On the way home Kaylee was smiling brightly in the passenger seat, looking just as cute as can be.
"So...I have my first real boyfriend!" I was always pleased to see her so happy.
"Yep! I guess you do." I replied.
"And he really loves me."
"That is without question Sweetheart!"
"And I really love him." She said with conviction.
"That means the world to me." I smiled over at her.
"Uncle Benny...I want you to make love to me." She said this as a statement of fact. No embarrassment, no shyness, just the facts. "Tonight."
I almost ran the truck right off the road.
"Kaylee..." I said, "You know I can't do that."
Kaylee smiled wickedly over at me. "I am quite sure that you CAN, you just don't want to."
I did not want to be put in this situation. "Honey, It's not that I don't want to. It's that it would be wrong to."
The smile never left her face as she asked me plainly. "Why?"
"For many reasons, and you know what they are." I sighed out loud. "I really don't want to fight about this now."
"Uncle Benny. You have always told me that there is nothing wrong with an argument, as long as it doesn't turn into a fight." She was facing me across the seat as I drove. She still seemed happy and content. Not the least bit upset that I was disagreeing with her. "I don't want to fight. I'm not mad, you have no reason to be either. I just think that I deserve the right to argue my case. No fighting, no hurt feelings, just a good natured debate. If one of us gets upset, we can drop it." She reached over and rubbed my knee. "I promise."
I took my eyes off the road for a moment to look over at her. She looked so young, but her words were well said and intelligent. She was young and naive, but at the same time she was determined, extremely smart, and just as stubborn as her uncle. "OK. You know you had me when you used my own words against me!" I paused a moment to collect my thoughts then looked over and gently said, "I think you are too young to have sex."
"Now that is a good start." She said happily. I had the feeling that I was starting a game of chess and was already falling a few pieces behind.
Acting as if this were just a random thought Kaylee said, "Did you know that Grandpa's mom was just a few weeks past her 15th birthday when she had her fist kid?"
Actually, this was news to me. I had a hard time picturing my grandmother as anything but a hard working old woman. Funny how you sometimes forget your elders were young once too.
"That means that when she got pregnant, she was younger than I am now. They went on and had 11 more kids, and grandma says she has never met any couple more in love than those two were! They were married 68 years when she died."
I do remember that my grandfather, who had always been happy and healthy, just sort of withered away after she was gone. He passed away less than a year later. "Yeah, I agree they were in love, but times were different then."
Kaylee, still smiling brightly didn't seem impressed with this argument. She continued.
"Grandma says that she was only 13 when she KNEW that she was going to marry grandpa! They went together till she finished high school and were married the week after she graduated. I don't know if they were having sex, but...Come on! That's a long time to wait."
"Hey now! That is my parents you are talking about!" I said with mock outrage. I had already heard my parents stories and pretty much figured that my father had probably "sampled the milk before buying the cow".
"She was only 13, but still, she knew she was in love!"
Kaylee continued on with her facts. "Aunt Betty was about my age when she lost her virginity, and Uncle George is still the only man she's ever been with."
"Wait! What? My SISTER Betty?" I knew my sister had married her life long boyfriend, but I always thought they were both a bit Goody Two Shoes. "How do you know that?!"
Kaylee gave me another evil grin. "When Mom and Aunt Betty start drinking wine, they will talk about ANYTHING!"
Her face turned serious for a second. "I don't want to use my mom as an example, cause that turned out so bad."
She almost never mentioned her "father", and I knew she was bothered by the subject. "Hey! Because of that, we all got YOU. How could it turn out bad when the whole family loves you as much as we do?"
The smile returned to her face. "Well... what's not to love? I am pretty awesome." She giggled, "but don't try to change the subject."
She looked at me and asked. "How old were you when YOU first had sex?"
I had been hoping that this wasn't going to be asked. Halfway under my breath I answered. "I was 14."
"HA! I knew it! The girl was also 14?"
I sighed. "Yes"
"Was she a virgin too?"
"yes" I barely whispered. I was really feeling like I was losing here.
Kaylee looked like she was about to go for the kill. "She didn't grow up feeling harmed or abused did she? In fact, aren't you still friends, and don't you see her like, every day?"
"WHAT? How the hell do you know that?!?"
Amy had been my first. She was married to my best friend, and lead carpenter, and she was now the receptionist at my company.
Kaylee was smiling victoriously. "You joked with Brian once about how he stole your first girlfriend. When they came over for B.B.Q. a few weeks ago I started to wonder. So while you and he were out back grilling, I asked Amy."
"You just asked Amy if she had sex with me?"
