It was late May and I was at my folks for dinner on Saturday night because my sister, Julia was home from college. Julia was a rising senior at Chatrempli State studying to be a social worker, which since she is a life long busy body will be the perfect career for her. I graduated from Chatrempli two years ago and have been working as a security analyst it at Avorrit Technologies a division for Scamco United since graduation. I thought everything was going great in my life until my fiance, Francine, decided that she preferred her friend Anita and her Rottweiler and moved out 2 months before.
It was the usual dinner at home with my parents and sister until we were sitting around after dessert watching a game on TV the Giants were winning so all was good. And then somehow the conversation led to Francine which was not something I wanted to talk about. Out of the blue, Julia turns to me and asks,
“Timmy, would you ever marry a porn star? Well maybe not a star but a girl whose done porn, maybe a lot of it?”
I looked at her with the usual “What the heck?” expression.
When my mother butted in and said, “Are you going to answer the question?”
And I said, “I’m still trying to figure out where the question came from?”
And Julia said, “You were gonna marry Francine and lets face it she wasn’t exactly faithful and she turned out to be lezzie and a dog fucker”
“Yeah, but I didn’t know that.” I said
“So, like I figured that if you would marry a Lezzie dog fucker maybe you’d consider a porn star” she said “So would you marry a porn star?”
“I really hadn’t ever considered it, I said, “I don’t actually know any porn stars,”
“but if you did and you really liked her.” said Julia
“I don’t know maybe, I guess so” I said
“even if she’s like fucked dozens or even hundreds of guys?” Julia continued
“Look why are you asking?” I replied
“Cause I wanna know” said Julia
“Why? Are you thinking of entering the field and want to know if it hurts your chances of marital bliss?” I asked
Everyone cracked up, even Julia
“No, silly” she said
“So, like is it a school assignment? Find out if guys, particularly your brother, object to marrying porn stars?” I asked
Still giggling Julia said no and threw a couch pillow at me.
“Fine” I said
“So, would you? Like marry a porn girl whose had sex with hundreds of guys and like everyone has seen her everything close up and personal?” she asked again.
“I don't know, maybe if I was like totally in love or something, but after Francine, I’m not sure I am ready to commit to anyone, at least not yet.” I said
“Okay cool” said Julia “But, you’d still date a cute girl, right?”
“Yeah, I haven’t taken holy orders or anything” I said
“Good” Julia said
That was that. It was that at least for two weeks when I got home from work and found a note on my refrigerator which said, at the pool come meet me”
My little condo complex had a pool and a small gym. So since it was a nice day, I changed into my board shorts and flip flops pulled on an old Giants tee shirt and walked over to the pool. Julia was there looking cute in a yellow bikini which showed off her slim body really well and sitting next to her was very pretty natural blond wearing a green bikini. The blond was tight, taught, with nearly no breasts and thin legs which were opened slightly drawing my eyes to the little cameltoe in her bikini bottoms which told me she was shaved bald. I must of looked like a deer caught in the headlights because Julia did one of those fake coughs and said “Timmy this is my friend Amelia Anderson from College”
Ummm Hi Amelia I said, I’m Tim
Amelia smiled and said, “Call me Amy, and I know, Julia has been telling me all about you, like your entire life story from birth or at least from Julia’s birth and they both started giggling.
So, I said, Amy are you studying nursing like Julia?
And Amy said, “No I just finished my Masters in psychology and am working on getting my doctorate”
“Wow, I said, that beats me, I only have a masters in
Amy interrupted me and said, Yeah I know, like I said your whole life story.
And we all cracked up
When we stopped laughing Julia said “Timmy, do you recognize Amy?”
And I said, “No, I don't think so, should I?”
“No, said Julia I just thought you might, she is sort of memorable
"I guess that beats being totally forgettable" I said and Amy giggled but Julia went on
"No, i am serious. Look really close, do you know Amy?" she asked
"OK" I said taking off my sunglasses and peering up close at Amy's face as she kept giggling like a school girl"
"Nope, I don't think we have met before" I said
"Not even just seen her around? Like you know you've seen her face but just can't place it? Julia kept on
"No, sorry. Is this like some sort of cognition test?" I said
"No, just needed to be sure" said Julia
"Amy, please meet my brother the monk" and both girls cracked up.
