This all happened to me as a kid as a byproduct of some crazy circumstances.
This all started fall/winter 1995 and mostly in the summer of 1996.
Sarah lived two doors down and started out as a friend then best friend and guided her girl friend and I into being pretty intense lovers.
This is a longer story as it was an incredible summer
Part 1 is background and a series of experiences mostly involving Sarah slowly escalating our relationship
Part 2 Is when we go all the way a couple of times and get really close
Part 3 Is watching Sarah and her neighbor Holly lay out naked, then I dominantly fuck Sarah.
Part 4 Is when Sarah tells me about her history with her Dad and oldest Brother.
Part 5 Is Getting an education from Sarah showing how she learned in Her brothers room
I've carried the memories of Sarah for 30 years hopefully writing it all out will let me move on from her and that summer.
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Sarah Tells me about her Dad and Brother experiences
I should lead that from adult eyes looking back and working through this, Sarah was for sure taken advantage of and abused, but this is what happened and what she told me as best as I can remember it. I felt I saw little hints from Adam and her Dad that allowed me to fully believe her. On top of her oral skills that were super developed.
In my observation growing up around several girls and women that this happened to they would go two routes: They go inward and repress sexually or they seem to find a form of hypersexuality sometimes to the point of self harm. Sarah seemed to have found a safer angle of bringing in others that she trusts and leading them to being very sexual with her. Albeit she was way too advanced sexually at too young of an age.
On Thursday, the fourth time we got to meet up, we went up to her room and had just started having sex missionary when she told me not to cum she wanted me to cum in her mouth, that she loved that I tasted so good and wanted more. Which I was happy to oblige
when I was starting to get close I stopped, pulled out, and breathed to calm down then nodded to her.
She got out of bed and kneeled on the floor, and pulled me to standing in front of her
She put my hands on the back and sides of her head and guided me to bob her head and fuck her mouth.
She was a lot quieter than normal about it.
almost silent
But by her breathing I could still tell she was very much into it
Once i got started she put a hand between her spread thighs working her clit.
It didn't take long as she was so crazy good and into it.
I pulled my cock back so just the tip was between her lips and started pumping cum into her mouth.
The feeling of my cock pulsing against her lips was amazing while her well practiced technique encouraged every drop out that I could give.
All the while Sarahs little muffled moans became strained breaths as she started vibrating as my cock finished pulsing in her mouth. She didn't let go until she had fully ridden out her also well practiced subtle orgasm.
When we were done, she sat back with her mouth and eyes closed, she tilted her head back with a very contented smile, held it for a second, then swallowed opening her mouth and breathing deep
and swallowed again.
She looked back up at me and shook her head smiling and said
"I can't get over how good you taste" and reiterated
"My dad and Adam taste just bad like not good at all"
"I could literally do this with you every day"
She got up and rolled into bed.
I followed and laid more sitting up next to her. She slid over and laid her head on my chest and let out a very contented sigh. And started tracing lines on my cock with her finger tip whenever some leftover cum came up she would scoop it up on her finger and suck it off.
After a few minutes I asked "What all do you do with your dad and Adam? How does it work?"
Realizing it might not be a we don’t talk about this subject I added
"If you want to talk about it, it's okay if not"
She looked back and up at me then laid her head back on me and said
“promise not to tell anyone?... no one knows I haven't told anyone anything but you."
"I'd never tell anyone" I said
She sighed still tracing my dick and started.
"When I was about eleven my dad came up to my room super late and woke me up and said I needed to help him feel good.
He sat me up on the edge of the bed and stood in front of me.
His dick was already out and he put my hand on it and had me jerk him off.
In like two minutes he came on my face and neck and on my night shirt.
He pulled my shirt off and wiped me up and whispered thank you.
That it felt really good and that I couldn't tell anyone it's just our secret.
I wasn't scared or anything and was pretty curious about sex and stuff anyway"
She paused and asked "is this too weird?"
I said "no not at all"
I genuinely had no frame of reference for what was "normal" or not, I knew families had secrets, My dad smoking weed was to never be discussed in mine. She continued
"My mom only lets him go drinking with his friends once a month. When he comes home after, late at night, is when he somehow comes up to my room super quietly and wakes me up by feeling up my boobs or butt."
"The second time he told me to try suck on him like a popsicle he then fucked and came in my mouth. He came pretty quickly but I didn't know what he meant and choked on it, and it tasted pretty bad."
"He shushed me and told me to calm down and swallow it so we don't make a mess like the last time."
