Nicky Bliss (A Shemale’s Journey)
A tribute to the most beautiful creatures and most perfect humans that ever walked the earth.
My name is Nicky Bliss. I am a self-made millionaire and business woman. I don’t care for the money so much but I care very much for the industries that have earned it for me. You see by day I am a model of fine women’s clothing and by night I work as an exotic escort mostly to very wealthy clientele. It has not always been this way, I come from very humble beginnings which I will tell throughout my story but I have always been fascinated by the human body and from a very early age I have adored sex.
I was Born Nicklaus Shtick to father Berndt and mother Kira. I was born in the United States the year after they migrated from Germany. I don’t know exactly where as they have always refused to discuss it. My father was a high school Phys Ed teacher and my mother was a dancer trying hard to break into the big time. I enjoyed a fantastic relationship with my mother early on but I felt like an interruption to my father’s plans right from the start I guess.
The real story begins when I was 5 years old. My mom and Dad were hosting a fancy dress party for New Year’s Eve. There were around 50 guests crammed into our modest home and yard and they had not even stopped arriving yet. It was around 8 o’clock and mom had forgotten to put me to bed. I didn’t mind though, I was having fun snooping around in the background taking in all the sights and smells without being noticed. There was one other child there who I had started playing hide and seek with, only I had been hiding in the same spot in my parents’ bedroom cupboard for close to 40 minutes now and had figured he had fallen asleep. I was just about to step out when the bedroom door opened. Excited I quickly pulled back into the cupboard and pulled the door closed again ready for Edmund to find me.
Then I heard the door close and heard some strange noises began. There was heavy breathing and someone changing their clothes or something. Curiosity got the better of me and I opened the door just enough for me to see out. I saw a man from my mom’s dance school and mom was kneeling in front of him. We were not religious people at all and even if we were why would she be praying here in her bedroom in front of this man. The man now closed his eyes but instead of words of prayer I heard sucking noises. I opened the cupboard just a little more and could now see the front of my mom in the reflection from the mirror. She was putting the man’s penis between her lips and then sucking on his penis. She licked it like a lollipop and sucked it some more. I was amazed at the size of the man’s penis. It was so big, so long and so round. It fit just perfectly in mom’s mouth. She looked so hungry for it, like it was the best tasting lollipop in the world and he enjoyed it so much that is until some white cream came out of the end. He grunted a few times like it hurt a bit and then smiled a huge smile. My mom licked the cream and rose from her knees and they both went back to the party. Edmund never did come looking for me and I never forgot what I saw from that cupboard, it was to me the most beautiful thing I had ever seen.
When I was 7 years old I found some clips on my Dad’s computer of himself and some of his students at school. There was a little bit of talk about sex by then amongst the kids in my year level so I kind of knew what I was looking at. He was sucking their small boobs and licking between their legs and of course they were putting his penis in their mouths. The girls were so pretty, I wanted to grow up pretty, and they sucked my dad’s penis so nicely. I hoped that my penis wouldn’t always be small and looked forward to pretty girls like that sucking it. There was something about those girls or pretty women in general that I adored and began to long for even at that young age. I convinced my mom to let me grow my hair longer and I started mucking around from time to time dressing in girls clothes. My friends at school were all girls and I had a couple of good friends that would love to have sleepovers and dress me up and stuff, it was our little secret. We got so good at it that one day the girls dressed me up and their mom did not recognise me and asked them to introduce me. It was so funny and even funnier when I left and said goodbye and Mrs Wilson (Lucy’s Mom) said
“Oh goodbye Nicky I didn’t even know you were here”
My Dad found me one day at home dressed up and went berserk. He had predicted I would grow up ‘queer’ from early on and blamed my mom and her ‘gay dancer friends’ for it. Mom was able to convince him it was for a school play or perhaps not convince him but give him a lie that he could live with. He made me cut my hair though and I was completely devastated. My friends Lucy and Melinda were good to me and managed to find some wigs for me to use at our ‘dress up’ parties that were really very ordinary but at that age it was enough.
When we were around 11 our interests started changing. We talked about sex and were very curious about the topic and decided to do some experimenting. One night at a dress up party the girls suggested we all take off our tops, so we did. They had both started to form cute little breasts, I knew this as it was visible in their clothing, but to see them naked immediately made my dick hard. All of a sudden I felt awkward, like a knife had been plunged into my stomach. I was so jealous of their breasts and their changing bodies. Lucy noticed and tried to comfort me
“Oh Nicky, you are beautiful. We love how you look and well... think of the advantages” She said looking at the bulge in my skirt.
“Would you like to feel them?” Melinda added
“I would love to, I guess. I mean, sure”
I touched a nipple each of the girls with the palm of my hand softly making them gasp. I began to squeeze and roll them around in my hands. They were incredible; they were all I had dreamt of. I spent a long time just rubbing and kissing them. When I stopped I looked at my own flat chest and then at theirs and began to cry.
“Aw Nicky look at the bright side, if you had boobs you wouldn’t have that gorgeous dick sticking up under your skirt” Melinda said.
It was the perfect thing to say. Reading each other’s minds we all shed the rest of our clothes and sat staring for a few minutes. They had very cute little pussies, all tight with a little tuft of pubic hair. I wanted to lick them as I had seen on Dad’s movies.
“C can we touch it? Lucy gasped looking at my dick
“Um...ok” I replied
By this stage in life I had played with it plenty and had even made myself orgasm but the feeling of someone else caressing it so softly felt amazing. First Lucy stroked it and rubbed it and then Melinda had a turn. My eyes rolled back in my head and I just wanted to die in that perfect moment. Just then I felt it coming and wanted to warn the girls but could not think of how.
“look out” i managed to scream.
Despite the warning my cum went all over the girls hands and a little on Lucy’s tummy. There was a knock at the door.
“Everything ok in there?”
“Fine mum we are just playing” Lucy yelled.
