It was my birthday today. I’m now 11 years old, happy birthday me for yesterday! Mom and dad gave me my presents when I got up, a new cell phone, with a touch screen and camera and everything it‘s brilliant. Jane is going to be well jealous when she sees it on Monday, when I see her at school. She was supposed to see me today at my party, I’d invited every one from school, then mom and dad had to cancel it, work. It was so embarrassing telling everyone it was cancelled, a lot of them called me a liar and said I was never really having a party. I cried all the way home that day, it was horrible. I think that’s why I got such good presents this year because I got a laptop too. I’ve never had a cell phone or laptop before.
I used to write in a diary, but now I can write a blog on the internet instead with my laptop and I can keep it hidden from dad, because he used to read my diary, I caught him one day looking at it. I never wrote in my diary again.
This is my first entry.
After they left for work this morning, I sat in the garden trying out all different things that my new phone can do. I even downloaded some games and music to it. I was listening to Take That, an English band. Then I saw Mr James from next door lean over the fence and he called me over. He wished me happy birthday and gave a card, it had $10 in it. He was sorry about my party, but I showed him my new phone. He was really impressed with it. That made me happy, he also said I could call him Eddie. And he went back into his house.
I like Eddie and his wife too, Julie she wasn’t there though, at work Eddie said. Even though she is 6 months pregnant. There both quite old about 30, they moved next door almost month ago. They had a house warming party and mommy, daddy and me went, it was fun. Eddie gave me some wine, not a lot but he said I better not tell my parents. I wouldn’t any way they would go mad if they found out. But it tasted nice and made me feel happy and I gave him a kiss on the cheek and he gave me a hug back. Last week, mom and dad were working again as usual over the weekend and Eddie and Julie had a BBQ, Julie asked mom if it would be alright if I could go, they’ll keep an eye an me and make sure I don’t get into trouble. Mom said I could go. I had lots of food and ice cream it was fun. After we had eaten, the adults just sat around talking. Then Julie went upstairs for a lie down, it was hot day and she felt a little tired. I asked Eddie if I could go the bathroom and he told me where it was and when I got out he was standing there. He had a bottle of wine and asked if I wanted some as I was nearly a big girl as was nearly 11, but don’t tell Julie he whispered. I was excited and said I did, he handed me a paper cup with about half full of wine. Yum it was as nice as the wine at the party. It was nice and cold too and was cooling me down like lemonade does. So I asked if I could have some more and he did. He said I should sit out of the sum for a while as I was feeling hot and we went to the living room at the front of the house. I sat down on the settee and Eddie sat next to me and asked if felt any cooler and gave me some more wine. I thanked him for letting me come to the BBQ and he said anytime they have one I can come too. I said thank you and kissed his cheek. Then I went home because I was tired.
I was getting hot sitting in the garden so I changed in to my swim suit and splashed about in the paddling pool dad had set up and filled with water and I felt much better just sitting there. I didn’t get any water on the phone mom would have killed if I did. Eddie came out, gave me a wave and watered the flowers and plants they have in their garden with a hosepipe. He must have been hot too because he took off his t-shirt.
I made a sandwich, cheese salad and sat back out in the garden. Eddie had gone back inside, I could see him at a window up stairs, I waved and he waved back to me and stuck his tongue out at me. So I did the same to him. When I ate my sandwich I stretched out on the grass and listened to some more music.
When I went to change the music I saw Eddie leaning over the fence and said I’ll get burnt if I’m not careful and whether I put any sun cream on. We didn’t have any, so Eddie got some for me and asked if I wanted some on my back and went into Eddies garden. Eddie was just in his swim trunks and he put some cream on my back for me, then handed me the bottle so I could put the rest on. He went back inside and come back and said happy birthday again to me handed me some wine. Yummy, it’s better than cola I told Eddie and he agreed. Mommy and daddy don’t like wine, I said. They just drink tea or water and we laughed. The Eddie got 2 chairs and we sat in the shade buy the house. Me and Eddie finished our wine and he gave me some more. It’s nice just sitting in Eddie’s garden with all the flowers and plants, much better than mine with just grass.
Eddie is a funny man, he telling me about his old dog he used to have that was blind and deaf and how it used to bump into things all the time. It was very funny.
Eddie gave me some more wine but I spilt it on my lap and Eddie started to laugh and I did too. The he tipped his wine over his lap too and we laughed again. He is funny.
He showed me where the bathroom was and he got a cloth and put some water on it and Eddie started to wipe the wine off me. I felt sticky so Eddie put the shower on and told me to take off my swim suit and he would wash it for me afterwards. I was still laughing and trying to take off my swim suit and I fell over and I couldn’t get up, so Eddie sat down beside me and took off my swim suit for me. And he kept tickling me making me laugh even more. And Eddie said he felt sticky and he took off his too and tickled me some more. I was on my back and laughing so much he was tickling me under my ribs and the inside of my legs and tried to keep my legs together so he couldn’t tickle me there, because I‘m so ticklish there. But I couldn’t stop him because he put he knees between them so I couldn’t. The he bent over me and started to tickle me under my arms and then his hand slipped and fell on top of me. I tried to tickle Eddie back but he held my arms above my head.
Then I felt something tickling me between my legs near where I wee, Then Eddie held both my arms with one hand and he tickled me again under my arms and my side and then he was tickling me on the inside of legs again. I was laughing so much I was crying.
Then I felt a sharp pain between my legs and Eddie moved his legs and the pain was a bit worse. Eddie said it was ok and the pain will stop in a minute and he tickled my side again and the pain went away. Eddie moved a bit and I felt something inside me . I panicked for a second, but Eddie said it was ok he won’t hurt me and that he was making love to me so he had to put his penis inside me. I didn’t know what that was and he said his pee pee. So when a man loves someone they put their pee pee inside you, then what happens. It’s called sex the man will have sex with you. Eddie said . I said he could have sex with me. Eddie said he would only do it a little bit as it was my first time. I felt his pee pee go inside me a bit more, I hurt a little bit then it stopped and then it went out. Eddie did that a couple of times then he got up off me and Eddie had his pee pee in his hand and he moved his hand up and down it. Then white stuff came out of his pee pee and landed on my belly and my chest
Eddie said that he would love to have sex with me every day, if I wanted. But you must not tell you parents or tell Julie, because they will be very angry at me and will punish me. I promised that I wouldn’t tell anyone. And Eddie promised me that the more times we have sex the less and less it will hurt me and the white stuff that comes out of his pee pee will stop it hurting if it comes out when it is inside me. Eddie said only little girls call it a Pee Pee, big girls like me call it a cock. And the girls pee pee is called a pussy or cunt. And if does have sex with me again, then it is called fucking. But don’t say those words in front of people.
Eddie told me that he loved me the first time he saw me and wanted to have sex with me. I’m so happy he loves me we are going to have sex everyday.
I told Eddie he could have sex again with me if he wants, but make sure the white stuff comes out inside me so it doesn’t hurt as much.
Eddie took me to his bedroom because he said it would be more comfortable having sex on a bed and he loves fucking me.
The Eddie put his cock back inside me and he had sex again, it hurt a lot more but I know Eddie loves me so I don’t mind. Then the white stuff come out of his cock inside me and it was much better.