"O.K. what's so funny?" I asked
"Nothing, well, except for you, but you can't help that" Julia said
"So if Amy is a psychology grad student and you are a nursing student, how did you two meet?" I asked Julia
"I was, well I guess still am since final grades haven't be released, I am Julia's TA in her practical psychology course." said Amy
"Practical psychology?" I asked
"Yeah, you know for nursing students so we can tell who is a total whacko and to call for a psych consult" said Julia
"Not sure that I would put it quite like that" said Amy
"Maybe you know Amy by her alias, Allison Cummings?" said Julia
and I just looked at her
"Allie Cee?" she cottoned
"What?" I responded
"Just checking" said Julia
"Pardon my sister, she might be a bit ummm you know, she probably needs your professional services" I told Amy
"Well, one of us does," said Julia
"and we all know which one" I said and smiled
"So, I really wanted you to meet Amy" Julia said.
'ummm why?" I said
"Because, I decided" said Julia
"decided what?" I said
"Oh that you two are dating and like ummmm remember I asked and so I decided Amy is my future sister, well sister in law anyway" Julie said and it was such an absurd thing to say Amy and I laughed.
"Ummm we sort of just met" I said
"Yeah about that" said Julia "here I am the 3rd wheel on your first official date, so I'm gonna get out of here" and with that she got up picked up her towel and her big beach bag and left.
I looked at Amy and said, "Do you know what that was all about?"
"Yeah" said Amy, "Julia thinks I need a real boyfriend and decided that it has to be you"
"Oh, another Julia scheme" I said and Amy said "yeah, but I sort of like the idea"
"the idea of a real boyfriend or the idea of me as the real boyfriend?" I asked
"I think the real boyfriend thing right now, we'll see about the second part" she said
"Oh well, guess I'll just have to wait then" I said
"Yeah. but not too long, I think she wants us married by Labor Day" said Amy
"Oh well that gives us what 2 months?" I said
and laughing Amy said "yeah, just about 2 months"
"So, how do we find out?" I said
"Oh I got my ways" said Amy "after all I am a psychologist or at least an almost psychologist"
"What kind of psychologist?" I asked
"My interest is ind developmental psychology and adolescent psychology" she said
"That should keep you busy, every teenager is bonkers" I said which started our conversation, which lasted all afternoon and into the evening which led to me asking Amy is she wanted to grab dinner, which led to us going to a local spaghetti house and having a bottle of Chianti and somehow ending up back at my place, her car was at my condo complex after all and somehow led to us sitting in my living room on my couch making out and her saying something like I don't usually fuck on the first date and me saying that's a shame, and her saying not really, I usually fuck before the first date which led to me picking her up and carrying her into my bedroom and dropping her on the bed which led to our clothes coming off and me sliding my very hard cock into her very wet cunt which sucked me in and closed tight around me, which led me to saying OH God I don't think I can hold and her saying do it, cum in me, cum in me, give me your cum, which led something to click in my brain but I wasn't sure what and which led me to send a stream of cum deep into her which amazingly led her to go off like a rocket.
When we both calmed down and regained out breath, I slid out of her, reluctantly and she sighed and looked at me and I said "sorry I came so fast" and she said "Don't be I always cum hard when a guy shoots in me, its sort of my signature move, well that and squirting" then she giggled "Besides we have two whole months to get this sex thing down pat" and giggled some more.
And we did get the whole sex thing down pat. Amy was and is amazing. We also clicked in just about every way possible. Which led me about 6 weeks later to look into her eyes over Amy and say, There's something I really want to ask you. She flinched a little. and so I said, Its not something bad and she smiled. Remember my sister Julie? I said. Kind of hard not to since she is kind of around a lot. She said. No that's not what I meant. I said. No? she said. No, I was wondering if you remembered when Julie introduced us? I said I do she said. Well I wanted to ask if maybe you might want to and she interrupted me and said I really do. Like so much but there is a lot of stuff we need to discuss first and you know I have to go down to LA for a few days so yeah, when I get home, ok.
so I said ok and somehow I found myself kissing Amy and then like magic I was slowly sliding into her welcoming pussy. we both sighed as I bottomed out and Amy said Timmy, I love you, remember that, o.k? I love you too, I said. I hope so, we'll see she said and kissed me so hard my mind went blank and all there was in the world was me and Amy.
Our First Separation:
The next day was the first time I would be away from Amy for more than a couple of hours since the monet we met. Yeah it was that kind of instant falling in love, amazing connection, kind of thing. So I was really sad when I kissed her goodbye and she got in her Camry to drive down to LA. I didn't know why she was going exactly all she would say was that it was a work thing and since well we all gotta work I took it at face value.