"Of course not! I doubt she would have told a 16 year old that! I asked her if you two had ever gone out. She told me that in junior high you were her First Love. That you two went out for a year or so. Then, when she met your best friend she fell head over heals. She was afraid that she would break you and Brian apart, but said that you two were so close, neither would allow a girl to come between you. When I asked how old she was when she met Brian she said it was at her 15th birthday party. So I figured, if she was the one, she would have been 14 when you did it."
She looked pleased with herself. "Well? Am I right?"
"Yes, it was Amy." I decided a change of course may be necessary. "But the problem with all of your examples is that not one of them was with their uncle."
This didn't seem to throw her off track at all. "Oh! So you want to talk about incest? OK." She was actually enjoying this.
"Let's start with it being illegal." I replied.
Kaylee gave a short laugh and looked at me reproachfully. "Seriously?" She was smiling but didn't pull her punches at all. "Was it the law you were thinking about in the shower this afternoon? How about when I'm laying naked on top of you? Or letting you cum on my face?" She giggled at being so rude. "Every weekend we are breaking the law! Just because we have not had sex doesn't mean it's not illegal."
I knew she was joking around but still felt a pang of guilt. "So you think we should stop?"
"Don't even go there!" She reached over to rub my leg again. "I'm just saying that what we do isn't really accepted by most people. But I don't care what anyone else thinks!"
She went on. "However, it isn't even illegal everywhere. In India it is almost common for an uncle to marry his niece. In Australia they don't have any laws preventing it. There are incest laws in Austria, France, Netherlands, Russia, and more, but they are brother/sister, father/mother, grandparent laws. None expressly forbid uncle/niece relationships. Even in Canada the law is fuzzy where that is concerned."
I had to be a little impressed. "You have done some research it seems."
She looked proud of herself. "Remember how much studying I did before we bought my saddle last year? This means a whole lot more to me than that saddle does! Yeah, I've researched."
She continued on. "The two main reasons that incest is illegal are religion and genetics."
"In the case of religion... not all religions even agree it's wrong! There are many that say it is perfectly acceptable. Besides, neither of us is really religious anyway."
"In the case of genetics... It is because of birth defects and higher chance of abnormalities. Well... I definitely don't want to get pregnant. We can be careful, so that doesn't happen."
I didn't mean to speak up but I sort of blurted out. "I can't have kids anyway."
Kaylee looked at me questioningly. "Whoops!" I responded, "Well I guess there is no reason it needs to be a secret. When I was engaged to Christie, I had a vasectomy."
She thought for a moment then smiled. "Then there is no reason we shouldn't do it! I thought we would have to buy some, you know, things, but now there isn't even a reason for that."
We were pulling into my long driveway. I stopped the truck and turned off the motor but made no move to get out. I figured that it was time I that I ended this.
"Kaylee. I respect all of the thought that you put into this, and REALLY... I am honored that you want to give your virginity to me." I turned to face her across the front seat and took her hands in mine. "However... the fact is, You promised me that we would not have sex." She had done a great job of debating, but I was sure that I had her now.
Kaylee squeezed my hands and gave me a shy grin. "Sorry Uncle Benny, but... I never promised you that."
"Sweetheart! We were both there! You can't just take back a promise because you don't want to live up to it anymore." I was a little surprised at her, we had always based our relationship on trust. To my knowledge she had not lied to me since she was a toddler, trying to avoid punishment.
When Kaylee looked down for a second, I mistook it for shame. When her eyes came back up she was smiling. "I would NEVER break a promise to you. Why would I promise something I had no intention of keeping?" She looked almost apologetic as she continued. "You said, you wanted me to keep my virginity for my first real boyfriend. For the man I love and who I know loves me too...The promise I gave you was, that I would wait till I knew the time was right and with the man I love." She was now looking at me very serious. "That is You!"
I slowly replayed our first few times together. As much as I tried to find a flaw in her statement, I couldn't. I then considered more recent events and found that the whole time, I kept falling deeper and deeper into this trap.
"I'm not sure what bothers me more." I finally said. "That a 16 year old girl is smarter than me, or that she knows it." I wasn't mad exactly, but I was acting like a little kid who wanted to take his toys and go home.
"Uncle Benny!" Kaylee was no longer looking so pleased. "I wasn't trying to trick you! I just..."
"It's OK. Let's just go inside." I was being short with her and I knew it. "I left some lights on in the barn. I'll be in after I turn them off." Without waiting for a response, I left the truck and headed away from the house.
