pushchair that Katie wanted, and Sarah and I bought clothes and every day things such as nappies, bottles.
Katie had decided she didn’t want to breast feed, for some reason she thought it would make her tits sag, and she wanted to get her figure back after the birth.

The baby was going into Katie’s bedroom for now, so she was on hand to get up in the night if she was needed, thus not disturbing any one else.
When the baby was older, Carly had agreed that the baby could go in with her, and be her baby, which made us smile.

But Sarah and I felt we needed an extra bedroom, so we had decided on a loft conversion, that we have done when the baby was two or three years old.
Carly could then go into the loft bedroom, leaving the baby in Carlys room.

So everything was set for the birth, just had to wait till baby was ready to appear, Katie still hadn’t a name for her.
Lauren told Katie on a visit home “Laurens a nice name Katie, why not call her after her auntie?”
“Because I remember Lauren was a scatty sister and I don’t want a scatty daughter too, it seems to go with the name.”
They both had a laugh, and Lauren did agree she had been a bit silly at times when she was younger.

Katie was only weeks away from the birth. And very rounded at the front, and she walking as she said she never would, like a duck waddling about.


I was working about 100 miles from home, when I received a phone call from Sarah.
“Hello babe, didn’t expect a call from you, everything ok?”
“No its not, I’ve got home and found Katie on the floor in a pool of blood, I phoned the ambulance and they took her to hospital, I’m there now, she is in theatre. I think you had better get home as quick as you can.”
“How is she, is she going to be ok?”
“At the moment it doesn’t look good, please hurry I want you here, mum is getting Carly from school, and taking her to her house.”

I rushed home as fast as I could, but the traffic at that time was horrendous.
It had taken almost two hours as I pulled into the hospital car park, and I ran to Sarah who was standing by the entrance.

“How is she?”
“The babies find, but Katie has lost a lot of blood and is in a coma.”
“What have the doctors said about it?”
“Not much, they said it could be a short period or even days or weeks. There is no way of telling.”
“Oh my God, where is she?”
“They have her in intensive care at the moment, one more thing Mark, they have said she has lost a lot of blood, and if she does survive she could be brain damaged when she comes out of it.”
“I want to see her, take me to her room.”

We arrived at the room, she was lying in the bed connected to monitors, and a nurse was stood beside her.
“Any change?” Sarah asked.
“Not yet I’m afraid its early days, we are giving her a transfusion, but it’s just a wait and see now.”
“Can we stay?” I asked.
“Yes I think that will be ok, Ill check with sister though.”
I sat on a chair beside Katie.

“Come on Katie wake up, you had a little girl; if you wake up we can go and see her.”
Of course there wasn’t any response; she just laid there her eyes closed.
“Ill get you a cup of coffee Mark.” Sarah told me and left the room.

I held Katie’s hand and kissed her cheek, “please wake up my angel, I love you so much, don’t you dare leave me.”

Sarah returned and handed me a coffee.
We sat with her for a couple of hours.

The doctor came in and confirmed what Sarah had told me, then checked her out.
“It will be a while before we know much at all Mr Bradley.”
“Will I be able to stay with her for the night?”
“I don’t see why not a lot of parents stay when their children are in comas; in fact we find it helps when they hear a familiar voice.”

I didn’t mention to him I wasn’t her father, I didn’t want to complicate things, and if he found out I may not have been able to stay at all.

“I don’t see much point in you stopping the night Mark to be honest.” Sarah told me.
“I want to stay; I wouldn’t sleep if I went home.”
“No, I don’t think I will either, but I have to go and get Carly, Ill bring her in to see Katie on the way back, Ill be about an hour.”

Sarah left me alone with Katie. I sat holding her hand and brushing her hair, and whispering how much I loved her.
All I could hear was the sounds of the monitors, noises from outside on the ward, and Katie gently breathing.

The hour soon passed and Sarah was back with Carly.
She climbed on my lap and looked firstly at Katie then at me.

“Will she be alright Daddy?”
“Yes she will be ok, she’s had her baby and is resting, its very tiring having a baby you know.”
“Why are those tubes coming out of her?”
“They help the doctors monitor Katie so they know she is alright.”
“How long will she be asleep?”
“We don’t know, we hope it’s not long, but she’s very tired and needs to rest. Carly do you mind if I stay with her for a while? Mummy will look after you, but I think I ought to be here when she wakes up again.”
“You will come home again though wont you when Katie is awake?”
“Course I will.”

“I don’t like seeing Katie like that.”
“None of us do Carly but she will be ok soon I’m sure.”
Tears were beginning to fill here little eyes, as she looked up at me, “Daddy she won’t die will she?”
I saw no point in lying to her “we don’t know yet my angel, she has lost a lot of blood, that’s why they have that tube in her arm, so they can put back what she has lost, but it takes a long time. But Katie is a strong girl I’m sure she will back with us soon.”
I handed her a tissue, and looked at Sarah, she was looking at Katie, also crying. I handed another to Sarah.

“Look, why don’t you take Carly along to see Katie’s baby?”
“Would you like that Carly?” asked Sarah, “shall we go and see Katie’s baby.”
“Yes please.” She seemed to brighten up at the mention of the baby.
She climbed off my lap, and looked up at me. “Please look after Katie Daddy, I love her very much, she plays with me and is my best friend.”
“I will look after her Carly I promise, and bring her home when she is well again; you come and see her tomorrow, now go with Mummy and see the baby.”
“What is her name?”
“She hasn’t got a name yet, Katie couldn’t decide on a name for her, she will give her a name when she is awake.”
I kissed them both and they left.

Again I was alone with Katie, the tubes coming from her, the monitor’s lights moving.
At least while they were silent, she was alive.
I had to wonder myself if she would return to us, or was I just putting on a brave face for the others, or even fooling myself.

I held her hand as I looked at her closed eyes, wishing and hoping that I would see her blue eyes sparkle once more.

The door opened and in came two nurses.
“We have to see to Katie, Mr Bradley, could you wait outside please?”
I got up and walked to the door, looking round I saw they were moving the covers from her.
I waited outside.
One nurse came out.
“Any change?” I asked.
“None I’m afraid, it doesn’t look good at the moment, maybe tomorrow. Why don’t you go and get a coffee from the canteen?”
“I shall soon.”
The other nurse left and I returned to Katie.

The nurses must have washed her, and combed her hair; she looked more like Katie then now.
I sat for a couple of hours, holding her hand.
I must have fallen asleep with my head on her leg, but I was suddenly awoken by the sound of Katie’s voice, she was whispering to me “don’t worry Mark every thing will be fine, I’m not going to leave you.”

I looked immediately at Katie thinking she must have woken up, but she still lay motionless, her eyes closed.
I had been dreaming, but it seemed so real.
I looked at the screens above her bed, there wasn’t any change, I had been dreaming.

The morning sun was just beginning to shine through the window, when a nurse came in.
“I’ve brought you a coffee Mr Bradley.”
“Call me Mark please.”
“Ok Mark, if you want to clean up, there’s a shower down the hall.”
“Yes I could do with a wash, thanks.”

I had the shower, and while I was walking back down her room, I was wondering what I would do all day with Katie.
I then passed the shop and saw the newspaper, which was an idea I would read Katie the news paper, then when she awoke she would be up to date with the world’s news.
When I got back to her room Sarah was there.
“Any change Mark?”
“None.”
“Why don’t you come home and wait for news.”
“I need to be here.”
“What about your work?”
“Ill ring them and take a week’s holiday, Ill explain what’s happened.”
“I have to get to work now, will you be ok?”
“Yes, Ill keep Katie company. I have bought the paper to read to her, and I don’t want her to wake up and no one here she knows.”

Four days I sat beside her bed, reading her the news papers I had bought, even her favourite magazine, but still there wasn’t any change in her condition.

In the evening when we were alone and it was quiet, I would reminisce to her about our past life together.

Of how when she first time she saw me she was showing her legs off to me, saying “all the boys think I have nice legs, do you?”

The way she sat on the sun bed showing me her knickers.

The Sharika dance she did for me, when she was thirteen, when her mum was next door with Lauren, and the way I showed her my feeling for her when I tried to touch her as she lay on the sofa.

I would drift off to sleep, with my head on her bed, and each night I would hear her voice.
I thought it was real, I told Sarah often how Katie had spoken to me, and reassured me she would be ok.

Each time Sarah told me I had dreamt it.

I had to admit it was only wishful thinking, but it seemed so real.

The doctors hadn’t given me any encouragement, that there hadn’t been any improvement.
And apart from the nurses moving her daily, she lay motionless.

Sarah came in morning and night, but Carly didn’t come back.
Sarah had told me Carly didn’t like looking at Katie like that, and would wait at home for her to come back.

The seventh night, Sarah was sitting with me for a while; Sarah’s parents had picked Carly up from school.
“Lauren said she will come down tomorrow to see her, not that Katie will know.”
“She will know, I think she knows what’s going on, and whose here.”
“I don’t think she does Mark, just your mind playing games with you, she hasn’t spoken to you, you just dream it.”
“But it seems so real, I’m convinced she speaks to me, she will be ok, she has told me so.”
“You believe that Mark if it makes it better for you but I think we have lost her.”
“Don’t you dare say that, she’s fighting, and it takes time to repair her body, she needs us with her. That’s why I won’t leave her.”
“I want to believe that as much as you Mark, but I heard the doctors talking, they don’t hold out much hope; you have to face the truth Mark. Apart from her breathing there isn’t much left of her, we have lost her Mark, it breaks my heart to say it, but my eldest daughter has left me.”

Tears were filling my eyes as I looked down at Katie.


“I will never believe that Sarah, she wont leave us, she promised me she would never leave me and she wont, and I promised her many years ago I would never leave her, that’s why I have to stay, I cant let her down when she needs me most and go home. Just give up on her.”

.
“Well I have to go; I have a daughter who needs me at home.”
She kissed me, and I was alone with Katie once more.

At 9pm the nurses came back to wash Katie, I had to leave.

Through the half opened door I heard one say “I do hope she pulls through, he will be devastated if she doesn’t.”
“I know I have never seen such devotion in a father as I have with him. When they are together you can almost feel the love passing between them its uncanny. Its almost like static electricity, he’s convinced she speaks to him as well when he’s asleep I do hope she wakes up I don’t think he will be able to cope if she dies, he certainly loves her.”
“Had she been on life support the doctors would have been talking about turning it off by now.”
“Yes, lucky she is breathing on her own.”

Lauren came and visited Katie, but she didn’t stay more then an hour, like Carly she couldn’t bear to see Katie like that.

Lauren said jokingly that she had never seen Katie so quiet, I smiled at her comment.

But Lauren said immediately after “I wish I could hear her telling me what a scatty sister I am, why did this have to happen to her Mark? Thousands of women have babies every day, why did Katie have to end up like this.”

I couldn’t answer her; I held her close as she cried on my shoulder.

“I will cancel the wedding plans Mark, until we know what will happen to Katie.”
“No, you go ahead with them, your wedding is over two months away, and Katie has promised you she will be maid of honour, and she won’t break her promise.”

Lauren left soon after, and once again I was alone with Katie.

The ninth day, I was again talking about our past life together.

Telling Katie, how she was right, when she was thirteen, I had got very jealous of the men looking at her topless on the beach in Lanzarote, and the way the men would comment about her wearing Lauren shorts that were much to tight.

Sarah walked in

“Hello Mark, how is she?”
“Nothing new love.”
“Think you are wasting your time being here, you must be bored sitting here all day with her.”
“Its boring but I’m not leaving her, don’t start that again.”
“I wasn’t going to.”

Just then a nurse walked in.
“Glad I caught you both, the doctors have said the baby can go home tomorrow evening, have you got a name for her yet?”
“No, not until Katie wakes up.”
“Mark if we take the baby home you have to promise you will come home with her, not stay here tomorrow night, you can come back in the morning, but Carly wants to see you, come home and show her the baby, please.”
“Ok Sarah but first thing I shall be back here ok.”
“It will be nice to have you home, Ill tell Carly you will be home tomorrow then.”
“That’s it Mark,” agreed the nurse “it wont hurt either of you to have a few hours away from here, Ill make sure she’s ready to go home tomorrow.”

Shortly after they both left and I was alone with my love again, to talk about the old days and the way she led me on.

I hadn’t realised when I moved in and saw her for the first time, flashing her panties at me on the sun bed that six months later I would have been in love with her.

And twelve months later, I would be making love to her, and risking going to prison.
Or be prepared to spend the rest of my life with a thirteen year old girl, who would eventually have my baby.
Who was now in a coma, almost at deaths door, but still contrary to what others believed, she would pull through and we could continue our lives together.

