This is my first work to be posted on here so please be nice. Its very unique.
I wanted you, did you know that...
For so long it was only you who could make me feel this way. Still as I think about it my pussy grows damp and I can feel that hollow ach. My nipples grow taunt and beg for attention, your attention. This is what you do to me and you don't even care.
When you touched me, my body ached for you. A low slow burn deep inside my pussy that only you could satisfy. I enjoyed touching you just as much as I enjoyed you touching me. Your warm soft skin was a sinful temptation. You let me touch you when no one was looking, teasing myself with thoughts of what I could do to your body. Small secret touches to remind you I was still there, that I wanted you. Everytime I walked past you I want to kiss the back of your neck just to feel your warmth on my lips.
You liked me enough to take me to your bed. But I suppose that wasn't because you liked me, you needed me. Your pleasure was my only desire, I want you to feel good in my arms. You would never let me kiss you, I never knew why. Your kiss was my down fall. I craved it, I would do anything to have you kiss me. Our mouths meeting, the sweet taste of your gentle lips on mine, your hand tangled in my hair on the back of my head holding me still.
I stroked your hard thick cock for you so many times. My soft hand stroking you, holding you firmly. My thumb gently teasing the head of your cock on the up stroke. My other hand softly massaged your balls. Occasionally I would lick the slit of your cock just to see if I could get a reaction, one that never came.
You laid there and took the pleasure I was give you in silence. The only words to leave your mouth were instructions never compliments.
Some times as a reward you would finger my wet needy pussy. I liked that, I always felt so full. You knew how to make me squirm, your finger tips rubbing against my g spot making me moan. My moans were soft but still they angered you I tried my hardest to remain quite as you touched me. Often you would stop and tell me to stop making those silly sounds or you would insist I suck your cock to stop the sounds.
I sucked your cock on many occasions. The feel of you hard cock in my mouth was wonderful. That was my triumph, to feel you come undone under the attention of my sweet warm silky mouth. The gentle tight sucking and the caress of my tongue all over your cock was enough to make your cock twitch and often make you cum. You liked it when I swallowed your seed, you liked it because I hated it.
I always had to be on top of you during sex, I never could convince you to lay atop me as I desired. You would drive your hard thick cock into my pussy from bellow. You liked that, the feel of my pussy at your mercy. The way it milked your cock, a tight silk glove caressing you in the most erotic way. You would never cum inside my pussy I was unworthy of such a privilege, instead you would pull out of my tight pussy and make me suck our combined tangy nectar from your cock.
Even my ass was not safe from your attention. It took the promise of a kiss from you to make me agree but in the end I did. I lowered my virginal ass onto your waitting cock. It hurt so much like I was being ripped in two. You did not care, to you my tight ass felt like heaven on your cock. I whimpered as you held my hips in place and thrust deep into me, I wanted to cry it hurt so much but I wanted that kiss. I wanted to please you.
As you climaxed you pulled out of my ass spilling your seed on your stomach and my ass. I cleaned you up as you asked. Whisper soft whipes with cotton cloth you insisted I always use. Then I recieved my kiss, a quick kiss that made me want to beg for more. The feel of your lips on mine even for those few seconds was pure bliss.
After the fleeting kiss ended you told me to let myself out. I stood there and watched in amazement as you drifted to sleep in meer seconds. Your loud snores filling the room. I feel oddly proud, you only ever snore when your exhausted.
The next time I see you you only say two words to me. ... No More.
Now you no longer want me I have given you what you desire and I am of no use. Your mean to me and ignore me like I mean nothing. Your ashamed of the time we spent together. Ashamed it was my body that stired yours so, my soft handful sized beasts, my peach like bum, my soft shaven pussy. Ashamed of what I was so proud of. I know you will come back again when you need me but this time I will not be there for you.
My body is no longer your playground, but still it craves you. I hate that you know you do this to me. You know I dream of you touching me, tasting me, loving me. I would have given you everything to fall asleep snuggled in your arms yet you deny me even this.
I no longer have the strength to pretend that I don't care. I loved you and you hated me. To cause me this much pain you must hate me.....