As I walked into the barn I was thinking about the last 30 minutes. I admit, I wasn't proud of my reactions. Was I really upset because a beautiful, smart, young girl wanted to have sex with me? The fact that she had done so much thinking about it should have made me happy, and yet I was pouting because she had more information than I did. I still had the final say on what would and wouldn't happen.
I chuckled out loud. "Stop being a sore loser and go apologize!"
I walked in the house and Kaylee was already upstairs. When I went up, I saw that her bathroom light was on, so I went into my room to change my clothes. As I sat on the edge of the bed and removed my boots, Kaylee opened the door. "Uncle Benny?" She asked in a quiet voice. "Are you mad at me?"
She stood in the door, wearing her nightshirt and looking at me with a worried look on her face.
I gave her a big smile. "No Sweetheart!" I gave her a small laugh. "You know I hate losing, and you just gave me a sound beating!" I opened my arms and she came and sat on my lap. She snuggled into my embrace as I held her close. "When you said you wanted to argue, I had no idea you were going to be so well prepared. I am actually quite proud of you."
"I wasn't trying to beat you." She said into my chest. "I wanted you to know that I had thought about it and that it wasn't just a sudden whim that I had."
"I know." I said stroking her hair. "I just want you to know that I never want to hurt you. Not now, or further on in your life."
She looked up into my eyes. "That is why I love you so much!" She gave me a huge smile.
"I love you too." I leaned down and kissed her on the mouth. Our lips parted and our tongues started a slow dance together. I was always amazed at how much a simple kiss with her could overwhelm me. I leaned her over onto my bed and lost myself in her embrace.
Somewhere along the line my shirt came off. Soon her nightshirt disappeared also. I rolled over onto my back with her on top of me. We continued kissing as we both stroked and caressed each other with our hands. Her beautiful body wearing nothing more than a cute pair of cotton panties, me in only my jeans. I reached up and rubbed her amazing breasts, using my thumbs to circle both nipples till they were rigid against my touch. Gently squeezing as I rubbed.
She was running her hands against my cheeks and neck, reaching around to grab the back of my head to pull me closer. Our bodies started to grind together creating friction between us. I sucked her lower lip into my mouth, nibbling and pulling. Then I kissed my way around her neck, biting and licking along the way. As I kissed her ear, her hands went down and unbuttoned my jeans. I reached down and helped her slip them off of my hips. Now the only barrier between us was a thin pair of bikini underwear.
I reached around and placed both of my hands firmly on her ass. I pulled her hips down into mine. I could feel the wetness between us, the heat generating between our two bodies. I could feel my erection parting her lips, with only the thin, damp fabric keeping me out. Kaylee started to grind harder against me. "Oh Baby! That feels so good!"
She moved her lips around to my neck and kissed. Her hips kept moving back and forth in time with mine. Her mouth moved to my ear. "Baby... I want you to be my first." She put her tongue in my ear and then moved down and sucked on my earlobe. "Please." She wasn't begging. It was just her letting me know that this is what she wanted.
I don't know if it was the sincerity in her voice, her simple use of the word please, or maybe just her nibbling on my ear. Probably, it was a combination of everything at once. I knew right then, for right or wrong, I was going to give in to her desire. To both of our desires.
I rolled her off of me and onto her back. I kissed my way down her torso while I pulled her panties off her legs. I parted her thighs and put my face between her legs. Her scent was like the smell of cooking to a hungry man. My need for her became almost too much to bear. I started to kiss and lick her inner thighs. Then I centered my tongue on her and licked slowly up her warm, moist slit. I loved her taste. It was both clean and natural. I licked and teased for awhile, not trying to bring her to climax, but to get her as close and as wet as possible.
Her breathing was speeding up. The heat coming from between her legs was warm against my mouth. She was letting out a steady moan. I figured she was as ready as she was going to be.
I raised back up and kissed her long and hard. I reached under her and rolled onto my back, bringing her back on top of me. I stopped kissing and looked into her eyes. "With you on top, you are in control." I pulled her face to mine and kissed her once more. "Take your time. Don't worry about me. If it hurts then stop. If you get scared, or change your mind, stop. You set the pace. Just go slow and relax." I smiled up into her face. "I love you Sweetheart."
With those words I guided my shaft between her thighs. I gently rubbed the head along her slit and parted her lips. After rubbing up and down, wetting the head, Kaylee started to lower herself onto my lap.
I placed my hands on her hips. Her face was a mask of total concentration and determination. As the head of my prick entered her she let out a long drawn out sigh. I felt how incredibly tight she was and started to worry. I knew that from years of horseback riding and sports that her hymen was most likely no longer intact. But that didn't change the fact that she was a very petite, young girl. I wanted her first time to be as pain free as possible.
