I slowly run the knife across my neck leaving a red trail in its wake. My hand falls down as i feel a stabbing pain from my neck. I move my hand to my neck and feel the sticky liquid that now covers my neck and soon my chest. When i pull my hand away i see a bloody hand. I smile knowing in a few minutes my blood will be all over my chest and soon I’ll be a dead body. laying in my bed.
My sheets will soon be covered in the red liquid and look as if they where red and not white. But as i wait for my body to bleed out i think if you. I think of how much i love you and you me. I think of how sad you'd be if i died. If you walked in and saw my bloody body lying there dead. I think of what you'd do. But i cannot.
Would you kill yourself just to be with me again? Or would you continue to live as i watch from above? I frown and wish i could stop the bleeding. But its to late. What’s done is done. As i feel my life fade away i open my lips and manage one word. A word i know you'd hate to hear me say.
"Goodbye." As the word leave my lips i smile happy that you had not heard me say it.
I look at my hand still red from my blood. I was calm. I smiled and closed my eyes right as you came into the room. At first you seem happy. But as you turn to look at me saying something i cannot hear, your black eyes grow wide and you rush over to me. You try to lift me into your arms so you can save me but i stop you. I lift my hand with my remaining strength and put my bloody hand onto your cheek. You begin to cry and lean onto my hand and hold it to your face. I look at you and smile. You try to tell me something but i can't hear you. I close my eyes, and my hand falls from you cheek. I fall into a deep slumber, never to wake up again, With a smile on my face. I feel my body losing the last of my blood and i fall. I fall into nothingness. I fall for a long time, then i stop. I look all around me but see nothing. I close my eyes and think of you. I open my eyes and see you crying over my dead body. I slowly walk to you
>and place my hand on you shoulder. You jump and lok around you but see nothing. I smile. I lean down and hug you. You freeze, and know it must be me coming to say my finale fair well. Your eyes tear up as you say. "Please don't leave me. I need you here with me." You sound so sad. I smile and wish you could see me so i knew you could hear me. "I wish i could." as if those words held a secret spell in them. You jumped up and hugged me. I looked into you eyes and saw what you saw. The girl you loved so much and just watched die in your arms, Standing in front of you as if i was alive again by magic. I smiled and hugged you back. "I know your upset but i had to die. It was my time to. Death takes whoever it wants whenever it wants. And so my time was now. But do not let him take you too soon in life. Please live a long happy life. The life you disserve and don't let my passing prevent you from living the way you want." I said and felt tears leave my eyes.
> You reached up and tried to wipe them away but your hand went through my face. I frown as you did. I lightly moved my hand to your cheek feeling the warmth from your body. The life running through your veins. I smiled and kissed your lips lightly and pulled away. You looked as if you where going to say something but i spoke andstopped your words. "I'll come to you in your dreams, i promise. Do not think for one moment i will forget you. You will always have a place in my heart." As my words faded as did i. I watched you fall to the ground and cry. I lifted my hand and touched my dead body. As i did so it vanished. My body disappeared as did all of the blood. I looked at you and saw you stand and knew you screamed 'no' as you ran to the bed and laid where my body had been. You laid there and cried. I stood there and watched you knowing i could do nothing to comfort you. I turned to leave and told myself soon i will see you again. Soon i will hold you in
> my arms. And nothing not even death could take me away from you.