We fell over the floor laughing and decided that was enough for today so we all dressed and I went home. I had the most wonderful and emotional time but something still did not seem right. The feeling of someone else playing with my dick was incredible and had made me happier to be male for now. I went to bed that night with a warm feeling in my stomach remembering the girl’s soft hands on my penis and the taste and smell and feel of their soft delicious boobs. I very much looked forward to our next time and hoped I would dream about it as I drifted off to sleep.
The next time I was with the girls we jumped straight in and took things to the next level. I licked and sucked the girls’ pussies one at a time while the other sucked my penis. They tasted so delicious and I couldn’t get enough of exploring the depths of their vaginas. Lucy’s mouth around my cock was so wonderful that I accidentally came and filled her mouth. She choked and spat it out onto my stomach and then took me by surprise as she put her finger in it and tasted it.
“Hmm, not too bad, a little salty but I like it” she beamed.
Melinda bent forward and gave a big lick and just watching her made me want a cock of my own to suck. I loved the way the girls moved up and down on my hard dick, my dick was warm and slippery inside their mouth and their tongues danced around the surface of my cock driving me wild.
It was a couple of years later, on a hot summer night that I crawled out of bed in the middle of the night to get a drink to quench my raging thirst. I was just finishing up in the kitchen when I heard some noises coming from the lounge room. I peered around the overhead cupboards convinced I would see someone having sex. I was right; two of my Mom’s male friends Carlo and Mark were at it, one giving the other a blowjob. I had never seen anything like this in real life only on the net. I stood silently watching only a little surprised but quite intrigued and a little horny. I began daydreaming about myself being the one receiving the blowjob from both of these strong athletic men. I was quickly snapped out of my dream by one of them calling out to me
“Come over here Nicky”
I froze and looked away considering running to my room.
“Don’t be scared, come and sit with us”
With my heart pumping almost out of my chest I went and stood in front of them
“Why were you watching us Nicky?” Carlo asked patting the seat next to him.
“I um...well you...” nothing brilliant came to me.
“You liked it? Is that what you’re trying to say?”
“Uh... yeah” I answered nervously
“Would you like to try it Nicky?” Mark asked backing away from Carlos to let me in
“Oh wow, um ok” Prehistoric sized butterflies were going nuts in my stomach as I knelt before Carlo.
First I reached out nervously and grabbed his cock in my hand and jerked it nervously.
“Easy Nicky, like this” Carlo said grabbing Mark’s cock and stroking up and down a few times.
Mark moved closer in beside us.
“Now watch” Carlo said
He put the end of Mark’s cock to his lips and ran his tongue up the slit in the middle and then swallowed his entire cock. He closed his eyes and started sliding back and forth and rotating his head a little. I wasted no time and tried to mirror his actions on his own cock. I felt a little clumsy at first and then got lost in another dream except this time I was me but I was female. I stopped suddenly and gasped at the picture in my mind.
“You’re ok Nicky, you’re doing fine” Carlo said
“I was a woman” I gasped
“Uh...what?” Mark said
“I was daydreaming and I was a woman” I clumsily tried to explain
“What like a different woman or a shemale or something?” Mark asked
“Huh? Shemale?” I asked looking for clarification
“A chick with a dick, have you never seen one you little perv?” Mark said insensitively
“Mark, take it easy “Carlo said. “A man who has basically become a woman through surgery and treatment but still has a penis” Carlo explained
“Wow that sounds weird” I giggled
“Enough talking” Carlo said rubbing my cheek.
I resumed licking and sucking his cock briefly before my Dad burst in.
“Out of my house, fucking fags. Nicky... what the fuck are you doing. You are a disgrace”
“Easy, easy” Carlo said getting dressed
“I’ll kill you, you little poof” Dad said grabbing my arm and nearly twisting out of the socket.
Mark went to restrain him but Dad hit him hard in the face sending him crashing across a sofa. Carlo dropped Dad with a blow right between the eyes. Dad raised his head looked at me and said
“Get out the lot of you; you fucking queers are not welcome in my home”
By this time I was bawling.
“Come on kid, we will get this sorted” Carlo said reassuringly.
I left and stayed with them that night but did not sleep at all. I just wanted to be home with my Mom. I think I cried myself empty that night.
My Mom rocked up the following morning with suitcase in hand. She had left Dad and it was no real surprise to me. They had never been real passionate, or at least not with each other. After thanking the boys for looking after me we had a real good talk and mom assured me that whatever I went through in life she would be there to support me. This was good because I was a mass of confusion at this point but one thing stood out in my head, the term shemale. I knew I had to look into this. I had looked at plenty of porn on the net but I did not remember seeing any ‘chicks with dicks’ and it intrigued me.
For the time being we decided to stay with Carlo and Mark and Mom had her friend move into her room with her. Mom and Bianca had been friends for a long time, since they were in high school actually. I always thought it was funny actually, that Mom and Bianca were best friends but they didn’t have any pictures or anything. I mean, she must have been homecoming queen or something; she was the most beautiful woman I had ever seen. I had always had a huge crush on her and now that I knew Mom and her were sharing a bed I was a little jealous myself. Dad hated her. For some reason he seemed jealous and pretended to be nice but Mom and I knew deep down he hated her.
One night Mom had a performance that restrictions stopped me from attending and she was stuck for a baby sitter. Bianca volunteered although she had never missed a single show Mom had been in.
“I’m so sorry B” I said to her.
“Don’t be silly gorgeous, we’ll have a great time together”
“Did you really mean it” I asked nervously
“Um sure Hun, What would you like to do?”
“No not about the great time, you called me gorgeous”
“Baby you take after your Mom, how could you be anything other than gorgeous. Don’t you like the way you look?”
“Well sort of, I guess” I responded. Inside I wanted the conversation to go on but I was afraid of how I felt. I was completely messed up.
“You know I love you Nicky, If you would like to talk about anything I will do all I can to help” she offered.
I pulled out some old photo albums and dropped them on the table and sat down next to Bianca.
