Bethany is behind the other girls, she needs to learn some things
Bethany needs to know
“Dad, can I do a blowjob with you?”
“Excuse me?” That was pretty much the question I never expected to hear from my daughter Bethany. Granted she was a bit naïve, but I didn’t think her lack of sexual awareness extended this far.
“Can I do a blowjob with you?”
“Why are you even asking me that question?”
“Because I heard some girls at school talking and one of them said if you want a boy to like you then you give him a blowjob. I want boys to like me, so I thought you could tell me if I’m doing it right.”
“Do you even know what it is that you’re asking?”
“Well, no.”
“Honey,” I softened my shocked tone and tried to give her an explanation that would make sense to her, “it’s a sexual behavior.”
“Oh, sex?” somewhere in her head a light came on. “But why is it called a blowjob?”
And then the light went off again.
“Because you use your mouth instead, to make the other person feel good.”
She had a blank expression on her face.
“You don’t really blow, but because your mouth is involved the expression is just related to breathing. What you really do is suck.”
Bethany squinted at me as if I just told her we lived on Mars, “Dad I’m serious. How can you even suck on something that isn’t there?”
“What do you mean that isn’t there?”
“Well, I’ve looked at myself before, there’s nothing there to suck on. Is there?”
I couldn’t believe she was seriously lacking this much knowledge. I’d taken the time to teach her about her periods and how to use a pad or a tampon as needed, but had she never been exposed to the basics of sexuality at all? I did what I could as a single dad to guide her and give her information, I guess I just assumed she would learn something in a class or hear something about sex from other girls. Maybe she wasn’t the only one that was a bit naïve.
“Okay, look. You have a vagina, it’s basically a tube, or more commonly known as a birth canal that the baby comes out of when you’re pregnant. Boys, or men, have penis and it sticks out and away from their bodies. That’s the way they get women pregnant, and because it comes out from their bodies, it can be sucked on.”
“Oh.” Her tone of voice indicated she was still completely clueless. She was quiet for a moment, and I could tell she was thinking. “You’re a boy, well a man, does that mean you have a penis?”
“Yes. That’s how I got your mother pregnant so you could be born.”
“Can I see it?”
That one stopped me short, and I wasn’t sure how to respond. I’d never once considered exposing myself to my daughter, even as a matter of sexual education. I was especially uncomfortable with the idea, especially with Bethany. Some years ago, we were in a car accident. As a result, her mother died and Bethany suffered a traumatic brain injury. That was the reason why she missed two years of school and was now eighteen as a junior in high school. When she first went back to school she was in special classes because of a slow learning capability. After a few years she regained her capacity to learn and made it into public schools. But many people, including myself, still considered her a little slow. That made me sensitive to her needs and as to what she might be exposed to. I was always concerned that people could take advantage of her, or I worried that other people might think I would take advantage of her.
“Uhm, maybe not just yet honey.” I stalled the topic, not being sure of how to handle this request. “Let me think about it a little, okay?”
“I want to see it daddy, so I can know how to do it right to do a blowjob with a boy. I’ve never had a boyfriend and I want one.”
“Honey, if that’s the requirement for getting a boyfriend, you really don’t want a boy like that. They should like you for who you are, without having to involve sex. Look at you, you’re beautiful, and you’re a wonderful person. A boy should see you for the person you are.”
“Dad, they only see me as stupid, even most of the girls don’t want to hang out with me, because I don’t know very much and because I’m so old.”
I was almost jealous, imagining what it was like to be eighteen and considered ‘old’. But I understood her perspective. Without having much of a social life like the other kids in school, I could see how she may feel lonely.
“Let’s talk a little more later, okay?” Stalling again.
Dinner came and went without any more conversations about blowjobs or seeing me naked. I figured I escaped the concern until Bethany came into my bedroom as I was preparing to get some sleep. I was only wearing my boxers and I noticed she was staring at my crotch. She was wearing her light flannel pj’s, but at eighteen, her sleepwear fit her well. You couldn’t miss the swell of her hips, and it was obvious that her 36C breasts weren’t in a bra.
“Bethany?”
