Well it was nice and warm today for my 13th birthday we celebrated by going having a picnic on the beach. It was just mum, dad and my sister with our dog Jack. We played for ages building sandcastles and swimming. I've never really gotten along with mum, we tend to fight alot about everything but we didn't even have any cross words with each other, it was a relief. We went home at about 4pm because mum had to work tonight waitressing and my sister Sally wanted to go over to her friends house to sleep the night.
I played out back for a while with Jack in my cubby house. It was just getting on dusk before I came in, mum was just leaving Sally left earlier.
Dad told me that he was going to order pizza for tea and that I should have a shower first. I mucked around as you do for a while in my room before heading for the shower. It was nice getting the salt from the sea off my body and wasing my hair. I came out and watched some tv with dad until the pizza arrived.
After we ate we put a video on, the dead poets society and watched this for a while. I had never seen this film before but it was really sad. I started crying when the character killed himself, it was so sad.
Dad opened his arms which I went to to get some confort, sitting on his lap and hugging him. He kept stroking my hair and rubbing my back all the while I was sniffling. I was worn out from the day and the crying I had done, I was starting to get dozzy on dad.
He kissed me on the lips and whispered to me not to be sad as it was only a movie. He kept kissing me on my checks but comming back to my lips all the time. I just snuggled closer to him until the last kiss on the lips where I felt his tongue enter my mouth, it felt funny. I had never been kissed this way before. His large hands were still rubbing my back and hair keeping me close to him while he explored my mouth. I blinked my eyes open when he stoped and looked at him, he just smiled at me and pulled me closer. I felt very contented all cozied up with dad on the couch. I don't know what was wrong with me 'cause I didn't seem to have any energy, I was very lathargic.
We stayed that way for a little while until dad told me that it was bed time, I didn't protest as I was sleepy. He picked me up and took me to my parents bed instead of mine, I didn't protest.
Dad put me in the middle of the bed under the sheet and went to the bathroom. He came back and slipped under the sheet with me in the bed and snuggled up to me, pulling the top half of me onto his chest. He started to rub my back again, it felt really nice. Then he started to kiss my neck and checks until he found my mouth and started to kiss me again. I really liked it, I hadn't been kissed like this before.
His hands continued to massage my side as well as my back. Then I felt his hands on the skin of my back, he must have lifted my nighty up, I didn't even notice him doing that as he was still kissing me. This went on for a while with him massaging more of me, moving his hands down to my bottom and squeezing and then moving up and over to my sides and back down, I didn't seem to care as I was still in a bit of a daze. He was pushing me tightly to him it felt very good.
Then he stopped kissing and massaging me and sat me up, telling me what a good girl I was and that he was giving me a special birthday present, I just smiled at him as I couldn't seem to think that much I was in such a daze. He lifted my hands up above my head and pulled off my nighty and then laid me back on the bed and pulled my undies off. Then he laid back down with me, both of us in the nude.
Dad continued to massage me all over my tummy, running his hands from my back and bottom to the front and up to my boobs while continuing to kiss me. I was still liking what he was doing he made me feel so good, touching me. Then he moved his head down and started to lick and suck on my boobs, he was making them get hard like they do when I'm really cold. I had never felt this way before it was nice but a bit scarry, I still couldn't get enough energy to move away from him or protest, I just lay their letting him do what he wanted.
Dad continued to touch me with his hands and mouth for a while. He then moved one of his hands down to my privates. He started to rub me down there for a while probing me with one of his big fingers. I was squirming a little under him as I seemed to be doing this automatically. He was mumbling to me, telling me what a good girl I was and that he loved me so much. He started to rub me harder putting more pressure against me while he rubbed his whole body against me. I could feel somthing odd on my side near my leg, like he was rubbing something there as well as his finger down below.
He then picked up one of my hands and moved it down to the thing rubbing at my side. He placed it around his thing and started to move it up and down, he started to groan while doing this. His finger was still moving around in me down below and then it stilled. He was pushing it against me, god there was so many sensations, I didn't know what was going on. Then I felt it, his finger was in me slowly moving around in me. I must have made a noise, I don't know because there was so many things happening to me but I didn't seem to be in contol, dad's whispering changed to how much he knew I liked what he was doing and that he knew I was dirty girl and would love what he was doing.
Dad started to get a bit faster at probing into me pushing his whole finger in and out of me then he pulled his finger out completly. I felt him again at my entrance, slowly putting pressure to get inside again but it was more pressure than last time, then he slipped into me again but it was thicker than before. I don't know what he did but it still felt like his fingers down there. He moved around in me, stretching me with his fingers while he picked up speed, it hurt a bit but I was getting used to it. He continued to move in me for a while, I was still in a daze not really caring.
At last he withdrew his fingers and sat up and started to suck on his fingers. He told me what a good girl I was and that he was going to give me his present now. He kissed me again on the lips, rougher this time shoving his tongue in me and then pulling away. I knew what he was doing was wrong but I couldn't really stop it, I was still dazed, I didn't seem to have the energy to protest I just let him do what he wanted, I had conflicting emotions as a part of me felt good and another part of me knew what we were doing is not right.