After I had entered her only just a bit, my worrying increased. Her tightness was enough to be almost painful to me. Her eyes were closed and her breathing deep but she wasn't giving any indication of pain. She slowly lowered herself a bit more. She gasped just a little but also smiled, her eyes still closed. A small pause then she took me in a little farther. She gave a more pronounced gasp this time. It felt so amazing, so wet, so warm and confined, but I was also concerned for her.
"Are you OK?" I asked. Without opening her eyes she placed her fingers across my lips.
She slowly slid fully down onto my lap. Her breath drew in sharply all at once and then she gave a long exhaling moan. We both stayed statue still. Her brow was wrinkled up, but she smiled widely. Kaylee finally opened her eyes, looking down into mine.
"We did it!" She sounded so pleased and so proud that my worries drifted away. "Oh! Uncle Benny! I can feel you all the way inside of me!"
The feeling was so intense! I had a hard time remaining still. I knew from the pressure of the grip her body had on me, that she must be feeling some discomfort. I managed to lay still and not thrust against her. After a few moments she leaned down and started to kiss me again. Her movements caused me to pull slightly out of her. I felt her tight body contract back down into me.
She leaned back into a sitting position and started to rock her hips back and forth. Her movements started small, but as she relaxed, grew more and more.
She was now raising off of me just a bit at a time and letting her small body fall back against mine. I put my hand between us, rubbing her clit with my thumb. I didn't think she would climax her first time, but I thought it might relax her and lessen any pain.
"Oh Baby!" She moved a little more, increasing the depth of her strokes. As her movements increased I could feel her body relaxing, trying to accept this new intrusion. Kaylee raised up till I was almost out of her, then slid back down till her cheeks were resting on my lap. Again and again, each time giving me more and more pleasure.
Her hips would lift up, then come down and rock forward, causing me to enter her completely. Her pace sped up as her discomfort eased. Her moans seemed to turn into more pleasure than pain.
The sight of her on top of me was indescribable. Seeing my niece groaning out loud, with my cock buried firmly inside of her was so very erotic. She was riding me slowly up and down. Looking into my eyes and smiling at me, as she supported herself with her hands on my chest. I knew I was at the point of no return.
"Kaylee! I'm going to come!" I tried to hold myself as still as possible as I felt my penis uncoil load after load of ejaculate inside of my virgin niece.
"Oh yeah Baby! I feel it! I feel it inside of me!" Her movements on top of me increased, then, eventually became slower. I grabbed her hips firmly, eased her down to my lap and stopped her movements. I pulled her down and kissed her while I was still inside of her.
"Oh Kaylee! That was more exciting than anything I have ever felt!" My hands were running up and down her back, as my body trembled all over. I felt totally drained. "You are amazing!"
She wiggled a little from side to side, driving me crazy, then leaned down and put her arms around my neck. "Uncle Benny! That was awesome! We are So doing that again! Every chance we get!" She pulled back and looked me in the eye. "I can't imagine any girl having a better first time. It didn't even really hurt too bad. Not like I thought it would. It was more like, uncomfortable, but nice at the same time. I love the feeling of you filling me up inside!" Kaylee laid down on top of me as I held her tight.
We stayed cuddled together as I softened inside of her. When I finally came out of her, she sighed into my ear. "Oh, I miss feeling you already." We turned and laid face to face. "Thank you for making my first time so special!" She smiled into my face. "I love you Uncle Benny!"
"I love you too Kaylee. Are you sure you are OK?" I asked her.
"Well, I doubt I will be running for the next couple of days, but yes! Just a little sore, probably worse tomorrow. Thank you for being so gentle with me. It was better than I ever dreamed it would be."
We continued kissing for a few minutes, then just laid there in each others arms. "Baby?" Kaylee finally asked. "Can I sleep in here with you tonight."
"I think I'd like that." I smiled "Have to warn you though. I might snore."
"That's OK! As long as you hold me all night long."
We snuggled for a while longer, then I got up to turn out the downstairs lights, while she used the bathroom.
When I returned she was under the covers. I turned off the light and crawled into bed next to her. I was surprised to find her still nude. I kissed her right cheek, her left cheek and her forehead as she replied "I, Love, You." Then we shared a long, lingering kiss.
I turned off the bedside lamp and cuddled her in close to me. She took my hand and placed it cupping her breast. I was a little amazed when I felt a small twitch from between my legs. Kaylee rubbed her firm, bare cheeks against me and moaned softly. Her hand reached around and started to stroke me.
"Uncle Benny." She whispered into the darkness. "Maybe I'm not TOO sore after all."