Sorry it took so long to get part 7 done, but here we go…
We sat there for a while watching the sunrise when Ryan just looked over at me, with a solemn look of sorrow on his face and he said.”
“Will, is there anything we can do to make you feel better?”
“Haha, Ryan thank you for caring, but you both already have, I assure you.”
“Did you still want to go rafting?”
“thanks for listening guys, I really needed that.”
“Don’t mention it.”
“Well if you two will excuse me, I need a shower.”
I got up and the both of them just sat there in silence. I went into the bathroom and turned on the water. I have no idea why, but that was exhausting, then I heard the screen door shut from the living room. I didn’t know who it was obviously but it could only be two people. Then the bathroom door opened, and I heard someone start to take a piss. For about ten seconds I heard the stream continue. Then, when it stopped I held my breath as the door opened and closed. Then silence. I sighed as I began to wash my dick and rinse off so I could get out. When I was done, I walked into the bedroom naked because I forgot any clothes to put on, and Ryan was laying on the bed jacking off, I could tell he was close to the end by his moaning so I decided I wouldn’t disturb him, then out of nowhere Dylan came up behind me and grabbed my by the waist resting he head on my neck and kissed my neck as we watched Ryan orgasm and moan loud., When he caught his breath he looked up and saw us standing there. He had a half smile on his face and said he was going to take a shower. We didn’t say anything, but by the time he was done, we were both rock hard.
“Dylan we need to talk.”
I led him to the bed and sat down next to him.
“Look, these past few days have been fantastic, but with what has happened, it has been complicated.”
“what do you mean?”
“What I mean, is that I have very strong feelings for you, I can’t explain it, I don’t think I felt this way about Jake.”
“What are you saying?’
“I think I love you Dylan.”
“I love you.”
He stood up and walked to the window. The water was running. So I thought ryan wasn’t listening.
“Dylan, I can’t explain it, but that isn’t the only thing I need to talk to you about.”
“before you got here, Ryan and I had a little well, experience.”
“I figured that had happened.”
“Dylan, he is really taken with me.”
He turned and looked at me.
“I know, but what are WE going to do about it.”
“I don’t know, Ryan loves me, and I will always love him, just not in the way he wants me to.”
“I understand, I do.”
“No, I, love you too.”
“I knew it, I just knew it.”
He was in the doorway, tears flowing down his face.
“Don’t will just don’t.”
He ran out the front door. And it slammed behind him. By this time Dylan had put some shorts on, and was about to run after him.
“No, I’ll go.”
I threw on some boxers and pants, and ran out the front door. My mind was racing, there were way to many directions he could have gone, but not a lot were easily accessible. I had to think, he couldn’t have gone that far, there was only one place I went when I wanted to calm down, and that is the first place I was going to look. That place was a swimming whole that was very hard to get to. So I started jogging towards the path that led the swimming hole. I reached the path and started to run down. I kept going even though I knew one wrong step and I would be in deep shit. I got nearly there and I spotted him, he was on a rock next to the river. I ran down the hill towards him, and he sat the watching me, tears flowing.
“How did you know how to look here.”
“Because Ryan, I showed you this swimming hole, it is my favorite place to be. Besides, we need to talk.”
“You know what.”
I sat down next to him and put my arm around his shoulder.
“First of all, did you hear all of it?”
“Then you heard me say what I said about you right?’
“Ryan I love you very much. The feelings I have for you, are one of a kind and irreplaceable.”
“Yes, yes really. You and I will always have something special. But…”
“Your brother and I have something special too.”
“What do you mean?”
“What I mean, is well, I love him.”
“But I thought you said you love me.”
“Ryan I do, it’s just a different kind of love.”
“I don’t understand.”
“well, the love I have for you it’s complicated, because it is likely I will never feel the same way for anyone else ever again.”
“Yes, yes really.”
“Well what about you and Dylan”
“Me and Dylan, well, it’s like what me and Jake had, only bigger, stronger and more likely to last.”
“So what you saying is, you and Dylan, are going to be like boyfriends.”
“Well, yeah, that was what I was trying to talk to him about.”
“Oh, sorry, I kind of ruined a conversation.”
He looked down, obviously still heartbroken, I could tell that I had made it better, but it wasn’t good enough. I felt terrible, and somehow, I was going to fix it. I put my hand on the side of his face, slid it down his cheek, and lifted his head to connect eye to eye. The look in this eyes, were sad, I leaned in and placed a kiss on his lips, leaned back, mouthed I love you and hugged him. For the longest time. Then I broke off the hug, looked into his eyes, he smiled slightly, but he still wasn’t there yet.
“Ryan, lets go back to the house, okay?”
We got up and walked back to the house, hand in hand.