“You read my mind only I feel like we are missing something”
“What” I asked curiously, but she was already on the phone ordering pizza and munchies.
As we flipped through photos talking and laughing about Mom and her school days I started to explain or at least try to explain how I was feeling, which I did not really know if I knew myself.
“B I have a lot of secrets I think for someone my age. You know my friends Lucy and Melinda?”
“Sure, they are a couple of cute girls” she said
“Well we have been having sex and mucking around and stuff” I said nervously
Seeing my nervousness Bianca tried to lighten the moment to make me feel ok.
“You lucky boy is everything going ok, or are there problems?”
“No, yes, sort of” I mumbled
“It’s ok Hun, I won’t judge you. Keep going”
“I get jealous and stuff”
“What of baby, they adore you?”
“Not of the relationship, of the way they look”
“You are beautiful Nicky; it is just different for men”
“Well sometimes I wish I was born a girl is all” I said looking at the floor with tears welling up.
Bianca hugged me tight for a long time while I sobbed and when I stopped I noticed she had been crying as well. Something in my head clicked and I looked at her and asked
“B why aren’t there any pictures of you and Mom together”
“There are baby, let me explain. When I was in high school there was a boy that didn’t seem to fit in with the guys very well and actually got picked on by them a lot. I couldn’t understand why, I mean he loved females and was highly attracted to them. I guess he identified better with them and spent more time hanging out with them, your mom in particular. This boy had a deep desire to be the best he could be and became obsessed with his physical appearance. Soon after he got the idea that perhaps he was supposed to be a female and started mucking around with girls clothes and make up with friends. He soon came to the conclusion that he wanted to look female, the only problem was that he loved being male during sex, he loved his cock and did not want to part with it. He started looking into a way to make this happen and ran into some friends who helped him find out about hormone therapy and surgery that would turn him into a female. He waited until he left school and then started his transformation. He became a woman essentially but kept his penis and generally prefers sex with women”
“Oh my god” I squealed. “I need to speak to him, umm her”
“You are Honey, and if you look closely at the pictures you can see there are lots of photos I am in. See this boy that is me or was me I guess”
I sat stunned for a long time. When I could finally speak I said
“You have to help me B; I want to be a woman too. I was meant to be a woman; I need to be a woman”
“Hey slow down tiger, we need to talk to your Mom is what we need to do”
If I had a crush on her before I had a major crush on her now.
“B, do you think I could... see you. I mean all of you”
“I guess that would be ok I mean you are already active and I don’t think your Mom would mind”
She stood and led me by the hand to her room with my heart racing but my head racing faster. My world had been rocked by the discovery of Bianca’s past and my Mom’s involvement. However I was sure of one thing, I knew exactly what I wanted to be and the sooner I started the better. My cock was painfully hard by the time I reached the bedroom. Bianca stood in the middle of the room and just let me do as I willed. Rejecting any thought of self-control I put my hand straight on top of her crotch. To my surprise she was already hard and gasped at my touch. I rubbed on top of her clothing in circles getting faster and faster.
“Ooh please get it out and suck it baby?” Bianca said with her eyes rolling back in her head.
She hitched up her skirt and I slipped it carefully out the side of the tiny G-string she was wearing at the same time as she sat back in the tub chair behind her. I knelt between her legs and grabbed a handful of her gorgeous shaft and moved the skin up and down as I marvelled at the large purple knob. Her cock was the largest I had seen and the most beautiful too. I licked and sucked her knob like it was the last supper and then started going further down on her a little at a time. She made the most delightful, sweet little gasps of pleasure as I clumsily sucked her off for all I was worth. I caressed her soft smooth sack with my cheek as I nibbled the base of her shaft. It must have been around 15 minutes before she came but it was way too soon for my liking. She aimed and fired all over her magnificent tits and I was only too happy to help clean them off with my hungry tongue.
“Oh B, that was a dream come true, or should I say cum true”
“I tell you now for a 14 year old you have way too much skill but I guess I know where that comes from” Bianca said.
“I finally now what I want to be and I feel good about it. Oh thank you B”
“We will sort you out Hun, don’t you worry”
She pulled herself out of the chair and backed me into it and immediately started sucking me off. She was gentle at first slowly taking me all the way in then pausing for a second before backing off. One time when she had hit bottom she slipped her tongue out passed her lip and ran it over my sack and I nearly cried it felt so nice.
“Oh B there can’t be anything more beautiful than your pretty face looking up at me with your mouth wrapped around my dick”
In response she sucked harder and faster. So hard in fact that I thought I might lose my dick down her throat, it actually hurt just a little. I gripped the arms of the chair with all my might and my stomach muscles tensed as my back curled forward and I came. Bianca sucked my whole load down like it was an entrée and she was in a hurry for main course.
“You have to teach me to suck like you” I said
“All in good time sweetie, there is one last trick”
“Are you still a virgin?” She asked
“Well you know I’m not” I said a little confused
Just as I finished speaking she slipped a finger straight up my ass and smiled.
“Fuck” I screamed
“Yes that’s right, fucked…. In the ass. Now you get it”
“Well no I haven’t but………”
“What’s the matter?
“You’re very big”
“You know I’ll look after you kiddo, please, I have never been with a virgin and with you it would be so special” she said with pleading eyes.
“Of course but don’t break me”
“Why don’t I lie on the bed and then you can have control, you know set the pace and stuff” she suggested
I climbed on top and kissed her beautiful breasts and firm stomach down to her already stiffening cock. I slurped and sucked it to full mast and made sure she was very well lubricated. Next I squatted above her and fumbled around until her knob lined up with my virgin hole. I started to lower myself and only got to feel a slight stretch before I lost balance and impaled myself fully on her cock while I howled at the ceiling.
“You ok Nicky baby” Bianca gasped in horror.
“I’m not a virgin anymore” I said with a smile, ignoring my burning ass.