>As my golden sun sets i smile and know soon you will go to sleep. As i prepare to see you in your dreams i think, maybe you will not want to see me. That you seeing me will only bring back the pain from you watching me die in your arms. I'm about to stay where i am, in my golden heaven, away from your dreams. But i realize i promised you i'd come to you in your dreams. I stand up from my golden bed. I will never sleep on it but i love to just lay in it and think of you. I love to think that you are here with me in this golden heaven. Away from all the dangers of the world. I think of you often. I think of your soft black hair, your soft body. Your beautiful voice, as you say my name in the darkness. I miss you, yes but i know that it was deaths doing that took me from you. I know you wish you could die with me. To end your life then and there, so you could be with me but you know that’s not what i want. I want you to live a long happy life. I want you
> to live the life you wanted. Not to kill your self so you could be with me. As i watch the remaining glow from the sky disappear i know soon you will be asleep. I leave my small gold room and walk along the golden road. I’m not going anywhere in particular. I just need to do something while i wait for you to sleep. i look at my dress and wonder if you'll recognize me. My dress is a blinding white, with gold trimming. It was skin tight on the top, but flowed into a frilly skitrt. As soon as i had stepping into my golden heaven, my bloody white shirt and jeans where replaced with the beautiful dress. I was never one for white. I would always wear blues. Every shade of blue. I love that color. its a beautiful color. Even with my brown hair and eyes and pale skin i loved to where blue. It made me look dead. Like a vampire at times but i grew so used to the blues that after a while it looked normal and nice. I still love blue but don't dare wear it in a
> golden place like this. I watch the finale shimmers of light fade away and smile. As the moon glows bright i walk back to my room and change in a more simple dress. I put on a soft light blue dress with gold trimming and smile happy to wear something that reminded me of you and home. I lay on my bed and close my eyes. I think of you and soon i see a bright light and know i will see you on the other side of it. I open my eyes and see you standing on a field surrounded by white flowers. i didn't move from my spot. wondering if i should go to you. You looked so peaceful and happy. i didn't want to move and make you sad again by seeing me. I stood there and watched you. you didn't see me. I saw you kneel down and look at the sky. you knew it was a dream sky but it still looked nice. i moved slowly to you and smiled when
> you saw me. You stood up and ran to me. You hugged me and began to cry. "I've missed you." you said holding me tight. I wrapped my arms around you and held you close. I wanted to cry but knew i shouldn't. I looked into your eyes and smiled. "I know. But i told you, When you sleep i will come and see you." I said putting my hand on your cheek like i had done before i died. You leaned onto my hand and smiled happy that you could feel my body on yours. I wanted to tell you of the place you would soon live at with me but i couldn't. you could not know what it was like in the golden heaven till you died and came for your self. You pulled away from me and ran into the forest giggling like a child. I smiled and followed you. You ran till you came to a tree and looked back to see where i was. As you saw i was close you turned and ran again. I smiled knowing this was a chase. I went to the left as you went to the right and quietly made my way to the tree you
> stopped at next, carful not to give myself away. When you thought all was clear and closed your eyes to catch your breath. I strike. You looked up and gasped right as i was on you. I knocked you to the floor and smiled down at you. "Gotcha." i said. and it was then that i noticed our lips were only an inch apart. I was about to sit up when i looked into your eyes. You saw the old me. The one that would chase you for hours till i got you and then i'd kiss you. We'd stay in the forest for hours a day not caring about the time. Just sitting in the woods with each other. I smiled and pulled away from you, laying on the ground next to you. You looked at me and frown. "Your not going to kiss me like you used to do, are you?" You asked me. I wanted to say i do want to kiss you. I wanted to kiss you and never leave again. But i didn't. I just looked at the sky and said nothing. I closed my eyes and was about to ask you if you'd been living you life the way you
> wanted, When i felt you climb on top of me and look at me. I opened my eyes in time to see you smile and kiss me. I gasped and automatically wrapped my arms around you holding you close to me. I rolled over and pulled away and looked into your eyes. "Dam, when you want something you go for it, don't you?" I said smiling at you. You smiled. Your eyes moved from my lips down to my chest where the dress made a low V. I smiled and knew what you would do next. I sat up and looked at you. I didn't notice before but now i did. You wore a short black dress. When i knocked you over it moved up past you thighs. You saw where my eyes went and smiled. You moved your hand to the hem of your dress and lifted it slowly. I didn't move. I felt my breath stop, as i waited for you to lift you dress completely. I didn’t want to stop you, but did so