“Uhm,” she was still staring at my boxers, “I was just wondering if maybe you would show me now.”
I’m pretty sure I blushed, my face felt warm in response to her request. Over dinner, and for some time after I did think about what she wanted, I felt backed into a corner. It was up to me to see she learned enough things to manage her life, and be fully capable without me. Despite my complete lack of interest in showing myself to her, I figured I didn’t have a choice. Sooner or later, something would need to be done.
“Okay,” I gave into her, “come sit on the bed,”
When she got situated, she looked up at me, then dropped her expectant gaze back to my crotch. I hooked my thumbs into the waistband of my boxers, and then hesitated. She looked up at me again with a silent plea. I slid my boxers down to about mid-thigh and let her see me.
“This is my penis,” I pointed to myself, then I raised it up and showed her my ball sack, “and these are my testicles. That’s where sperm is made to get women pregnant.”
Her look was one of complete curiosity, there was no signs of sexual excitement or anything like that. She was just interested in seeing this thing that she didn’t have. She brought a hand up to touch me, but looked to me for approval first.
“You can touch it.”
She cautiously felt the skin, then raised it some and turned it side to side before moving it completely to the side to see my balls. “It’s kind of wiggly,” she observed. “How do you put it in a vagina to get someone pregnant?”
“Uhhh… When it feels good, like with having sex, it becomes erect. That means it gets firm and then it will go into a vagina.”
“Can I see that too?”
Yeah, that wasn’t going to happen. I was already stressed about being semi-naked in front of my daughter, getting hard was going to be as likely as winning the lottery three times in a row. Especially since I hadn’t been with anyone since the car accident. I always felt guilty about losing my wife, because I was driving at the time, I felt responsible. Even though the cops said the other car ran a red light and broadsided us, I still felt like it was my fault because I was behind the wheel.
“I don’t know about that honey, that isn’t something that fathers and daughters do.”
“Then how am I supposed to learn about it?”
“Trial and error, just like everyone else does.”
“Oh.” She sounded let down.
She was still examining me some, looking at the underside of my penis, and even giving it a squeeze. Before I could realize what was going on, she took me in her mouth. I froze. I felt something I hadn’t known in almost fifteen years, my dick was wet and warm in a way that felt like having sex for the first time again. I couldn’t believe how quickly my cock became rock hard.
Bethany pulled back and looked at my dick standing straight out, “Oh, now I see how it can go into a vagina. Can I suck it some more?”
I was still reacting like a deer in the headlights, I didn’t say yes, but I also didn’t say no. She took that as approval to do it again. She was quick to get me back into her mouth, this time she actually sucked on me, instead of just holding me in her mouth. I was so charged that my balls ached, I needed to cum hard and I was about to shoot everything I had into Bethany’s mouth.
I couldn’t hold it back. “Oh, uh, honey I’m going to cum.” I couldn’t help myself, I grabbed the sides of her head and pushed deeper into her mouth as I started shooting ropes of cum onto her tongue and into her throat. She started trying to pull back from me, but I told her to keep sucking me.
After I quit spurting into her mouth, and she swallowed a couple of times, I pulled back so my dick came out of her. My heart was pounding and I was breathing hard. I’d never cum so hard in my life.
“What was that?” she asked. “Is it okay to swallow that?”
“That was my semen, or sperm. It won’t hurt you to swallow it. I’m sorry I didn’t tell you first that could happen but you caught me by surprise and I didn’t think it was going to go that far.”
“Was that doing a blow job?”
“Uhhh, pretty much, yeah. When you suck on a penis and it feels really good, then the man has an orgasm and his sperm comes out.”
“It must have felt really good to you then.”
What could I say? My balls still ached, but in a good way.
“Dad, I feel a little funny.”
“What do you mean? Are you okay?”
“Well yeah, but I mean down there.”
I was at a loss to understand. “Does it hurt somewhere?”
“No, but my vagina feels funny.”
“Funny how?”
“Well different, not like my period.” She jammed her hand down into her panties, “Oh, it’s kind of wet down there.”