I sat still for a few minutes getting use to her big cock trying to split me in half and then started to enjoy it. I leaned forward and kissed her breasts as I began rocking back and forward. The pain was incredible but the pleasure was magnificent. I ached and I moaned, I puffed and panted. I looked at Bianca and knew at that moment my crush had moved up a gear and i had fallen in love. I tucked my hands under her shoulders and held her tight and asked her to fuck me senseless. I closed my eyes tight as she pounded in and out of my throbbing asshole and realised my cock was as hard as a rock and ready to go again. Bianca noticed as well as she grabbed hold of it and started pumping it like a bicycle pump. I knew I should try and hang on but in a moment of selfishness I flung myself backwards arching my back and leaning on my hands. I cried out and exploded with my cock still in Bianca’s hand and she directed my cum all over her tits, stomach and face. As I was coming down from my orgasm I felt Bianca’s cock pump three last spurts of jizz up my burning ass hole.
I rolled off the top of Bianca and flopped on the bed beside her panting.
“You are a natural kiddo” she said with pride.
Mom, Bianca and I sat down the next day and had a chat and to my disappointment agreed only on one thing which was the most important thing anyway. She would support my transition from male to shemale if that is what I truly wanted but she did not think 14 was old enough to make that decision. She wanted me to wait until I was at least 18 which frustrated me as she knew how Bianca struggled with it and that the extra years did nothing to change her mind. I was so sad that I ran away from home. Mom found me quite easily, stowed away at Lucy’s. I couldn’t stay angry at her. I knew she was just trying to be a good mother. She did allow me to research and start planning my transition and introduced me to some people that could help. I was so crazy to be a female I could not stand it. I read stories and reports about the transition length of time and money it would cost. I left school after another monumental battle with Mom.
I hated fighting with mum. In the end she did support me leaving school to find work. With a little help from my friends I scored a job as a junior in a nice fashion house. My mum frowned when I told her standing there in a nice little frock I had borrowed from Melinda with a long brown straight wig on. Then she fell on the floor laughing and so did the rest of us.
I loved getting dressed to go to work and I was doing really well. My boss Miranda was very pleased with the way I carried myself and went about my duties enthusiastically. I was so lucky to be working there with all the latest fashion at my fingertips. I would often break out of a daydream holding a dress to my face or something silly like that. Miranda offered a traineeship and told me I could go a long way in the industry.
I was at a party one night with Mom and Bianca when a guy came over and grabbed my hand to lead me away to somewhere more private. I looked at Mom for her approval and she nodded. Nathan must have been around 22; he was very polite and gentle as he led me to an empty booth. He left me to go and get drinks and returned with two big fancy cocktails.
“Wow” I said with squeak thinking I had overdone the female voice.
“You sure are gorgeous” he said looking me up and down. I just smiled and looked down as if I was shy. He looked handsome or ‘Hot’ I guess but I still hadn’t dealt with myself on the whole guy sex issue. I mean the experience with Mark and Carlo was good and I was enjoying anal sex now but I liked meeting new people and if he was going to suck me off it wouldn’t hurt to be seen with a guy as hot as him going down on me.
Just then I realised, he may not know I was still male. Right at that moment he leant across the table and asked
“So sweetie am I going to get lucky tonight”
I was sucking nervously on the straw in my cocktail and had to swallow a big mouthful to answer.
“Lucky? um maybe” I said sounding very amateur.
I swallowed the rest of my drink and felt the impact immediately which is what I wanted. I was so nervous for him to discover I was still male. Hell that sounded weird even to me. I didn’t look or feel male.
“Ok” he started. “I will be more blunt. May I suck your cock Naughty Nicky?”
“Oh yes, that would be great” I said with my head spinning as I flopped back in the chair.
With no hesitation he climbed under the table, hitched my skirt up and released my semi hard dick from my G-string. Immediately he gobbled it into his mouth and set about making me cum. I was so out of it from the alcohol I couldn’t concentrate but Nathan did a wonderful job of sucking me to completion and not wasting a single drop. He then spent a long time talking to me and I tried hard to listen but eventually dozed off to sleep. I awoke an hour later to Nathan shaking my shoulder.
“Come on baby, I’ll walk you home”
I felt a lot better after the rest. We chatted as we walked mainly about my wanting to be female and Nathan ended up giving me the name of some people who could get me started. It wasn’t exactly legal but I was desperate and very grateful for the contact. I suddenly felt I was being watched so I looked around and saw nothing. A couple of minutes later a man stepped out in front of us, a very shabbily dressed man that I barely recognised as my father.
“Oh Nicklaus my boy what have they done to you? My only son is now dead” He sobbed then turned and ran off into the distance”
My hope and joy turned into grief and despair but no regret. My anguish was that my Dad could never accept me for who I truly was. All he was prepared to accept was the male son that was born. He could not accept or support that I was different and just love me and encourage me to be and do my best.
I walked a little further then collapsed. I was bawling like a baby and then felt Nathan’s hand around my waist. He pulled my head into his shoulder and rocked me back and forth until I had settled a little.
“I don’t know what to say and I don’t even know what you want to hear but you need to pursue being the best you, you can be. You need to be happy about yourself despite of anyone else’s expectations or wishes. That is the only way you will be truly happy”
“You read my mind” I said feeling somewhat better.
The next thing I heard will never leave me. I hear four consecutive loud bangs from down the street. I started to run with a hopeless feeling in my stomach
“MOM” I yelled over and over again as I drew nearer to where we were staying.
I raced up the stairs and through the wide open front door just before police arrived. I ran to the kitchen and then to her room and dropped down on my knees next to her side. There was blood everywhere and it looked like Mom had been shot twice, in the shoulder and the chest. Mom was barely conscious and whispering “Bianca” over and over. Bianca lay across the room very, very still. Nathan checked her and shook his head. I shook my head to convey the message as Carlo appeared me by her side. She gasped as she clutched Carlo’s hand and looked intently into his eyes and said firmly
“You look after my baby girl, won’t you?”