> anyway. I grabbed your hand right as you moved the dress past you waist and stopped you from moving farther. You smiled and pulled me down on top of you. I looked into your eyes, and realized i hadn't taken a breath. I inhaled slowly. You moved your hand away from your dress and grabbed my hand and moved it down to your chest. "I know you want to." You said in a whisper. You undid the buttons on the front of your dress and pulled your dress open reviling your black lace bra. You moved my hand to your breast and smiled. I kissed you and gently squeezed your breast. A small moan left your lips making me want to do more to you. I wanted to make you scream. I wanted to make you feel like you where floating on a cloud! I moved my other hand to your other breast and also gently squeezed. As you moaned i pulled away and trailed my kisses to your chest. I kissed your breast, as i undid the rest of the buttons on your dress. You tilted you head back and moaned
> again. When all the buttons came loose I smiled and kissed you even lower. I knew I shouldn't be doing this. Knew i should be talking to you and learning if your doing what i asked. Living your life, and not crying over me. But i couldn't. I didn't. I wanted to sit here forever with you. But i knew i only had till the sun rises again. I only had a few hours till then. I had time to do both, right? I could make you scream and then talk to you. I kissed you there and smiled when you arched and moaned in response. I slowly slid my tongue into you then moved my hand from your breast down. But then I stopped. I stopped because I knew I shouldn’t be doing this. This-This was wrong to do. All it would do would be to make you miserable. You’d wake up to find it was all just a dream. Then you’d probably cry again. I hated it when you cried. I hate it so much. It
> makes me want to just kill myself. I don’t care that I’m already dead. I just want to disappear. I pull away from you and sit against a tree. I don’t look at you or even say anything. I herd you sit up and come to sit next to me. But still I refused to look at you. I couldn’t look at you. It would only make me feel horrible for what I tried to do to you. You put your hand on my cheek and made me look at you. I did look at you then. You looked worried about me. But then again you always did worry about me. Even when we were killing monsters. You never left my side. You always worried they’d kill me or kidnap me. I told you I could take care of myself, but still you stayed with me. You kissed me. You kissed me deeply. I pulled away and stood up. I looked at you. You where buttoning your dress up, looking at me. It always amazed me how you could multitask. You told me it was
> easy to multitask, but I could never do it. You’d be on the phone and then just start to write. You always did love to write. I’d always find you writing something at night just before you went to bed. You always told me to read what you had wrote to make shore it was ok. But the thing was they weren’t ok. They were great. One night after I had read a poem you wrote I told you, you could be a writer. But you told me you’d never do that, because you never had the time to write much. I knew it was a lie. But I said nothing. You could do whatever you wanted in you life. I smiled at the memory. You looked as if you wanted to say something, but I beat you to it. "We can’t do it. This is only a dream. If we did that…" I said and stopped. I knew you weren’t going to remember this but it didn’t hurt to try. "If we did that it would only hurt you. Because this is only a dream. None of this is real. If we were to have continued it would only have
> hurt you." You frowned understanding my words. "I wish death had not taken me from you so soon." I said and began to walk away. I looked at the sky through the trees and saw the clear blue sky. I herd you follow me. Each step you took sounded distant. I wanted to look back at you but I couldn’t. What had just happened was still running through my head. I wanted you so badly. But I can’t have you. Not yet. Not now. Soon I was in the field we where in not long ago. I smiled as the sun hit my face. It felt so real. So warm. I tilted my head up to the sun and wished I could feel the real sun on my face again. Oh how I’ve missed this. The warm sun on my face. I opened my eyes and turned around to look at you but you where gone. My smile faded and I turned around to try and find you. But you where gone. Why would you leave me? Why would you leave and not say good bye or tell me? I looked at the ground. If you really did leave it was because I wouldn’t
> make love to you. If you really did leave it was my fault. I knew it would happen. I fell to the ground and felt the tears leave my eyes. I wish I had never done what I did. I laid on the ground and closed my eyes. I wanted to leave. To go back to my golden heaven. But I didn’t know how to do that. I wanted to be in my soft bed. The only bed I had now. I heard the sound of the light wind in the field fade and as I opened my eyes I knew how I could get back home.
