It’s been almost two weeks since the last time I saw Ryan and I think he must be avoiding me. I haven’t noticed him in the halls or anywhere on campus. Though I can’t really blame him, I think everything must have been as weird and confusing to him as it is was for me.
Yesterday morning I almost crossed a boundary between Arthur and me. I was really playing with fire. The last thing I wanted right now is tension between us. He has been pretty back to normal again and we just ignored what happened almost two weeks ago. I was reading one of my favourite magazines on my bed when I heard a knock on the door. I quickly got up and pulled my shirt back on as I was a bit hot from the workout I’ve done 30 minutes previous. I open the door and there was Ryan standing there, looking at me with a nervous look on his face. “Can I come in?” He slowly asked as if he was thinking it might not be the best idea in the book. I tried to be normal, but I knew I must have looked like someone who just saw a ghost. I open the door more and said sure. He walked in and looked around the dorm room as if searching if someone was there with me. “We need to talk about what happened. I feel like there is a part of me missing somewhere and I need to get this off my back. I am not gay and I don’t think I will ever be, but clearly something happened to me that’s causing me to be unbalanced. I tied to avoid you and not think about what happened, but it’s like there was a massive rock on my shoulders that kept bringing me down.” He said while passing around in my room. I could see that he was really starting to freak out on me, so I just grabbed him on the arm and turned him towards me.
He looked like he was on the verge of tears. I pulled him in towards me and hugged him. Just standing there and holding him against me. There was something about him that really made me feel like I was flying every time I touched him. We stood there in complete silence and just held each other as if trying to put words into physical contact. He pulled away from me and looked me in the eyes. I could see the emerald green in them again. I moved my left hand behind him and pulled him into me. Out lips collided and I felt a surge of pure ecstasy as he kissed me with all he had. I couldn’t help but feel happy and weird at the same time again. The whole gay thing was a real downer on my thoughts and feelings, but in the mean time I was so happy to have him in my arms again. The touch of his skin was enough to make me gasp for air. He pulled away from me abruptly and looked away. “What’s wrong Ryan?” I asked half sad that the kiss had to end so quickly. “I don’t know what to do Thomas. The whole experience feels so good yet wrong. My father will kill me if he knew what I was doing right now. I feel like I’m standing on the edge of a bridge and the idea of jumping keeps raging in my head. I don’t know what to do!” He yelled the last part as he fell down on my bed with his hands in his hair. I walked towards him and put my arm around him. He looked up at me and I knew my heart was going to betray me. “I have never felt this feeling in my life. I look at you and I feel my body getting numb. I don’t know how to explain this, but I think you’re the only guy that would be able to do this to me. There is something about you that just makes the world stop spinning for me. I try to convince myself otherwise, but I have to stop lying to myself.” I said while looking him directly in the eyes.
He looks away again, but I turned his head around and kissed him again. He turns his body towards me and I felt his hands on my back, feeling my muscles and pulling me closer in him.
I pulled my shirt over my head as he was removing his shoes. I wanted to jump him right then and there, but he got there first. He lunged forward and kissed me passionately on the lips again.
I instantly placed both my hands on his ass. He moaned in my mouth as I grabbed his ass harder and felt him pushed his cock against my stomach. I was already leaking pre cum when I felt him start to unbutton my jeans. I couldn’t wait to feel his hands around my cock. He pulls my jeans off me and I let out a small moan of pleasure when I felt his hand close around my cock through my jockey. The feeling was as I remember it. He massages my cock and a small wet spot was clearly visible through the white cloth material. He slowly moves his lips forward and kisses the tip of my cock. I felt my legs stiffen as the touch of his lips on my cock was like a wave of heat over cold skin. He slowly starts kissing me all over my dick and with one hand slowly pulls it down, my dark pubic hair slowly coming into view as he pulled the jockey down. Then my dick fully exposed. I felt his hot breath over my balls and they pull back up. He grabs my shaft in one hand and slowly starts jacking me of. He moves closer and licks the pre cum from the tip of my cock, the sensations running up my spine. I closed my eyes and pulled both my arms to the back of my head as he engulfs my dick in his mouth. He swirls his tongue over my head and I tensed my legs again. I can feel I wasn’t going to last with this going on, so I pulled my cock away and pulled him towards me. Our lips met again and I feel the hardness of his cock thru his briefs. I pulled him in harder against me and felt him start to rub his crotch against mine. I slowly pulled his briefs off his sexy butt and moved my hands closer to the sweet spot of his ass.
