Feelings of love return
I could feel his soft lip on mine. He slowly moves forward and places his right hand on my cheek. I’ve never felt these feeling before. It’s like a door bursts open and fresh air runs into a room filled with smoke. Half of my body was in shock of what was happening, but the other half of me felt free for the first time in my life.

I parted my lips for him to enter his tongue in me. He stopped, moved his head away from me. I opened my eyes and saw the same smile he always has on his face. He pulls back grabbed my hand, shook it and said “Night Robb. See you tomorrow man.” Then walks away casually. I must have stood there looking in the direction he walked away like a statue for about half an hour. I finally snapped out of my trance, looked up and saw the moon has risen over the sky. Making my shadow real behind me in the dark. I pulled in a huge gulp of fresh air and walked towards the house.

That night I couldn’t sleep. I was fully awake in my bed for hours. I kept thinking of what happened. I didn’t understand any of this. How can I have kissed a guy without freaking out? What would my parents think of me if they would found out? I eventually fell asleep with hundreds of questions running thru my mind.

The next morning I woke up thinking everything that happened was just a dream. I told myself that I would never do anything like that, but the more I tried to convince myself it wasn’t real, the more I realized that it was. The thing that made me realize it was all real, was the stain of mud on my window from when last night. I got up, used the bathroom and went down stairs. My mom was making breakfast and my dad was reading the local newspaper. I grabbed a slice of French toast and walked outside. I kept walking until I reached the woods. I stood at the entrance, turned around and looked at my house. I then focused on the spot where Raymond kissed me last night, turned back to the woods and walked in. I walked straight to the two willow trees where my favorite spot was.

I was sitting in the tree for about 40 minutes when I decided to text him. “Please meet me at the woods. Walk to the 2 willow trees next to the stream. Ill meet you there.” I reread the message in my head. I send the message and started my climb down. I stood next to the right side of the tree with a view of the entrance. I could feel my heart thumping inside my chest. I realized I had no way of putting what I was feeling in words. I decided to just ask him straight why did he kiss me? I must have been waiting for almost an hour when I realized he might not come. I tried to phone him, but there was no answer. I was getting scared now. Was he avoiding me? Did he regret kissing me?

I started pacing up and down next to the stream. I eventually walked back to my house. I went straight to my room. I sat on my bed and fell backwards. I tried closing my eyes to fall asleep. I felt tired from the lack of sleep last night, but I couldn’t find myself falling asleep. I rolled over to my side and looked at my phone. Why wasn’t he replying? “Please phone me when you get this message.” I typed and send to him. Kind of hoping like a teen age girl that he would phone me suddenly, but no call came.

I woke up to a loud bang on my window again. I must have fallen asleep eventually. I jumped of my bed and ran to the window. There he was, standing in his black hoody with his usual grin on his face. “Come on slow poke! Get your ass down!” he yelled and threw me a wink. I grabbed a jacket and raced down the stairs. I could feel my blood rushing thru every vein. I wanted to see him with a burning passion of seven suns. I reached the outside of my patio and saw him standing with his hand in his jeans. I had no idea what time it was and all I could see was the outline of the woods and his smile looking at me. I walked to him and stopped in front of him. He looked at me and came closer. He moved his lips towards mine. I could feel the heat coming from his face. He was going to kiss me again. I could hardly breath. His smell was like a fuel that just helped burn my passion to have him. He was so close now. I could see my own reflection in his eyes. I closed my eyes and felt him press his lips against mine. I could feel the warm breath on my face.

He tried to pull away again, but I grabbed his face with both of my hands and pulled him towards me again. I pressed my lips against his again and opened my mouth. I felt his tongue enter me. It was the sweetest taste I’ve ever had in my life. I couldn’t get enough of him. I pulled him tighter into me while kissing him with everything I had. Eventually we moved away from each other to breath. “Wow Robb. I didn’t think you would want this, but the first time I saw you, I knew that if I would ever kiss a guy, it would be you.” He said while moving his hand towards mine. I looked him in his eyes and felt the world move under me. “Why can’t I resist this? Why do you have this hold over me? How can I kiss a guy and not feel disgusted?” I asked, rumbling every question so quickly, I was surprised he understood me. He smiled that devilish grin on his face again. He took my hand, placed it in his and put both of them in his pocket from the front of his hoody.

We walked into the woods and he led me to my favorite tree. He helped me got onto the first branch and I hoisted myself up. He got up behind me with his back to the main mast of the tree. He pulled me against him and I laid my back against his chest. I could feel him take every breath. He took my hands and folded them into his. I could see some of the stars peek thru the branches and leafs above us. I felt like I could stay like this forever. He was breathing down my neck. He placed his soft lips on the side of my cheek and I turned my face to look at him. Our lips met in passion and we made out for what seemed like hours.

I woke to the sound of a bird chirping nearby. I opened my eyes and nearly had a heart attack. We both fell asleep in each other’s arms in the fucking tree. I turned my head to look at him and saw that he was still asleep. I moved a bit more and he woke up. “Holy fuck! I can’t believe we fell asleep here. What if one of us fell down?!” He loudly exclaimed with a look of shock on his face. I started laughing and looked at him. We both got down and walked towards my house. We reached the back patio. I looked at him, he winked at me and turn around and left. I went inside with a smile on my face.

I was repacking my bedroom cupboard when my mom walked in. “Listen honey, your father has to give a speech to the Anglo bank tonight at Wintermere plaza. We need to leave around 7. Make sure you dress warm and formal.” She said, giving me a kiss on the cheek and left. That sucked ass I thought myself. Wintermere plaza was 2 hours drive from here and its always boring to attend my father’s famous speeches. What sucked even more was that the whole family has to pose for photos with delicates and Lord knows how many other famous politicians.

I looked at my phone and contemplated on whether I should let Raymond know or not. I decided that ill just tell him later.

I got ready and wore a black tuxedo with sharp looking shoes. I would have loved to wear my sneakers, but I knew mother would have a heart attack. The limo arrived at 6:45 and we were on the road. I can’t remember the last time I’ve been so bored. While my parents were meeting with hundreds of people and posing for photos, I was hanging in the back. Trying to avoid the scene and holding my phone in my hand, hoping Raymond would call me or something. I saw Christine with her parents meeting the mayor of Wintermere. She looked with a look of uttermost disgust. I thought well fuck you too bitch and walked towards the snack tables. As I was about to load my plate with some Lasagna te purte, my phone vibrated in my pocket. “Wish I could see you right now.” Raymond texted me and I smiled broadly. I quickly replied. “Yeah me too. Don’t know if you realized, but I’m not at home.” I replied and put my phone back in my pocket.

The night was dragging on as usual with lots of people drinking champagne, talk, laughter and classical music in the background. When we finally left I was feeling sleepy as hell. I actually fell asleep in the limo a few times for a couple of minutes. I got out the limo when we got home and was walking towards the stairs when my phone vibrated.

I received a message from a hidden number. “Raymond is in the hospital.”

Hope the story is good so far. Please rate and comment.

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2014-03-20 22:36:35
Great story... will there be more?

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2014-01-03 11:53:16

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2013-07-29 19:25:01
I've read the story once and I'll do it 100 times, hope the next chapter is being uploaded soon

anonymous readerReport

2013-07-29 19:23:14
It's gorgeous, do not stop it

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2013-07-22 09:18:58
I would like to know why Raymond is in the hospital.So I would prefer and really want you finish this story. I love how its written and its a great read. You shud continue ..

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