>I sat up from my bed and hugged my legs to my chest, unable to believe you left me. I looked out my window and saw the sun was still not up. The moon shone bright in the sky. I smiled. The moon looked so beautiful. I stood up and looked at myself in the mirror. I looked like a mess. My light blond hair was tangled. I looked tired and you could clearly see I wanted to cry. I changed into a gold dress that looked like one of those old ball gown ones and smiled. I did my hair in a tight bun and put on golden makeup. I put on a pair of golden heels to match and left my room. I walked down the short street to the big castle like building. Every night there’s a ball. Every one can come or just stay in there rooms. Its up to them. I entered the building and smiled as I saw the whole room was filled with people laughing and dancing. As I made my way down the stairs that led to the dance floor I looked slightly to my right and saw three people standing there
> looking uncomfortable. I walked over to them with a smile on my face. I curtsied and bowed my head. "good evening." I said. None of them spoke. One was a woman. She had light brown hair and soft brown eyes. She looked like she was in her twenties maybe, when she had died. They all did. She was short. Maybe about 5’ 10. She was thin. But not like those really thin models on TV. She wore a red dress. It was sleeveless and had a slit starting at her thigh. The dress was long. Her shoes where red heels. She looked beautiful. On her right was a man. He was nicely dressed in a black suit. He was also thin. He had a muscular build to him. He was at least a foot taller then the girl. His black hair combed back. His ice blue eyes sparkled. One the girls Left was a another man. He was as tall as the first. He was also dressed in a suit, but he was thin he didn’t look like he had much muscle but maybe it was hidden? I’d have to find out. His blond hair was
> long, it came down in waves past his shoulders. His eyes where also blue but they where different. Where they lighter? A different shade of blue? I couldn’t tell. He was a mystery to me. I smiled at them and was about to walk away when I herd one speak. "And a good evening to you madam." It was the one with mysterious eyes. He smiled and bowed. "My name is Dimitri. This is Clara, my friend."He said gesturing to the small girl. And then the other man. "And my brother Richard." The other two bowed and smiled. I bowed back to them and said. "My name Is Seri." Dimitri smiled and took my hand and kissed it. "Would you like to dance?" He asked me. I smiled. "Yes I would. But I’ll warn you I am a horrible dancer." He smiled and led me to the dance floor. "Oh, really? It doesn’t look like you are.
> You look like you’re a great dancer." He said with a charming smile. When he looked at me I felt like I was dreaming him up. Was he real or was I going crazy? I didn’t care. As he led me to the dance floor I thought of you. Was it wrong that I was dancing with him? Was it wrong to maybe fall in love if I’m dead and you aren’t? I sighed and wished I knew why you had left me. Dimitri looked at me. He stopped walking and had stopped before we could get to the dance floor. It was only a few more feet in front of us. "What’s wrong." He asked. "You look upset." I wanted to tell him about you. About my Angel. But I was scared. Would he think it strange for me to continue seeing you even though I’m dead? I wanted to tell him of you. All of you. But I couldn’t. I couldn’t tell him of you. I simply couldn’t. I looked at him and smiled. "Its nothing really I was just thinking of my love." I said but wouldn’t tell him who
> it was when he asked. He started walking again. We made it to the dance floor right as a new song started. I felt as if I was swallowed by the eighteenth sentry. In the corner was a small group of people playing different instruments. As the music flowed through the room I danced with Dimitri. We danced for a while before we stopped to rest. We went to a small table and sat down. A waiter came by our table and asked if we’d like something to drink. Dimitri asked for some wine and I asked for some water. When he came back with our drinks a few minutes later Dimitri looked at me. "Ok you need to tell me about yourself. All I know is your name. I need to know more about you. If I don’t I may go insane." He said and I could tell he was joking about the insane part. I smiled and asked. "What do you want to know?" He smiled and said. "When you where alive Who where you? What did you
> do? Did you have a loving family? husband? Did you have friends did you go out or stay in your house. Everything. I want to know gp about you." He said. I smiled and began. "Well I wasn’t very popular. I was just a normal girl trying to find love. I had a normal job and everything I needed. But nothing I wanted. I wanted someone to love. Someone who would love me for me and not if I was rich or anything. And after 10 years I thought I’d never find my soul mate till I met angel." I stopped speaking. You looked at me wanting to know more. "My life was better when I met angel. But I don’t really want to talk about my life much. It was horrible mostly." I said and took a sip of my water. You didn’t ask me about my life anymore after that. I wanted to ask you about your life, but I didn’t. I wasn’t like that. If you wanted to tell me then I was ok but I wasn’t one of those people who