Sitting beside her I stroked her hair, “Katie sweetheart the baby can come home with us tomorrow, I will take her home and show Carly your beautiful girl, and stay at home tomorrow night, but I will be back in the morning and stay with you. You will have to wake up and tell me her name I don’t know what you want to call her.”

I fell asleep again holding her hand, again I dreamed, I heard Katie speaking to me as she did most nights.
“Our baby’s name is Samantha, Mark, I hope you like the name I have chosen. I want you to take her home and stay there tomorrow with Carly and mum, you have been here so long with me. Im so glad you have kept your promise, but I will be ok tomorrow night, I want you to come back in the morning though.”

I awoke again and looked at her, still no sign that she had spoken, just another dream, but even a dream meant I could hear her voice once more.
All the time I could hear her I was sure she would be back with me.

In the morning Sarah didn’t come in, she was preparing the cot for the baby.
I read the morning paper to Katie as usual.

Late afternoon Sarah came in to see Katie.
She had brought a carry cot with her.
“She never moves does she, if she would only move an eye lid it would be some encouragement.”
She sat with me for an hour, telling me every thing was prepared for baby.

The nurse came in and had the baby in her arms, and placed her in the carry cot.
Sarah said, “I wish it were Katie taking her home, we still don’t know what to call her.”
“Samantha, that’s her name Sarah, Samantha.”
“Where did that come from, you sure Katie will like Samantha?”
“She should, she told me her name last night.”
“I’m not going there again Mark we have discussed it many times.”
The nurse remarked, “I think Samantha is a nice name.”

I kissed Katie good night, and told I would be back in the morning, and reluctantly left with Samantha and Sarah.

Carly was very excited when we got Samantha home, and she loved the name as well.

Sarah and I went to bed, leaving Samantha in Katie’s room with the door open in case she needed us.
I finally managed to sleep after couple hours laying, thinking of Katie, wishing I was with her.

I was awoken with a start at 3 am, sitting bolt upright in bed.
This disturbed Sarah.
“What’s up Mark?”
“I have to go to the hospital, she needs me.”
“You promised you would stay here tonight, its just worry and your imagination.”

Pulling on my trousers I told her “no I have to go, sorry but it’s something I have to do.”
“Ok you go then, but you can’t spend the rest of your life there, I’m beginning to wish that either she would wake up or.” She paused, “die, at least we could get on with our lives.”
“I don’t know how you can say that about your daughter, after all she has been through, and you want her dead.”
“I didn’t say that, but at the moment we are in limbo, going nowhere.”

I got up and kissed her goodnight and made my way back to Katie.
I still couldn’t believe Sarah could say such a thing.

When I arrived outside the room Katie was in, the nurse looked up at me, “What are you doing back here, I thought you were having a night at home.”
“I was, but I got woke up, and felt I had to come back, is it ok if I go in?”
“Course it is, I checked a few minutes ago she is still sleeping.”

I sat by her bed, looked up at the monitors they were the same.
I don’t know why I came back, just a feeling inside said I had to be here, but nothing had changed.

I held her hand and looked at her, she was lying peaceful, I rested my head on the bed, looking up at her face.

I had been there for a while, when the sun started to rise casing a light into the room, I could see her more clearly now.

I looked at the window again, and watched as the shadows danced across the room.

Feeling very alone, even though Katie was here with me.

I also began to feel that Sarah may be right; we may never have Katie back with us.
Was I just wasting my time?
But then I had my promise to Katie to consider, “I would never leave her,” that’s what I promised, but it was looking as if she would leave me.

The nurse came in and quietly placed a coffee on the bedside table, “I expect you could use one of these.”
“Thanks.” I told her, she left, and again it was quiet.

I leaned back, watching the sun streaming through the window now, coffee in one hand, holding Katie’s hand with the other.

While I was looking outside I could feel the grip that Katie had on my hand begin to tighten, I looked at her, then my hand.
Her fingers were tightening around my hand, her finger nails were now digging into the back of my hand, and it was becoming quite painful.

I looked at her face, but there was no sign of life.

By now I couldn’t stand the pain, two of her finger nails had drawn blood.
I leaned down to her face and whispered in her ear, “You are hurting me Katie.”

To my surprise her grip began to loosen, I looked at her, she had responded to my voice.

I just stared at her, but she lay motionless still, but I felt a little encouraged that she had heard me, or so I thought.

Again my attention was drawn else where, but the grip tightened again but not so much this time.
I looked at her again, her eyelids flickered, and I sat not daring to move, just watching her eyes.
After a few minutes they opened, I almost stopped breathing, god is she waking up? That’s all I could think.
I wanted to say something but was frightened in case they would shut again, I just watched her.

As I watched her eyes opened fully, still not daring to speak I brushed the hair from her face with my fingers.
I was willing her to wake up.

Her eyes were staring at the ceiling now, she looked one way then the other, as if wondering where she was.

She glanced at the monitors and her eyes closed once more.

I was wondering should I get the nurse, but if she closed her eyes again she would think I had imagined it, yet something else that hadn’t happened, in fact I was wondering, had I imagined it.

But no they were open again, wider this time, her head moved away from me, looking at the room.
Her head turned again and she was looking at me, just staring into my eyes.
I smiled down at her, those blue eyes I loved so much staring back at me.
I saw a slight smile come to her face.

I couldn’t stop myself I began to feel tears filling my eyes, Katie was waking up.
She watched as my tears rolled down my cheeks.

Her hand moved to my face, and cupped my cheek, her thumb gently brushing the tears away.

I leaned down and whispered “Hello my angel”

She smiled again, still brushing my tears away, I couldn’t think of anything to say only, “I love you so much, please stay with me this time, and don’t sleep again.”

She moved her lips but there was no sound.

I leaned down and kissed her, her eyes still watching me.
I held her as I snuggled into her neck.

“I had better get the nurse; she will want to tell the doctors.”

I saw a slight nod from her, and once again I kissed her and told her. “I wish I could show you how much I love you Katie, I feel quite helpless.”
I saw her lips move, and moved closer to listen; she spoke this time, very quietly, almost in a whisper “You have.”
That’s all she said.

“I’ve got to get the nurse, I will have to wait outside, but I will be back very soon, I have to phone your mum, please don’t sleep, stay with us now.”
She nodded.

I got up and left the room.

I walked to the nurse’s desk, she saw my tears. “Oh god no Mark, she hasn’t gone as she?”
I shook my head, “she’s awake, she’s woken up, and spoke to me.”
“Are you sure?”
“Yes.”
She got up and run in the room, seeing her eyes were open she immediately paged the duty doctor, and he was there in moments.
“Sorry Mark you will have to wait outside.”
“I knew I would; take care of her wont you.”

I sat down and rang Sarah.
“Sarah” she must have heard the change in my voice and fearing the worse asked. “What’s happened Mark? Don’t tell me she as gone.”
“No, she is awake and smiling at me, you have to come.”
“Oh my god that’s wonderful. Ill get Carly and we will be there as soon as we can, that’s wonderful news Mark.”

I sat down to chat to the nurse while the doctor was in with Katie.
“You know it’s all your doing being so patient all that time, I hope she realises what a good dad she’s got.”

“I’ve got a confession to make.”
“What’s that Mark?”
“I’m not her dad.”
“Aren’t you? You have the same name as Katie we assumed you were, what relationship are you to her then?”
“Not sure really, boyfriend, lover, don’t know what you would call it.”
“And Sarah knows?”
“Yes.”
“So whose baby is it?”
“Mine”
“Yours, and Sarah knows all this and is happy with it, she is her mother I assume.”
“Yes, she’s her mother, it’s a long story, but I came to lodge with them many years ago. I fell in love with Sarah, and then just by accident Katie fell for me and I fell for Katie. There was agro to start with, but Sarah came to accept it. We married and she knew I was sleeping with Katie, encouraged it you might say.”

“Well you can knock me down with a feather, had the doctor known he would probably not let you in with her as he did, not being blood related, but then if he didn’t allow that, would Katie be here now, we shall never know.”

So let me see and get this right, you and Sarah are parents to Carly?”
“Yes.”
Your Katie’s baby father? And Carly is your daughter? So Katie and Carly are sisters, is that right?”
“Spot on.”
“That makes Sarah the baby’s grandmother, so what relation is Carly to the baby?
“I don’t have a clue, never thought about it.”
“And Lauren?”
“She’s just Lauren, Katie and Carly`s sister.”
“She’s not having a baby by you too is she?” She laughed
“No she’s got Tony, although in the early days we slept together.”
“God this is all to complicated for me, think I had better be quiet and say nothing to the doctors about your confession.”

By now Sarah had arrived, but no Carly.
“How is she can I see her?”
“The doctors in with her at the moment as soon as he’s has done, you can both go in.”
“Where’s Carly?” I asked.
“She was frightened she may still be all wired up and didn’t want to come with me, my mums with her. If she is ok later I bring her from school to see her.”

A few minutes later the doctor walked out smiling.
“Well done dad” I looked at the nurse, she smiled back at me. “Your patience worked she’s remarkably well considering, but we need to carry out some more tests later.
“But we can see her now?” Sarah asked.
“Yes, by all means. Have a few words with her, she mentioned she wanted a bath, the nurses can do that, and later we will just check her out again, but I cant see any thing wrong with her to be honest, although she needs rest.”

“Seems funny saying that after two weeks asleep” Sarah commented
“Yes it does but its taken a lot out of her, we will keep her in a few days to be sure, well you go in and Ill speak to you later. Nurse let them have a few minutes then get her to the bathroom, she wants to look good, says she looks a mess, and a bit smelly, and very hungry.”
“Ok doctor.”
“Smelly and hungry.” I thought, “That’s just how she was when I found her in the woods, after she had run away at the age of thirteen.”

Sarah walked in first; straight up to Katie and hugged her and kissed her.
“I’m so glad you have woken up. I don’t know what would have happened if you hadn’t. How are you feeling my baby?”
“A bit tired but I will be ok now, it’s all over. Where is Samantha? I want to see my Samantha, didn’t you bring her?”

“Samantha? Are you happy with that name Mark gave her?

”Mark didn’t call her Samantha I told him I wanted her called Samantha.”
Sarah looked at me, “it’s true she did tell me”
“We aren’t going into Katie talking to you again, Ill take your word for it.”

“Samantha is with her great Nan, while I came to see you, I will bring her back later when I bring Carly, oh and Lauren is on her way should be here this afternoon, she’s thrilled you are on the mend as we all are.”
“I couldn’t have done it with out Mark being here. I bet you were annoyed, but I needed him more for that short time. I do hope you understand.”
“I do understand but it put us under a bit of strain. And I had some bad thoughts. But as long as you are back to being the Katie we love it was worth it.”

“Well tonight he can go home and stay with you all, I won’t need him tonight, but I still want him mum, you can’t have him to yourself you know.” And smiled.

Once again those blue eyes were sparkling, not so bright, but as the doctor had said she needs to rest.
Then my Katie’s eyes will sparkle and shine again.

“Sorry. I have to throw you out, we have to clean her up, she’s making the ward smell.”
Both nurses laughed.

Sarah bent to kiss Katie, “we will all see you later my baby, thank you for coming back to us.”
“I couldn’t have done it with out Mark.”
One of the nurses looked at the other and said “Mark? Why not Dad?”
The other responded with “it’s a long and complicated story, Ill tell you later.”
And smiled at me.
I leaned over Katie and kissed her full on the lips, no tubes in the way now.

She kissed me back it felt good having Katie kiss me once more.

We broke apart and she stroked my cheek with her hand, “I’m so lucky to have found you Mark, I love you more then you will ever know, and you have proved you love me, and you didn’t break your promise and leave me.”
“And you didn’t break your promise and leave me either, now you get cleaned up, you smelly thing and we will be back this afternoon.”

I kissed her again and we left the nurses to attend to her.

As I drove hope I could hardly believe she was with us again, that feeling I had last night, telling me to go back to Katie, was it Katie again speaking to me, and she wanted me to be with her, or had I once again dreamt it.

It didn’t matter, I didn’t say anything to Sarah she would never have believed me.

But even to this day, I still believe that Katie was contacting me through the power of her mind.

Next and final part soon.





Two months had passed when Katie came home from work with the good news.
“I’m pregnant; they say about two months or so.”
Sarah cuddled her and told her she was very happy for her, she came over to me and kissed me.
“You did it Mark, I’m going to have your baby, now my life is complete, there is nothing more I could wish for.”
“What would you like boy or girl?”
“I don’t care, it’s yours and long as its fit and well then I really don’t care.”

She cuddled and kissed me again.

Another month passed and Katie’s belly had begun to swell a little.
She was already walking about like a proud mum, even though there was six months to go.
She began writing lists of things the baby would need, she hadn’t realised just how much she would need or the cost of everything.
Although some of the things were passed down from Carly.
Both Sarah and I agreed to help her with it, of course I would pay the lions share as I was the father.