After Amy left, Julie came over with her then current boyfriend. Julie went through a lot of boyfriends. or at least I thought so, but that was fine. She said that they came over to keep me company while, you know, Amy was down in LA doing her thing. Which made her boyfriend give out a short laugh. So i told her that she had better be prepared to stick around because Amy was going to be away for at least 3 maybe 4 or 5 days.
Busy girl said Julie's boyfriend.
OMG Yes! said Julie. Amy's so amazing! guess that's why she is so in demand. she continued
Yeah, was all i could say and then Julie started talking about other stuff and we went to the pool swam some , Julie's boyfriend left and Julie and I went out for Pizza and settled into my living room to watch some nonsense RomCom she wanted to see.
that's when Julie's phone rang and she answered it with a "Hey Hi! What's up" followed by "yeah, I imagine you are, then uh huh, How Many? 5? Yeah that's a lot and tomorrow oh ok that sounds more reasonable.. then no you don't have to call him I am at his place here talk to Jimmy I think he misses you, yeah of course he does, I think he has a crush on you uh huh like big time, oh you too? giggle Well here, she said handing me her phone.
At the time, it didn't even occur to me that it was a little strange that Amy called Julie before me. I mean why would it right?
So I took the phone and said Hey, what are you up to? I really missed you and she said the usual stuff back and she told me she missed me and since she sounded tired I said, id you have a tough day you sound a little tired and she told me that she was exhausted and I asked why and she said she had a lot of meeting that day so I asked how many and Julie said 5, so I said you had 5 meetings, yeah that's a lot and Julie giggled in the background mumbling something like "yeah five is like way a lot. So after we chatted I wished her good night told her I loved her again and we hung up.
You really love her don't you? said Julie
Yeah, I really do. I said-
I knew you would. Julie said, that's why I uh
Why you what? I asked
You know why I set you guys up, I knew you'd love her and that she was perfect for you like even if you know
Even if what, I asked
Oh never mind, lets watch the movie, I love when a good romance works out, don't you?
when the movie was over I drove Julie back to our parent's house since she came with her boyfriend. Just as I was pulling into the driveway Julie said, I wish I could find a guy who really loved me. Its really what all girls want and I hope you are that guy for Amy, she really needs a good guy. You know she's never had like a real boyfriend before, not someone who really cares, isn't that sad? I was polite enough not to mention that neither had Julie but that seemed insensitive.
So Julie got out of the car and drove back to my condo which suddenly seemed a very lonely place.
Amy called again right before dinner the next day. She sounded a little less tired and said it was an easier day she just had the one and even thought it was a double and took all day it was easier day than yesterday. I asked her what a double was, and she giggled and said you know when you're meeting with 2 guys instead of just one. And I said yeah I guess, and we ended the call after we talked about other things. It was pretty much the same for the next two days when Amy told me she should be back around 6 the next day and could she come over to my place instead of going home, she said she really missed me and well she wanted to talk and give me my answer. So I said as long as the answer is yes and she just giggled, told me that I was impossible and that she hope I still wanted a yes like after we talked. So I said about what, and she said, you know our lives and how we can fit them together for like real. And since that made sense I said yes. See you tomorrow.
I was completely distracted at work the next day, who wouldn't be. Even our receptionist Candice noticed and she was usually so caught up in her own drama that she was clueless about the rest of the world. So she asked and I said because Amy was coming back tonight and well she is going to tell me if she will marry me. And Candice said, what? She had to go away to think about that? You'd think she'd know right away, I mean I think I would. So I told her that she had to go down to LA for work and Candice said "Oh fuck! that's it!" And I said, what's it? And Candice just blushed and told me to go away. So I did.
Home coming
I got home at 6:20 well supplied with Chinese take out and wine. I never liked wine with Chinese food but Amy did, and well, its Amy, right?
Amy had texted me that she thought she would be driving right to my house and thought she would be there by 6:30, so I had 10 anxious minutes waiting for her to get home.
She actually arrived at 6:35 so close, but those last 5 minutes almost killed me. Why was I so anxious? worried? I mean I was pretty sure she would say yes, and Julie assured me all week that Amy really wanted to marry me, so why was I so worried?