> asked about it. I wasn’t like that at all. As the ball wet on I saw Richard and Clara dancing. I looked at Dimitri and asked curiously. "Are they related?" I didn’t want to be rude or anything but I was a little curious. He smiled and shook his head. "No there not. There just good friends. Always have been from what they told me." He said. I could see the sad look in his eyes as if I knew he wanted to have someone like his brother. I could tell that they where more then friends. Probably lovers from the way that they never left the others side. I smiled and looked at them. They looked happy together. Something I wish I could have right now. I smiled and looked at the old fashioned clock in the corner of the room that was half the size of a door. It was close to morning. I need to get back and get some sleep. The nights earlier events have tired me out somewhat. I looked at
> Dimitri and smiled. "Well I need to get home. I need to get some rest I’ve had a busy night. So if you’ll excuse me." I said and stood up. Dimitri stood up and took my hand. "Please, allow me to walk you home." I smiled and bowed my head. "Why thank you sir." I said and looped my arm in his. As we were leaving we passed Clara and Richard. They asked us where we were headed to and Dimitri told them he was taking me home. They both smiled and looked at me as Richard said to me. "We hope to see you again Seri. Take care and goodnight." He bowed as did I and then Dimitri and I walked away. We walked slowly. Enjoying the warm night air. I looked at the sky. The moon was gone, leaving only the stars to shine in the dark sky. I looked at you and smiled. Its been so long since I’ve had someone walking me home. I remember when I was sixteen and my first boyfriend ever walked me home thinking I’d let him come in and go to my room to "Study". But I was
> smart and had watched tons of shows and movies about men making love to woman and then disappearing. Never to be found again. Of course in some of the movies the men would come back and accept there the fathers but most hadn’t. It made me smile that I had told him no and I’d see him the next day at school. He had smiled and kissed me goodnight before he left. As I went to bed that night I had thought my life was perfect. I had a boyfriend and was going to be a singer. But I didn’t know how hard life could be. I looked at the ground. I felt him look at me and looked at him. He stopped walking and I realized we where at my little house. I sighed. I wanted to ask him if he’d like to come inside but couldn’t. We had just meant and I need to get some sleep for tomorrows dream visit. I stood there and smiled at him He smiled at me and bowed. "Goodnight, Seri. I hope you see you again." As he stood up
> strait I bowed my head and said. "Goodnight, Dimitri. I too hope to see you again as well." He kissed my cheek and left. He walked away and as I stood there and watched him leave I realized I was doing what I had done the night I told the boy he couldn’t come to my room with me. I realized I had to move but couldn’t as if him walking away or very presence made my body freeze. I couldn’t move or breath when I was with him. Could I be falling in love with him? No I couldn’t be. I had you. My angel. I couldn’t be falling in love with him if I had you. But I don’t have you. I’m dead and your alive. Can the living and the dead be together? Can I fall in love with him here if I have you there? Would it be right? I opened my door and walked into my house trying to think of what to do. I took off the dress and put on a light blue nightgown and climbed into bed. I wasn’t going to be able to sleep. My mind
> was still locked on what happened earlier. Would you forgive me for telling you no? Would you want to see me anymore? I couldn’t think of what you might say, if I came back tonight. I closed my eyes and willed sleep to come, but I was not going to happen. I wanted to know what had happened in the dream. Did you leave or did something happen to you? Are you still alive or are you dead? Wandering around for all eternity because you don’t know how to pass on or call for my help? I sat up and closed my eyes focusing on your energy. If I focused long enough id find out where you sure and if you where fine or not. I calmed my body down and focused on you. Focused on your sweet smile. The feel of your body, your voice…So soft. But nothing happened. I tried again but again nothing happened. I relaxed my body, and couldn’t believe it. Where you preventing me from coming back? laid back down and looked at the moon. It
> was setting, the stars already gone to sleep. Sleep. I should get some sleep. I closed my eyes and Hoped that when I open them I’ll get to see your beautiful smile. Even if its only a dream.