She was sitting at the kitchen table one evening, while Sarah was preparing the meal.
“What’s that form you are filling in? To your employers?”
No, I did that yesterday asking about maternity leave, this one is for changing my name.”
“Changing your name, what surname?”
“Yes. I was going to discuss it over dinner”
“Changing it to what?”
“Bradley, same as yours and Marks.”
“Why do you want to do that?”
“So the baby has the same name as its father.”
“So what’s wrong with Chandler?”
“I don’t want my baby’s name the same as my fathers, I haven’t seen or heard from him in over twenty years, he doesn’t even know I exist so why should I keep Chandler? I should have done it years ago.”
“Have you asked Mark about the change?”
“No, not yet I was going to ask when we were all together.”
“Yes I can see why you want to do it, makes sense to me, I’m sure he will agree with me.”

They both came through to me.

“Do you mind if Katie changes her name to ours?”
“No, I think it would be a great idea, save the baby having problems later with having a different name, is that what you want to do Katie?”
“Yes, if you both don’t mind, I feel more a Bradley then a Chandler anyway; you have been more of a father to me in a lot of ways.”
“Well I don’t think your real father would have got you pregnant but I understand what you are saying.”
“Well, no I guess he wouldn’t, but Lauren and I look on you as our dad, and her name will change when she gets married, the baby and me would be the odd one out.”
“So what are you going to call the baby?” Sarah asked.
“I don’t know yet, not even sure of the sex, Mark and I will decide nearer the time.”

Two moths later Katie was getting quite a belly on her, she came into the lounge with an envelope.
“I am officially a Bradley, Katie Bradley, all I have to do now is notify every one of my change of name, and my baby will not be asked dumb questions when she is at school, as to why her name is different from the rest of us.”
“And why we are on the subject of names what are you going to call the baby? Have you decided, we don’t want to keep calling the baby an it.”
“I still don’t know the sex of it yet, I will in a few more months then I can decide, no,” looking at me, “we can decide.”

Katie was now seven months pregnant, she had a scan and it was going to be a girl.
Now we didn’t have to call it a baby or it, now it was a she.
But Katie still couldn’t decide on her name, she didn’t even have a short list, it seemed something she wanted to leave until she was born.

Eight months it was decided to go and get the baby’s pram and clothes.
The in-laws bought the pram/pushchair that Katie wanted, and Sarah and I bought clothes and every day things such as nappies, bottles.
Katie had decided she didn’t want to breast feed, for some reason she thought it would make her tits sag, and she wanted to get her figure back after the birth.

The baby was going into Katie’s bedroom for now, so she was on hand to get up in the night if she was needed, thus not disturbing any one else.
When the baby was older, Carly had agreed that the baby could go in with her, and be her baby, which made us smile.

But Sarah and I felt we needed an extra bedroom, so we had decided on a loft conversion, that we have done when the baby was two or three years old.
Carly could then go into the loft bedroom, leaving the baby in Carlys room.

So everything was set for the birth, just had to wait till baby was ready to appear, Katie still hadn’t a name for her.
Lauren told Katie on a visit home “Laurens a nice name Katie, why not call her after her auntie?”
“Because I remember Lauren was a scatty sister and I don’t want a scatty daughter too, it seems to go with the name.”
They both had a laugh, and Lauren did agree she had been a bit silly at times when she was younger.

Katie was only weeks away from the birth. And very rounded at the front, and she walking as she said she never would, like a duck waddling about.


I was working about 100 miles from home, when I received a phone call from Sarah.
“Hello babe, didn’t expect a call from you, everything ok?”
“No its not, I’ve got home and found Katie on the floor in a pool of blood, I phoned the ambulance and they took her to hospital, I’m there now, she is in theatre. I think you had better get home as quick as you can.”
“How is she, is she going to be ok?”
“At the moment it doesn’t look good, please hurry I want you here, mum is getting Carly from school, and taking her to her house.”

I rushed home as fast as I could, but the traffic at that time was horrendous.
It had taken almost two hours as I pulled into the hospital car park, and I ran to Sarah who was standing by the entrance.

“How is she?”
“The babies find, but Katie has lost a lot of blood and is in a coma.”
“What have the doctors said about it?”
“Not much, they said it could be a short period or even days or weeks. There is no way of telling.”
“Oh my God, where is she?”
“They have her in intensive care at the moment, one more thing Mark, they have said she has lost a lot of blood, and if she does survive she could be brain damaged when she comes out of it.”
“I want to see her, take me to her room.”

We arrived at the room, she was lying in the bed connected to monitors, and a nurse was stood beside her.
“Any change?” Sarah asked.
“Not yet I’m afraid its early days, we are giving her a transfusion, but it’s just a wait and see now.”
“Can we stay?” I asked.
“Yes I think that will be ok, Ill check with sister though.”
I sat on a chair beside Katie.

“Come on Katie wake up, you had a little girl; if you wake up we can go and see her.”
Of course there wasn’t any response; she just laid there her eyes closed.
“Ill get you a cup of coffee Mark.” Sarah told me and left the room.

I held Katie’s hand and kissed her cheek, “please wake up my angel, I love you so much, don’t you dare leave me.”

Sarah returned and handed me a coffee.
We sat with her for a couple of hours.

The doctor came in and confirmed what Sarah had told me, then checked her out.
“It will be a while before we know much at all Mr Bradley.”
“Will I be able to stay with her for the night?”
“I don’t see why not a lot of parents stay when their children are in comas; in fact we find it helps when they hear a familiar voice.”

I didn’t mention to him I wasn’t her father, I didn’t want to complicate things, and if he found out I may not have been able to stay at all.

“I don’t see much point in you stopping the night Mark to be honest.” Sarah told me.
“I want to stay; I wouldn’t sleep if I went home.”
“No, I don’t think I will either, but I have to go and get Carly, Ill bring her in to see Katie on the way back, Ill be about an hour.”

Sarah left me alone with Katie. I sat holding her hand and brushing her hair, and whispering how much I loved her.
All I could hear was the sounds of the monitors, noises from outside on the ward, and Katie gently breathing.

The hour soon passed and Sarah was back with Carly.
She climbed on my lap and looked firstly at Katie then at me.

“Will she be alright Daddy?”
“Yes she will be ok, she’s had her baby and is resting, its very tiring having a baby you know.”
“Why are those tubes coming out of her?”
“They help the doctors monitor Katie so they know she is alright.”
“How long will she be asleep?”
“We don’t know, we hope it’s not long, but she’s very tired and needs to rest. Carly do you mind if I stay with her for a while? Mummy will look after you, but I think I ought to be here when she wakes up again.”
“You will come home again though wont you when Katie is awake?”
“Course I will.”

“I don’t like seeing Katie like that.”
“None of us do Carly but she will be ok soon I’m sure.”
Tears were beginning to fill here little eyes, as she looked up at me, “Daddy she won’t die will she?”
I saw no point in lying to her “we don’t know yet my angel, she has lost a lot of blood, that’s why they have that tube in her arm, so they can put back what she has lost, but it takes a long time. But Katie is a strong girl I’m sure she will back with us soon.”
I handed her a tissue, and looked at Sarah, she was looking at Katie, also crying. I handed another to Sarah.

“Look, why don’t you take Carly along to see Katie’s baby?”
“Would you like that Carly?” asked Sarah, “shall we go and see Katie’s baby.”
“Yes please.” She seemed to brighten up at the mention of the baby.
She climbed off my lap, and looked up at me. “Please look after Katie Daddy, I love her very much, she plays with me and is my best friend.”
“I will look after her Carly I promise, and bring her home when she is well again; you come and see her tomorrow, now go with Mummy and see the baby.”
“What is her name?”
“She hasn’t got a name yet, Katie couldn’t decide on a name for her, she will give her a name when she is awake.”
I kissed them both and they left.

Again I was alone with Katie, the tubes coming from her, the monitor’s lights moving.
At least while they were silent, she was alive.
I had to wonder myself if she would return to us, or was I just putting on a brave face for the others, or even fooling myself.

I held her hand as I looked at her closed eyes, wishing and hoping that I would see her blue eyes sparkle once more.

The door opened and in came two nurses.
“We have to see to Katie, Mr Bradley, could you wait outside please?”
I got up and walked to the door, looking round I saw they were moving the covers from her.
I waited outside.
One nurse came out.
“Any change?” I asked.
“None I’m afraid, it doesn’t look good at the moment, maybe tomorrow. Why don’t you go and get a coffee from the canteen?”
“I shall soon.”
The other nurse left and I returned to Katie.

The nurses must have washed her, and combed her hair; she looked more like Katie then now.
I sat for a couple of hours, holding her hand.
I must have fallen asleep with my head on her leg, but I was suddenly awoken by the sound of Katie’s voice, she was whispering to me “don’t worry Mark every thing will be fine, I’m not going to leave you.”

I looked immediately at Katie thinking she must have woken up, but she still lay motionless, her eyes closed.
I had been dreaming, but it seemed so real.
I looked at the screens above her bed, there wasn’t any change, I had been dreaming.

The morning sun was just beginning to shine through the window, when a nurse came in.
“I’ve brought you a coffee Mr Bradley.”
“Call me Mark please.”
“Ok Mark, if you want to clean up, there’s a shower down the hall.”
“Yes I could do with a wash, thanks.”

I had the shower, and while I was walking back down her room, I was wondering what I would do all day with Katie.
I then passed the shop and saw the newspaper, which was an idea I would read Katie the news paper, then when she awoke she would be up to date with the world’s news.
When I got back to her room Sarah was there.
“Any change Mark?”
“None.”
“Why don’t you come home and wait for news.”
“I need to be here.”
“What about your work?”
“Ill ring them and take a week’s holiday, Ill explain what’s happened.”
“I have to get to work now, will you be ok?”
“Yes, Ill keep Katie company. I have bought the paper to read to her, and I don’t want her to wake up and no one here she knows.”

Four days I sat beside her bed, reading her the news papers I had bought, even her favourite magazine, but still there wasn’t any change in her condition.

In the evening when we were alone and it was quiet, I would reminisce to her about our past life together.

Of how when she first time she saw me she was showing her legs off to me, saying “all the boys think I have nice legs, do you?”

The way she sat on the sun bed showing me her knickers.

The Sharika dance she did for me, when she was thirteen, when her mum was next door with Lauren, and the way I showed her my feeling for her when I tried to touch her as she lay on the sofa.

I would drift off to sleep, with my head on her bed, and each night I would hear her voice.
I thought it was real, I told Sarah often how Katie had spoken to me, and reassured me she would be ok.

Each time Sarah told me I had dreamt it.

I had to admit it was only wishful thinking, but it seemed so real.

The doctors hadn’t given me any encouragement, that there hadn’t been any improvement.
And apart from the nurses moving her daily, she lay motionless.

Sarah came in morning and night, but Carly didn’t come back.
Sarah had told me Carly didn’t like looking at Katie like that, and would wait at home for her to come back.

The seventh night, Sarah was sitting with me for a while; Sarah’s parents had picked Carly up from school.
“Lauren said she will come down tomorrow to see her, not that Katie will know.”
“She will know, I think she knows what’s going on, and whose here.”
“I don’t think she does Mark, just your mind playing games with you, she hasn’t spoken to you, you just dream it.”
“But it seems so real, I’m convinced she speaks to me, she will be ok, she has told me so.”
“You believe that Mark if it makes it better for you but I think we have lost her.”
“Don’t you dare say that, she’s fighting, and it takes time to repair her body, she needs us with her. That’s why I won’t leave her.”
“I want to believe that as much as you Mark, but I heard the doctors talking, they don’t hold out much hope; you have to face the truth Mark. Apart from her breathing there isn’t much left of her, we have lost her Mark, it breaks my heart to say it, but my eldest daughter has left me.”

Tears were filling my eyes as I looked down at Katie.


“I will never believe that Sarah, she wont leave us, she promised me she would never leave me and she wont, and I promised her many years ago I would never leave her, that’s why I have to stay, I cant let her down when she needs me most and go home. Just give up on her.”

.
“Well I have to go; I have a daughter who needs me at home.”
She kissed me, and I was alone with Katie once more.

At 9pm the nurses came back to wash Katie, I had to leave.

Through the half opened door I heard one say “I do hope she pulls through, he will be devastated if she doesn’t.”
“I know I have never seen such devotion in a father as I have with him. When they are together you can almost feel the love passing between them its uncanny. Its almost like static electricity, he’s convinced she speaks to him as well when he’s asleep I do hope she wakes up I don’t think he will be able to cope if she dies, he certainly loves her.”
“Had she been on life support the doctors would have been talking about turning it off by now.”
“Yes, lucky she is breathing on her own.”

Lauren came and visited Katie, but she didn’t stay more then an hour, like Carly she couldn’t bear to see Katie like that.