Amy never looked more beautiful than when she walked through the door. Her hair was pulled back in a pony tail, and she was wearing a pair of daisy dukes cutoffs and a thin blue tee, you know the type which sort of show below and her little nips were topped with her trademark hard nipples poking through the fabric. Instant hard on.
She greeted me with a big hug and there was no way should could have missed my throbbing hard on, but then she said, "Ummmm it sure smells great here, I'm starving, haven't had a thing since a buttered roll for breakfast and a small protein drink right before I left. I mean it was delicious but seriously not enough to keep a girl going.
And sure enough right then her stomach let out a big growl.
So we went to the kitchen and more or less snarfed down the Chinese. I got 3 entrees, and egg rolls but somehow it all disappeared. After we moved into the living room and flopped down on the couch. Amy turned her body to me and flopped her legs over mine and gave me a big loving kiss from the side. I began to say and she shushed me, putting a finger on my lips and said shhhh, let me, I have so much I need to tell you"
"OK first of all, my answer is YES, absolutely yes" she said
and I started to say , what was I going to say because she shushed me again and said,
"But I have a bunch of stuff to tell you and f you don't want to marry me after, I mean, I'll understand, really I will"
I began to say something like there is nothing that could make me not want to marry you, but I didn't get the chance because she shushed me again.
"O.K. here goes", she said "first I want youi to know that I am in love with you, madly in love, desperately in love, just like Julie told me I would be. But there are things you don't know about me and well you need to know really you do, I mean if we are going to get married, its like well ok here goes. You aren;' going to believe this but you are like my first real boyfriend. well maybe second if you count Jason Ferris in 7th and 8th grade, like we were insuperable for 2 years until my Dad got transferred out here to California and well, you know how kid romances go, I used to be really shy and so transferring to a new school and a new High School where I didn't know anyone at all was kind of hard for me, I lasted like 2 months in my new school, when Dad got transferred again, not like really far but like way too far to stay in the same school and so I had to start again and then just as I was settling in towards the end of the year, Mom and Dad were killed in a car accident when we were hit by some uninsured drunk dude in Chevy pickup.
The drunk was killed instantly, Mom and Dad hung on for a few days, and me? I was pretty much ok, just a really bad concussion and bruised ribs. But when I found out Mom and Dad were dead I really lost it, I mean who wouldn't, right like I was just turned 14 years old and well you can imagine, so I got transferred to the "integrated adolescent care unit" which you can pretty much guess was the euphemism for "hospital loony bin" Yeah no its ok I survived and like after 3 months there I was shipped off by Child Protective Services to a shelter where it was mostly wharehousing kids with not a lot of supervision, so you can guess what happens to s small shy girl in a place like that. Yeah I was picked on for a while but then the rapes started, first one guy then another and another, I don't know why no one noticed I was screaming my head off, but like the fifth or sixth time and I was screaming bloody murder one of the counselors came in and stopped it.
Reporting it would probably have shut the place down so instead she packed my stuff up, gave me a cola and said we were driving to the hospital to but I woke up in a woods which was in a park, dazed and confused. A nice man walking his golden retriever found me, gave me his coat, cause I was shivering and he called an ambulance since it was pretty clear that I was beat up pretty bad, yeah the last rape was vicious.
The ambulance came but so did a cop car, I was really sort of out of it, so I have no idea what I told the cops but I spent the next week in the hospital recovering from the rape and then another 3 weeks in that hospital's "Adolescent Integrated Care Unit" for observation. Eventually, I was able to tell my story to the hospital staff who at least pretended to believe me and be sympathetic"
After that a social worker from Children's Services stopped by and told me I was going to a foster home. I really didn;t want to go, since I was pretty sure, I'd be raped again, but the hospital staff reassured me that I would be safe, so i went. That was the first of 3 foster homes I was sent to, they were ok, I got fed and clothed and I finished up High School but I was sort of a mess the whole time. No, don't feel sorry for me, Its just stuff, and I'm ok now, more than ok, I'm really happy for the first time since well since 8th grade."
"So, when I turned 18 I was done with Children';s services and the foster home couldn't keep me, but I got a scholarship to Chatrempli, yeah right here, where your sister is getting her nursing degree. So anyway, the scholarship was generous, it paid tuition, housing and even the basic meal plan, but it didn't cover living expenses or books, or a laptop, and it didn't cover school holidays. Yeah I could stay in the dorms for a really small fee, but I need to pay the fee and the cafeterias were closed so I had to fend for myself there as well. At first I had a work study job on campus but that didn't cover the costs so when I saw a notice tacked up on my dorm bulletin board which said I could make good money modeling.