He promised and with that she slipped away. I was inconsolable and once more I cried myself dry that night. My father was captured and imprisoned, my testimony putting the final nail in the coffin. I was made to dress as a boy for the hearing which only made me resent him even more. In the end I was glad to be rid of him. Now there was nothing in my way. I took a couple of weeks off work to get my head together and in the meantime Nathan set me up with some friends that helped me get started on Hormone therapy and I was finally on the way to properly being the woman I wanted to be.
I was very quickly but secretly at first taken under the wing of the transgender community. I worked at the Fashion House at day and started escorting at night. I learned immediately that a lot of important and wealthy men love a girl with a cock and will pay quite a lot of money to keep their little hobby under wraps. As the hormones kicked in and I started filling out my client base grew.
On my seventeenth birthday I signed my first modelling contract and did my first shoot that day. I began modelling women’s clothes. Two weeks after that I moved into my own house in the same neighbourhood as Carlo and Mark. I hired a live in bodyguard for a while that was not really a bodyguard he was just a boarder that was huge and made me feel secure plus he really knew how to give head. Although I still preferred and possibly always would prefer women I loved watching men suck my cock.
Up to now I had kept a really low profile on my transition but the physical signs were starting to give me away. I was so nervous to tell Miranda at work as she had been so supportive and so wonderful give a shy little girl an opportunity. I organised a meeting with her after work one day and got her a cup of tea and some of her favourite cake. I started nervously
“Miranda I want to thank you so much for giving this oppor...”
“Oh dear you are leaving me, I knew this day would come”
“I am not leaving you, unless you want me to”
“Why would I…”
“Please just let me finish” I said being the one to cut her off this time.
“Oh sorry dear, go ahead”
“Well I haven’t always been honest with you” I said
“How so?” she said looking very confused
“About who I am, I mean was. Oh I am not sure what I mean”
“You’re not making any sense Nicky” she said
I paused for the longest time and then clenched my fist and told her.
“I was born a male”
I expected a look of complete shock but it was more like surprise mixed with relief on Miranda’s face.
“Aren’t you angry at me?” I asked
“No, no love. I kind of knew or strongly suspected anyway” She said giving me a hug.
“But how?” I said in her ear as we embraced.
She held my hand against her leg and slid it up her leg until it came to rest on her cock. I pulled back and screamed
“Oh my gosh”
She looked a little embarrassed so I quickly tried to make up for my rudeness the best way I knew how. I sunk to my knees in front of her and asked quietly.
She smiled very sweetly and just nodded as she parted her legs. Without using my hands I took the tip gently in my mouth and slowly slid down her modest 6 inches. It was a nice comfortable size to suck. I struggled with anything past 7/8 inches in length. Miranda slid her ass forward on the chair and leaned against the back. She undid her skirt and it dropped to the floor. She smelt great, a mixture of berries and vanilla and she tasted great to. I adored sucking women who looked after themselves. I sucked for a few more minutes and then helped her shed the top layer so she was all nude except her jewellery and shoes.
“Oh Miranda you look like a porn star” I said
“You’re so sweet Nicky” she said blushing
I started kissing and sucking her breasts. They were soft and round and tasted great too.
“Nicky I too have a confession” She said
“I have fantasised about you for a long time. Are you comfortable for me to see you? Naked I mean”
I didn’t respond in words but began shedding my clothes eagerly then stood before her. She reached out and grabbed my perky titties and said
“Oh my you have filled out well. Your titties look so tasty and gorgeous. Much better than that padding you used to wear” she said with a cheeky grin.
I loved the feeling of having my tits being kissed and fondled by men and women. Miranda lowered her head and took the bobbing tip of my hard cock in her mouth and sucked intently and then started sliding down to the base. I put my hands on the back of her head and let her know my appreciation
“That is soooo good”
I grabbed her hand and pulled her over to the sofa and she lay back in it and I climbed on top in a 69 and we immediately started servicing each other. It was not frenzied or intense we were exploring each other’s bodies with the aim of giving more pleasure than we got. Miranda’s experience made me confident I would cum first anyway. She swallowed my sack and slid skilfully up and down and around my cock. She was an amazing and considerate lover. She kneaded and massaged my tits as my cock slithered and slipped in and out of her mouth. I felt a climax building fast and barely had time to squeak
“Cumming” before I exploded
Miranda did not flinch she kept her rhythm perfectly and milked me dry.
“My turn” She said
She arose from the sofa and positioned me up one end, head down and ass in the air.
“No don’t tense baby, relax your ass. You will enjoy it much more”
I was so surprised to find that she was right. I concentrated with everything in me to keep relaxed and managed for 70 per cent of her entry.
“Oh Miranda, teach me a lesson. Fuck me like I have never been fucked.” I begged
“You asked for it girl”
She leant over me grabbing my tits tight in her fists and bit my back as she slid slowly out and then rammed it in hard. I squealed a little but she kept at it and I was glad. Several times she took me right to the edge and then tweaked a nipple roughly or bit me or slapped me to try and hold off my orgasm. While she pounded me senseless she demanded that when we came we get into a 69 again so that she could drink me dry.
“I can’t last much longer boss, I am sorry”
“Now” she screamed
She turned as I rolled over and straddled me perfectly as I grabbed her hardness and put it down my throat. We rocked and swayed and emptied our milk inside each other’s hungry mouth and then collapsed next to each other.
“Oh my god you have turned into such an amazing woman” Miranda said proudly.
“Am I? a woman I mean”
“What do you think, or more accurately what do you feel?”
“I have always felt like a woman I guess. But I can’t have children and there’s the small matter of my cock”
“Honey there is a lot of born women that cannot have children for one reason or another but you have done an amazing job with your transformation to the point where I think it would be very hard for anyone to believe you were not born female. Its how you feel and not anyone else so answer me Nicky, Are you a woman?”