Lauren said jokingly that she had never seen Katie so quiet, I smiled at her comment.

But Lauren said immediately after “I wish I could hear her telling me what a scatty sister I am, why did this have to happen to her Mark? Thousands of women have babies every day, why did Katie have to end up like this.”

I couldn’t answer her; I held her close as she cried on my shoulder.

“I will cancel the wedding plans Mark, until we know what will happen to Katie.”
“No, you go ahead with them, your wedding is over two months away, and Katie has promised you she will be maid of honour, and she won’t break her promise.”

Lauren left soon after, and once again I was alone with Katie.

The ninth day, I was again talking about our past life together.

Telling Katie, how she was right, when she was thirteen, I had got very jealous of the men looking at her topless on the beach in Lanzarote, and the way the men would comment about her wearing Lauren shorts that were much to tight.

Sarah walked in

“Hello Mark, how is she?”
“Nothing new love.”
“Think you are wasting your time being here, you must be bored sitting here all day with her.”
“Its boring but I’m not leaving her, don’t start that again.”
“I wasn’t going to.”

Just then a nurse walked in.
“Glad I caught you both, the doctors have said the baby can go home tomorrow evening, have you got a name for her yet?”
“No, not until Katie wakes up.”
“Mark if we take the baby home you have to promise you will come home with her, not stay here tomorrow night, you can come back in the morning, but Carly wants to see you, come home and show her the baby, please.”
“Ok Sarah but first thing I shall be back here ok.”
“It will be nice to have you home, Ill tell Carly you will be home tomorrow then.”
“That’s it Mark,” agreed the nurse “it wont hurt either of you to have a few hours away from here, Ill make sure she’s ready to go home tomorrow.”

Shortly after they both left and I was alone with my love again, to talk about the old days and the way she led me on.

I hadn’t realised when I moved in and saw her for the first time, flashing her panties at me on the sun bed that six months later I would have been in love with her.

And twelve months later, I would be making love to her, and risking going to prison.
Or be prepared to spend the rest of my life with a thirteen year old girl, who would eventually have my baby.
Who was now in a coma, almost at deaths door, but still contrary to what others believed, she would pull through and we could continue our lives together.

Sitting beside her I stroked her hair, “Katie sweetheart the baby can come home with us tomorrow, I will take her home and show Carly your beautiful girl, and stay at home tomorrow night, but I will be back in the morning and stay with you. You will have to wake up and tell me her name I don’t know what you want to call her.”

I fell asleep again holding her hand, again I dreamed, I heard Katie speaking to me as she did most nights.
“Our baby’s name is Samantha, Mark, I hope you like the name I have chosen. I want you to take her home and stay there tomorrow with Carly and mum, you have been here so long with me. Im so glad you have kept your promise, but I will be ok tomorrow night, I want you to come back in the morning though.”

I awoke again and looked at her, still no sign that she had spoken, just another dream, but even a dream meant I could hear her voice once more.
All the time I could hear her I was sure she would be back with me.

In the morning Sarah didn’t come in, she was preparing the cot for the baby.
I read the morning paper to Katie as usual.

Late afternoon Sarah came in to see Katie.
She had brought a carry cot with her.
“She never moves does she, if she would only move an eye lid it would be some encouragement.”
She sat with me for an hour, telling me every thing was prepared for baby.

The nurse came in and had the baby in her arms, and placed her in the carry cot.
Sarah said, “I wish it were Katie taking her home, we still don’t know what to call her.”
“Samantha, that’s her name Sarah, Samantha.”
“Where did that come from, you sure Katie will like Samantha?”
“She should, she told me her name last night.”
“I’m not going there again Mark we have discussed it many times.”
The nurse remarked, “I think Samantha is a nice name.”

I kissed Katie good night, and told I would be back in the morning, and reluctantly left with Samantha and Sarah.

Carly was very excited when we got Samantha home, and she loved the name as well.

Sarah and I went to bed, leaving Samantha in Katie’s room with the door open in case she needed us.
I finally managed to sleep after couple hours laying, thinking of Katie, wishing I was with her.

I was awoken with a start at 3 am, sitting bolt upright in bed.
This disturbed Sarah.
“What’s up Mark?”
“I have to go to the hospital, she needs me.”
“You promised you would stay here tonight, its just worry and your imagination.”

Pulling on my trousers I told her “no I have to go, sorry but it’s something I have to do.”
“Ok you go then, but you can’t spend the rest of your life there, I’m beginning to wish that either she would wake up or.” She paused, “die, at least we could get on with our lives.”
“I don’t know how you can say that about your daughter, after all she has been through, and you want her dead.”
“I didn’t say that, but at the moment we are in limbo, going nowhere.”

I got up and kissed her goodnight and made my way back to Katie.
I still couldn’t believe Sarah could say such a thing.

When I arrived outside the room Katie was in, the nurse looked up at me, “What are you doing back here, I thought you were having a night at home.”
“I was, but I got woke up, and felt I had to come back, is it ok if I go in?”
“Course it is, I checked a few minutes ago she is still sleeping.”

I sat by her bed, looked up at the monitors they were the same.
I don’t know why I came back, just a feeling inside said I had to be here, but nothing had changed.

I held her hand and looked at her, she was lying peaceful, I rested my head on the bed, looking up at her face.

I had been there for a while, when the sun started to rise casing a light into the room, I could see her more clearly now.

I looked at the window again, and watched as the shadows danced across the room.

Feeling very alone, even though Katie was here with me.

I also began to feel that Sarah may be right; we may never have Katie back with us.
Was I just wasting my time?
But then I had my promise to Katie to consider, “I would never leave her,” that’s what I promised, but it was looking as if she would leave me.

The nurse came in and quietly placed a coffee on the bedside table, “I expect you could use one of these.”
“Thanks.” I told her, she left, and again it was quiet.

I leaned back, watching the sun streaming through the window now, coffee in one hand, holding Katie’s hand with the other.

While I was looking outside I could feel the grip that Katie had on my hand begin to tighten, I looked at her, then my hand.
Her fingers were tightening around my hand, her finger nails were now digging into the back of my hand, and it was becoming quite painful.

I looked at her face, but there was no sign of life.

By now I couldn’t stand the pain, two of her finger nails had drawn blood.
I leaned down to her face and whispered in her ear, “You are hurting me Katie.”

To my surprise her grip began to loosen, I looked at her, she had responded to my voice.

I just stared at her, but she lay motionless still, but I felt a little encouraged that she had heard me, or so I thought.

Again my attention was drawn else where, but the grip tightened again but not so much this time.
I looked at her again, her eyelids flickered, and I sat not daring to move, just watching her eyes.
After a few minutes they opened, I almost stopped breathing, god is she waking up? That’s all I could think.
I wanted to say something but was frightened in case they would shut again, I just watched her.

As I watched her eyes opened fully, still not daring to speak I brushed the hair from her face with my fingers.
I was willing her to wake up.

Her eyes were staring at the ceiling now, she looked one way then the other, as if wondering where she was.

She glanced at the monitors and her eyes closed once more.

I was wondering should I get the nurse, but if she closed her eyes again she would think I had imagined it, yet something else that hadn’t happened, in fact I was wondering, had I imagined it.

But no they were open again, wider this time, her head moved away from me, looking at the room.
Her head turned again and she was looking at me, just staring into my eyes.
I smiled down at her, those blue eyes I loved so much staring back at me.
I saw a slight smile come to her face.

I couldn’t stop myself I began to feel tears filling my eyes, Katie was waking up.
She watched as my tears rolled down my cheeks.

Her hand moved to my face, and cupped my cheek, her thumb gently brushing the tears away.

I leaned down and whispered “Hello my angel”

She smiled again, still brushing my tears away, I couldn’t think of anything to say only, “I love you so much, please stay with me this time, and don’t sleep again.”

She moved her lips but there was no sound.

I leaned down and kissed her, her eyes still watching me.
I held her as I snuggled into her neck.

“I had better get the nurse; she will want to tell the doctors.”

I saw a slight nod from her, and once again I kissed her and told her. “I wish I could show you how much I love you Katie, I feel quite helpless.”
I saw her lips move, and moved closer to listen; she spoke this time, very quietly, almost in a whisper “You have.”
That’s all she said.

“I’ve got to get the nurse, I will have to wait outside, but I will be back very soon, I have to phone your mum, please don’t sleep, stay with us now.”
She nodded.

I got up and left the room.

I walked to the nurse’s desk, she saw my tears. “Oh god no Mark, she hasn’t gone as she?”
I shook my head, “she’s awake, she’s woken up, and spoke to me.”
“Are you sure?”
“Yes.”
She got up and run in the room, seeing her eyes were open she immediately paged the duty doctor, and he was there in moments.
“Sorry Mark you will have to wait outside.”
“I knew I would; take care of her wont you.”

I sat down and rang Sarah.
“Sarah” she must have heard the change in my voice and fearing the worse asked. “What’s happened Mark? Don’t tell me she as gone.”
“No, she is awake and smiling at me, you have to come.”
“Oh my god that’s wonderful. Ill get Carly and we will be there as soon as we can, that’s wonderful news Mark.”

I sat down to chat to the nurse while the doctor was in with Katie.
“You know it’s all your doing being so patient all that time, I hope she realises what a good dad she’s got.”

“I’ve got a confession to make.”
“What’s that Mark?”
“I’m not her dad.”
“Aren’t you? You have the same name as Katie we assumed you were, what relationship are you to her then?”
“Not sure really, boyfriend, lover, don’t know what you would call it.”
“And Sarah knows?”
“Yes.”
“So whose baby is it?”
“Mine”
“Yours, and Sarah knows all this and is happy with it, she is her mother I assume.”
“Yes, she’s her mother, it’s a long story, but I came to lodge with them many years ago. I fell in love with Sarah, and then just by accident Katie fell for me and I fell for Katie. There was agro to start with, but Sarah came to accept it. We married and she knew I was sleeping with Katie, encouraged it you might say.”

“Well you can knock me down with a feather, had the doctor known he would probably not let you in with her as he did, not being blood related, but then if he didn’t allow that, would Katie be here now, we shall never know.”

So let me see and get this right, you and Sarah are parents to Carly?”
“Yes.”
Your Katie’s baby father? And Carly is your daughter? So Katie and Carly are sisters, is that right?”
“Spot on.”
“That makes Sarah the baby’s grandmother, so what relation is Carly to the baby?
“I don’t have a clue, never thought about it.”
“And Lauren?”
“She’s just Lauren, Katie and Carly`s sister.”
“She’s not having a baby by you too is she?” She laughed
“No she’s got Tony, although in the early days we slept together.”
“God this is all to complicated for me, think I had better be quiet and say nothing to the doctors about your confession.”

By now Sarah had arrived, but no Carly.
“How is she can I see her?”
“The doctors in with her at the moment as soon as he’s has done, you can both go in.”
“Where’s Carly?” I asked.
“She was frightened she may still be all wired up and didn’t want to come with me, my mums with her. If she is ok later I bring her from school to see her.”

A few minutes later the doctor walked out smiling.
“Well done dad” I looked at the nurse, she smiled back at me. “Your patience worked she’s remarkably well considering, but we need to carry out some more tests later.
“But we can see her now?” Sarah asked.
“Yes, by all means. Have a few words with her, she mentioned she wanted a bath, the nurses can do that, and later we will just check her out again, but I cant see any thing wrong with her to be honest, although she needs rest.”

“Seems funny saying that after two weeks asleep” Sarah commented
“Yes it does but its taken a lot out of her, we will keep her in a few days to be sure, well you go in and Ill speak to you later. Nurse let them have a few minutes then get her to the bathroom, she wants to look good, says she looks a mess, and a bit smelly, and very hungry.”
“Ok doctor.”
“Smelly and hungry.” I thought, “That’s just how she was when I found her in the woods, after she had run away at the age of thirteen.”

Sarah walked in first; straight up to Katie and hugged her and kissed her.
“I’m so glad you have woken up. I don’t know what would have happened if you hadn’t. How are you feeling my baby?”
“A bit tired but I will be ok now, it’s all over. Where is Samantha? I want to see my Samantha, didn’t you bring her?”

“Samantha? Are you happy with that name Mark gave her?

”Mark didn’t call her Samantha I told him I wanted her called Samantha.”
Sarah looked at me, “it’s true she did tell me”
“We aren’t going into Katie talking to you again, Ill take your word for it.”

“Samantha is with her great Nan, while I came to see you, I will bring her back later when I bring Carly, oh and Lauren is on her way should be here this afternoon, she’s thrilled you are on the mend as we all are.”
“I couldn’t have done it with out Mark being here. I bet you were annoyed, but I needed him more for that short time. I do hope you understand.”
“I do understand but it put us under a bit of strain. And I had some bad thoughts. But as long as you are back to being the Katie we love it was worth it.”