I borrowed my roommate’s phone and called. Yeah, I didn't even have a cell phone. Yeah dirt poor, so I called and it wasn't that far to walk so I set up an appointment for the next day and showed up. So like the term modeling is pretty broad and the place turned out to be an agency for ummm models who were willing to pose nude and more and that was my introduction to my "secret career" well not so secret but you are the only one who doesn't seem to know , well i guess you might now. Yeah I posed for nude pics, they loved me because well I was 18 but I still looked well sort of like a 12 year old, so like pretty quick it went from sexy pics, to nude pics to erotic pics to porn movies, yeah in less than a month, I went from being this shy repressed little girl to a headliner porn star, well maybe not a star, ...
Yeah that's why Julie wanted to know if you'd marry a girl who made porn. Yeah I know but here is the thing, you know the business trip I went on, yeah the one I just got home from, yeah, well it was business, but not like psychology business, no listen, I was making porn scenes, and I was afraid I'd feel guilty you know because of us, but like I really didn't, I love making porn and I think it was even better knowing that after I was done I got to come home to you, that is if I can still come home to you. Wait, don't say anything, I need to tell you, because I really love performing and well its amazing but after 5 years , well 5 1/2 years in the business they still want me, I mean most girls don't last a year, 3 is considered a big career, but 5 1/2 is like amazing.
I know its weird but I do love it, I mean and its not only the sex which is usually good and sometimes absolutely amazing, but its the showing off, the performing, the knowing that there are thousands of people who are going to get pleasure from looking at me and seeing me, and watching me getting fucked and used and cummed in. Yes, I am almost always cummed in. I love it and well, its sort of a thing, the viewers love to see girl's getting cummed in and well its sort of my thing to be cummed in.
How many? I have no clue. Like this weekend I had a five guy gang bang which totally blew my mind, three black guys a Hispanic guy and a white guy. I had only been with one of the black guys before and I met the other 4 that day for the first time. Yeah that's the thing about porn, no preliminaries, no get to know you, just sex. They do me, then they leave. If i see them again fine if not ok. No attachments at all. That makes the sex easier.
Yeah, you wouldn't think so but it does. Its just random dudes sticking their cock in my mouth, or my cunt or my ass and so you just go with the feeling and it usually feels great, even the bondage ones heck even the light bdsm ones, I never did the really hard ones with lots of whipping and stuff but just being tied down, spanked a bit and fucked is like , well I go off like firecrackers. and going off like firecrackers sells really well. I think that might be why I still get jobs, like I cum easily and well, you know, pretty obviously and really hard sometimes, so it looks real on video because it is real. Lots of girls have to fake it and I think that shows.
So yeah, I did what 6 scenes while I was down there, and yeah they will be released over the next few months. I actually worked for 4 different production companies and they all edit differently, one is pretty much just raw footage, which is ok but not like artistic, and the one I did two scenes for, they are totally cinematic and well, I'll show you some of my work with them, so you can maybe understand why I love it.
Oh yeah, if we get married on Labor Day, most of the scenes won't be released until after that. But, there is one more thing. I am booked to make a full release starting the Monday after Labor Day.
Yes, I really do, I really want to keep making the videos as long as possible even after we are married. Its like I would never cheat on you, but these videos, they aren't cheating because it just performance, well mostly performance, I do actually like some of the guys, the ones who I've been in me a bunch of times but that's not the same, cause I wouldn't ever let them fuck me if we weren't making a scene. Yeah I know its a lot to take in, but there is one more thing, I won't make the movie unless, well unless you tell Julie its ok.
No silly, not that its ok for me to make the movie, ok for her to make it. Yeah, Julie really wants to be in porn.
Why? Ummm because she sort of fell in love with my vids and ummm yeah we have talked about it a lot.
Your Mom? Oh she says she fine with it but she needs to know you are.
Why? I don't know, maybe for the same reason Julie does, well no Julie needs your ok way more. Why? Because Julie loves you. Yeah I know that but Julie is in love with you, like I'm in love with you.
No wait, and I think you might be a little in love with Julie too. No No, that's ok, I don't mind cause well I love Julie too. So its up to you. Do we still get married? Does Julie get to make her movie? And who do you think should have your baby first, me or Julie? Its all up to you.