It had been a long Month of June. Going to Jed Smith Park in Northern California for the Fourth of July weekend was finally here and I was very excited. Since my dad had his High school reunion, and a second honeymoon that meant I would be away from my parents for 10 days, the first time since Jake and I broke up. (another story). But thankfully I wasn’t going to be alone. They weren’t going on their honeymoon alone either (weird huh?) a classmate of my dads and her husband was going with them so that meant I would be at our cabin with their sons Dylan and Ryan. We had met before. Last summer at the fourth of July BBQ that we hosted. They were both hot then. I was really looking forward to spending time with them. But Dylan had a huge swimming meat or something and wouldn’t be joining Ryan and me at the cabin until Tomorrow. But at what time I was not sure.
So we got to Gasquet Calif. Which is in the area of the Red Woods around ten in the morning. And they got there right after we did. Ryan is 12 5’2 plays like 5 different sports, and is the hottest 12 year old I have ever seen. Brown hair, and brown eyes.
My parents had only been gone an hour and all I could do was sit on the porch swing and think of Jake, I was still recovering from heartbreak and couldn’t be myself around anyone I had just met. Ryan was really friendly. He new that I was gay and had no problem with it, but Ryan seemed to take an unusually large interest in me Ryan had made several attempts to talk to me, but I really wouldn’t say much. Finally he came out to the porch swing and sat down next to me.
“Why are you out here all by yourself?”
“Well since we have no TV or anything there isn’t much else to do.”
“What are you talking about? There is a lot we could do.”
“Name one thing”
Then he started fumbling for words, trying to figure out something to say. And quite frankly, it was really cute the way he did it.
“Uh, I well, we could, no, oh yeah, wait, no…”
“Its okay, you don’t have to spend any time with me. I am gonna be pretty boring for while.”
“because of what happened between you and your boyfriend?”
“Yeah, but how did you know something happened?”
“well you said you had a boyfriend, and when you mentioned that, you started to tear up. I figured something must have happened because of that.”
“huh, you’re a smart kid”
“yeah, well I guess, what did happen between you and him?”
“he cheated on me.”
“How long were you together?”
“Almost a year.”
“damn, well he is a dick for doing that to you.”
And I burst out laughing so loud I think the Governor could here me in Sacramento.
“HAHAHAHAHA, HAHAHAHA, HAHAHA!!!”
“I’m sorry I didn’t mean to…”
“No, no no, I needed that. Really. I haven’t laughed like that in a long, long time.
All we were doing was sitting there, drinking some sparkling cider. And the fact that he kept getting closer to me, I honestly didn’t think much of it. Until he started talking again.
“So Will, what’s it like being with another guy.”
And a picture perfect view of me spitting out my cider. Which got him to laugh his ass off.
“HAHAHAHAHAH, hahahahahah ahahahahahahahahaha.”
“What the hell is so funny?”
“You spit out all of your drink.”
“I don’t know.”
“Why did you want to know that?”
“I don’t know, I guess I am just a little bit curious.”
“bleh,” I was trying how to talk about it, he seemed like a really deep kid, and was starting to take a real interest in me and my problems. “well I have had boyfriends and girlfriends, and I have found that I like guys a lot more. Being with a guy may be different from being with a girl, but if you have feelings for someone, it doesn’t matter what they are or who they are, what matters is what you feel for them. What about you, any girlfriends?”
And then I said “boyfriends?” jokingly…
“Well no, But there is this one older boy I have a crush on.”
“I see.” (I was reluctant to believe him, because I figured he didn’t want to alienate me, so I thought I would go along with it, not that there was anything to go along with.) “how long have you known him?”
“How long is that?”
“I just met him.”
Then the thought went through my head that he was talking about me, then I thought that was absurd, and that where was no way he would be talking about me.
“Do you think he likes you?”
“I doubt it, like I said he is older, probably too old, but like you said, feelings don’t matter right?”
“well, then it’s you.”
“I, don’t understand.”
“How can you not understand?”
“I don’t know, I guess I’m just a little bit confused.”
“How can you be, you said you knew you were gay.”
“Ryan, I am still recovering from heartbreak, My life was turned upside down by someone I loved with all my heart, I thought I was going to spend the rest of my life with him. I am not ready for any kind of relationship. Especially when I know I couldn’t give it my all. don’t get me wrong Ryan, you are a sweet, gentle, kindhearted kid, and you are very, very cute. I have to be honest but. I just can’t get into a relationship, and the fact is, you are five years younger than me. That is way too much of a gap.”
And when I saw the tear run down his face, and the look he had, it reminded me all too much of what I was like after I found out Jake cheated on me. Call it spur of the moment, or whatever you want to, but I had to do something. I put my arm around him, pulled him close and put my hand on his face. He looked up at me and I used my finger to wipe away that single tear. He looked into my eyes, I looked into his. And we met lips. Kissing. By far the most passionate and love filled kiss I had ever had. And it was probably his first. When we broke the kiss, he just looked up at me and smiled. Obviously speechless. I may have been smiling, but my mind was racing. I had no fucking clue what to do. He, as cute as he may be, is only 12 years old, and I am 17 years old. At any rate I felt like there was something there. I put caution to the wind, and went in for another kiss. Since there was no chance of anyone seeing us, that didn’t bother me. He really got into it. Tongue and all and I was shocked that he even knew how to do that. Needless to say I was waiting to see what else this kid had. He broke the kiss and took of my shirt. Kissing down my chest to my nipples and started sucking on them, causing me to moan a little bit “oooh”
He kissed farther down to my 6-pack, and when he reached my shorts, he tried taking them off, so I had to raise my butt off of the seat. He pulled down my shorts and saw the bulge through my boxers. And his eyes widened at the sight. My nearly 6 inches, (which may not be huge, but I am proud of it). And the spot of precum on them. He then came in for one more kiss before he went back to my boxers and pulled them down. He didn’t waste any time and went down on me right away. I couldn’t believe this was happening. I never thought it would get this far.
“Oh God, OH RYAN!! Oh shit mmmhm.”
I ran my fingers through his hair, and rested my hand on his head. I was not going to force him farther than he could go. The way he swirled his tongue around the head of my dick was too much for me to bare. I may have been experienced in holding back an orgasm, but today I could not by any means. All I could do was warn him which I did.
“Ryan, I’m gonna blow, you better stop while you still… Awwwwwwwwwwwww FUCK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!”
I felt him beginning to swallow and I squirted 4 5 6 7 ropes of hot sticky jizz down his throat and he didn’t spill a drop. I was beginning to wonder if he had some experience or not. But he did come off coughing. I felt so terrible. I pulled him close and hugged him. Once he calmed down and stopped coughing I led him inside. Onto the couch in the living room, and kissed him briefly. Then I sat pulled his shorts and boxer-briefs off in one swift motion. He is 4 and a half inches long. With a good amount of girth. Which really surprised me, he was huge for his age. I didn’t wait. I went down on him, swirling my tongue around his head.
“oh William, oh mmmmhm, yeah. Oh ugh.”
In about 3 minutes he started convulsing and shaking. He squirted a little bit onto my tongue but not much.
“Oh shit that was fantastic.”
“I am glad you liked it Ryan.”
“I love you will”
“I… Love you too.”
Even though I couldn’t believe what just happened. I was in a daze I knew what happened was wrong, but it felt right. I looked at the clock and it was only 6:00, I laid down on the couch and he laid down on me, laying his head on my chest. Then we drifted off in a deep dreamless sleep…
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