“Yes” I said hesitantly and then paused for a second before blurting out “YES”
“Of course you are and one of the finest I have ever seen”
“Well actually, to be honest I see myself as more than a woman. I think we are the most perfect version of a human being there is. I think we are the most attractive and most functional as far as sex goes”
“You are my dear; you are the most beautiful thing I have ever seen. So what are your plans for the future doll? Do you think you may take a husband one day?”
“No no I am more likely to take a bride and maybe have a child or two. But that is a long way off. For now I want to be the most famous of our kind there is”
“You go girl” she said smacking me on the bare ass. “So is that your only bombshell baby? You are not leaving me or anything are you?”
“Oh no way. In fact I am looking at studying design. I want to design our own line of clothing one day. What do you think?”
“I think that is amazing and you will do a great job, I am sure of it”
We gave up the chit chat in favour of a second round of amazing sex and then I went home. Carlo was waiting for me. He had taken his promise very seriously and had kept close eye on me. We had become family I guess. He had split with Mark a while back, it was kind of messy, and Mark had cheated on him with Nathan of all people. I think he had an eye on Felipe my boarder to be honest but that was ok with me, I enjoyed seeing him and talking about Mom and stuff.
“Wow Hun, your Mom would be so proud of you bless her soul” He said beaming proudly at me.
“Hiya Carlo are you staying for dinner?”
“Who could resist an offer like that? I just hope dessert is included Sweetie” He said cheekily raising an eyebrow.
“Well you know I always have a lollipop around to satisfy your sweet tooth”
“Oh my god you are sexy. Do you realise I would be full queer by now if it wasn’t for your sexy ass?”
“That is good to hear, I have had a crazy day”
I made a low fat lobster salad and cooked up a steak for Carlo to have with his and we chatted and drank some wine that he had brought with him. Things had been so busy I realised it was three weeks since I had seen Carlo and probably a good 3 months since we had sat down for a proper chat. I told Carlo what had been happening in my life and he told me about his. He was a dance instructor now. I don’t really think he had the passion for dancing himself since his partner, my Mom had died but he had stayed in shape at least. After we had talked a long time I went to get some more wine from the kitchen and brought our glasses back out. Carlo took his and sipped looking at me very lustfully as I hitched my tight mini skirt and slipped my cock out past my G-string and dipped the head in my wine. I then pushed it up against his lips and he took it into his mouth and immediately began sucking me off.
He sucked for a little while and then stood and undressed himself and then me. He stood in awe at the changes I had been through.
“Shit I could never turn full queer after seeing that. You sure are amazing and I can see a little of the old you but I almost cannot believe it”
He leaned me against the dining table and sucked me until I came down his throat. Then he slid me back onto the table and laid me down and moistened my hole with some spittle and his finger. He couldn’t take his eyes of me nor me off him as he entered and started to rock slowly. He massaged my titties and kissed them.
“See you still like the titties, there’s hope” I said cheekily.
He retaliated by slamming in as hard as he could which made me gasp.
“That’s it, harder baby, now you’re getting it”
I held my tits now as they bounced viciously, nearly off my chest. Carlo wrapped a large hand around my cock and pumped it furiously as he slammed in and out of me. When he came we came together, he filled my ass as I squirted all over my tits and stomach. He licked me clean and then we got dressed. As he left he said
“What would you like to do for your eighteenth baby? Something special yeah?”
“Hell I have been working so much I totally forgot about it. Maybe just a nice dinner for the two of us at the fanciest place you can think of. That would be nice”
“Absolutely” I answered
“Wow I would be honoured. Ok well talk soon hey and don’t work so hard”
“It’s easy, I love my work” I said waving him off.
Just as planned I had an amazing birthday dinner and some spectacular sex afterwards. The next bee I got in my bonnet was to be a business owner. With some help from my friends that had way more expertise in certain areas I was able to start 2 businesses. Carlo and I bought a club with specialised transgender appeal with a spin off to an escort service that I ran out of home all I had to do to be ok with my boarder was offer him more sex than he could handle and he was in. I took care of most of it myself. I guess I had the kind of confidence that made people believe in me and want to jump on my wagon of success. I knew I was lucky but I wanted my kind to not have to hide any more I wanted my success and acceptance to filter through my community.
So here I was 18 years old a business owner and co-owner, a home owner still working 2 jobs and wanting to study also having completed my gender transition. Something had to give; the only thing was I didn’t want to give up any of them.
Miranda had been looking into options and offered to pay my way through school. All I had to do is work for her for a whole year after I finished studying. This was an incredible deal as I wanted to work for her forever anyway. So Carlo had the bar under control, study and work at the fashion house was taken care of and I took on just a managerial role at the escort agency so that I could do homework at night. I still serviced a special few customers and still do to this day.
Things settled down for a while, well as settled as they were going to get yet I was restless. I had almost become the person I wanted but something was missing. I looked at myself in the mirror and it was obvious although I did not want to admit it. My perky little titties were nice and suited my physique but deep down I knew I had surgery ahead of me to truly look the way I wanted. I made an appointment and started the consulting process with a surgeon and despite the surgeons minor concerns went ahead with implants that would make me a nice D cup. I was very nervous as it was a big change and although I had the image in my head I was well aware that it may not be like that after surgery.
The surgeon did a truly amazing job. When I returned home I think I stared at my tits in the mirror for nearly 3 hours, striking pose after pose, touching them and kissing them. Finally I was able to suck my own nipples. I needed to show someone. I raced in to work to show Miranda. She was so excited for me.
“Oh god if you were not perfect before you surely are now. Really Nicky you are amazing she said. May I?” She said lowering her head to my chest.
“You know you don’t have to ask” I reminded her
She sucked each nipple gently then backed me up to and onto her desk. She removed her skirt and climbed on top placing her cock gently in the place between my tits. I pushed my tits closed around her rapidly growing member and she started to pump back and forward. I was hard as a rock, I was giving my first titfuck and it was amazing. Miranda’s swollen purple cock head disappearing then reappearing from inside my titty chasm was driving me wild. She noticed this and reached behind and started pumping my hard cock. She looked so gorgeous, like a cowgirl or something. Her hips thrusting back and forth while she leaned back to pump my cock, her breasts jiggling from side to side and a look of sheer bliss on her perfect face. I looked back down at the cockhead playing ‘peek a boo’ with me and took it into my mouth.