“Well tonight he can go home and stay with you all, I won’t need him tonight, but I still want him mum, you can’t have him to yourself you know.” And smiled.

Once again those blue eyes were sparkling, not so bright, but as the doctor had said she needs to rest.
Then my Katie’s eyes will sparkle and shine again.

“Sorry. I have to throw you out, we have to clean her up, she’s making the ward smell.”
Both nurses laughed.

Sarah bent to kiss Katie, “we will all see you later my baby, thank you for coming back to us.”
“I couldn’t have done it with out Mark.”
One of the nurses looked at the other and said “Mark? Why not Dad?”
The other responded with “it’s a long and complicated story, Ill tell you later.”
And smiled at me.
I leaned over Katie and kissed her full on the lips, no tubes in the way now.

She kissed me back it felt good having Katie kiss me once more.

We broke apart and she stroked my cheek with her hand, “I’m so lucky to have found you Mark, I love you more then you will ever know, and you have proved you love me, and you didn’t break your promise and leave me.”
“And you didn’t break your promise and leave me either, now you get cleaned up, you smelly thing and we will be back this afternoon.”

I kissed her again and we left the nurses to attend to her.

As I drove hope I could hardly believe she was with us again, that feeling I had last night, telling me to go back to Katie, was it Katie again speaking to me, and she wanted me to be with her, or had I once again dreamt it.

It didn’t matter, I didn’t say anything to Sarah she would never have believed me.

But even to this day, I still believe that Katie was contacting me through the power of her mind.









Two months had passed when Katie came home from work with the good news.
“I’m pregnant; they say about two months or so.”
Sarah cuddled her and told her she was very happy for her, she came over to me and kissed me.
“You did it Mark, I’m going to have your baby, now my life is complete, there is nothing more I could wish for.”
“What would you like boy or girl?”
“I don’t care, it’s yours and long as its fit and well then I really don’t care.”

She cuddled and kissed me again.

Another month passed and Katie’s belly had begun to swell a little.
She was already walking about like a proud mum, even though there was six months to go.
She began writing lists of things the baby would need, she hadn’t realised just how much she would need or the cost of everything.
Although some of the things were passed down from Carly.
Both Sarah and I agreed to help her with it, of course I would pay the lions share as I was the father.

She was sitting at the kitchen table one evening, while Sarah was preparing the meal.
“What’s that form you are filling in? To your employers?”
No, I did that yesterday asking about maternity leave, this one is for changing my name.”
“Changing your name, what surname?”
“Yes. I was going to discuss it over dinner”
“Changing it to what?”
“Bradley, same as yours and Marks.”
“Why do you want to do that?”
“So the baby has the same name as its father.”
“So what’s wrong with Chandler?”
“I don’t want my baby’s name the same as my fathers, I haven’t seen or heard from him in over twenty years, he doesn’t even know I exist so why should I keep Chandler? I should have done it years ago.”
“Have you asked Mark about the change?”
“No, not yet I was going to ask when we were all together.”
“Yes I can see why you want to do it, makes sense to me, I’m sure he will agree with me.”

They both came through to me.

“Do you mind if Katie changes her name to ours?”
“No, I think it would be a great idea, save the baby having problems later with having a different name, is that what you want to do Katie?”
“Yes, if you both don’t mind, I feel more a Bradley then a Chandler anyway; you have been more of a father to me in a lot of ways.”
“Well I don’t think your real father would have got you pregnant but I understand what you are saying.”
“Well, no I guess he wouldn’t, but Lauren and I look on you as our dad, and her name will change when she gets married, the baby and me would be the odd one out.”
“So what are you going to call the baby?” Sarah asked.
“I don’t know yet, not even sure of the sex, Mark and I will decide nearer the time.”

Two moths later Katie was getting quite a belly on her, she came into the lounge with an envelope.
“I am officially a Bradley, Katie Bradley, all I have to do now is notify every one of my change of name, and my baby will not be asked dumb questions when she is at school, as to why her name is different from the rest of us.”
“And why we are on the subject of names what are you going to call the baby? Have you decided, we don’t want to keep calling the baby an it.”
“I still don’t know the sex of it yet, I will in a few more months then I can decide, no,” looking at me, “we can decide.”

Katie was now seven months pregnant, she had a scan and it was going to be a girl.
Now we didn’t have to call it a baby or it, now it was a she.
But Katie still couldn’t decide on her name, she didn’t even have a short list, it seemed something she wanted to leave until she was born.

Eight months it was decided to go and get the baby’s pram and clothes.
The in-laws bought the pram/pushchair that Katie wanted, and Sarah and I bought clothes and every day things such as nappies, bottles.
Katie had decided she didn’t want to breast feed, for some reason she thought it would make her tits sag, and she wanted to get her figure back after the birth.

The baby was going into Katie’s bedroom for now, so she was on hand to get up in the night if she was needed, thus not disturbing any one else.
When the baby was older, Carly had agreed that the baby could go in with her, and be her baby, which made us smile.

But Sarah and I felt we needed an extra bedroom, so we had decided on a loft conversion, that we have done when the baby was two or three years old.
Carly could then go into the loft bedroom, leaving the baby in Carlys room.

So everything was set for the birth, just had to wait till baby was ready to appear, Katie still hadn’t a name for her.
Lauren told Katie on a visit home “Laurens a nice name Katie, why not call her after her auntie?”
“Because I remember Lauren was a scatty sister and I don’t want a scatty daughter too, it seems to go with the name.”
They both had a laugh, and Lauren did agree she had been a bit silly at times when she was younger.

Katie was only weeks away from the birth. And very rounded at the front, and she walking as she said she never would, like a duck waddling about.


I was working about 100 miles from home, when I received a phone call from Sarah.
“Hello babe, didn’t expect a call from you, everything ok?”
“No its not, I’ve got home and found Katie on the floor in a pool of blood, I phoned the ambulance and they took her to hospital, I’m there now, she is in theatre. I think you had better get home as quick as you can.”
“How is she, is she going to be ok?”
“At the moment it doesn’t look good, please hurry I want you here, mum is getting Carly from school, and taking her to her house.”

I rushed home as fast as I could, but the traffic at that time was horrendous.
It had taken almost two hours as I pulled into the hospital car park, and I ran to Sarah who was standing by the entrance.

“How is she?”
“The babies find, but Katie has lost a lot of blood and is in a coma.”
“What have the doctors said about it?”
“Not much, they said it could be a short period or even days or weeks. There is no way of telling.”
“Oh my God, where is she?”
“They have her in intensive care at the moment, one more thing Mark, they have said she has lost a lot of blood, and if she does survive she could be brain damaged when she comes out of it.”
“I want to see her, take me to her room.”

We arrived at the room, she was lying in the bed connected to monitors, and a nurse was stood beside her.
“Any change?” Sarah asked.
“Not yet I’m afraid its early days, we are giving her a transfusion, but it’s just a wait and see now.”
“Can we stay?” I asked.
“Yes I think that will be ok, Ill check with sister though.”
I sat on a chair beside Katie.

“Come on Katie wake up, you had a little girl; if you wake up we can go and see her.”
Of course there wasn’t any response; she just laid there her eyes closed.
“Ill get you a cup of coffee Mark.” Sarah told me and left the room.

I held Katie’s hand and kissed her cheek, “please wake up my angel, I love you so much, don’t you dare leave me.”

Sarah returned and handed me a coffee.
We sat with her for a couple of hours.

The doctor came in and confirmed what Sarah had told me, then checked her out.
“It will be a while before we know much at all Mr Bradley.”
“Will I be able to stay with her for the night?”
“I don’t see why not a lot of parents stay when their children are in comas; in fact we find it helps when they hear a familiar voice.”

I didn’t mention to him I wasn’t her father, I didn’t want to complicate things, and if he found out I may not have been able to stay at all.

“I don’t see much point in you stopping the night Mark to be honest.” Sarah told me.
“I want to stay; I wouldn’t sleep if I went home.”
“No, I don’t think I will either, but I have to go and get Carly, Ill bring her in to see Katie on the way back, Ill be about an hour.”

Sarah left me alone with Katie. I sat holding her hand and brushing her hair, and whispering how much I loved her.
All I could hear was the sounds of the monitors, noises from outside on the ward, and Katie gently breathing.

The hour soon passed and Sarah was back with Carly.
She climbed on my lap and looked firstly at Katie then at me.

“Will she be alright Daddy?”
“Yes she will be ok, she’s had her baby and is resting, its very tiring having a baby you know.”
“Why are those tubes coming out of her?”
“They help the doctors monitor Katie so they know she is alright.”
“How long will she be asleep?”
“We don’t know, we hope it’s not long, but she’s very tired and needs to rest. Carly do you mind if I stay with her for a while? Mummy will look after you, but I think I ought to be here when she wakes up again.”
“You will come home again though wont you when Katie is awake?”
“Course I will.”

“I don’t like seeing Katie like that.”
“None of us do Carly but she will be ok soon I’m sure.”
Tears were beginning to fill here little eyes, as she looked up at me, “Daddy she won’t die will she?”
I saw no point in lying to her “we don’t know yet my angel, she has lost a lot of blood, that’s why they have that tube in her arm, so they can put back what she has lost, but it takes a long time. But Katie is a strong girl I’m sure she will back with us soon.”
I handed her a tissue, and looked at Sarah, she was looking at Katie, also crying. I handed another to Sarah.

“Look, why don’t you take Carly along to see Katie’s baby?”
“Would you like that Carly?” asked Sarah, “shall we go and see Katie’s baby.”
“Yes please.” She seemed to brighten up at the mention of the baby.
She climbed off my lap, and looked up at me. “Please look after Katie Daddy, I love her very much, she plays with me and is my best friend.”
“I will look after her Carly I promise, and bring her home when she is well again; you come and see her tomorrow, now go with Mummy and see the baby.”
“What is her name?”
“She hasn’t got a name yet, Katie couldn’t decide on a name for her, she will give her a name when she is awake.”
I kissed them both and they left.

Again I was alone with Katie, the tubes coming from her, the monitor’s lights moving.
At least while they were silent, she was alive.
I had to wonder myself if she would return to us, or was I just putting on a brave face for the others, or even fooling myself.

I held her hand as I looked at her closed eyes, wishing and hoping that I would see her blue eyes sparkle once more.

The door opened and in came two nurses.
“We have to see to Katie, Mr Bradley, could you wait outside please?”
I got up and walked to the door, looking round I saw they were moving the covers from her.
I waited outside.
One nurse came out.
“Any change?” I asked.
“None I’m afraid, it doesn’t look good at the moment, maybe tomorrow. Why don’t you go and get a coffee from the canteen?”
“I shall soon.”
The other nurse left and I returned to Katie.

The nurses must have washed her, and combed her hair; she looked more like Katie then now.
I sat for a couple of hours, holding her hand.
I must have fallen asleep with my head on her leg, but I was suddenly awoken by the sound of Katie’s voice, she was whispering to me “don’t worry Mark every thing will be fine, I’m not going to leave you.”

I looked immediately at Katie thinking she must have woken up, but she still lay motionless, her eyes closed.
I had been dreaming, but it seemed so real.
I looked at the screens above her bed, there wasn’t any change, I had been dreaming.

The morning sun was just beginning to shine through the window, when a nurse came in.
“I’ve brought you a coffee Mr Bradley.”
“Call me Mark please.”
“Ok Mark, if you want to clean up, there’s a shower down the hall.”
“Yes I could do with a wash, thanks.”

I had the shower, and while I was walking back down her room, I was wondering what I would do all day with Katie.
I then passed the shop and saw the newspaper, which was an idea I would read Katie the news paper, then when she awoke she would be up to date with the world’s news.
When I got back to her room Sarah was there.
“Any change Mark?”
“None.”
“Why don’t you come home and wait for news.”
“I need to be here.”
“What about your work?”
“Ill ring them and take a week’s holiday, Ill explain what’s happened.”
“I have to get to work now, will you be ok?”
“Yes, Ill keep Katie company. I have bought the paper to read to her, and I don’t want her to wake up and no one here she knows.”

Four days I sat beside her bed, reading her the news papers I had bought, even her favourite magazine, but still there wasn’t any change in her condition.

In the evening when we were alone and it was quiet, I would reminisce to her about our past life together.

Of how when she first time she saw me she was showing her legs off to me, saying “all the boys think I have nice legs, do you?”

The way she sat on the sun bed showing me her knickers.

The Sharika dance she did for me, when she was thirteen, when her mum was next door with Lauren, and the way I showed her my feeling for her when I tried to touch her as she lay on the sofa.

I would drift off to sleep, with my head on her bed, and each night I would hear her voice.
I thought it was real, I told Sarah often how Katie had spoken to me, and reassured me she would be ok.