We were now fully naked on my bed. He was sitting on top of me and rubbing his ass cheeks against my hard cock. I wrapped my one hand around his cock and slowly jacked him off with the rhythm of his trusts. I slowly let my other hand slide up and down on his defined torso. He moans out aloud as I pinched his left nipple and felt him push harder against my cock. He was so hot and I couldn’t help but looked as every muscle was tensing up every time I pinched him. He pulled up a bit and I felt his hand around my cock again. He positions it to the sweet entrance of his ass and I instinctively pushed my cock forward, making contact with his tight hole. He just let it massage the tip of my cock. All I wanted to do was to thrust my cock’s length all the way up in his ass, but it seems he wanted this to last longer than the previous time. I felt my cock ever so slowly enter him every time he thrusts against me. The hot and tightness of his ass was unlike anything I ever experienced. The previous time I just rammed my cock up his ass, but now I wanted to savour the feeling of it. He starts pushing into me harder whilst rubbing his hands over my abs. I must have been half way in him when he just sat down hard on my cock all of a sudden and I felt my entire length of my cock forced its way into him.
The feeling was amazing. I grabbed him on the hips and pulled him harder against my cock as if trying to go deeper then I already have. He then did something unexpected. He moved a bit up more and slowly turned around on my cock and exposed his back to me. Now by doing that he nearly made me cum. That tight ass was now massaging and holding onto my cock for dear life. He starts to go up and down on my cock again. I grabbed him on the hips again and sped up the pace. I lunged into him harder and harder while trying hard not to cum in him just yet. I moved my torso up and pushed him down into “doggy” position. I hold onto his hips and thrust my entire cock in and out of him, just leaving enough in him to make the going in again easier. He was jerking his cock furiously as I was assaulting his ass from behind. Every time I went in all the way I felt him tense up and I knew I must have been hitting a spot that he liked. I increased my pace faster and faster. The building of sperm in my balls was at breaking point and for one last time I pushed all the way in him again. I let out a massive groan and I started filling his ass with my cum. I shot about 9 spurts of thick white cum inside of him. He tensed every time I shot a load in him. He came up and placed his arm around my neck, never leaving my cock from his ass.
He turns his head and kissed me hard on the lips again, I pulled him onto me harder and felt him tense up extremely hard and realized he was cumming. He was shooting spurt after spurt on my bed and only stopped when he emptied his entire load of cum on my bed. He looked down on the mess and started apologizing, but I closed his mouth again by pressing my lips against his.
That night I slept like a baby. Ryan and I went for a shower after that, where we washed each other up with a thick layer of soap. He left half an hour later after I made him promise not to avoid or ignore me again. I started feeling something for him, a feeling I thought dead after the whole Melissa incident. I couldn’t understand it exactly, but decided to just go with it.
I awoke the next day with a ray of sharp sunshine coming in thru the window. Arthur was busy making his bed and turned around towards me when he heard me stir. “Morning, Bro!” He cheerfully said while opening the curtains. “Hope you slept well man, and hope I didn’t wake you.” I knew what he meant by not waking me. He came in last night with girl I’ve seen before, but didn’t know her name. They were at it for hours if you ask me, but I fell asleep when they started their little fun wrestling on the bed, though he didn’t know I was still half awake. I got out of bed rather awkwardly as I was having a major piss hard on, needed to pee like it was no one’s business. As I watched as the yellow stream of piss was hitting the water in the toilet I heard a knock on the dorm room door.
Arthur must have opened it and let whoever it was in as I heard him close the door and talking to someone. I entered the room and felt my heart drop to the floor. There was Melissa in her white dress I bought for her the previous Valentine’s Day. Arthur was standing there as if he was not sure to leave by the door or just jump from the bedroom window. “I need to talk to you…” she said while looking at me with a sad expression on her face. I felt a surge of rage in the pit of my stomach as I looked at her. “I don’t want to see you Mellissa! What the hell are you even doing here?!” I yelled and looked at Arthur as if I could punch him for letting her inside. He sensed my thoughts and quickly walked outside the door and closed it. I turned towards my jacket to leave as well, but she grabbed my arm and pulled me back. “I’m pregnant.” …