“Oah fffuck” she cried as she fired round after round of her sweet nectar all over my face and neck.
“Oh you wicked wicked girl making me cum early like that” She whispered in my ear. “I am just going to have to suck you off for that”
“No, no please don’t suck me o…..” I started to tease her back but was cut off by the warm moist feeling of her mouth sliding down over my shaft.
Miranda knew me to well and brought me to the brink of orgasm 3 times then backed off so that I was begging her to let me cum in the end and when I did it was the most exhausting climax I had ever experienced.
“What was that?” I said still reeling from my orgasm
“That honey was bliss, pure bliss”
I had been considering changing my name for a while and that just fit perfectly.
“Nicky Bliss. Oh thank you Miranda. That is the perfect name. Thankyou thankyou thankyou!”
“It suit’s you to a T, Tgirl” she laughed.
“Oh it does, it does. Oh I love you”
There was silence, awkward silence and huge butterflies formed in my stomach. As I dressed awkwardly looking at the floor but watching her out of the corner of my eye Miranda stood mouthing silent words and trying to find her voice and the right words to say. I grabbed Miranda’s pretty face between my hands and kissed her on the lips and ran from the store.
I walked toward home in a daze trying to remember the last time I told someone I loved them. I couldn’t. It seemed an unlikely expression considering my background. Mom and I hugged and kissed and stuff but did not express it in words. Did I love Miranda? Should I love Miranda? If I loved Miranda and she loved me back would I ever be a mother?
Suddenly a hand was over my mouth and there were two guys in front of me. They were both black as was the hand over my mouth. They looked to be part of a gang, I was terrified.
“So ladyboy, you like cock hey. Well bitch we got a treat for you here hey” the smaller of the two said
“Yo freak we are gonna split you in two aint we boys” came from the one behind.
I tried so hard to scream through the hand over my mouth to no avail. I was kicking and trying to pull out of the arm that had my arms pinned to my side and then bit two fingers as hard as I could. I crashed to the ground as I was let go and then felt a solid blow in my lower ribs and stomach twice as the other two boys kicked me. I tried to get up but the now recovered guy behind kicked me in the back sending me sprawling across the gravel next to the sidewalk. I looked around finally and saw the biggest person I have ever seen towering over me. He grabbed my hair and dragged me screaming through the gravel and across some lawn to an obscured area behind some trees and let me drop to the ground.
“Who are you, what do you want from me” I howled as they jeered and laughed.
“We is just some big ol’ horny niggas looking for some tasty white pussy”
“Yeah but then we saw your pretty little face and dem epic big titties and decided to step right out of that zone yo and give you a reemin”
“Leave me the fuck alone” I sobbed
“Well that’s dang racist bitch! Dude shut her up before I sink some of this steel in her ass” one of the boys said pulling a switchblade from his back pocket.
The giant pinned me down as the other two raped me orally and anally. They didn’t seem to care if I choked and died as they forced their long black penises in my mouth. I closed my eyes and just prayed would make it through as they kicked and sneered, laughed and punched and raped me over and over again. By the time it was the giants turn I was to numb and in shock to need restraining. He just knelt behind and pulled me by the waist up toward his cock and ploughed straight in. I felt my body break and the blood trickle down my body and drip of my cock but was unable to respond. As quickly as they had arrived my assailants were gone and I just lay there broken and unable to move. I lay hoping and praying that someone would come by for a few hours and then dragged myself up using a nearby tree. I found a stick to use as a crutch and began hobbling my way toward home. Just as I got to my street I heard footsteps running up behind me and I collapsed and curled into a ball thinking I would be beaten again. It was Carlo and he picked me up and ran home and rushed me inside and called an ambulance. Knowing I was on the way to help I gave in and passed out.
I woke up clean and wounds dressed, a very grown up Lucy was there holding my hand and Melinda was at the top of the bed running her fingers through my hair. I had not seen the girls for nearly 3 years. We did try to keep up but I guess it is too easy to catch up online rather than in person these days.
“Good morning sleepy head”
I was so delighted to see them both I cried.
“Hi darlings it’s so good to see you. Where’s Carlo?” I asked
“He went to work once we got here and your boss came by to see you. She said she will be in later”
I could feel myself go red. “Miranda came?” I asked gazing at the door
“Sure she did. Say is there something going on between you two?” Lucy said
“Of course not” I said a little indignantly “Why did she say something?” I said trying to not be obvious.
“There so is” Melinda said beaming “come on, spill”
I forgot about the shape I was in for a while as we chatted like old times about Miranda and myself and the whole state of affairs. Their advice was to be with her and to find a way to have children and each other and just make it work.
“Nicky look at where you have come from, all you have achieved and overcome. Nothing can stop you” Lucy said
“Besides she is hooked on you for sure, the way she talks is like you guys are married. You’re so lucky Nicky, she is gorgeous. Hell I would have her kids any day” Melinda said and then quickly put her hand over her mouth.
“I’m so sorry. I didn’t mean…”
“Hey it’s ok baby, really. You just made me think, that’s all” I said
“A surrogate mother. It’s a great idea, thank you baby” I said giving her credit for it.
The girls and I discussed a lot of things. When I came home from hospital they would come and stay with me until I had recovered. They were both at Uni and on a break for a couple of weeks. So many friends were there to help that it was painful at times. I wanted a moment to talk to Miranda and I could see that she felt the same. That time did not come until the second day after I came home. She stopped in on her way to work for a coffee. I let her in and lay on the Sofa and she sat right on the edge next to me. She looked at me and said
“Yes I meant it!” I cut her off
“Oh baby I have loved you for the longest time” she sobbed with joy hugging me
“Oh sorry Hun. Those bastards bettered not have scarred that perfect body” she said easing her hand underneath my robe and onto my breast.