Oops, now I understood. “Oh, that’s how your body prepares for sex. Just like a penis gets firm, a vagina lubricates so a penis can go into it.” I had to wonder if she had never masturbated and learned this on her own.
“Is this normal?” She stood up, and with one quick move she pulled her pajamas and panties off then laid back and spread her legs. She certainly wasn’t shy about showing herself to me. Although the last time I saw her partially naked in front of me was when I was showing her how to put a pad into her panties for her period. Now I was looking straight into her pussy, and it was soaked. She had a full patch of sandy blonde pubes that were slightly darker than her hair. She was so wet that her pussy lips were parted I could see her pink flesh there. I was starting to soften after cumming in her mouth, but seeing her pussy was making me get hard again.
“Yes, that’s normal. Just your body getting ready for sex.”
“Can you show me how to do sex too?”
After cumming in her mouth, and having a rock-hard dick again, my inhibition pretty much went out the window. Just seeing her pussy, spread and soaking wet, I wanted to fuck her. “Take the rest of your clothes off and get all the way on the bed.”
Her top came off and I saw her tits. She was beautiful, with her perfect globes of soft flesh, topped by her brown nipples. She laid back on the bed, legs apart, uncertain about what was going to happen, but certainly unafraid of it.
I got onto the bed and between her legs. My cock was as hard as it was in her mouth. I moved up between her thighs and guided myself into her. As I moved up to lay on her, I saw her nipples were standing out in excitement.
She immediately let out a moan as I pushed all the way into her. I couldn’t believe how good her pussy felt to me. She was hot and slick, and her tight pussy gripped me better than her mouth. I fucked her with long even stokes. Each time I pushed into her, she raised her hips to meet me. Because I just came so hard in her mouth I was able to stay hard in her, I was going to make sure she was going to cum. I made sure to press against her clit every time I went deep into her.
“Does that feel good to you?”
“Uhhhh yesss.”
“I’m going to keep doing this until you cum honey.”
I felt her tensing up, it was only a moment before she grabbed onto me and held me tight as she had her orgasm.
“Good girl. I’m glad you liked it. I need to cum again, but I don’t want to get you pregnant. Will you suck me some more?”
“Yes, I want to.”
I pulled out of her and rolled over to lay on my back, she took a moment to catch her breath before she sat up, then she bent over to suck me. She was eager for it, she tried taking me as deep as she could into her mouth. It wasn’t going to take me too long to finish while fucking her mouth again. I got an idea and told her to turn around then lay on me. I helped her get into the position I wanted and got her where her pussy was right in my face.
“Okay, now suck me.”
She got me in her mouth again just as I was spreading her pussy open. I found her clit and started licking and sucking on it. She immediately bore down on me, pushing her pussy against my mouth. She liked being licked. I could tell she was distracted from sucking me by what was happening to her pussy. She had me in her mouth but her hips were pressing her into me with increasing frequency.
“Go ahead, cum in my mouth baby.”
She didn’t need to be told that more than once, she pushed in hard and held herself there. I still had her pussy spread open and I saw her contractions as I sucked her clit. When she calmed down, I gave her soft licks and kisses on her pussy lips, and she went back to sucking me in earnest. I quit holding back and let myself shoot into her mouth again. I was spent in a way that I hadn’t known for years, and it felt good.
I moved her around to lay next to me and I snuggled her. “Did you like that? You got to do a blow job and have sex.”
“I liked it a lot daddy. Can we do it all again some time?”
“I liked it too, and it never hurts to get some practice. What part did you like?”
“I really liked when you licked on me and sucked me, but I like sucking on you too. And the having sex part was really good too.”
“How about you stay in my bed tonight, and when we wake up, I’ll lick your pussy some more for you. Then we can have sex again and you can suck me some more after you cum. Do you want to do that?”
“I want to do that, but can I suck you more right now? I like the way it feels in my mouth.”
“It might take me a little while to get hard again, but you can suck me if you want to. Because it isn’t hard right now you can get all of it in your mouth, do you want to try that?”
Bethany didn’t say anything, she just moved down in the bed and got my dick back into her mouth. It felt good to feel all of me inside her. I let her suck me until she fell asleep with me in her mouth.