>I stood in the field again. But this time something was different. The sky was darker. Like it would rain soon. I looked around but did not see you or hear any birds singing. The flowers in the field had died and withered. The grass was almost gone. Soon the ground would look like a dirt covered earth, without any life. I walked slowly to the forest, but as I got closer to it a strong gust of wind blew in my face. Was something telling me to leave? I walked into the forest pushing my way through the wind. As I got farther into the forest the wind calmed down till it stopped. I walked into the forest even deeper and saw you laying against a tree. The same one you had sat against when I chased you. I ran to you and placed my hand on your cheek. You looked at me and smiled. You wrapped your arms around me and held me close. You ban to cry and I pulled away and looked into your eyes. "What’s wrong? Why is everything like this?" I asked you,
> hoping you’d have the answer. But you just looked down and shook your head. "I don’t know." She said. She began to cry and I held her close. After a long time the sky cleared and the wind in the distance stopped completely. Everything seemed to go back to normal. I looked at you and smiled. "You want to go to the field?" I asked you . You smiled and shook your head. You looked at the ground looking like you wanted to say or do something but not moving at all or speaking. I smiled and sat next to you and grabbed you hand. I sighed and put my hand under your chin. You looked at me and I smiled slightly. "I know what you want." I said and saw something light up in your eyes. You moved your hands to my back and held me close. I smiled and held you close as I said in your ear. "Go ahead." You pulled away and looked at me. I smiled and
> started to undo the buttons on your shirt. You sat there and didn’t move. Was it because I was doing something I had told you we couldn’t do or where you simply scared I was just going to disappear? Well whatever it was i smiled and finished unbuttoning my shirt and pulled you close. "There’s nothing to fear. This is another dream so we can do whatever we want. Whatever you want." I said to her, in a soft voice. She wrapped her arms around me and held me close and moved closer to me. She undid her dress and pulled it off. I smiled and pulled her close to kiss her lips, but she pulled away from me and smiled. She laid me down and climbed on top of me. I moved my arms to wrap them around your neck but you grabbed my wrists and held them above me. You grabbed some rope from a small bag I had not seen with you and tied my hands together then tied my hands to a log, preventing me from moving. I looked at you, and frown. You simply smiled and said.
> "Don’t worry. I want to have some fun with you first." she said then moved her hand down my chest. I gasped slightly and arched as her hand stopped near my thighs. She smiled and kissed my lips and moved her hands along my body slowly. she teased and tortured me. making me moan and gasp but not letting me enjoy it to much. she was carful to pleasure me. As if she had been doing this for years. I arched slightly as her hands moved to my thighs. she smiled and lightly trailed her fingers down my iner thigh. I tilted my head back and let out a long sigh. you smiled and kissed my neck, sucking and biting and caressing with your tongue. I sighed and gasped and moaned. you knew what you where doing, which kinda suprized me. normaly i was the dominating one but now...now you are. What was with you all of a sudden? it was as if you didn't want to be weak or small or helpless anymore. As soon as you moved away from my neck i frown. I liked what you had been
> doing, and i didn't want you to stop. "Please...." i bearly whispered, panting. "Please... Take me...." i closed my eyes and tried to calm my breathing but couldn't. Not when i was thinking of what you did to me. I felt alive. Wanted, and loved. I felt better then i had earlier, when i was dancing with Dimitri. When i was with Dimitri i felt happy. Its been a while since i've felt happy, like realy happy. I thought about the dance. thought about Dimitri and his friend Clara with his brother. They looked as if they where soul mates. I looked at you and frown here i was being dominated by my angel and i was thinking of some other person. Some other guy i just met tonight! was i turning into a whore? No i couldn't be. It not like i was going to everyone i saw and saying "Hey lets have sex." No i was waiting too see my angel. Mine now and forever. no matter what. No matter where or when we are she is mine and i hers.