"He told me I was good and to not tell anyone this was just for us."
"He has come to me at least every month since I was eleven. I've gotten a lot better at it, I just get out of bed, take my shirt off and get on my knees like we just did now."
"I don't mind it really, and a lot of the time I can make myself cum while doing it."
"He clearly needs it."
"I don't think my mom is taking care of him and he never lasts long"
"I just wish he was less hairy and didn't smell like beer, but mostly I just wish his cum didn't taste so bad... that's why I was so shocked that you tasted so good."
"I thought all cum was going to be bad forever"
"Adam taste the exact same as my dad"
My theory is that the dad and Adam both have garbage diets, they just drink beer and or cokes, eat fast food, and both smoked A LOT. My parents were too broke to have snacks or soda in the house very often, and I ate really simple clean meals and drank apple juice or water.
"Adam has a lot of porno magazines, when I was around eleven, after my dad had started with me, He left one out in his room and I seen it and then found the rest."
"I would sneak back in his room to look at them and he eventually caught me, but quietly said if I didn't tell he would give me one. But I would have to trade it back and he would give me another"
"he sold them to his friends all through school"
"We were like spies putting the pornos in a school folder and sneaky trading it after school sometimes."
"One time we were home alone, just me and him, he asked if I wanted to go to his room and look at magazines"
"so we sat on his bed looking though them I could see he definitely had a hardon and I would sorta touch myself over my pants while looking at the magazines."
"After a while he asked if it was okay if we just jerked off together, I said sure and he pulled out his cock."
"It is huge..."
she sat up and looked at me
“Its like really thick and a little longer than yours but like twice as thick."
"Like as around as those little hug drink barrel things probably."
holding her thumb and fingers up in a circle to show me slowly adjusting the gap to get close to his thickness.
"Like that big"
I said "WOW"
she looked at me with a serious face and said "it's not a good thing, its just too big... I know."
Cocking her head to the side she said "I wonder how loose his girlfriend is?"
"Anyway he pulled out his cock and started jacking off so I put my hand down my pants and rubbed my clit."
"I came a few little ones."
"He eventually got up and put a t-shirt on his bed and shot cum all over it."
"I loved watching it shoot out."
"My dad was always in the dark, but I could see everything in the day light in his room."
"we jerked off looking at magazines every chance we got from then on."
“I know it's a weird line but I never took my shirt off and we were never like we are."
"It was really mostly just us jerking off together."
"he would always say it wasn't fair I could cum so many times and he could only once"
"I said but I don't get to shoot cum like he does, he still thinks girls have it better"
"One time he asked to lick my pussy"
"after a few times going to his room I just started taking my bottoms off so I could finger myself easier."
"I scooted to the edge of the bed he got down and started licking my pussy it felt pretty good."
"I spread my lips and showed him where to lick my clit."
"It didn't take long and he made me cum pretty hard."
"after I asked if I could suck his dick. It was almost too wide to put in my mouth but he was amazed at how good I was at sucking." "He said the two other girls that did it before had no idea and were terrible."
"When he came I was hoping it was better but it tasted exactly like my dads."
"I swallowed it but I told him his cum tasted bad."
"We only did that the one time."
"It's not like we met up like we do, it was like a few times a year maybe 5 or 6 times a year when we were actually home alone together"
"The next time we did it, I told him I wanted to try having sex."
"I had him lay down and I straddled his cock and It was like trying to fuck a shampoo bottle. I spread open as much as I could and just worked his head in me then put a lot of my weight down and wiggled to get more in."
"It kinda hurt but I really wanted to try sex... Anyway It was just too big"
"I made it just past his head and just kind of bounced on it."
"After a few minutes he didn't say anything and just started cumming. He started groaning and I could feel it flex and get wet."
"With my pussy all slick and cummy I was able to get further down his cock"
"I had like half of it in and just sat there letting it stretch me, but after a while he got too soft and my pussy just squeezed it out."
"When we were getting dressed I rubbed my pussy and said that it kinda hurt, he started to feel bad I think and looked scared. He said he was sorry, I told him it was my idea and it felt good it just also hurt at the same time."
"We didn't do anything for like a year after that. But I started fucking my self with my hair brush to practice."
"Then last fall we were home alone again and he asked if I wanted to go look at magazines again."
"I said sure and we started like normal after I came once I said I wanted to try to have sex again."
'He like floated down staring with a weird blank look and kneeled pulling me to his face."