Each time Sarah told me I had dreamt it.

I had to admit it was only wishful thinking, but it seemed so real.

The doctors hadn’t given me any encouragement, that there hadn’t been any improvement.
And apart from the nurses moving her daily, she lay motionless.

Sarah came in morning and night, but Carly didn’t come back.
Sarah had told me Carly didn’t like looking at Katie like that, and would wait at home for her to come back.

The seventh night, Sarah was sitting with me for a while; Sarah’s parents had picked Carly up from school.
“Lauren said she will come down tomorrow to see her, not that Katie will know.”
“She will know, I think she knows what’s going on, and whose here.”
“I don’t think she does Mark, just your mind playing games with you, she hasn’t spoken to you, you just dream it.”
“But it seems so real, I’m convinced she speaks to me, she will be ok, she has told me so.”
“You believe that Mark if it makes it better for you but I think we have lost her.”
“Don’t you dare say that, she’s fighting, and it takes time to repair her body, she needs us with her. That’s why I won’t leave her.”
“I want to believe that as much as you Mark, but I heard the doctors talking, they don’t hold out much hope; you have to face the truth Mark. Apart from her breathing there isn’t much left of her, we have lost her Mark, it breaks my heart to say it, but my eldest daughter has left me.”

Tears were filling my eyes as I looked down at Katie.


“I will never believe that Sarah, she wont leave us, she promised me she would never leave me and she wont, and I promised her many years ago I would never leave her, that’s why I have to stay, I cant let her down when she needs me most and go home. Just give up on her.”

.
“Well I have to go; I have a daughter who needs me at home.”
She kissed me, and I was alone with Katie once more.

At 9pm the nurses came back to wash Katie, I had to leave.

Through the half opened door I heard one say “I do hope she pulls through, he will be devastated if she doesn’t.”
“I know I have never seen such devotion in a father as I have with him. When they are together you can almost feel the love passing between them its uncanny. Its almost like static electricity, he’s convinced she speaks to him as well when he’s asleep I do hope she wakes up I don’t think he will be able to cope if she dies, he certainly loves her.”
“Had she been on life support the doctors would have been talking about turning it off by now.”
“Yes, lucky she is breathing on her own.”

Lauren came and visited Katie, but she didn’t stay more then an hour, like Carly she couldn’t bear to see Katie like that.

Lauren said jokingly that she had never seen Katie so quiet, I smiled at her comment.

But Lauren said immediately after “I wish I could hear her telling me what a scatty sister I am, why did this have to happen to her Mark? Thousands of women have babies every day, why did Katie have to end up like this.”

I couldn’t answer her; I held her close as she cried on my shoulder.

“I will cancel the wedding plans Mark, until we know what will happen to Katie.”
“No, you go ahead with them, your wedding is over two months away, and Katie has promised you she will be maid of honour, and she won’t break her promise.”

Lauren left soon after, and once again I was alone with Katie.

The ninth day, I was again talking about our past life together.

Telling Katie, how she was right, when she was thirteen, I had got very jealous of the men looking at her topless on the beach in Lanzarote, and the way the men would comment about her wearing Lauren shorts that were much to tight.

Sarah walked in

“Hello Mark, how is she?”
“Nothing new love.”
“Think you are wasting your time being here, you must be bored sitting here all day with her.”
“Its boring but I’m not leaving her, don’t start that again.”
“I wasn’t going to.”

Just then a nurse walked in.
“Glad I caught you both, the doctors have said the baby can go home tomorrow evening, have you got a name for her yet?”
“No, not until Katie wakes up.”
“Mark if we take the baby home you have to promise you will come home with her, not stay here tomorrow night, you can come back in the morning, but Carly wants to see you, come home and show her the baby, please.”
“Ok Sarah but first thing I shall be back here ok.”
“It will be nice to have you home, Ill tell Carly you will be home tomorrow then.”
“That’s it Mark,” agreed the nurse “it wont hurt either of you to have a few hours away from here, Ill make sure she’s ready to go home tomorrow.”

Shortly after they both left and I was alone with my love again, to talk about the old days and the way she led me on.

I hadn’t realised when I moved in and saw her for the first time, flashing her panties at me on the sun bed that six months later I would have been in love with her.

And twelve months later, I would be making love to her, and risking going to prison.
Or be prepared to spend the rest of my life with a thirteen year old girl, who would eventually have my baby.
Who was now in a coma, almost at deaths door, but still contrary to what others believed, she would pull through and we could continue our lives together.

Sitting beside her I stroked her hair, “Katie sweetheart the baby can come home with us tomorrow, I will take her home and show Carly your beautiful girl, and stay at home tomorrow night, but I will be back in the morning and stay with you. You will have to wake up and tell me her name I don’t know what you want to call her.”

I fell asleep again holding her hand, again I dreamed, I heard Katie speaking to me as she did most nights.
“Our baby’s name is Samantha, Mark, I hope you like the name I have chosen. I want you to take her home and stay there tomorrow with Carly and mum, you have been here so long with me. Im so glad you have kept your promise, but I will be ok tomorrow night, I want you to come back in the morning though.”

I awoke again and looked at her, still no sign that she had spoken, just another dream, but even a dream meant I could hear her voice once more.
All the time I could hear her I was sure she would be back with me.

In the morning Sarah didn’t come in, she was preparing the cot for the baby.
I read the morning paper to Katie as usual.

Late afternoon Sarah came in to see Katie.
She had brought a carry cot with her.
“She never moves does she, if she would only move an eye lid it would be some encouragement.”
She sat with me for an hour, telling me every thing was prepared for baby.

The nurse came in and had the baby in her arms, and placed her in the carry cot.
Sarah said, “I wish it were Katie taking her home, we still don’t know what to call her.”
“Samantha, that’s her name Sarah, Samantha.”
“Where did that come from, you sure Katie will like Samantha?”
“She should, she told me her name last night.”
“I’m not going there again Mark we have discussed it many times.”
The nurse remarked, “I think Samantha is a nice name.”

I kissed Katie good night, and told I would be back in the morning, and reluctantly left with Samantha and Sarah.

Carly was very excited when we got Samantha home, and she loved the name as well.

Sarah and I went to bed, leaving Samantha in Katie’s room with the door open in case she needed us.
I finally managed to sleep after couple hours laying, thinking of Katie, wishing I was with her.

I was awoken with a start at 3 am, sitting bolt upright in bed.
This disturbed Sarah.
“What’s up Mark?”
“I have to go to the hospital, she needs me.”
“You promised you would stay here tonight, its just worry and your imagination.”

Pulling on my trousers I told her “no I have to go, sorry but it’s something I have to do.”
“Ok you go then, but you can’t spend the rest of your life there, I’m beginning to wish that either she would wake up or.” She paused, “die, at least we could get on with our lives.”
“I don’t know how you can say that about your daughter, after all she has been through, and you want her dead.”
“I didn’t say that, but at the moment we are in limbo, going nowhere.”

I got up and kissed her goodnight and made my way back to Katie.
I still couldn’t believe Sarah could say such a thing.

When I arrived outside the room Katie was in, the nurse looked up at me, “What are you doing back here, I thought you were having a night at home.”
“I was, but I got woke up, and felt I had to come back, is it ok if I go in?”
“Course it is, I checked a few minutes ago she is still sleeping.”

I sat by her bed, looked up at the monitors they were the same.
I don’t know why I came back, just a feeling inside said I had to be here, but nothing had changed.

I held her hand and looked at her, she was lying peaceful, I rested my head on the bed, looking up at her face.

I had been there for a while, when the sun started to rise casing a light into the room, I could see her more clearly now.

I looked at the window again, and watched as the shadows danced across the room.

Feeling very alone, even though Katie was here with me.

I also began to feel that Sarah may be right; we may never have Katie back with us.
Was I just wasting my time?
But then I had my promise to Katie to consider, “I would never leave her,” that’s what I promised, but it was looking as if she would leave me.

The nurse came in and quietly placed a coffee on the bedside table, “I expect you could use one of these.”
“Thanks.” I told her, she left, and again it was quiet.

I leaned back, watching the sun streaming through the window now, coffee in one hand, holding Katie’s hand with the other.

While I was looking outside I could feel the grip that Katie had on my hand begin to tighten, I looked at her, then my hand.
Her fingers were tightening around my hand, her finger nails were now digging into the back of my hand, and it was becoming quite painful.

I looked at her face, but there was no sign of life.

By now I couldn’t stand the pain, two of her finger nails had drawn blood.
I leaned down to her face and whispered in her ear, “You are hurting me Katie.”

To my surprise her grip began to loosen, I looked at her, she had responded to my voice.

I just stared at her, but she lay motionless still, but I felt a little encouraged that she had heard me, or so I thought.

Again my attention was drawn else where, but the grip tightened again but not so much this time.
I looked at her again, her eyelids flickered, and I sat not daring to move, just watching her eyes.
After a few minutes they opened, I almost stopped breathing, god is she waking up? That’s all I could think.
I wanted to say something but was frightened in case they would shut again, I just watched her.

As I watched her eyes opened fully, still not daring to speak I brushed the hair from her face with my fingers.
I was willing her to wake up.

Her eyes were staring at the ceiling now, she looked one way then the other, as if wondering where she was.

She glanced at the monitors and her eyes closed once more.

I was wondering should I get the nurse, but if she closed her eyes again she would think I had imagined it, yet something else that hadn’t happened, in fact I was wondering, had I imagined it.

But no they were open again, wider this time, her head moved away from me, looking at the room.
Her head turned again and she was looking at me, just staring into my eyes.
I smiled down at her, those blue eyes I loved so much staring back at me.
I saw a slight smile come to her face.

I couldn’t stop myself I began to feel tears filling my eyes, Katie was waking up.
She watched as my tears rolled down my cheeks.

Her hand moved to my face, and cupped my cheek, her thumb gently brushing the tears away.

I leaned down and whispered “Hello my angel”

She smiled again, still brushing my tears away, I couldn’t think of anything to say only, “I love you so much, please stay with me this time, and don’t sleep again.”

She moved her lips but there was no sound.

I leaned down and kissed her, her eyes still watching me.
I held her as I snuggled into her neck.

“I had better get the nurse; she will want to tell the doctors.”

I saw a slight nod from her, and once again I kissed her and told her. “I wish I could show you how much I love you Katie, I feel quite helpless.”
I saw her lips move, and moved closer to listen; she spoke this time, very quietly, almost in a whisper “You have.”
That’s all she said.

“I’ve got to get the nurse, I will have to wait outside, but I will be back very soon, I have to phone your mum, please don’t sleep, stay with us now.”
She nodded.

I got up and left the room.

I walked to the nurse’s desk, she saw my tears. “Oh god no Mark, she hasn’t gone as she?”
I shook my head, “she’s awake, she’s woken up, and spoke to me.”
“Are you sure?”
“Yes.”
She got up and run in the room, seeing her eyes were open she immediately paged the duty doctor, and he was there in moments.
“Sorry Mark you will have to wait outside.”
“I knew I would; take care of her wont you.”

I sat down and rang Sarah.
“Sarah” she must have heard the change in my voice and fearing the worse asked. “What’s happened Mark? Don’t tell me she as gone.”
“No, she is awake and smiling at me, you have to come.”
“Oh my god that’s wonderful. Ill get Carly and we will be there as soon as we can, that’s wonderful news Mark.”

I sat down to chat to the nurse while the doctor was in with Katie.
“You know it’s all your doing being so patient all that time, I hope she realises what a good dad she’s got.”

“I’ve got a confession to make.”
“What’s that Mark?”
“I’m not her dad.”
“Aren’t you? You have the same name as Katie we assumed you were, what relationship are you to her then?”
“Not sure really, boyfriend, lover, don’t know what you would call it.”
“And Sarah knows?”
“Yes.”
“So whose baby is it?”
“Mine”
“Yours, and Sarah knows all this and is happy with it, she is her mother I assume.”
“Yes, she’s her mother, it’s a long story, but I came to lodge with them many years ago. I fell in love with Sarah, and then just by accident Katie fell for me and I fell for Katie. There was agro to start with, but Sarah came to accept it. We married and she knew I was sleeping with Katie, encouraged it you might say.”

“Well you can knock me down with a feather, had the doctor known he would probably not let you in with her as he did, not being blood related, but then if he didn’t allow that, would Katie be here now, we shall never know.”

So let me see and get this right, you and Sarah are parents to Carly?”
“Yes.”
Your Katie’s baby father? And Carly is your daughter? So Katie and Carly are sisters, is that right?”
“Spot on.”
“That makes Sarah the baby’s grandmother, so what relation is Carly to the baby?
“I don’t have a clue, never thought about it.”
“And Lauren?”
“She’s just Lauren, Katie and Carly`s sister.”
“She’s not having a baby by you too is she?” She laughed
“No she’s got Tony, although in the early days we slept together.”
“God this is all to complicated for me, think I had better be quiet and say nothing to the doctors about your confession.”