Dad piled some pillows up and then manovoured me on the top of them so that I was facing down with my bottom in the air, he placed my legs agart so that I was on my knees with my head and arms down across the bed, I didn't even have the energy to hold myself up, only the pillows did this.
I felt him behind me, his chest across my back, his thing was being rubbed across my privates. All the while he was telling me I was going to love this, his present and that I shouldn't be scared as he was only showing me how much he loved me. Then I felt his thing pushing against me where his fingers were before. He had his hands on my waist holding me while he continued to push against me. Then I felt it, he was in me, I could feel him slowly pushing further in me even though he was inside me. God it hurt. Something let go in me and he was all the way in me, I didn't know he could go that far in. He was still for a moment before he started to move back and forth in me, pushing me forward and backwards by my waist where he had his grip. I could feel the pain this was causing but it seemed dulled, like it really wasn't me that was feeling it. He continued to move me on his thing, back and forth all the while telling me he knew I would love it and that he could tell I was enjoying myself. He kept up his thrusting in and out of me for what felt like forever until I could feel him get even bigger and then still all the way in me, I felt something in me that was warm and wet it seemed to come from his thing. He collapsed on top of me with his thing still tight in side, held there in me.
After a while I felt him shrink inside of me but it was still tight. I felt him start to lift up off my back and wiggle his thing inside of me a bit as he took his weight off my back. Dad started to kiss my back telling me how he knew I liked him loving me and how much he knew I liked his present. Then he moved his hands up and across to my boobs squeezing and pulling at them telling me how good I was and how proud he was of me. I just felt dirty and a bit scared but I couldn't do anything I was still in a daze where I could feel and hear everything but I couldn't do anything. We stayed like that for a while with him still inside of me while he played with my boobs and told me how good I was.
After a while he removed his hands from my boobs and I could feel him leaning back a bit, his thing was still trapped in me, I didn't think it was ever coming out when I felt something wet on my anus. He was rubbing his wet finger all around it and probing it with his finger while he was still in me. I could feel him start to push his finger in it like he did with my other entrance. He kept pushing until I felt his finger start to enter it, once it was part way in he held it still while he wiggled his thing still in me. Then he wiggled his finger in my butt. I was hurting but I was starting to like the finger in my anus moving it was a different sort of feelling. Dad was still whispering to me about how good I was and telling how much he loved me and that he just knew I loved his finger in my ass. He started moving his finger in and out slowly it was a strange feeling I could feel pressure on his thing as he continued to move his finger in and out of my butt. Dad then started to move his thing in me with more pressure starting to move in and out like he did before, I could feel his thing getting bigger as he moved. Then he moved me with his other large hand on my chest up so that I was sitting upright on his finger and thing. Dad started to push up into me and then withdraw while holding me against his chest all the while kissing and sucking on my neck. I couldn't do anything except let him do as he wanted, I was like a rag doll while he continued to go deep inside of me with every thrust in and out of me. He was starting to speed up his thrusting inside of me, he was moaning really loudly in my ear as he kept entering me. Finally with one large thrust as far in me as he could he pushed two fingers into my ass, god it hurt, at the same time I could feel him releasing his warm wettness inside of me as he groaned. He stayed as he was deep inside both holes for a while and then slowly withdrew his fingers and then his thing from me. It really hurt alot to withdraw his thing from me, it was so tight. He layed me down on the bed on my back and then left me there for a while, I am guessing that he went and had a shower as I could hear the water. I was splayed over the bed with my legs hanging wide open, I had no control of my body.
When dad came back in to the bedroom he had a towel around him and he just smiled at me before telling me what a dirty little girl I was and if my mother knew she would kick me out for sure. He went to the dresser and picked up his camera and then came over and kissed me on my slack mouth, thrusting his tongue deep inside of me before withdrawing. Standing up he went to the end of the bed and started to take some photos of me splayed out on the bed. He posed me in different positions with my legs wide open and my hands placed in different positions, he told me I looked fantastic dirty as I was with his juice leeking out of me.
After he had taken a number of photos he told me it was time to get cleaned up for bed. He picked me up and took me to the bathroom and put me in a bath he must have ran for me as the tub was already filled. He layed me down in the tub and started to wash me, I stung from his present down below. When he had finished washing me he told me that he loved me and that I was just to perfect to resist. He withdrew his towel and showed me his thing. He picked up my hand and started to rub it up an down it all the while telling me how he loved it up deep inside me and how now he knew I loved it as well, we would be able to enjoy it all the time. Then he moved so that one of his legs was in the tub with me and the other was outside and he brought his thing up close to my face hanging off the side of the tub. He started to rub his thing with both hands all the while watching me as I lay there. He lent down and kissed me once more in my slack mouth before standing up and aiming his thing inside of my mouth, a little at first and then more and more inside of my mouth as he groaned louder and louder. He was shoving it down my open mouth until all of it was down deep inside of my mouth almost gagging me. I couldn't do anything, he had complete control of me. Then I felt it somthing warm and wet was filling my mouth I automatically swallowed what was in my mouth and more was filling it, some leaked out the side of my mouth there was so much. Once he finished he looked at me and then went and got the camera again and started to take more photos. He told me that he wanted to keep a record of my firsts, like my first step he wanted my first loving experiences recorded as well.