"I laid back and he started licking me again. Once I got close to cumming I told him I was ready and he got up and laid down."
"I straddled him again. I don't know if it's because I grew a lot that year or from me practicing but I was able to take it a lot easier."
"It still hurt and I had to slowly fuck him in but I was able to get him all the way in."
"I just paused and let him be in me to get used to it. Then I started to ride him as best as I could."
"He came pretty fast, when he did he grabbed my hips and pushed all the way in and I could feel him cum in me... It was really hot watching and feeling him cum."
"With his cum making my pussy slick riding him felt like a thousand percent better and I was able to cum with him in me just from riding him."
"After I came, he was getting too soft so I layed on him and he held his dick in me again until my pussy squeezed him out."
"That was the last time for anything, he got his girlfriend and pretty much moved out."
"It's okay she's really nice..." she started chuckling "and probably has a loose pussy."
she paused and her kind of excited energy faded quickly as she laid back on my chest.
I asked "what about your cherry?" Guys are always talking about popping a girls cherry?"
She said she had no Idea
"Maybe most girls never do anything and rip their pussy the first time that's why they say it hurts and they bleed?"
"Maybe?"
"I don't know, I've had my hands in my pussy since forever so maybe I popped it when I was little, I don't know."
I nodded and asked "Is your dad still doing stuff?"
she said "Yea that's why I'm on birth control. He told my mom that there was no way to stop the inevitable so I should be on it sooner than later once I got my period."
"But really its so he could fuck me."
"After getting Adam all the way in I thought it would be easier and better if I just let him fuck me so I didn't have to taste it."
"The next time he woke me up I stood up, pulled my shorts off, got on the edge of the bed and bent over."
"He just rubbed his dick on my ass and pussy then pushed into me."
"You and him have the exact same sized dick."
"So it doesn't hurt, It feels good. But I was too dry the first time to feel good."
"By the time he got all the way in he pulled out and came on my butt and back." "
He thanked me and wiped me up."
"He always thanks me for helping him feel better"
"That happened a couple of times then he got me on birth control around Christmas and started cumming in me."
"I get wet a lot faster now too so it feels good sometimes... but I hide it so I don't encourage him more."
"He has come up a few extra times not drinking since I've been on birth control."
She had a slight distain or maybe more like a reluctant tolerance like attitude when talking about her dad that wasn't there when talking about Adam
I asked "Do you want him to stop?"
she kinda sucked her teeth and sat up again and looked at me
"eh I wish my mom took care of him but he’s my dad and obviously If it was some random creepy old guy like the ones that honk at me, I wouldn't want it, but it's my dad I know him. It's okay I guess"
I said "oh man If you ever want me to stop or are not into it just tell me"
She looked at me kind of confused
"What?"
"No"
"What we're doing is completely different, I REALLY like you and want like all of this" waving her hand over my chest."
"You saying that and how sweet and smart you are, this waist" she grabbed my sides and tickled me "and your chest and those back dimples, and that CUTE face" As she plopped on top of me still ticking me
"Are exactly why we are doing this. I want like bite you I want you so much"
At some point in the middle of the summer, Sarah and I were getting dressed before going back down stairs, she said she had to limit her dad on Sunday he was visiting too much."
She explained "He came up to my room 3 nights last week, and he fucked me a lot longer since its not all built up."
"Like to the point I cant hide me cumming and I started cumming pretty hard when i didn't want to"
"It's not like he needs help, it's like he is just having fun with me."
"Friday was too much"
"He had me turn over and fucked me on my back for the first time and I had to watch him fuck me."
"That was too much"
"I just laid there and wanting him to hurry up and finish."
"On Sunday after church I quietly said to him, You can only come to my room once a month from now on if you really need it."
"You can fuck me from behind or Ill suck you but that's it and you have to be clean and sober.”
She said "He just looked kind of scared and nodded okay"
after a moment she quietly said "That's the first time I have ever said a word to him. I never said a word the entire time this has been going on."
"Just played along"
I was glad she was able to say something and said "Good job at saying that" "I'd be surprised if he ever tries again"
Late in the summer I asked if her Dad ever came around again. She said
"He came up once ,about two weeks after I talked to him, after drinking with his friends."
"I woke up to him grabbing my boob hard... I was about to let him, but when I sat up he stunk like beer"
I got mad and told him I SAID SOBER ONLY pretty loudly"
"he jumped and grumbled something and went down stairs fast."
"He hasn't been up again since. I think I may have taken his fun away but he can't just use me if I don't want him to."