By now Sarah had arrived, but no Carly.
“How is she can I see her?”
“The doctors in with her at the moment as soon as he’s has done, you can both go in.”
“Where’s Carly?” I asked.
“She was frightened she may still be all wired up and didn’t want to come with me, my mums with her. If she is ok later I bring her from school to see her.”

A few minutes later the doctor walked out smiling.
“Well done dad” I looked at the nurse, she smiled back at me. “Your patience worked she’s remarkably well considering, but we need to carry out some more tests later.
“But we can see her now?” Sarah asked.
“Yes, by all means. Have a few words with her, she mentioned she wanted a bath, the nurses can do that, and later we will just check her out again, but I cant see any thing wrong with her to be honest, although she needs rest.”

“Seems funny saying that after two weeks asleep” Sarah commented
“Yes it does but its taken a lot out of her, we will keep her in a few days to be sure, well you go in and Ill speak to you later. Nurse let them have a few minutes then get her to the bathroom, she wants to look good, says she looks a mess, and a bit smelly, and very hungry.”
“Ok doctor.”
“Smelly and hungry.” I thought, “That’s just how she was when I found her in the woods, after she had run away at the age of thirteen.”

Sarah walked in first; straight up to Katie and hugged her and kissed her.
“I’m so glad you have woken up. I don’t know what would have happened if you hadn’t. How are you feeling my baby?”
“A bit tired but I will be ok now, it’s all over. Where is Samantha? I want to see my Samantha, didn’t you bring her?”

“Samantha? Are you happy with that name Mark gave her?

”Mark didn’t call her Samantha I told him I wanted her called Samantha.”
Sarah looked at me, “it’s true she did tell me”
“We aren’t going into Katie talking to you again, Ill take your word for it.”

“Samantha is with her great Nan, while I came to see you, I will bring her back later when I bring Carly, oh and Lauren is on her way should be here this afternoon, she’s thrilled you are on the mend as we all are.”
“I couldn’t have done it with out Mark being here. I bet you were annoyed, but I needed him more for that short time. I do hope you understand.”
“I do understand but it put us under a bit of strain. And I had some bad thoughts. But as long as you are back to being the Katie we love it was worth it.”

“Well tonight he can go home and stay with you all, I won’t need him tonight, but I still want him mum, you can’t have him to yourself you know.” And smiled.

Once again those blue eyes were sparkling, not so bright, but as the doctor had said she needs to rest.
Then my Katie’s eyes will sparkle and shine again.

“Sorry. I have to throw you out, we have to clean her up, she’s making the ward smell.”
Both nurses laughed.

Sarah bent to kiss Katie, “we will all see you later my baby, thank you for coming back to us.”
“I couldn’t have done it with out Mark.”
One of the nurses looked at the other and said “Mark? Why not Dad?”
The other responded with “it’s a long and complicated story, Ill tell you later.”
And smiled at me.
I leaned over Katie and kissed her full on the lips, no tubes in the way now.

She kissed me back it felt good having Katie kiss me once more.

We broke apart and she stroked my cheek with her hand, “I’m so lucky to have found you Mark, I love you more then you will ever know, and you have proved you love me, and you didn’t break your promise and leave me.”
“And you didn’t break your promise and leave me either, now you get cleaned up, you smelly thing and we will be back this afternoon.”

I kissed her again and we left the nurses to attend to her.

As I drove hope I could hardly believe she was with us again, that feeling I had last night, telling me to go back to Katie, was it Katie again speaking to me, and she wanted me to be with her, or had I once again dreamt it.

It didn’t matter, I didn’t say anything to Sarah she would never have believed me.

But even to this day, I still believe that Katie was contacting me through the power of her mind.


When we got home I had a shower, and changed my clothes, like Katie I was a bit smelly too.

I went to the school to get Carly she was very happy to see me at last.
By the time I got back to the house with her, Lauren had arrived, so Carly was doubly excited.

“How is Katie? Mark”
“The doctors are checking her out this afternoon, they are surprised she is so well after fourteen days in a coma, and she is speaking and remembering things that happened years ago, even to the point of you being her scatty sister,” I laughed, “there’s nothing wrong with her brain.”
“I’m so glad, I can’t wait to see her, Tony said he may get here soon, so I will wait for him and meet you at the hospital.”
“Ok, but don’t leave it to long they may not want visitors around too late.”

“Now Carly, bath and put on your best dress we are going to see your sister, she is really looking forward to seeing you; it’s been a long time.”

Carly raced upstairs, I followed, ran the water and bathed her.

Sarah had sorted out her dress, and was waiting to dry her when I took her to the bedroom.

“Is Samantha coming mummy?”
“Of course she is we wouldn’t leave her behind, and Katie hasn’t seen her yet, it will be a nice surprise for her. When we get to the hospital why don’t you push her into Katie’s room?”
“Yes please, I can be her mum for a while.”

I looked at Carly, now I don’t think I am a bad guy but how the hell did I deserve such a lovely daughter as Carly, was beyond me, every thing she seemed to do made me so proud of her.

Carly sat on my lap as Sarah, gently washed and dried Samantha.
Then she dressed her in a new dress that Sarah had bought in the town this afternoon.

The time Sarah had finished with her she looked beautiful, and I knew Katie would be very proud of her, as I was.
Sarah and Katie certainly could produce beautiful babies, and I suspected that Lauren would be exactly the same when she had her babies.

The family was loaded in the car and we drove to the hospital.

The nurse made a fuss of Samantha and Carly, saying what I had already said, “that they were both beautiful.
“Can we go in?”
“Think you had better, she has been pestering all afternoon asking when you would get here, the doctors didn’t as take as long as they thought, she is very well after her ordeal. Of course Katie as been bored all afternoon, I have been with her most of the time to keep her company. And I have learnt a little more about your secret, you naughty boy, but its safe with me. She sure does love you all, talks of nothing else but her Mark.”

Sarah piped up, “I know I tried to discourage them at the beginning but it was hopeless, easier to give in, and let Katie have what she wanted, Mark. We wore him out sometimes poor soul, didn’t we Mark.”
“I think you are very brave Sarah, I don’t think I could share my man with another woman.”
“Girl, Katie was only a girl. Do you know what she would say when she wanted to make love to Mark?”
“No, do tell.”
“KFC.”
“What?”
“Katie Fancies Cock.”
The nurse fell about laughing, “She has a wonderful family that much I do know.”

“NURSE.” came a call from Katie’s room, “have my parents arrived yet.”
“opps I think she heard us, you had better go in or there will be trouble.”

We walked into her room, she was sat up in bed, and she looked gorgeous. Her hair was washed and combed in a pony tail, and she even had a little make up on.
“I’ve been waiting all day for you to come.”
I kissed her, “getting the kids ready, while you lay here doing nothing we have been very busy.”
“Where’s my Samantha?”

Carly pushed the baby to Katie’s side.

“Oh, Carly have you brought her to see me. You are a clever girl. I will be home soon, then you can tell me every thing you have done while I have been away, it that ok?”
Carly nodded and smiled.

Katie looked into the pushchair, “pass her up to me mum, please.”

Sarah took her out and handed her to Katie, she began to cry, “She’s lovely Mark, she is beautiful, you did this.”
“No, you did that Katie, you did it all, and she is every bit as beautiful as her mum, all my girls are beautiful, I’m a very lucky man.”
“Carly jump up and sit with me and Sammy.”

Carly got on the bed and watched as Katie stroked Sammy’s face with her fingers.
“I didn’t believe I could have such a lovely baby, do like her Carly?”
Carly didn’t say anything just nodded.

All at once the door opened and in walked Lauren and Tony.
“Wow, my three favourite girls all together, I have to have a picture.”
She pulled a camera from her bag.

Then started a long photo session, mum and daughter, dad and daughter, Carly and her mum with Sammy and Katie.
Almost every combination that we could think of.
Lauren even asked the nurse to take one of us all together.

The doctor arrived and told us what they had found, just as the nurse had told us.

“So when can I go home?”
“Be a few days yet, we have to make sure you are strong enough to look after the baby.”
“I want to be home with my family in two days, mum and Carly will help me with Sammy.”
“Two days is a bit short, nearer a week I think.”
“No, two days, I want to be home in two days. I thank you for every thing every one has done for me but I want to go home now.”
“Well I’m not sure you can Katie.”
“You ask my mum, she says it often enough don’t you mum?”
“What’s that Katie?”

“Katie always gets what she wants, and I want to go home.”

“You had better listen to her doctor,” Sarah added. “She is right, she always gets what she wants, ever since she was twelve, she gets every thing. She is a spoilt young lady is my Katie. Its Marks doing, I told him not to give into her, and he was too soft with her, and he didn’t listen, and now look at her spoilt beyond all reason.”

“Well we will try, but its up to you Katie, if you aren’t strong enough you stay here, we have to think of the baby now as well. And I would suggest if you want to go home in two days you get some rest, and say good night to your family.”

With that he left.

“Well that’s settled then, Carly I will be home in two days, and we can look after Sammy and play games that suit you?”
“Oh yes I want you back home, I don’t like you in here.”

“Well we had better go then.” I said.
“Will you be in tomorrow Mark?”
“Of course I will be.”
“In the evening?”
“No, morning as usual.”
“And what about your work, you haven’t been for two weeks, how will we manage if you lose your job, with an extra mouth to feed?”
“Ill have another couple of days, wait until you get home then Ill go back.”
“NO, you will go back tomorrow; you have wasted enough time on me.”
“I wouldn’t call it a waste of time.”
“Don’t argue, I want you to go back to work and stop wasting your life in this hospital, your work is done here, I am well again. And you know what I told the doctor.”
“What?”
“I get what I want, I’m spoilt and you were the one that spoilt me, so it’s all your fault.

I nodded “you are right, Ill come in tomorrow evening then.”
I held her and once again, I kissed, and looked into her eyes, already the sparkle was returning, Katie would be home in two days, she had made her mind up.

“I love you Mark, and thank you for Sammy.” she handed her back to me, “bring her in tomorrow when you come. Please.”

They all took turns in kissing Katie good night and we left, to let her rest, she had a lot to do, if she wanted to be home in two days.

I went in as usual the following night, I didn’t take Samantha with me, I only stayed an hour, then went back home as Katie had told me.

I was at work when I got a call from Sarah.
“Don’t bother going in tonight she’s on the way home now with me, the doctors gave her the all clear, she’s over the moon. Mums looking after Sammy, she asked again who the father was. I told her it was a mistake that Katie had made, and not to worry about it, she would be fine we are going to help Katie with the baby. She seemed happy with that.”
“What did Katie say?
“She agreed to leave it as I told mum, so it doesn’t course any bother, god knows what would happen if they found out you were the father, so best not say any more, just Katie’s silly mistake, that ok with you?”
“Yes I only want what’s best.”
“You come home straight from work then, she’s looking forward to seeing you, Carly doesn’t know she will be home so be a nice surprise for her too.”

I arrived home and Katie was on the sofa with Sammy.

“How sure you feeling now?”
“One hundred percent told you I would be home in two days.”
Sarah answered, “That’s because she was driving them mad asking, they were glad to get rid of her.”
“Well I’m glad she has come home, I won’t ever get fed up with her.”
“Ah, you are kind Mark,” Katie replied.
“But I will tell you some thing my girl, and it doesn’t matter what you want or say.”
“What’s that Mark?”
“You won’t be having any more babies, at least by me; you aren’t putting your mother or me through all that again. We aren’t going to risk losing you again.”
“I don’t want any more I have all I want now.”


After dinner out came the baby bath, and for the first time Katie bathed Sammy, with Carlys help of course.
She said she was an expert as she had done it every day with her mum since Sammy came home.
So Carly taught Katie how to bath a baby.

So that was my life for the six weeks, playing the father again to a baby.

At last came the day of Laurens wedding.
Sarah looked after Sammy, Katie was maid of honour as planned, and Carly was a bridesmaid, along with two of Tony’s nieces.
And I gave Lauren away.
Every thing went off as planned.

In the hotel garden in the evening, Sarah’s dad caught my arm.
“Want to share a cigar with me Mark?”
As you know I don’t smoke but I walked with him.
Katie was sitting on a bench with Sammy.

We sat down with Katie.

“Do you know, I think you have made a good father to those two girls. And I know they love you very much.”
“Thank you, nice of you to say so.”

He turned to Katie, “You love him very much don’t you Kate?”
“Yes granddad I do.”
“I think you have loved him since you were a teenager, I have watched you two over the years and I think you are very close.”
“We are.”
“So much so that when for what ever reason Mark left your home, you ran away, and wouldn’t come home until your mum had him back in your home.”
Katie looked at me.