> You looked at me and also frown. seeing me upset you looked like you would move away form me, away from my body not caressing or bitting or sucking or squeezing. "Am i hurting you?" you said sounding as if you where going to stop if i said yes. I put all my thoughts in the back of my mind and smiled softly. "No. Your not hurting me, i was just lost in the pleasure." i lied. But you didn't see though the lie and smiled believing it. "Well then this is going to make you scream with joy and pleasure." she said moving her kisses along my neck. After covering my neck in kisses she moved lower making a trail from my neck down to my thighs. when you kissed my thighs i gasped and wrapped my legs around your back, holding you to me captive in my embrace. You gasped and smiled at me you lightly kissed my stomach and slowly moved down. You made you way
> down, but then moved back up. I whimpered a little as you grabbed my breast and lightly squeezed my nipple. You smiled and took it in your mouth, sucking and caressing and bitting. I gasped and tilted my head up and sighed in pleasure. I felt your lips leave my breast and felt you shift your body. I looked at you, panting. You smiled and kissed my neck. "Do you want it?" she asked. And. I knew what she meant. And I did want it. "Yes." I said. "I do want it…please…" She smiled and kissed my neck one last time before pulling away and moving down to my thighs. She kissed me there and moved her finger inside me. I gasped and arched. She moved her finger slowly in and out, slowly going faster and faster and harder each time. I moaned. She smiled and said, "do you like this?" Panting I said. "Yes!" She pulled her finger out
> and smiled. "Then you’ll love this." She said, lowering her lips to me and kissing me there. She lifted my legs a little and sunk her tongue into me. I whimpered and almost screamed in joy and pleasure. I wrapped my legs around her back and held her close. She thrust her tongue into me and held me close, making me almost scream. She pulled away and smiled. "I can make you scream. Do you want me to?" she asked. I nodded slightly. "Yes…" She kissed me there again and moved her finger and tongue into me. I gasped and moaned loudly. She pulled her finger out and began to lightly suck. I moaned louder and held her close to me, not wanting her to stop. She sensed what I was doing and held on to my thighs pushing her tongue deeper into me and she sucked harder. She moved her tongue around my hot core and sucked again and again and again. I didn’t want her to stop yet I knew it would end here soon. I could feel it hot and wet, ready to come out as soon as
> I surrendered. But I wouldn’t surrender. I couldn’t. She pulled her tongue out some and I thought I had won. But I was wrong. She started to thrust her tongue into me as she sucked, making me surrender. I felt it come out, warm and wet, and imeadeatly felt weak. She sucked on me a few moments more before pulling away. She laid next to me and kissed my neck. "Your so strong," she said holding my breast and lightly squeezing it. "So that’s why your always the dominate one." She said smiling. "But now I am. I made you surrender." She said still aroused. She sat on my hips and grabbed both of my breasts. "And I’m still in charge." She said and began to rub the pad of her thumb over my nipple’s. I moaned and closed my eyes. "Now im just going to tease and play, with you." She said taking my hard nipple into her mouth. I gasped. She did as she said she’d do. She teased me and played with me. After you finished playing with my breasts you made you
> way down again. And without warning thrust her finger in me making me moan loud. She moved her finger in and out faster and harder then before. She pulled something out of the bag that I couldn’t see and smiled. She put her tongue into me again and began to suck and tongue me. I arched and moaned. She pulled away and lay over me. She kissed my lips and I felt something brush across my thighs. I looked at her and was about to say something when she kissed me and thrust deeply into me swallowing my crys. She pulled away and smiled, then thrust deeply into me again and again and again. She smiled and kissed my neck. I wanted her to do what she did before and make me surrender, but I couldn’t say it. I was breathless. She pulled out of me and smiled. As if she knew my thoughts she put her tongue into me and began to caress my hot core with her tongue then sucked. She moved her hands up to hold my breasts and squeezed them as she played with me. She
> pulled her tongue out then thrust it back in harder and harder. She began to suck on me again and I could feel it. The warm wet heat inside me, it was coming. Her hands squeezed and caressed my breasts. She moved one hand down to my thigh and caressed it. I moaned and knew the end was coming. "Please!" I said wanting it more then ever. She thrust her tongue into me again and I felt it come as she sucked on me. I moaned and slightly screamed…. She pulled away from me and lay on the ground next to me. she kissed my lips and frown. "The suns almost up you better get back." She said as she untied me. I was sad our time had come to an end. We both got dress and before I left her I said to her. "Ill always be with you, you know that right?" she nodded. "All you have to do when you want to see me is call to me in your dreams, and I’ll come." She smiled and kissed me long and hard before leaving.