She ran her hand down my flat belly and onto my cock. It responded immediately and began to harden.
“Say it again baby?”
I let out a low groan of pleasure as her hand pumped my shaft. “I love you Miranda and I want to marry you. Will you marry me?” I asked
“Oh hell yes” she said leaning in to kiss my lips.
She kissed her way down my broken body carefully until she got to my cock and then carefully sucked me with long full strokes up and down until I came. Just then the girls came back in from the buying milk for breakfast.
“Oh Miranda” Lucy said “I am glad you are here. We want to cook dinner for you two and talk about some ideas. Is tonight ok?”
“Let me check tonight’s bookings. Um yes that will work, just 3 bookings and they are all outcalls we have the place to ourselves” I said
“Perfect” Melinda said “we will make a quick list and then it’s back to the shops”
“I had better head off to work now” Miranda said
“See you back here at 7?” Lucy asked
“7 is great” Miranda replied, smiled and left.
She closed the door and the girls giggled softly
“You so just got lucky didn’t you” Melinda said
My blushing was answer enough I guess.
“So what are you two up to? What’s with dinner?” I asked
“To celebrate you my dear and your becoming the world’s most amazing woman I have ever seen” Lucy smiled avoiding the question nicely.
“I have always loved you but I would have to admit Hun, you make a much better woman than a man, you are so hot” Melinda agreed
“Oh I thought you liked my little friend” I said rubbing my cock through my clothes.
“Hmm, your friend is not so little anymore baby” Lucy said
I coughed and held my aching side. “I am so glad you girls are here, thank you so much”
The girls went about their business setting up the dining room and the house while I rested. Just the events of the last few hours had boosted my spirits and made me feel a lot better all round. I was looking forward to dinner so much. If Carlo was there it would have made it perfect. I had many friends in the Transgender community and community on its own but I guess these people had become my family. I daydreamed about a perfect wedding and started working on ideas in my head.
I fell asleep and dreamed or had a vision if you will. I had put on a huge show to introduce the new line of clothes at the fashion house. There were two labels and two exciting ranges. First up was the ‘Miranda’ range, very stylish and elegant with a touch of mischief. Then came the ‘clothes by Nicky Bliss’ range that was much more daring and sexy. I saw the crowd cheering and our models looked amazing. It was a dream come true. For the Grand Finale a catwalk run by myself and Miranda wearing ‘Bliss Vs Miranda’ Bridal creations. As we neared the end of the runway a celebrant from the transgender community joined us on stage where in front of the entire crowd we were married.
I was awoken with a crash and then a head poked out of the kitchen
I was so emotional after the dream that I nearly cried. I rang Miranda immediately and told her about it and she insisted that I write it all down and that the wedding plans go ahead exactly as I had dreamed. I couldn’t wait and by the time it came to dinner I had paper and materials everywhere in my office and was so absorbed in my work I didn’t hear the first three calls for dinner. I quickly threw on the outfit I had selected earlier and checked my look in the mirror before heading downstairs. When I went downstairs Miranda had already arrived and was sitting at the candle lit table beaming and smiling at me.
“Hello gorgeous, I hear you’ve been busy”
“It’s nice to be feeling better and how was your day?”
“I’m not sure I was a little distracted” she said looking at the girls
“Well ok let’s eat” they said placing a very spectacular meal in front of us.
“Aw come on girls you know I can’t exercise of these calories at the moment” I whined
“Oh I think you can, I will help you with that” Miranda said cheekily and looked down at the table.
The girls looked at each other and grinned.
“Ok our aim is not to torture you guys” Lucy started “We know that you at least Nicky would love to have kids and we were wondering, Miranda how you felt about that idea?”
“Wow that is quite blunt and personal” Miranda said with a laugh “I would love to have a child, maybe two”
“Ok, so we have this idea right. We think you guys should get married and we would like to have your kids” Melinda blurted out
You could have heard a pin drop as we all sat staring around the table at one another. After around a minutes silence I responded with.
“Oh my god that would be awesome”
“You girls are so young. Have you really thought this through?” Miranda asked
“That’s the point. We are young and not ready to raise children of our own but when we are we do not want some anonymous sperm donor that we know nothing about contributing and I guess that is where we would like you to return the favour”
“Well listen this is all a bit sudden girls and well you kind of stole our thunder. We have some news of our own” Miranda said.
“We are going to be married” I screamed.
The rest of the night was a buzz of excited chit chat about weddings and babies and there was plenty of indication that the girls were prepared to get started immediately. I told them that I may not be up to it but after a little oral encouragement from Miranda decided I would be ok if I took it easy. I lay on the floor in front of the fireplace with Melinda riding me carefully and staring into my eyes
“Oh god I am going to miss your cock” she said
From across the room Miranda said “Oh there is no reason for that. So long as whenever you borrow my cock I get to borrow your pussy” as she pounded in and out of a very horny Lucy across the room.
Melinda’s nipples touched mine as she leaned over to kiss me. The grunting and panting from across the room told me the girls were in the throes of orgasm and drove me over the edge too. I pumped round after round deep inside Melinda and then rolled her over and kissed her stomach as if blessing it or kissing it for good luck or something. We swapped partners and I deposited my second load as deep as I could inside Lucy. Without even thinking about it I followed up by making love to Miranda and as we watched the girls with each other the penny dropped that they were a couple. I felt excitement for them and guilt for being so self-obsessed and not realizing but everything seemed to be as it should be.
The unveiling of the fashion houses ‘Nicky Bliss and Miranda” lines were a huge success and the wedding was every bit as perfect as in my dream. Carlo gave me away and Melinda was my best man. It was a different sort of wedding that’s for sure. My bride and I are only 4 short weeks off becoming parents now and looking forward to it a lot, that and whatever life throes at as next.