“Am I right Kate?”
“Yes”
“So if you loved him that much and you obviously still do, I find it strange.”
“What granddad?”
“That you should have made a silly mistake like you did, having Samantha. By someone you didn’t love.”
Again Katie looked at me.

“And knowing how Mark feels about you, I also find it strange that he isn’t annoyed or even jealous that you should give your self to someone else.”

I was becoming a little nervous now.

“You probably think I’m an old fool, but I shall ask you a question Kate, and I want a truthful answer. I won’t say any more after you answer, the subject will be closed forever, and the answer you give will between us, no one else.”
He looked at us both.

“Now tell me who the father is Kate, is it Mark?”

Katie looked at me; I gave her a slight nod.
“Yes he is the father, please don’t tell grandma.”
“I won’t tell a soul, but I wanted to know if my suspicions were right, does your mum know?
“Yes she knows.”
“I thought she would, and how does she feel about it.”
“She allowed it to happen, I told her I loved Mark and wanted his baby. She knows I will never marry, I told her that when I was fourteen that I loved Mark more then anyone in the world.”

“So if I mention it to Sarah she won’t be surprised or upset then, it’s not a secret?”
“No its not.”
“That’s all I wanted to know, it’s put my mind at rest. I didn’t think Mark would cheat on Sarah, she had to know.”

“And I know Mark will look after you all, he has done in the past, thank you both for being honest with me. It will go no further now.”

“Well I’m going back to join your Nan.”
He kissed Katie and shook my hand and walked away.

We didn’t have much to say, our secret was out, but as he said he won’t tell any one, and he knew that his great grand child and grand daughter would be ok all the time was around.

We sat for a while, my arm around Katie, until Sarah found us.
“Come on you two Laurens leaving, come and say good bye to them both.”

Lauren and Tony were off to the Greece for two weeks.

We got up and followed Sarah back to the reception.

We told Sarah of the conversation we had with her father, she was surprised he had guessed the truth, but was happy that he wouldn’t say anything to her mum.

Eight years later he died, but he never divulged our secret about Sammy.

Two years later Sarah’s mum died, Sarah thought she couldn’t stand life without her husband and gave up the will to live.
Sarah being the only daughter, she inherited every thing. The bungalow they had was too small for us, so it was sold.

The money from the sale came in handy, and we haven’t had to struggle to find cash any more.
We have put some of the money in trust for Carly and Sammy; it matures when they are twenty five years old. So it will be a nice lump some, with the interest added, maybe enough to help them with their lives.

We took Sammy and Carly to America when she was five to Disney land, and Seaworld. We stayed for three weeks, and had a wonderful time, both the girls were thrilled.
Sarah and the Katie brought back a pile of cheap clothes; they said they had saved a fortune on English prices.



The year is 2036



Time passes so quickly, Carly is 21 years old now, and Sammy is 12, the same age as when I met her mother Katie.
They are very similar in many ways, although Sammy has light brown hair, a mixture of her mums and mine. She is slim as is her mum, and Katie once mentioned that Sammy has gorgeous legs as she had at that age.

“I told her not to go there; it’s her legs and her showing them off to me that got me in this trouble to start with.”
“You call it trouble?”
“A kind of trouble I like, but had you not been such an exhibitionist when you were twelve then I would not have got interested in you, and we may never have had this life. I would have worked out my stay and gone else where.”
“But you are glad you stayed?”
“It was the best thing I have ever done.”
“Good and you still love us all the same way you did all those years ago?”
“I probably love you all more.”

A long time ago, when we were at the hotel, Lauren asked me to write it all down, which I have, and if you have read from part 1 then you will know the whole story.

But I had to do an update, so here goes.

The years between Sammy being born, have been much the same as most other families.
She grew surrounded by love, and that’s what I think has shaped her life and made her what she is today, a loving kind understanding girl, as is Carly.

Carly studied well at school, and is now at college, she has met a young man, and they seem to be hitting it off together, although it’s too early to say if it will last long enough for her to marry him.

Sammy is still at school and wants to be as clever as Carly, as Katie as often said “she isn’t as scatty as her Auntie Lauren was at that age.”

Sammy has lots of boyfriends and is playing the field as young girls do. But as you know her mum didn’t, she found me and wanted me, and as stayed with me for almost thirty years.
We are in love as much now as we were then.

Sarah’s sex drive as waned a little, and I’m over 60 years old, so I have slowed down.
Sarah still likes her kisses and hugs, and very occasionally we make love.

But Katie is still sexually active, and I have a job sometimes to keep up with her. But she looks on it as exercise for me, “to keep my heart strong and beating,” she claims.

But then, I’m in my 60s, where as Katie is still young at 40.

Katie as kept her figure, always down the gym, she says “to keep me interested in her.”
But she has no fear about that, I want her now as much as I did when she was 14.

She still sits with her legs over mine as she did when we did her homework when she was twelve. And she will cuddle up to me when Sarah has gone to bed.
We often talk about the past life we shared, and the promises we have made to each other.

But we both know that one day we will have to part, and me being so much older it will be me that leaves her I suspect.

She will be in tears some times, for no reason, but I know she is thinking about that time, when, we don’t know obviously, but she hates the thought of being with out me, she has often said that.

One evening we were discussing it.
Which we very seldom do any more, as it makes her very sad and it ends in tears for us both.

“I can’t bear the thought of you not being with me any more Mark, to cuddle up to like this, and make love to you. If you go I don’t think I want to carry on, I could be alone for another 30 years with out your love.”
“What are you saying?”
“That if you go, I may come with you.”
Tears were forming in her eyes.

“Oh no you don’t my girl, can you image how you would have been had Sarah died when you were young? We have had a life time together; we have had things others only dream of. Our love has lasted the whole of the time, and not once have we argued about anything important. When I go you stay, I wont leave you, I will be in your mind talking to you has you did to me when you were in that coma after Sammy was born. I will try and guide you through the rest of your life until the time when we will meet once more. You have to promise me you won’t ever think about dieing and leaving Sammy alone, she will need you, as you needed your mum.”

“But I love you so much; I won’t be able to live with out you.”

“And I love you, and always will from now until eternity; nothing will take our love away. Just think of all the good times, all the things you did to get me in your bed when you were a teenager, the way you runaway so we could be together, all of those things, and we will be together again, now and for always. Promise me now, you will put this notion out of your head forever, and never think of it again.”

“I promise, but I can’t help think of it.”

“I think of it as well, but we will never speak about it again, we will enjoy the time we are together, after all I may live until I’m a hundred, and you will be eighty.” I joked.
“I do hope so, that would be lovely to have you for another thirty years, and Sammy will have a life of her own, then I will come with you when you go.”

“If I live to a hundred and you are eighty you can come with me, but don’t forget you will have grandchildren then, and maybe even great grandchildren and you will want to watch them grow up?”

She dried her eyes, and we have never spoken about it since, but I know my Katie well enough by now.
When I see her eyes filling with tears, I know she is thinking about that day, when ever it may be.

It’s something I think people forget when they fall in love with a much older or younger person, who will be left alone at the end of their life span.
I didn’t think about it 30 years ago, and I know Katie didn’t.

I believe that’s the reason I began to write this account, so that Katie can read it, when she is alone.

I have only written the important things.
Things that will jog her memory, and bring back other memories.
There is so much that has happened, far too much for me to write down, she will remember all the smaller details I haven’t said.

As I write this, I think of our start together, my NEW START in life, when I met the family that finally became my family.
And I have to admit, as I have been writing this account, I have had tears several times when I have thought back, and the thought that I shall finally have to break my promise to Katie and leave her forever.

But for now we are together, and I try and put it out of my mind.

It’s late at night I think of it most, when Sarah or Katie are asleep, and I hear them breathing quietly. My mind wanders to when I shall say goodbye to my beloved girls. Then I silently cry myself to sleep.
Try as I may to shake myself free from these thoughts, they always return.

Not every night, I go through a period when I never think of that day, but something will trigger it, some event maybe during the day, if we have had a wonderful day out as a family, then my deepest fears come back and haunt me as I lay in bed.

Katie is looking after me, she makes sure as soon as I have an illness she has the doctor see me, she tells me to get checked up by the doctor at least twice a year.
She cooks the correct food to make sure my heart is in tip top condition, and we walk quite a lot for exercise, plus her love making.
Although her mum can’t walk as much any more, she still likes to come with us.

I look around the room; it’s unusual to have all my girls in one place at the same time.

Sarah, my lovely wife, who allowed me to come into her home and later her family, without her all the life I have now wouldn’t have been possible.
Where would I have been now, had I not been able to stay at her house thirty years ago.
And allowed me, reluctantly at first to sleep with her fourteen year old daughter.

Lauren, had it not been for this young lady, and her brilliant plan.
That after I was thrown out of Sarah home Katie should run away.
And to blackmail her mother into letting me return.
Again I wouldn’t be where I am now.
Had it not been for her idea when she was eleven, we would have been separated forever.

Carly my grown up daughter, the gift that Sarah gave to me twenty one years ago, who has grown into a beautiful young woman. Like her mother.

Samantha, my youngest daughter now fourteen, is the same age as her mother, when we made love for the first time in Sarah’s bed.

As I looked down at her on the floor reading, I remember that’s how Katie would sit in her nightie. Katie wanted me to look I remembered, and she never wore her panties, but this Sammy was wearing her panties.

I also wanted Katie to have my baby, and although it almost cost Katie her life, she gave me what I wanted, Samantha.
Another lovely girl, I am very proud of.

And then there’s my Katie, my blue eyed girl, what can I say about her I haven’t said a million times while writing this.
She is the one who I could never leave, she is my first love.
I love Sarah very much, but Katie is my soul, she is the air I breathe.
Without her, my life would never have been settled as it is now; she has made my life worth while.

I would never have had any one who loves and cares for so much as Katie does.
She is my whole life wrapped up in one beautiful package.
She knew what she wanted at fourteen, and didn’t let anything stop her from getting what she wanted, me.
I can not image how my life would have been had I not met her.

But there is one person missing.
One person who I have never met, a person who by leaving his family thirty years ago gave me the opportunity to have this life.

Sarah’s first husband John.

Why he should want to leave his beautiful wife Sarah, and his lovely children, Katie and Lauren when they were so young, I shall never understand.
But without him none of this would have happened.

I shall always owe him a debt of gratitude.

I was awoken from my day dream by Sarah.

“Laurens going and I’m off to bed Mark.”

I kissed Lauren goodbye, and they left the room.

“Come on you two,” said Katie “time you were in bed too. You have college tomorrow Carly, and Sammy you have school.”

Again I was kissed good night and they both when off to their rooms.

“You were miles away Mark, what were you thinking?”
“Just about how lucky I have been to have you all.”

Katie sat beside me, and swung her lovely slim legs over my lap, just how she did when we did her home work when she was twelve.

I used to put my hand up her skirt, and this time was no exception.
“Naughty boy,” she said, “you still do it after all these years.”
“Cant help it, old habits die hard.”

I looked into those blue eyes again, and bent to kiss her, “you will never know how much you mean to me and how much I love you.”
“I do I love you just as much.”

“Do you want to go to bed Mark? And make love to me.”
“Yes my sweet heart I do and I want to relive the first time we made love, when you were fourteen.”

She got up and took my hand, and led me to her room.


THE END

Post script.

This is the last part of this story, and I thank you all that have read the story and posted comments.
I am not continuing further.
I have taken 5 months to write this story.
Mark and the family, especially Katie have become part of my life.
I refuse to allow tragedy to befall the family, such as Sarah or Marks death.

So for that reason I am leaving it on a happy note.

Thank you again for the encouragement you all have given me to continue, I have to admit I have enjoyed writing this, and hope to write another very soon.
5 comments

anonymous readerReport

2012-12-29 06:23:51
Absolutely beautiful, 2nd time reading this full
story and I must say I love it's so amazing I love
The contrasting relationships and the story is
Full of lust adventure and true kindelship
Good job!

anonymous readerReport

2012-02-12 02:32:32
beaN8g Hello! Read the pages not for the first day. Yes, the connection speed is not good. How can I subscribe? I would like to read you in the future!...

anonymous readerReport

2011-06-15 03:28:25
I am commenting 4 d 1st time, it was long but interesting.u were just suppose 2 stop after lauren's wedding

anonymous readerReport

2011-06-04 03:04:44
im 16 this a real good story laurn reminds me about my girlfriend she 13 and im 16, katie reminds me of my sister when i frist had sex with her she was 13 and i was 14 i give this story 9/10 some parts repeated write more

anonymous readerReport

2011-06-04 03:04:10
im 16 this a real good story laurn reminds me about my girlfriend she 13 and im 16, katie reminds me of my sister when i frist had sex with her she was 13 and i was 14 i give this story 9/10 some parts repeated write more

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